fallen star

Suddenly the phone rang, it was my dad, I answered it right away

"Hey Dad, why..." Before I finished asking, I heard the sentence "Get out of here immediately!" Then I hung up the phone, and a worse feeling came to my heart, a feeling of wanting to Feeling over

I stared blankly at Ouyang, he also heard what my dad said, and immediately turned his head and walked out the door of the dormitory. I guess it was almost the same. He climbed into bed to pack his clothes, simply stuffed two pieces, and brought his ID card out of the dormitory

When I walked downstairs, there was a loud noise from Damo's room. Ouyang might have made a move. I wanted to open the door, but it was locked inside.

"Ouyang, calm down!" I shouted, but he didn't answer me, the sound remained the same

"Open the door! Open the door!" I continued to shout, "Don't go crazy! If something goes wrong, you won't be able to run away!" He still didn't answer me, and I continued, "I'll count to three, if you don't stop, we're finished! 1.2..." Then the door opened, and Ouyang came out from inside

He hugged me, and still didn't forget to turn his head, "Wait for me!" I looked back, Damo's room was in a mess, tea sets, inkstones, flowers and plants were scattered all over the room, Damo sat in the corner and smiled foolishly

"What happened last night, tell me quickly!" Just one meal, how could so many things happen?I am a little helpless, tears are rolling in my eyes helplessly

He wiped my eye sockets, "Hey, I'll take you home first, and I'll tell you slowly when I get back"

"No need! I can go back by car~" I said, "I have to go to class today, you have to stay and teach them~"

He shook his head, "Fuck, don't want to, let them get on!" Then he dragged me downstairs and put me in the passenger seat of his car

All the way on the highway, the closer I was to my home, the more disturbed I felt. My dad would beat me up when I did something wrong, and my mom would tell me in advance on WeChat that I would hide outside for two days before going home, but this time My mother didn't give me any news. I already guessed what happened. This kind of despair is beyond anyone's experience.

Finally arrived, Ouyang parked the car near the People's Square not far from my house, he was waiting for me in the car "What's urgent, call me right away and I'll come to you!" He said, I nodded, and then started Walking home slowly, each step is extremely heavy

When I got home, I went downstairs, and when I entered the door, I saw my dad waiting for me in the corridor. He was standing halfway up the stairs, with bruises on his forehead, and I went up the stairs.

"Why are you calling me back in such a hurry..." Before I could finish my sentence, I was kicked down the stairs. Fortunately, it was not too high, but this fall also made me suffocate

"You still have the face to ask why?!" He was about to come down and continue kicking, but my mother went downstairs and held him back. "What can I say at home~ You don't think it's embarrassing!" My dad shook off her hand, "What's the shame? ? This bastard lost all his face, and lost it?!"

My dad couldn't hold back my mom, and was dragged upstairs in the end. I just sat there, and there were a few families watching the bustle from the window on the opposite building. I stood up, patted the ashes on my buttocks, and walked upstairs. tears flow out

"Come in quickly! I'm going to bury you alive today!" My dad's voice continued to reach my ears. I wanted to put aside the relationship between father and son, turn around and go down the stairs three times, and never come back again!But this is my family and they are my parents!I can't help~

When I entered the door, my dad continued to step up and gave me a slap in the face. He was the kind of severed hand, and the slap was very painful. This was the heaviest slap I have ever received in my life. , risking the stars

"Are you out of your mind?! Who is that man!" My mother said this to me for the first time. My father was sitting on the sofa brewing emotions, and he was also gathering energy to continue attacking me next time.

"No~ he's a good man..." I stood at the door and slowly closed the door

"You know ugly too, you know how to close the door?!" My dad stood up again, and slapped me again. This time I couldn't stand still, and my head hit the wall, and I was even more confused

I fell to my knees with a puff, and finally couldn't help the tears flooding, "Dad, don't hit me first, can you listen to me?" I said, and he also sat back on the sofa

"You have always waited for me to beat me when I made a mistake since you were a child! You never really cared whether I was happy or full! Do I have money to spend? What medicine do I need to take for any illness!" Changed my breath and continued. "I just found someone who understands and cares about me. Your son is also a person, not your punching bag!"

Go on, change another person "Mom, since I was a child, you really love me, but don't force your interest on me, I found a man, it's not that I'm sick, men and women are equal in this world , love is equal!"

"Full of nonsense!" My dad threw a dozen photos on the coffee table at my head. "I gave birth to you so that you could fuck other men? Then why do your mother and I give birth to you?"

"Then why did you give birth to me?! You killed me!" I said, and my mother slapped me as soon as she came up.

"Then get out, just pretend that we never had a son like you, and go out to fend for yourself, and don't say your surname is Li when you go out~" Dad said lightly

I went back to the room and stuffed all the clothes I could wear into the suitcase. The books on the table were full and I couldn’t take them with me. I only took two books, one "Disqualification in the World" and one "One Hundred Years of Solitude". The people are cold, touch them, they are full of blood, wipe them off with a wry smile, go out of the room, walk to the door, turn around and continue to kowtow to them

"Mr. Li Chuanguang, Ms. Chen Meiling, farewell!" The man sat on the sofa indifferently, and the woman cried in a mess. I got up and opened the door, went out, and closed the door gently, my heart was sore

I walked all the way to the People's Square, feeling sore all over my body. Fortunately, I didn't get too many beatings. I just added a few slaps to my feet. I looked back as I walked. I have lived in this place for more than ten years, and it has nothing to do with me in the future. , hey~

Go to Ouyang Che's place quickly, he saw me from a long distance, got off the car and came to pick me up immediately, he could tell at a glance that I was beaten

"This is?" He looked at the handbag and suitcase in my hand, then took them and took me into the car. "Don't be sad, cheer up~"

He started the car, and after 10 minutes, the car got on the expressway around the city. I see, this place is slowly moving away. I have finally run out of the place where I always wanted to escape, and it no longer belongs to it.

"I finally became a child with no home, no parents~haha" I laughed and couldn't help crying, Ouyang played a song "No Longer Let You Be Alone" by Chen Sheng

"Comrade Xiaofan, as long as Ouyang and I are here, I won't let you be alone!" He smiled and freed up his hand in gear, took out something in his pocket, suddenly made a fist and put it in front of me , let go, and a bunch of keys hung on his fingers, "Dangdangdangdang~ I lost that home, now I have this home~ Be happy~"

Although Ouyang temporarily gave me such a sense of belonging, when I look in the rearview mirror, the toll booths that have disappeared, as well as the unfamiliar bungalows and mounds beside the expressway, they are all regressing, and only I am moving forward. Confused and lost, helpless...

"There are still two months to go before the entrance exam, so don't take these things too seriously, so as not to affect your studies~"

"What can I do? Now, I don't know where to go next, what to do! The entrance exam! What's the use of passing the exam?!" I was so sad that I even lost my temper with Ouyang and was out of the closet!Ouyang, Da Mo, and that brother Wang in Chen Jiatong's phone!

Ouyang didn't get angry and wanted to scold me, but said patiently, "Listen to me, since things have already happened, but you can't just give up your future like this, learn your major well, and be serious about supplementing your culture when the time comes. A better school, you can support yourself!" He widened his eyes, very serious, and felt like he was joking to make me laugh

"I'm now~" I choked up and couldn't speak, but fortunately Ouyang was beside me, otherwise I might have jumped off the building and died

"Do you have any other injuries on your body?" He asked, I shook my head, the injuries were all concentrated on my face, and there was a big bump on my head, which was hit by the wall, and he said, "Fortunately, there are no serious injuries, otherwise You will be delayed for a few more days"

When I got off the highway, it was almost ten o'clock. My eyes were completely dark, and I was taken to the hospital by Ouyang. It was only a small injury, but he forced me to take a CT scan!

The nurse was bandaging my wound, my cell phone rang again, it was my sister

"Hey, Moses Moses~" I pretended to be optimistic

"Give it back to me, Moshi Moshi, you're going to feel bad~" He asked me again, "How did you do it? What's the situation now?"

"That's it, I don't know who is going to punish me, anyway... It has nothing to do with my family now..."

There was a burst of sighing on the other end of the phone, "How can you be so unreliable, I heard that you were beaten by your father? Is it serious now?"

I looked at the gauze wrapped around my head, "it's okay, it's not that serious"

"Then do you have enough money for food?" Hearing this sentence, I felt so uncomfortable and couldn't help it

"Hmm... um... it's still enough to eat...you take care of yourself..." I said, she said yes, and just after hanging up the phone, Alipay reminded me that I received a transfer of 1000 from my sister. Yuan, I received it and transferred it back, it shows that it has been returned

"You know what you have to do, so you should try harder"

Ouyang was next to me, "Take it~ When you make money in the future, you just pay back more."

Everything is because of that meal, my life, and because of that meal, I embarked on a new journey. The meal last night changed my life!I really want to thank you Damo!As for who gave those photos to my dad, I don't want to pursue it anymore, and I can't hide what should come. I just hope that next time, I can be more confident and resist sparingly

After wrapping up the wound, Ouyang drove me back to school, they were in class, Ouyang asked me to go back to the dormitory to rest for the night, I refused, Da Mo, you want to punish me, and I want to be alive and kicking in front of you!

"What's the matter with you? Did you get beaten?" Da Mo greeted me hypocritically when he saw me. Based on his weak appearance, I still didn't bother with him, ignored him, and went straight back to my class B.

"What's the matter with you?" Lao Cai asked when he saw me, the corners of his mouth even raised a little, I knew that he didn't want to embarrass me, he was smiling but not smiling to smooth things over, "Did you encounter violence on campus? Or was someone else violent by you? "

"No, I hit an electric pole while walking with my mobile phone..." I said casually

"Didn't you look at your phone while running? Isn't it easy to crash like this?" Lao Cai continued, "Hurry up and draw quickly, you must draw at least 80.00% of the similarity of this model painting! Don't even think about it until you finish drawing Start sketching homework"

Ah, it's back to such a hard life. Every night, I have to finish class after twelve o'clock, and I have to do my homework after class. This kind of life is really uncomfortable!

Sitting back on the seat, Chen Jiatong looked at me suspiciously, and asked, "Where have you been? The date is not like this, is it? Is this an appointment?" I shook my head, and he continued to ask, "Then why did you go? As for making it come back like this?"

"I was out of the closet..." I put a sticker next to me, and said lightly, feeling that he was stunned

"What the hell? Who came out of the closet? So your parents know now? You?" He asked, I nodded, and then pointed to the gauze wrapped around my head and said, "This is what I've been through today~" Circles of gauze wrapped around my head make me feel like Mengdan when I look in the mirror

"How's it going? What did your parents say?"

"What else can I say, I don't have parents now!" I replied to him a little impatiently, and then began to sharpen my pen. As for whether the voice of whispering was heard by others, I don't know. terrible day

Suddenly remembering, I asked him back, "Woke up this morning, who is that brother Wang? I called you, and I told you that you slept like a pig."

"Ah? Wang... Oh, a friend, he asked me for something today, and I came back to him later..." His tone was obviously a little weak, and his eyes wandered. Of course I knew it, but I didn't continue to ask.

"So what are you going to do next?" He asked me "In the days to come?"

"I don't know, let's take a step at a time." I felt strange. Suddenly, I felt a lot more relaxed. It may be because I lost a lot of things. The feeling of my hometown becoming a foreign place... It's amazing Word

"When the time comes, don't you have to go back to your home to make up for it?" He woke me up with one sentence, "Your school status is still there, right?"

The fact is in front of my eyes, I have to go back to take cultural classes after the next year, a small county is so big, I may meet you in two steps, I want to stay in Nanchang, but the tuition fees for cram schools can’t afford it, my god

"Then will you still stay in Nanchang to improve your culture? If you stay, I will go with you?" He said, and Lao Cai pointed at the two of us with a laser pointer, "Still talking, you two don't want to finish class, right?" He looked I couldn't help laughing again, "There is also you, the wounded, there is no special treatment!"

That's what he said, class was over on time at 12:30, and Lao Cai was in a hurry to go out. He heard that he was going to set off cannons, but he didn't look back. He went upstairs and went downstairs after a while. Then the sound of the car engine sounded, yes, he went out to shoot

"Why did you come out of the closet?" Chen Jiatong pulled me up from the seat, "Go to the rooftop and explain it to me slowly~" Then he pushed me upstairs to the rooftop

"How do I know what's going on? Suddenly my dad called me and told me to get out of here, and then don't let me tell you the details of the following things?" I didn't know where to start.

"It's strange, don't you know who did it?" He climbed up the fence, and I climbed up with him, and each of us lit a cigarette, "Is this how you will be trapped like this without making a sound?"

I let out a long sigh, "Who knows, who else is there? It's probably an old enemy..." Then I said, "The photos in Da Mo's hand at that time were also given by him, so it's useless to say? It's just repeating the old trick~ "

"That dog B again?" Chen Jiatong was a little surprised, "Hasn't he been silent for a long time? So it's brewing, planning to make a big deal?"

There are few stars in the late night sky, but they are very bright. The moon is covered by clouds, and only one bud leaks out. I take a deep breath of the cigarette, and then slowly exhale. The nearby factories are closed, only the neon lights in the distance It's still on, it feels amazing, I don't belong here, I don't belong there, I don't belong anywhere anymore, like a lonely ghost, I can hide from the rain by finding a roof temporarily, the rain stops, continue on the road, find the a shelter from the rain

"What are you thinking about?" Chen Jiatong pushed me, "Are you in trouble?"

"Fuck you!" I took my last puff, snuffed out the cigarette butt, and jumped off the fence

"Where are you going?" he asked me

"Look for your cousin, where else can I go~" After saying that, he went downstairs to Ouyang's bedroom on the third floor. The door of his room was locked, but there was no light. Maybe he was worried, so he locked it with a key when he went out temporarily. Okay, I knocked twice to make sure no one was inside, so I went downstairs

When I got back to the classroom, everyone was gone. I returned to my seat and started to draw today’s sketching homework. I was the only one in the huge classroom. More than a dozen lamps were on, and the four floor-standing air conditioners were also on. The teaching TV is also on, but it's just me

Recalling everything that happened during the day, it was like a stone, pressing heavily on my chest and making me breathless. In this world, there is nothing worse than this. When I open the phone album, there are nearly [-] photos in it, so many They are all funny photos taken by the family together, I am reluctant to delete them, just leave them there, even if we are strangers from now on, don’t forget that we were once a family

"Why are you the only one left? Where are they?" Ouyang walked in suddenly, wondering where he was just now

"Have they all gone back to the dormitory~" I asked, "Where did you go just now? I didn't see you anywhere, so I thought you were out~" I didn't even bother to draw sketches

He sat next to me, "What's the matter, are you still worried about me?" He kicked my foot, "What's the matter, unhappy?" Then he said, "I went to the bookstore just now, and I went to help you pick out coloring books~"

"No, I'm just asking, I know you've gone out..." The gesture in hand stopped

He rubbed his stomach and asked me, "Do you have any paper? I have diarrhea. It's over!" Of course I knew he was just asking habitually. He had already seen the dozen of papers I put in the drawer, and then got up with a pack. "You can go up after you draw two pictures, seriously~" After finishing speaking, he went out

In terms of painting, how could I listen to him?I didn’t draw any pictures, so I turned off the lights in the classroom, took the sketchpad and pencil case and went back to the dormitory. I took them back to the dormitory just to pretend to make myself feel better. In fact, I can’t draw a single picture. ...