fallen star

Click into the address book, check the new friends, the other party's name is Ouyang, seeing this name, my heart is shocked, and my hand unconsciously agrees, and then I exit to see the group members in the art group, my heart trembles even more, I think It's Ouyang, the same profile picture, click Ouyang's profile picture to enter, it is not added to the address book, only send messages and video calls...

It was like the small universe in my heart suddenly exploded, and there was nothing left. I didn't start the live broadcast again, but fell into deep meditation. Ouyang didn't send a message, and the afternoon passed like this. I didn't pay attention to the time, and they all dismissed the class After finishing the meal, I want to laugh, but I can't laugh, isn't this exactly the result I want?

Feeling anxious, I followed my roommate downstairs to prepare for class. Ouyang was not in the classroom. We should be the first to go to the classroom. We tore up the messy portraits we drew in the afternoon. In the evening it was Ouyang's color class, and we pasted a new paper , quietly waiting for the class bell to ring

Slowly, all the students were almost there, and Ouyang entered the classroom shortly after the class bell rang. He was wearing a white T-shirt on his upper body, with two bulging chests, and a flaxen cotton shirt on his lower body. Cropped trousers look good, the key is that the crotch is still protruding, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

When he entered the classroom, he immediately looked at me, and I immediately turned my head away, which seemed a bit more pretentious.

"How is your rest in the afternoon, can you draw in the evening?" The decibel of his speech was obviously not as high as before, and it sounded very gentle and pleasing to the ear

I turned my head, but my eyes kept wandering, and I didn't look at him, "Drag Ouyang's blessing, the rest is okay, the color is no problem anyway" (my color has always been a strong point, usually in the top three in the studio, after all, I also I don’t learn much, maybe I’m sensitive to color)

"That's fine, but don't be too proud, and you must not relax at all times." He said, I made an OK gesture, but my heart was still very messed up, like... the moment when happiness comes, I But I don’t know whether I want to meet him or not, I am lazy by nature, eager and afraid, that thing called love

Evening time is the longest. Classes start at 06:30 and class ends at 12:30. During the six hours in between, I can only rest for 10 minutes. It’s enough for me to hide and smoke a cigarette. The rest of the time is about the morning and afternoon, and half of the time is for sketching. , half the time painting color.One night, it feels like a day has passed

Finally, the bell rang for the end of get out of class. When I heard the bell, I only had one thought in my heart, "Slip away!" Before I could go out, Ouyang caught me back

"What are you doing, are you ready to run away just after class?" He asked me, and I nodded, with an unchanging expression on my face

"Can you be more serious?" I also nodded

"Could you stop just nodding and talk," he said, and I replied "Okay..."

In the end, I still failed to escape and was taken back to the classroom by Ouyang, "Have you finished drawing the 50 sketches?"

I was helpless, "I just want to go upstairs to smoke a cigarette, have a bag of instant noodles and rest, and come down to paint later, I didn't say no to painting! I didn't say no to painting!"

"If you still dare to smoke, I'll kill you!" He said, "Go upstairs to eat noodles and come down quickly, 10 minutes!" He took out his mobile phone and sat down while checking Weibo, leaving me in a daze. There

"Hurry up, why are you staring blankly?" Then he said, "If I don't come down for 10 minutes, I will go up and drag it. If I smell a little smoke in the dormitory, hehe!"

I"……"

It was almost one o'clock in the morning. After I finished eating instant noodles, I scrambled downstairs. To my surprise, besides Ouyang in the classroom, neighbor A in the next bedroom was also there. He squatted in front of Ouyang and asked Ouyang questions. It's a G, and it's not surprising to pester Ouyang to ask questions. People like Ouyang will be liked everywhere, and it's definitely not one or two, and not all of them are women.

"Oh, okay, color is something that needs to be understood by oneself. You have to do it a lot, and it will come naturally when you are skilled." I saw him with a helpless look on his face.

Seeing me enter the classroom, Ouyang put away his mobile phone, and said to the neighbor A next door, "I reminded you just now, you can try again, re-stick, pay attention to the shape, the color tone should be unified, pay attention..." He said a lot , Neighbor A was told to go back to his seat

I went back to my seat and silently picked up the sketchpad. The sound of Ouyang's footsteps was getting closer and closer behind me, so I stopped my pen and didn't feel like drawing any more.Sudden!The stool next to him moved, Ouyang's big butt sat down, and the fishing stool made a creaking sound

"What's the matter?" Ouyang also looked a little embarrassed, "Why don't you draw anymore?"

"You? Really that one? Ouyang?" I still couldn't help but ask "You? Also? G?" I deliberately lowered my voice, because I was afraid that neighbor A would hear

Ouyang also got closer, "Why not, I already tipped you a few hundred dollars~" He also lowered his voice, probably because he was afraid of being heard by neighbor A

"I...I..." As I expected, facing this moment, this situation, I am really speechless

"What's wrong? Are you afraid of me?" He thought about it, "Then what kind of look do you like? I can reduce it a bit..." Suddenly he realized that he was also so unconfident

I shook my head, "No!" My voice was very low, "Actually, teacher, you are exactly the kind I like, but... you came too suddenly... I... I'm afraid I can't... you..." I was so excited that I almost cried, Ouyang took the sketchpad from my hand and put it on the drawing table, and pulled me out of the classroom

"Hey, Ouyang, where are you going?" Neighbor A said, "I want you to help me look at the paintings!"

"Draw it yourself first, I have something to ask Li Jifan, come back right away!" After finishing speaking, he dragged me to continue walking, I didn't look back, and I don't know if neighbor A saw it

Ouyang pulled me to his room, which was unexpectedly on the third floor, but I didn't know it was the same size as our dormitory, but there were a lot of things, basic daily necessities were all complete, there were no upper and lower bunks, only an iron frame bed

I walked in, and he closed the door and locked it behind me

"Why?" I asked, "Why lock the door?"

Ouyang was a little embarrassed, and said, "Aren't I afraid of old Cai Momo? They often come to me, and they almost regard me as their own home." He pointed to the small table next to the door, on which there was a small gas stove and pot

"Okay Cai often uses my pot and doesn't say anything, and doesn't wash it after use!" I think he should be expressing his temper, but my mind is full of chaos

"Well, then your temper is quite good..." I teased, he suddenly stopped talking, I already guessed what would happen next, the air froze in embarrassment

He sat next to me, didn't speak, just looked at me quietly, I looked at him and then looked away, trying to ease the embarrassment

About 2 minutes later, Ouyang said, "Can I give you a hug?" When I heard him say this, I could feel his breath becoming short

I didn't even think about whether to agree or not, but I said yes in a strange way, and my body turned to him cooperatively. Ouyang was very gentle, and he leaned over gently, and finally hugged me into his arms. The first time It was the first time I was hugged by someone, these shoulders were really warm, I didn't speak to him, he gently stroked my back, my whole body froze, quietly enjoying these solid and warm shoulders

After about 10 minutes, Ouyang let go of me, we are both probably drunk, and we are probably both blushing.

"Can I kiss you?" Ouyang asked again, this time I didn't speak, and he didn't wait for my answer, and slowly leaned over

I felt his shortness of breath, and when his lips touched mine, my mind went blank for an instant, it should be very beautiful, but I immediately realized something, I don't think I can do this

I pushed Ouyang away, "Ouyang, we still..." I couldn't say this, my nose was a little sour, but I decided to say "Although I like you very much the first time I saw you... I am also very surprised today... What's happening now...I still don't want to...it's all coming too fast..."

Ouyang also calmed down, "I know, it's my fault, it seems to be a little fast" and said, "It's okay, take your time." He said and patted my head. Ouyang is the kind of person who is not too heavy, but looks It’s just that he’s very fat. It’s mainly because he has a round face, plus his facial features are very correct, and his double eyelids are also big. It’s just that there is too much flesh on his face. People who don’t like it will dislike it, and those who like it will. love it

"Give you time to think about it slowly. Anyway, it's only the beginning of June, and the training camp will end almost a year after December. There is plenty of time" he said, and I nodded, and he said, "but it's best not to take too long, because In the next few months, you will have to prepare for the entrance exam." I continued to nod

"Don't just nod, say something else!" Ouyang and I were about to go downstairs, when we met neighbor A at the corner, and he happened to go upstairs

"Why did you two go? I have been waiting for a long time for the color palette..."

"Li Jifan didn't pay the tuition fees in place, and the principal asked me to ask him for money, but I couldn't help it." At this time, I really admired Ouyang's ability to tell lies. He didn't even blink his eyes, it was very natural, and he pretended to be helpless. His expression can be said to be very good. up

"Then it's so late, do you still want to help me look at the paintings?" Neighbor A asked

"That's all right, are the lights down there turned off?" Ouyang asked, and neighbor A shook his head, "I came up to look for you, so I didn't turn it off."

"Then you go down and turn off the light, just to tear off the painting, I'll help you look at it tomorrow night!" Ouyang said and turned around to go back, then turned to me and said, "Go back and think about it~"

Neighbor A asked me to wait for him to go upstairs together, and when we went upstairs together, he asked me, "What did Ouyang tell you to think about?" I knew that he must like Ouyang

"It's not about the tuition fees," I blurted out, "Ouyang said that the principal wants me to pay the tuition fees in full. If I don't pay the tuition fees, it is his responsibility, which will affect his salary." Then he said, "If I don't pay the tuition fees in full within a week He won't teach me..." I also admire my nonsense mouth

"Cut, what's the matter, your color is good, you can paint by yourself after reading the book, and you still listen to his threats?" I know his intentions for saying this, and it is true that he has a sinister heart

"Why aren't you afraid of threats anymore? If Ouyang really doesn't teach me at all, wouldn't I be useless?" Then he said, "Then why should I come to the training camp..." When I said this, neighbor A nodded thoughtfully

After turning off the lights in the dormitory at night, I also turned off the phone screen and lay quietly on the bed. All the things that happened just now flashed in my mind frame by frame, happiness and horror, what I most want to happen and what I don’t want to happen the most It all happened, and I thought of what Ouyang said to me at the end, "Think about it again", it's really hard to make a choice