【Xiangmi】【Heavenly Phantom】Suffering

The plum blossoms in front of Runyu House are withering earlier than in previous years.

Runyu watched the curled and withered flowers on the branches in front of the window gradually turn into little green, fluffy, round fruits. She was in a very good mood, and her whole person was more gentle, making people feel relieved when they saw it Think about it.

That's right, he thought.Blooming and bearing fruit, since the law of heaven has set the order, it must go on like this. If he survives, it can be regarded as saving people and fulfilling his wish. It is very good, and he has no regrets.

Zhan Huang understands his state of mind. On the one hand, he feels that no matter what he thinks, it is good for Runyu to be happy; The opposite of Runyu, like a firecracker, explodes at one point.

Runyu has been in a coma these days, and whenever Zhanhuang comes to accompany him, he just silently looks at his sleeping face and meditates, and when he is lucky, he will catch up with Runyu and say a few words.Runyu was awake intermittently, but only saw the consummation of the result; Zhan Huang watched every day, but saw the desolation of withering.

These stubborn flowers, proud of snow and frost, neither humble nor overbearing, have survived the severe winter, but they can't wait for a warm spring day.

It was an image that poked his heart too much.

He was sad in his heart, and became irritable when he was hurt, but he was irritable, and there was nothing he could do.

It was easy in the past. Because of his shortcoming, Beihuang has hidden countless wines. He can find a cellar to plant in it, and it doesn't matter if he dies drunk.But now it can't, he doesn't want to miss any moment when Runyu is awake, and Runyu doesn't want him to stay by his bed all day, so he has to stay absolutely awake so that he can rush to him immediately.

He has been really diligent recently, not diligent enough, not at all the half-hearted, careless and careless look he used to be.Except for going back and forth to Runyu's place every day, he was almost always in Wanyaotang the rest of the time.Everyone is not a mortal body, and the fact of eating and resting can be avoided if you want to.In addition, all the demons also knew about Runyu's current situation, and understood what a difficult time their master was in, so no matter how tired they were, they didn't complain at all, which really helped Zhan Huang.

He can't be free now, and once he is free, he doesn't know what he is doing.

In a hurry, really in a hurry.

His life is roughly divided into several parts.When he was guarding Runyu, he was always thinking blindly; when he was busy with business, he was sober and wise as usual; but as soon as he had a moment of rest, he began to panic.

He always felt that time was running out.It seems that there is a sundial standing somewhere, turning bit by bit; and it seems that there is an hourglass somewhere, pouring down one by one.Time does pass by little by little, and every little bit is extremely precious.He understands that there is such a moment that is approaching them little by little, but when exactly?

It's not that he hasn't worked hard, he has invited all the famous doctors in the places where he can move in the Six Realms, and in the end, let alone the treatment, there is only one answer to the question about the condition.

Let's see good fortune.

Good luck didn't know how they had been trapped, but he still had to rely on it.

Bit by bit of time is infinitely expanded, and the panic in his heart is also infinitely expanded.

He can't do anything, he can't do anything.

So he couldn't be idle, otherwise he would fall into endless panic again and again.An emotion that he had never experienced in his life of being reckless and reckless for thousands of years, kept stirring in his chest.

frightened.

Most of the time, he doesn't know what he is doing.

He counted the days, the days when Runyu fell asleep again and again, from a few hours to a few days.He thought about how many times Runyu said to him this time, and how many times Runyu smiled at him this time.Then he remembered that he couldn't keep him, and he didn't know the point of what he was doing.

He hasn't reached the really difficult time yet, he hasn't gone through the really difficult time of caring about him and looking for him all the time, day and night.However, he discovered that this first hurdle turned out to be so difficult to overcome.

Only then did he realize that he turned out to be such a hard-working person.

He was so busy and miserable day by day, day by day, finally came to an end.

Today, he was discussing matters in the Hall of Ten Thousand Monsters.As the war was approaching, everyone had to consider more and more details, and there were more and more people to explain. The Ten Thousand Monster Hall was filled with dozens of generals, big and small, and everyone expressed their opinions. The atmosphere was very enthusiastic, and it was a bit chaotic.

In the midst of this commotion, there were a few light knocks on the door suddenly, and Zhanhuang caught it. He raised his hand to let them be quiet first, and motioned for someone to open the door.

It was Niyun, and Banban stood squarely in front of the door, looking a little dazed.

Zhanhuang frowned, thinking that Runyu had woken up again, walked down the main seat with ease, and when he walked in front of Niyun, he shook the back of his hand in front of his eyes: "I don't ask you anything, are you dreaming?"

Ni Yun suddenly woke up and looked at him, and ran out of the house without saying a word, and after a while, he walked in with Runyu.

Runyu looked at him, smiled softly at Niyun, and asked him not to help him.

The whole hall was silent for a while, and they left their seats one after another.Runyu stepped forward, apologized and saluted softly.All the monsters also lined up their order, came forward one by one to salute, and then bowed to Zhanhuang, bowed their heads and walked out of the door with a solemn face and no words.

He stood aside, completely stunned, and didn't answer.

This scene is as if everyone in this world has suddenly developed a seven-aperture exquisite heart, which is not transparent, but he is the only one who is so stupid that he doesn't understand anything.

Runyu tilted her head and smiled at him, and lightly raised a finger: "It will delay you for another day."

He was stunned, and seemed to answer in a daze, waiting in silence.

As soon as Niyun closed the door, Runyu threw himself into his arms and kissed him. After a moment of silence, he raised his head to look at Zhan Huang, and said, "Do you still remember when we went to see the stars?"

Zhan Huang was taken aback for a moment, his eyes turned red, and his hands were folded behind Runyu's back, so hard that his veins were clearly visible.

He remembered, of course he remembered.He also became more sure in an instant, what was Runyu's intention in mentioning it.

Of course he wasn't really an idiot.Runyu has been bedridden for so many days, not to mention breaking the barrier, even being unable to walk a few steps, but now suddenly appearing in front of him in good spirits and good looking, of course he is not a fool.

The lingering and dazzling light of the past reappeared in front of her eyes, and a little bit of starlight fell into Runyu's eyes.

He also couldn't tell whether those tiny spots of light were burning with life or hope.

Seeing his forbearance and aggrieved look, Runyu understood, leaned forward and kissed him lightly on the lips, and said unequivocally, "I love you."

Loud.

He has always been calm and introverted, this is the first time he has boldly revealed his heart in front of his lover, and he can't help but blush.

Zhan Huang was stunned, forced himself to smile with tears in his eyes, and replied: "I love you too."

Runyu let out a "huh" and tacitly skipped over to the link of revealing the too sad fact, leaned closer to Zhan Huang's arms, and said with fingers: "You remember, when you are fighting, you still have to finish the war." After that, you must take less anger at others, and don't get too angry."

There are many people talking about it, it's okay for him to be an idle king with his temper, but he doesn't know how he will be talked about by the six realms when he has real power, Runyu is not at ease.

Zhan Huang agreed, holding his hand: "We won't talk about that."

His voice was hoarse and difficult, mixed with heavy panting, every word seemed to be choked up.

Runyu looked at him: "I'll hurry up, I've finished talking, can I chat with you more?"

Without saying a word, he held his hand even tighter.

Runyu tilted her head and thought for a while, and then said: "Drink less wine, don't worry about anything. Hmm... When the war is over, don't kill people randomly."

Zhan Huang smiled: "So I'm sure I will win?"

Runyu also smiled: "I believe you." He thought for a while, then hurriedly added: "It doesn't matter if you don't win, don't feel too bad."

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what.

He has always treated others differently from himself, and he never demands others.This is still the case for ordinary friendship, let alone close relatives and loved ones.

After being silent for a while, Zhan Huang patiently waited for him, looked at him, and finally said: "Is it over?"

Runyu thought about it again and nodded.

Zhan Huang smiled, staring at him without moving his eyes, and said, "Don't be afraid."

"It's not very painful, actually I didn't feel anything at all, and I didn't have any consciousness after that..." He paused, not knowing how to proceed, and finally said after a long time: "Just wait for me, okay? You wait for me."

I will find you, no matter how hard it is, no matter how long it takes, I will find you.

Runyu looked at him, nodded with a smile.Later, he shook Zhan Huang's hand and asked, "Did you also look like this back then?"

Zhan Huang thought for a while, nodded, and shook his head again: "It's not like you have suffered so much. I was... much more sudden."

Without these tormenting and struggling processes, he died suddenly at that time, and later he was rescued inexplicably.Thinking about it this way, maybe his experience was not enough to appease Runyu.

Runyu laughed again: "Then if what you said is not accurate, I will settle accounts with you when I come back."

Zhan Huang also smiled, and nodded with a smile.

After a while, Runyu suddenly said, "I'm tired."

Zhanhuang was startled, and then realized that they had been standing and talking, heaved a sigh of relief and hurriedly helped Runyu to sit.Runyu looked at it, feeling sad for a while.

It is no longer a false alarm, Zhan Huang breathed a sigh of relief, how long can he last?

Thinking this way, he tugged at Zhan Huang's sleeves, and said softly, "Now you're not afraid that I'm thinking about it, are you? Let's go back to the house."

Zhan Huang was stunned for a moment, then he came to his senses, nodded his head in agreement, and wanted to carry him back in a hurry, but was stopped by Runyu.

"It's not that far away, just walk there." He said, "I'm not tired, I just want to be with you."

Zhan Huang was stunned again, took his hand and walked back slowly.

Runyu looked at him and smiled beside him, and he looked at him and laughed too.

In the past, Runyu jokingly said that he was stupid but he was still not convinced, but looking at it now, he seems to be really stupid.Runyu has already understood his temper, and he has never been stumped by him once, but he would be stunned for even a word to Runyu.

What does this look like.Thinking like this, he still held his hand like a boy who had never seen the world, and walked back to the dormitory bit by bit.

Runyu took him step by step to the side of the couch, reached out and pressed him on the couch, thought for a while, then suddenly moved closer, and said: "I suddenly remembered, we don't seem to have any hair?"

"Is it bad?" He asked, "Is it unlucky?"

Zhanhuang stared at him for a while, then reached for a short knife on the desk: "It's too late now."

Runyu hooked a strand of hair around her fingertips twice, and shook her head: "It's better not to cut it." As he spoke, he leaned against Zhanhuang, and also hooked a strand of his hair, entangled with each other. Hit a live button, and laughed.

"That's good." He said.

Just keep thinking about what to do.

Zhanhuang didn't ask him why, he just followed him.Relatively speechless, for a long time, Runyu said: "Do you want to look at me?"

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Zhanhuang to answer, he rushed again: "You should stop looking at me."

He said to cover Zhan Huang's eyes: "Close your eyes, don't look."

After preparing for so long, he still didn't know how to face parting.

He muffled it, then hurriedly let go of it, searched for a long time, picked up a cool thing from the pillow, put it on the bridge of his nose, and asked, "Is this heavy?"

His voice has become a little fluttering, maybe it's because tears have muddied his brain, and it reaches Zhan Huang's ears, it's indistinct and inaudible.

He reached out his hand to touch the thing above his eyes, and recognized that it was a bamboo slip made of a spirit bamboo they received when they got married, and smiled: "It's not heavy."

He opened his eyes, and the sunlight poured down through the gaps between the bamboo slices and melted into his eyes, making them blurry.

He was silent for a while, then said softly: "When I close my eyes, I see you too."

He reached out and took down the scroll of bamboo slips, and said again: "I won't peek, okay?"

He really closed his eyes as he spoke.

He heard the gentle sound of the wind in his ear, and heard his own unstructured breathing and heartbeat, once and for all.

After an unknown amount of time, he stretched out his hand and lightly grabbed a handful beside him, silently.

Between the fingers is a layer of light dust, a handful of empty air, a mottled light and shadow, or an unconscious dream.

For a long time, he didn't move, he was awake quietly, thinking nothing.

All sounds are silent.

The past returns to dust.