【Xiangmi】【Heavenly Phantom】Suffering

Zhanhuang's drinking capacity is still very good. He manages politics at a fixed point all year round, even if he is drunk, he is the one who wakes up first.When he woke up, he propped himself up and looked at Runyu for a long time. From time to time, he couldn't help leaning forward to kiss him, which finally woke Runyu up.He hugged the dazed Runyu and waited on him to wash up. He made up his mind and pushed her down on the couch. He said seriously, "Come on, tell me everything."

Runyu saw him with a straight face, flat mouth, and a glinting glance at him, and said aggrievedly, "Hungry."

Zhan Huang broke his merit in an instant, and took people to eat like he was serving his ancestors.He didn't expect to be able to harden his heart on Runyu, so he just hugged Runyu in his arms and coaxed him to say a word, and he said it for a day.

It's not that Runyu hides so many things from him, it's ridiculous to say, but he can't bear it.

He listened to Runyu's own understatement of the things he had done, and he was so heartbroken that he could hardly breathe. After hearing one thing, he wanted to hug Runyu and kiss him, but begged to wait a little longer. He slowly.At the end, he couldn't say anything else, he couldn't help but choked up his voice and said sorry, the tears in his eyes couldn't hold back no matter how hard he gritted his teeth, and all of them fell on Runyu.

Runyu watched him cry, and she also shed tears silently.He cried and cried, raised his head, choked up, and discussed with Zhanhuang whether he should take the pain-relieving but life-shortening medicine.Zhan Huang was stunned for a long time, and said in a gentle voice that he listened to him, his fists clenched tightly in his sleeves.

He really wanted him to stay in the world even for a few more days, but he really couldn't bear to let him suffer so much all his life.After thinking for a long time, he had no choice but to listen to him.

He had already suffered too much for him, and he couldn't bear to disturb him any more.

Runyu looked up at him for a long time, a pale and weak smile appeared on her face, and said softly, "I'll spend more time with you, too."

"It's just," he was silent for a moment, and then continued: "I have no cover up, and the illness is coming like a mountain. You must not be too anxious, and you must not be angry with me."

Zhan Huang nodded in agreement, held his hand tightly, and kissed him tenderly and lingeringly.

Time flies, and it is January again in a blink of an eye.During this month, the two of them had their own thoughts.

Although Zhan Huang didn't say anything, his heart became more and more anxious every day.

He knows that illnesses come and go like a mountain, but he doesn't like to fall down like this every day, right?Since Runyu stopped taking the medicine, she has always looked sick and depressed every day. She is so painful that she can't stand up and can't speak. She can cough up blood immediately when she has a slight mood swing.Seeing it in his eyes, he felt that he was too dull in the past, and even wanted to strangle himself to death.

When people are in a hurry, they tend to have other thoughts.After all, Zhan Huang didn't want to put all his bets on Tu Yao. While using the method Tu Yao said, he always wondered if he could find some other ways to extend his life.It's not that he doesn't turn back if he hits the south wall, it's just that although Tu Yao's method makes sense, it's still too risky and too difficult after all.If it is as she said, let alone how difficult it is to condense the soul, it would take years to find Runyu's remnant soul.If something happened during this period, he would have no place to regret it.In the early years, there were many evil ways to extend life in the Six Realms. He was not taboo about meat and vegetables, and he didn't care about harming the world or exchanging his life for his life. As long as it was a way, he had to think about it.He was so troubled every day that he passed this month unconsciously.

Zhanhuang was busy, and Runyu was not idle either.During this month, Runyu would ask Zhan Huang what he wanted him to do every day.At first, Zhan Huang thought about it for a long time, and answered that he likes to see him smile, and wants him to smile more.After a long time, he was at a loss for words when asked by Runyu, so he even brought up such things as eating well.Runyu really listened to everything, ate and drank medicines every day, told him everything that was on his mind, and smiled sweetly and obediently at him every day, and was almost obedient to him.The coquettish Zhanhuang was trapped in his gentle hometown and couldn't extricate himself, he almost didn't know when it was going to be.

But the love between the two of them is very true, and it is true that they each have their own thoughts.

Zhan Huang was afraid that his conscience would be disturbed by his wild thoughts, and because he was not sure about this matter, he didn't discuss it with him, and did something important on his own.As for Runyu, what Runyu wants to do is very simple.

He is busy arranging his own affairs.

He said it was an arrangement, but he didn't really do anything.He didn't live for many years in total, and he even forgot to clean up with a handful of Wangchuan water. Now that he thinks about it, the only person he can't let go of is Zhanhuang.Therefore, his arranging the affairs of the afterlife is actually thinking about how to make Zhanhuang feel more at ease every day.

Not only for Zhan Huang's happiness, but also for himself.

He doesn't expect Zhan Huang to forget him, Zhan Huang is not a ruthless person, not only that, but his affection is probably very deep.Ordinary people have to talk about the death of their relatives for several years, and worship them every year.It's not that easy to forget someone completely.

Besides, speaking from his own heart, he didn't want Zhanhuang to forget him.

What's the point of a person's life if it's really like a goose passing by without a trace and a leaf falling without a sound?

But while he had these small thoughts, he was also afraid of dragging him down, and after several days of suffering, he came up with such a method.

Although people can't forget, their feelings will definitely fade.

What you can't ask for is easy to become an obsession, but what you get is easy to let go.Thinking about this, he was afraid that Zhanhuang would have something he wanted to do but didn't say, so he simply asked him directly, and then obeyed.

In this case, since he has nothing particularly worth remembering, he will probably give up this hopeless waiting one day.

The two of them have their own thoughts, and they are forced to go on day by day.

This day, Runyu got up very early.He opened his eyes and saw that Zhanhuang was not in the room, so he got up, walked slowly to the window to look out, and looked out for a long time.

Snowing.

There are no four seasons in the sky, this should be one of the few times he saw snow, he stared at the whiteness outside for a long time, thought it was meaningless, closed the window and walked back.

Zhan Huang pushed the door open and entered the room, saw his frail appearance, frowned, took off his outer robe, pushed him back on the couch, wrapped him tightly, stretched out his hands for his clothes and put them by the fire to warm up first.

Runyu smiled at him: "What are you going to do?"

Zhan Huang said: "Just moved Tu Yao out of the prison, the place is wet and cold, it's not good for you."

Runyu blinked, still a little confused: "Today is fifteen?"

Zhan Huang nodded and rubbed his face.

Runyu turned her head away, stood up, and nodded with a bitter face: "Then I'll go there."

These days, he would see Tuyao every few days and ask her to infuse him with some fire spirits, which was the so-called treatment.

Runyu really hated seeing her.

Now that he knew the revenge of killing his mother, when he saw her again, he naturally lost the subtle feeling like a partner in the past. What was left was only a deep loathing and hatred, and only Zhan Huang could coax him back.

The fire spirit who was born to cut wasteland is too strong, and it is easy to cause interference to him when injecting spirits, so he dare not keep too close, so he has to wait outside the door to coax people every time.

Runyu was so bored, she frowned, feeling a little depressed.

Zhan Huang kissed him lightly, put his arms around him, dressed him, wrapped him tightly with a cloak, and then walked out slowly while holding his hand.

Runyu frowned and walked to the door, suddenly remembered something and raised her head to look at Zhan Huang, her brows also stretched: "What do you want me to do today?"

Zhan Huang was taken aback for a moment, and nodded his nose dumbfounded: "Isn't this over yet? How can there be so many things I want you to do? You're fine, so it's fine."

Runyu refused to listen, and shook his arm insisting that he speak.

Zhan Huang looked at his lively laugh, and somehow became startled, and when he woke up, the words hidden in his heart had already blurted out.

He said, "How about we get married?"

Runyu froze, stared at him blankly, and forgot to blink.

Zhan Huang came back to his senses, and also realized that he was abrupt, but the words had already been spoken, and it was too late to regret.

The two of them stared at each other silently for a long time, Ni Yun suddenly came out from nowhere, and said, "It's pretty good, the young master is still sick, just so happy."

He smiled, and his words were full of long-planned intentions: "Is everything ready-made anyway?"

Zhan Huang almost couldn't hold back his palm and slapped it.

Ni Yun realized that what he said had missed the beautiful fantasy of his master, shut up, and backed away silently.

Runyu looked at him quietly: "You know that people are usually happy when they are about to die, right?"

Ni Yun hastened to bah, bah, bah, and couldn't help saying that the young master should not talk nonsense.

Runyu turned to look at Zhan Huang, with no expression on his face: "You think?"

Zhan Huang hesitated for a moment, sighed, and nodded honestly.

Of course he wanted to.

Although he admits that it is difficult for Runyu to come back, he can't help but think about the better, thinking that they will always be able to get through their hardships.As he thought about it, his thoughts often drifted away to nowhere.

What if he forgets himself?What if he was picked up by someone else?Just like when he picked it up?

He is so good, he is not willing to let go, and of course others will not be willing to return him.

It won't work.

He had to hold him firmly in his hands.

As he thought about it, his thoughts drifted away again. He thought about the old things for a moment, thinking of his benefactor and her husband-in-law, and then fantasized that he and he could be justified and united forever.

If you are lucky, maybe you will be able to grow old together one day.

He thought about it once, and then thought about it thousands of times.

Of course he wanted to, stamp him with his mark, and ask him to stay by his side forever.

He nodded again and said solemnly, "I think so."

Runyu looked at him, and was silent for a long time, until his heart panicked, and finally said softly: "Well, then I promise you."

He smiled slightly, took the initiative to go up to kiss him, and said: "It's just that there are three media and six hires, no less."

If you want to do it, do it in a serious way, otherwise what's the point.

Zhanhuang was stunned for a long time, then realized, nodded his head hastily, and laughed like a fool.

Ni Yun was also very happy looking at it, and followed them beamingly, thinking about how to manage it.

It can be regarded as a happy event, when Runyu sat in front of Tu Yao again, she finally not only looked at her with a cold face.This time he simply stretched his wrist, closed his eyes and thought about his own affairs.

He ignored Tu Yao, but Tu Yao rushed to provoke him.

Now her life is closely tied to Runyu's. She can't let go of her life, her position, and her son, so she always has to discuss with Runyu what to do after you die. Topics like this really sound like a lot of beatings.

But there was no other way, and Runyu was indeed worried about this, so he had to hold back his disgust and discuss it with her.

Today's topic is "What should I do if he gets bored and asks you after you die?".

Runyu thought for a while, and said: "If he still liked me at that time, you should find a way to deal with it yourself. If he has someone else he likes, you should tell the truth."

He doesn't have to think about him anymore, he has a new future then.

As he thought about it, a slight smile appeared on his lips.

He glanced at Tu Yao, and said: "At that time, he should not be so angry, and he won't settle accounts with your son."

He paused, his eyes turned cold: "However, you must die."

He said: "Even if he has someone else he likes, he will not let go of his old love. Even if I let you live a little longer now, you should return it to me, and you will eventually return it to me."

He smiled: "Unless you lie to him for a lifetime, but in that case, you will be a prisoner for the rest of your life. If I don't come over every few days, you will stay in prison forever. How can there be such a thing?" A chance to come out and let the wind go."

After he finished speaking, he looked around and smiled.

Zhan Huang was afraid that he would catch the cold, so he specially ordered Ni Yunteng to come to a spacious courtyard facing the sun, lit the earth dragon again, and laid out thick carpets.For those who have lived in prison for a long time, it is almost heaven.

Tu Yao glared at him, then froze for a moment, thought for a moment, and then laughed out loud.

She moved closer, her face full of complacency: "I forgot, you are a white dragon, and Zhanhuang is a five-color unicorn. You two bastards are really a match made in heaven."

Without waiting for Runyu to retort, she said again: "You better hope that he doesn't have a heart for you."

Runyu was stunned for a moment, a deep chill suddenly appeared in his heart, all the way to his limbs and bones, he trembled inexplicably from the ice.

He suddenly got strength from nowhere, stood up regardless of the pain in his body, restrained Tu Yao with his hands, and asked in a low voice: "What do you mean?"

Looking at his anxious expression, Tu Yao laughed more and more wildly, and her body trembled.

She said: "Ye Shen reads a lot of books, isn't he very knowledgeable? The five-color unicorn only falls in love once in a lifetime, don't you know that?"

She was still smiling, her expression was a little crazy, she said: "If he really likes you, he will be too unlucky."

She said, "You're going to make him miserable."

How painful is it to lose a loved one forever?

Runyu withdrew her hand, her body trembling slightly.

After a long silence, he gave her a cold look, leaning on the wall and going out the door.

Then she'd better die early.

Changes later.

Now that there is such a huge variable, there can be no other variables.

As he walked, he thought wildly.

What should he do.It occurred to him suddenly.

What about cutting waste.

He bent his back slightly and could barely stand.

pain.

He had endured it for so long, but now he seemed to be unable to bear it any longer.

Heart-piercing pain.

What is he going to do again.

In his life, everything was wrong.He originally thought that the Wangchuan water was the grace of the heavens, which was bestowed on him.But it turned out...it turned out that this was his biggest mistake.

He walked slowly and with difficulty in the snow in the courtyard, his face was blank.

Why?he thinks.

Good fortune tricks people, but why does it only refuse to forgive him, and insists that he die with hatred and die with regret?

"How did he meet me?" He murmured.

The six realms are so vast and there are countless creatures, why did he meet him?

He thought of Zhan Huang's firm promise, he thought of the past of the two of them, and finally shed tears.

That's all he has.

His heart was wrapped in layers of boundless sadness, despair and guilt, and he could hardly breathe because of the discomfort.

He opened his lips, his voice was weak and painful, revealing a full apology.

He said: "I... I didn't... I didn't mean it."

I didn't intend to provoke you, nor did I intend to harm you.

He raised his hands to cover those teary eyes, and could barely stand.

It suddenly occurred to him that there was no way for him to tell him this uncomfortable apology that was almost maddening.

He lowered his head and looked at the snow on the ground.

He said, "I'm sorry for you."

His tears fell on the snow, leaving many marks.

"I'm sorry for you."

He raised his eyes and looked at the vermilion gate.

Zhan Huang was outside, separated by a thin layer of wood, waiting for him to go home.

He stretched out his hand.

But a few steps away.

He can't touch it.