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Jiang Xing didn't know what the call from Ji Xu's mother said.

Ji Xu didn't say anything, and he didn't ask too much.

It's like Ji Xu never asked him too much about his family.

Whenever he is free these days, he will come to the hospital to see Ji Xu. Grandma Ji has been transferred to the general ward and can be transferred to another hospital, but Ji Xu is worried and wants Grandma Ji to observe here for a few more days.

Taking care of the elderly is a very troublesome thing, Ji Xu has lost a lot of weight visible to the naked eye in the past few days.But after all, the operation is a bit debilitating. Grandma Ji falls asleep more often than wakes up.

When Jiang Xing came to the ward with some things prepared by Ms. Ruan, he found that there were three more people in the ward.

He paused slightly, didn't go in, and glanced through the window.

Two men and one woman, both with serious temperament, wearing glasses, but they are just travel-stained, with an unconcealable tired look on their faces occasionally.

One of the middle-aged men was helping Grandma Ji to eat breakfast, talking in a low voice, Grandma Ji said with a cold face, "You don't need to take care of me, you unfilial thing! The old woman came here when she was dying, why don't you just come and give it to me?" I'm incense!"

Ji Xu has taken good care of Grandma Ji these few days. Although her speaking strength is weak, she is fine.

"If you hadn't given birth to Xiaoxu, I would never have given birth to you back then!"

Ji's father was very angry, but he was very scared: "I'm sorry, Mom, my son is wrong, don't be angry, drink some soup."

Ji's mother said softly: "It's an unfortunate coincidence that when Xiaoxu called us, it was the critical period of the project. We entered the laboratory, and there was no way to bring the mobile phone in."

She and Ji's father met in college, and the two had excellent grades. After falling in love, they were admitted to graduate school together, and then went abroad to study for a doctorate.

Later, he became a scientific researcher and built the motherland.

Grandma Ji was very happy at first, she only had Father Ji as a child.

The salary of scientific research staff is actually not that high, especially for living and consumption in big cities. In addition to car loans and housing loans, sometimes you have to go abroad.

In the future, after the birth of a child, you will have to set aside money for milk powder and a large part of education expenses. Even if you have a bonus, you will not be able to save much money.

But Grandma Ji thinks that as long as the child is healthy, she and her wife spend very little.

Grandma Ji: "You two, it's better not to have a baby. Ji Yue and you still had some time to take care of them, but what about Xiaoxu? How many times have you taken care of them?"

There was a moment of silence in the ward.

As the eldest son and the first child, Ji Li actually enjoys the tender love of his parents first. Ji's father and Ji's mother are very concerned about his education.Ji Li was just as they thought, very good and smart, and walked step by step on the road they planned for him.

Giving birth to Ji Xu was just an accident. Not long after Ji's father and Ji's mother gave birth, Ji Xu was handed over to Ji's grandma and grandpa to take care of them.

Ji Xu has not had high-quality educational resources since he was a child, but he is far smarter than ordinary children, and he can take care of the elderly at a young age.

Perhaps because of guilt, Ji's father disciplined Ji Xu even more strictly, and Ji Xu was very reluctant. In fact, the gap between father and son should only be explained clearly, but the cracks are getting bigger and bigger in the quarrels.

Ji Xu is unwilling to follow the future planned for him by Ji's father. Ji's father doesn't want Ji Xu to make some investments in the streets without doing business, and even once wanted to forcibly transfer Ji Xu's student status.

The contradiction intensified.

Finally, there was an agreement of [-] deposits.

As long as Ji Xu earns enough [-], Ji's father promises not to interfere with any of Ji Xu's decisions——

This was originally what he wanted Ji Xu to quit.

What kind of money can a child with nothing make.

but……

Father Ji sighed in his heart, and while listening to the old lady's scolding, he looked to the corner beside him.

Ever since they came, Ji Xu has been sitting on a chair by the wall with his head bowed.

The boy was still wearing the down jacket from a few days ago, and he didn't even change his clothes these days. He sat there silently, as if he had completely isolated himself.

Father Ji opened his mouth: "Xiaoxu..."

Mother Ji tugged at his sleeve, then walked up to Ji Xu, squatted down, her eyes were full of guilt and distress: "Xiao Xu, I'm sorry, we came back late."

She is beautiful, but her face is very plain, years have already carved marks on her face, her eyes are red, seeing Ji Xu like this, she can't help but want to burst into tears.

"Talk to mom, okay? Mom, dad, and brother didn't answer the phone on purpose," she held Ji Xu's cold hand, "Don't just keep talking..."

Ji Xu quietly took away Ji's mother's hand, stood up, walked to the hospital bed, took the bowl from Ji's father's hand, then took a spoonful of soup, and fed it to Grandma Ji's mouth.

There was no angry expression on his face, and he was so calm that he was a little abnormal: "I'll feed grandma, and it will be cold after you finish feeding."

Ji Xu smiled at Grandma Ji, "Come on, grandma, open your mouth—"

Grandma Ji was very distressed, and she didn't want Ji Xu to be tired, so she drank it one gulp at a time.

The ward was quiet again.

After a long time, Father Ji walked in, lowered his voice, and bowed his head for the first time in so many years of quarreling.

"Your grandpa, I have already been taken to Beijing. Your mother and I have applied for a nursing home, and we will send your grandma there in two days. There will be special people there to take care of you, which is safer."

Ji Xu asked in a low voice: "Grandma, what do you think?"

Grandma Ji glanced at Ji's father, then patted Ji Xu's hand: "Hey... I can go to Beijing, and your grandpa will accompany me. If I am at home, grandma will delay you from going to school. I still count on my grandson to take the exam." It’s a good university that makes grandma happy!”

Ji Xu paused, put down the bowl, wiped his mouth for Grandma Ji, and rolled his eyes: "Okay, grandson will get you into a good university."

As if ignoring the air, he ignored the other people in the room, put away all the tableware on the small table, and planned to wash it.

Ji Li: "Xiao Xu..."

Ji's mother said: "I'll go brush, Xiaoxu go to rest, the dark circles under your eyes are so heavy." As she said that, she was about to take the bowl from Ji Xu's hand.

Ji Xu dodged, "No need."

"Xiao Xu."

Ji's father called him to stop him: "... Dad was wrong, Xiao Xu, you paid your grandma a deposit of 10 yuan, and I will call you later, Dad won't stop you anymore, you can do whatever you want, whatever you like If you want to make money, go make it.”

"It doesn't matter if you don't get good grades, you can repeat it for another year, you've always been smart, if you're willing to learn..."

Ji Xu's footsteps stopped.

In the hand holding the cutlery, the knuckles were so hard that they turned white.

"Xiao Xu!" Ji's mother exclaimed, fearing that he would hurt her, she hurriedly broke away his hand and snatched the tableware. "what are you doing!"

Ji Xu lowered his head, but the scar on his brow bone was not as fierce as in a fight, but like a sharp bony thorn, stabbing himself first, and then stabbing others.

After a long time, he said: "Maybe I have a bit of talent for making money, but I don't make money because I like money."

"... When I was young, something happened to my grandma. I saw you borrowing money everywhere, but you couldn't borrow it." Ji Xu blinked, "I just thought, if this happens again, grandpa, grandma, or any of you ,what do I do."

He turned around and looked around at the people in the room with red eyes, "I'm not as enlightened as you are. I'm just an ordinary person doing scientific research for the country. I'm very selfish and I don't want any relatives to leave me."

"...Do you know how many times I called you that night?"

"You know how many times I've heard 'I'm sorry' on the phone."

"Just like you are now."

"What is the use."

After Ji Xu finished speaking, no matter how many people in the room reacted, he left the ward directly.

He walked aimlessly until he reached the small garden behind the hospital, and stood beside him in a daze.The snow here has been cleaned very clean, only the branches are still covered with white.

Jiang Xing followed him all the way here, and he was still holding something to visit the old man.

He heard what happened in the ward just now, but he didn't choose to go in, and hid aside until Ji Xu came out.

He leaned against the door, watching Ji Xu's silent back from a distance, somehow, he saw a little loneliness, a lonely person needs company.

Jiang Xing gently put the things aside, walked behind Ji Xu, and held his hand: "It's me."

Ji Xu's tense body relaxed, and after a long time, he responded in a low voice: "Yes."

Jiang Xing turned his head to look at him: "Don't you want to say something? You can tell me if you're not happy."

"...They still have to leave." After a long time, Ji Xu said this sentence, "My parents are here, and after my grandma has settled things, it also shows that they still have to leave."

He turned around, not letting Jiang Xing see his face, and hugged him tightly.

"They didn't talk about it face to face. I can guess that they are guilty, but I don't need to."

After a long time, he rubbed against Jiang Xing's scarf, unreasonable like a dog, he insisted on rubbing it away, and put his chin on Jiang Xing's neck.

"My dad doesn't stop me from studying finance, but I'm not happy at all. I don't want them to leave, Jiang Xing...I don't want to..."

"I'm not, I don't make money because I like money...I'm...because..."

After saying this sentence, he paused several times, but he didn't say it after all.

Jiang Xing lowered his eyes, a hot water drop dripped from his neck, he pretended not to know, and listened quietly.

In the past few days, all Ji Xu's emotions have been suppressed, so that people can't see it, and he even behaves the same as usual, especially when facing Grandma Ji, he smiles to make the old man happy.

But no matter how well he covered it up, it was still different. He saw Ji Xu's eyes turn red several times when Grandma Ji was asleep, but he never saw him cry once.

Jiang Xing was quite worried, but he couldn't find a way to talk to Ji Xu, so he finally breathed a sigh of relief today.

Ji Xu: "I want them to stay, even if you tell me a word..."

Say something, the rest of the words are hidden in the young man's low-pitched cry, as if to vent all the suppressed panic to the fullest.

Jiang Xing's chest was stuffy, as if stuffed with a ball of cotton, he stretched out his hand jerky, and patted Ji Xu's back.

The tall buildings around are hidden in the gray sky, and the treetops and branches of the hospital.

There were a few nimble little birds, chirping and looking up at the cold sun in the sky. They lowered their heads and pecked at the snow, as if they could get some sunshine.

Jiang Xing breathed out silently, and for the first time learned to soften his tone, and then softer, and then softer.

He said, "It's okay, I'm here."

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