no hate

The wind and rain in Zhongshan turn yellow, and millions of heroes cross the river.

In 1949, after the victory of the Battle of Crossing the River, Nanjing was liberated, and the defeat of the Nationalist Party was set. The evacuation plan was implemented, and they withdrew from the mainland one after another. Lao Jiang wanted to take away all his gold reserves, cutting-edge technical talents, and famous people. He is a wealthy businessman, he doesn't want to leave anything to the G Party, he just wants to leave a devastated land.

The Jing family is a famous family in Chongqing, and Jing Yuan is a high-ranking government official. Naturally, they had to evacuate with Jiang. After receiving the evacuation order, the Jing family went up and down, busy, almost trying to sell their property as quickly as possible. transfer assets.

"I heard that before the evacuation, they had a massacre plan to execute all the revolutionary parties in the Bai Mansion and Zhazidong." Ren was making a mess outside, but Jing Yuan in the study was very calm. The news, told Zhou Mei.

In these years, Zhou Mei's face had no joy, anger, sorrow or joy, but after hearing this, her face turned blue immediately.

"Don't be afraid, I can arrange someone to let her go in the chaos. The G Party is about to attack. Now everyone in the National Party is in danger. It is difficult to save their own lives. If you lose one or two political F, no one will If you care, you won't make trouble for yourself." Jing Yuan stared at Zhou Mei's eyes, "But you have to promise me something."

"I'll go with you." Zhou Mei's face was cold, "You make arrangements, don't let me down"

"..."

He originally prepared a lot of words to persuade Zhou Mei, such as you staying here, your identity is always problematic, after the liberation war started, even Li Boshu resigned and returned to the team, expressing his position, but these years, you are equivalent to remaining neutral, you It's an underground party, so who knows you?The People's Liberation Army only knows that you are a capitalist and the wife of an officer of the Kuomintang. They hate capitalists so much that they swallow you alive without waiting for your explanation. Do you really trust him? He has regarded you as a role model since he was a child. If you have something, what will you let Ruicheng do?

Unexpectedly, none of these words would be of any use, and Zhou Mei would piss him off. Jing Yuan was extremely depressed, and he didn’t know whether he was happy or unhappy now, so he sighed softly, “The plane will come tonight. Go to Fuzhou first, wait for the order, and then go to Taiwan, anyway, there is only one strait across, you will have a chance to come back in the future."

Zhou Mei nodded.

But some things that happened later proved that it was not just a strait, it was obviously the whole life.

The sound of the plane's engine was deafening, and all the preparations were made in such a hurry. When the plane took off, her eardrums were pressed so painfully. In her eyes, she could see the full moon outside the window.

Zhou Mei smiled wryly, and hugged Ruicheng and Shishi beside her tightly. She and Jing Yuan took the Jing family and the whole family on the special pick-up plane arranged by the government, while Jing Luo and Duoduo followed the Pan family The family got on another plane, maybe it was fate, their plane unfortunately crashed on the way.

She has always disliked the feeling of flying, and it was always accompanied by vomiting. With her eyes closed, she felt that the cold limbs all over her body did not look like her own, and she felt that she was also falling downwards.

"Aunt Zhou, Aunt Zhou!"

Suddenly woke up.

Zhou Mei was gasping for breath. She opened her eyes and found herself in the cabin. Tang Shi beside her might have realized that something was wrong with her. She pressed the button to call the waiter while calling herself anxiously.

It was a nightmare again. Although the scene in the dream was something she had experienced in real life, and she had dreamed it countless times, she felt extremely hopeless every time.

"Aunt Zhou, are you okay?" Tang Shi helped her wipe the cold sweat off her forehead, and asked the waiter for motion sickness medicine and hot water, "Come on, eat this, it will make you feel better."

After taking the medicine, she really felt much better. The long-distance flight is the hardest thing to bear. She is also old, so she must have gone through all kinds of troubles. She has seen enough of the white clouds and endless ocean outside the window. landed on the land of the motherland.

In fact, she has no idea where to go. After so long, she has already lost contact with the mainland. China's international relations were eased only at the beginning of this year. Before that, she was almost isolated from the world. She could only rely on luck to go Looking for what she wants to find, although she is old, but her brain is still very clear, she knows that she has to start with two names, one is Li Boshu, the other is Ni Gan, there are many people with the same name in the world, but the one named Ni Gan , there may not be many, especially those who have served in the army.

She knows that she may not be able to find what she wants, maybe she found it, which is also bad news, but she still came back, she always felt that that person is not so fragile, she must still be optimistic and tough alive , maybe, still live happily.

Ten hours later, the plane landed safely in Beijing.

The moment they got off the plane, it seemed like a lifetime away. Maybe it was because they were used to seeing high-rise buildings in the United States, but they were not used to coming back all of a sudden. Mike pushed the heavy luggage for them, and Tang Shi supported her all the way, going through the formalities of customs clearance in an orderly manner.

Long-lost Chinese, long-lost accent, long-lost yellow skin, dark eyes.

Affected by the jet lag, she couldn't sleep well, she was always half asleep and half awake, and woke up very early the next day. Tang Shiben entrusted a tour guide to take them around Beijing first, to experience the local customs and customs around them, but Zhou Mei met the tour guide. The first sentence is: I am going to the Public Security Bureau.

The tour guide was confused, thinking that the old overseas Chinese lady had been scammed when she first arrived, so she hurriedly drove the three of them outside the General Public Security Bureau. Unexpectedly, the old lady entered the Public Security Bureau and opened her mouth to the police: I want to see your chief.

Seeing that the three of them were all American citizens, the police did not dare to neglect them, so they hurriedly took them to the leader's office and knocked on the door to report.

Zhou Mei originally planned to tell the Chief of Public Security that she was looking for someone after meeting him, but who knows, she and Tang Shi were stunned at the same time as soon as they walked into the office.

Some things are fate. Who would have thought that the director of the Beijing Municipal Public Security Bureau is Ni Gan himself.

"Brother dare?" After a while, Tang Shi called out with a choked voice.

"Shishi... are you Shishi?" Ni Gan behind the desk took off his glasses and replied with some doubts.

"I'm Shishi, I'm Tang Shi." Tang Shi covered her mouth and burst into tears.

Unexpectedly, when we met again, the big brother who caught loach and made crickets for her when she was young, and carried her up when she was tired from walking on the mountain road, had changed, but the mole between his eyebrows was still there.

"Oh my god!" Ni Gan hurried forward a few steps and held Tang Shi's hand. He was so excited that he didn't know what to say, "I didn't expect to see you again in this life! Come on, sit down!"

After finishing speaking, he looked at the white-haired old lady beside Tang Shi. At that moment, he was stunned, and his eyes turned red immediately.

Ni Gan's feelings for Zhou Mei are complicated. Although he is grateful to the actor, he can't thank Zhou Mei. Even if he is given the opportunity to study majors, it is Zhou Mei, and the person who pays for his tuition is also Zhou Mei. For the unexplainable romantic affairs in Shibati in the past, his first reaction must have been to side with his biological mother, and the subsequent changes, he always felt that it was Zhou Mei who harmed the actor Bai.

"Don't sit down anymore." Ni Gan wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Let's go, let's go and see Mom"

Just this one sentence, Zhou Mei almost fainted.

Tang Shi and Mike were terrified, they hurriedly supported her, Tang Shi also turned pale with fright, she tremblingly said, "You mean my mother?"

"You think too much, Mom is still here, but..." Ni Gan lowered his head and said sadly, "You have to be mentally prepared"

He walked to the desk, took out the car keys in the drawer, picked up the phone by the way, and dialed:

"Hello, Aunt Jane"

"Well, I'll come and see mom later"

"No, no, no need to prepare anything. We have to go out to eat when there are guests. By the way, let's go to Xiaoma's."

After finishing speaking, Ni Gan hung up the phone, straightened the military cap on his head, turned around and said, "Let's go, let's talk in the car"

A group of people followed Ni Gan, and under the curious eyes of many people, they got into that high-spirited public security jeep, maybe it was the first time they rode in a police car, Mike sat in the co-driver, a little excited, while Tang Shi accompanied Zhou Mei, Sitting in the back of the car.

Ni Gan drove the car slowly. On this road, he just passed the scenic spots such as Beijing and the Temple of Heaven. He briefly introduced the culture and customs of Beijing. After a long time, he slowly said, "After Chongqing was liberated, I followed the PLA into the city. After leaving the city, I went back to my original home to try my luck, but unexpectedly, my mother really lived there."

"When I smelled the smell of rice in the yard, I thought I was dreaming. She was rescued the night the Kuomintang massacred the revolutionary martyrs, and she lived there secretly. My mother was imprisoned for four full years. It’s not as good as before. I was going to be transferred back to Beijing because of work assignments, so I took her here with me, so that I could take care of her life. At that time, New China was just established, and a lot of waste was waiting to be rebuilt. Mr. Wang’s Opera Academy It was re-established, and he knew that his mother was in Beijing, so he sent an invitation to her and asked her to go to the Academy of Chinese Opera and be the vice principal."

Zhou Mei listened earnestly and blankly. Hearing this, he couldn't help laughing. Just Mr. Baizi, can he still be the vice principal?It's ridiculous.

"At first, I thought, I work in the bureau, and my income is not bad. She worked too hard in the past, so she should enjoy the blessings. If she can't do it, she can't do it. But mom, she is a person who can't be idle. She just said nothing. I went there, but not long after, there were a lot of jokes. Although no one in the school except Mr. Wang dared to talk about her, she couldn't understand herself. The vice principal can't just sing and has no culture. She took the initiative to sign up and go to the Cadre Academy for advanced studies. She worked very hard. There are so many students from the working and peasant class, and my mother can get the first place every time. She even got the title of outstanding student when she graduated."

"I have learned the real thing and got a diploma. She is like a fish in water when she is the vice principal. Her waist is straight and she is very proud. At that time, she was still young, walking like flying in the school, and she often ran and danced with the students to have fun."

Hearing this, those pictures seemed to appear before Zhou Mei's eyes, the person who seemed to never grow up, mixed with a group of children who were just learning to sing, laughing and joking.

"Mr. Wang and Mr. Mei are both her old friends. She lived a good life in Beijing and met many old people, such as Aunt Jian who moved to Beijing with her husband, and the one who used to always trouble her. Qiu Chufeng, I heard that Qiu Chufeng was cheated by the wild man he raised, and took away all his family wealth. He came to Beijing alone, wanting to make a living, but somehow he got a scar on his neck, so he couldn't sing anymore Naturally, life can't go on, and it's very depressing. After my mother found out about this, she specially supported Qiu Chufeng, and let him also teach in the opera school, so that he could have a meal. The two of them gradually settled down, but, This is the first few years after the founding of the People's Republic of China." Driving the car into the courtyard, Ni Gan stepped on the brakes and parked the car downstairs.

So soon, it's here, Zhou Mei looked at the gray building outside the window, and her heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

Mike got out of the car first, opened the door for her, and slowly helped her out of the car.

"Which floor is it?" Tang Shi glanced at Zhou Mei, feeling a little worried.

"Don't worry, the first floor." Ni Gan locked the car, "Go in, the left door on the first floor"

As soon as he arrived at the door, Ni Gan opened the door with a key, and a scent of tea that belongs to a Chinese family immediately greeted him.

"Aunt Jian, we are here!" Ni Gan called, and after a while, an old man with the same white hair came out from the back room in dark blue cloth clothes. I don’t have any, but there are biscuits, so you can fill your stomach.”

As soon as she said this, she looked towards the door and was startled, "Oh, there are so many guests, come in and sit down!"

After that, she bent down and used the feather duster at hand to dust off the sofa.

"Aunt Jian?" Tang Shi called out.

The old man stopped busy immediately, and she took a few steps forward, wanting to speak, but she didn't dare to bark.

"Oh, Jian Rong!" A bright and familiar voice came from behind them, full of air, "The old grandma's butt is really bigger than a wax gourd. I just went to take a picture of it. Me, luckily I run fast!"

Several people turned around at the same time, looking at the white-haired, energetic old lady at the door, there was a sudden silence.

Her hair is not gray like other old people, but milky white without any impurities. Although she is frighteningly thin, her slender skeleton is still eye-catching. The clean white shirt supports the skeleton. She looks very gentle, Naughty, she looked around at the few people, and greeted them with a smile, "Yeah, there are guests, come in and sit down."

After all, she walked in sideways, poured melon seeds and made tea for them with great enthusiasm.

She didn't see Zhou Mei at all, nor Tang Shi.

"That's right, I have Nezha's mind today, dare you talk, I'm going to watch TV." After she finished her work, she went into the back room alone, and immediately, there was a deafening TV sound from inside.

Only then did Zhou Mei and Tang Shi come to their senses. They seemed to understand something, but they didn't dare to ask casually, but Jian Rong, who was beside them, slowly held Zhou Mei's cold hand, and said in a deep voice, "You are old too. ..”

Zhou Mei shook her hand back, and they looked at each other with a tacit smile.

Ni Gan lit a cigarette, he took a few puffs, and continued what he hadn't finished talking in the car: "I thought Mom could spend the rest of her life in peace, but what I didn't expect was that later Those ten years..."

Everyone present understood what he was talking about and suppressed their smiles.

Yes, the decade of turmoil, the decade of stagnation, the decade of dehumanization.