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Zhou Mei really didn't intentionally not pick up Bai Zibai, because it happened suddenly, and the guests of her dinner party were important government officials from Nanjing. The discussions this time were all important national affairs, and she learned that Chongqing has the possibility of developing as a companion capital in the future. , for a businessman with a strong background like her, it was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. Then that night, she inevitably drank unconscious. The next day, she had a whole day of recuperation at Dongli Mansion, but she still hadn't recovered.

In the past two years, because of being tired of socializing, her stomach has become extremely bad, and she can't touch things that are too spicy or too cold. Fortunately, although Kuju is not young, she has a maturity different from her age. For Zhou Mei In the evening, when Li Boshu came to the door, he took out a piece of paper from his briefcase and handed it to Zhou Mei.

Zhou Mei still had a faint tingling sensation in her stomach, and she was so depressed that she didn't even want to move, "What's the matter, do you have to drink me to death?"

Ku Ju just came out of the kitchen with a bowl of millet porridge, and when she saw Li Boshu there, her face changed immediately, "I can't go anymore today, I vomited blood last night, the doctor came in the morning and gave me an injection, and if I drink it again, I will die." "

"No, it's not an invitation." Seeing Zhou Mei's face pale, Li Boshu felt uncomfortable. "I just passed by Baixiang Street and found a notice for sale posted in the Tang mansion."

"What?" Zhou Mei narrowed her eyes and struggled to sit up from the sofa.

"I went to the intermediary again to make sure that it was indeed listed by the landlord, and it was notarized in court, and it was guaranteed by Ms. Jing..."

"Oh..." Zhou Mei sighed heavily, then got up and began to put on her clothes.

Ku Ju glared at Li Boshu, and cursed in a low voice, "Can't you come back tomorrow? If you let her rest for a while, will she die?"

"I can't help it, I can't wait, and I can't explain to her if it's too late," Li Boshu said helplessly.

Chongqing has developed rapidly in recent years. The location of the Tang Mansion is so good that many people have been thinking about it like a fat meat. If the news spreads that Chongqing will temporarily become the accompanying capital, the house price will rise again. When he went to the agency just now, he had seen When a group of people gather there, no matter how late it is, something will happen. Moreover, if this house is to be bought, Zhou Mei should come to buy it.

After Zhou Mei put on her coat, she stood in front of the mirror and found that she was frighteningly emaciated, but instead of putting on makeup and powder to make herself exquisite and stunning, she chose to go out directly.

She walked very fast, the weakness just now was gone completely, her eyes were full of murderous intent, and Li Boshu, who was following her, didn't dare to take a breath.

The two walked out of the Dongli mansion and were just about to get into the car when they saw a familiar figure leaning against the side of the car. Hearing the movement, the man turned around, his head was still wrapped in a bandage, and the corner of his mouth was raised. Meaningful laugh.

Zhou Mei was a little confused, "You?"

"Let's talk." The actor Bai took a few steps forward, tilting his head, "Don't you want to talk to me too?"

"Let's go." Zhou Mei opened the car door and motioned for actor Bai to get in the car.

"It's okay to talk here, where else are we going? I don't have an appetite." The actor pointed at the Dongli Mansion without any intention of getting into the car.

Zhou Mei stared straight at Xi Zibai, then slammed the car door, "Okay, let's go in."

When Ku Ju heard the door ring, she hurried up to meet her, and was a little surprised when she saw Zhou Mei left and returned, "Why are you back?"

No one answered her, Kuju found that there was a woman behind Zhou Mei, and that woman looked familiar.

"Hey, is that you?"

Zhou Mei paused, and instantly realized the question "Have you seen it?"

"It seems that we met in the store yesterday, right, sister?" Kuju asked innocently, unprepared for Bai, the actor.

"Yes~" the actor Bai Waner replied, she looked around the environment and furnishings of the Dongli mansion, looked at the high-end tableware on the table and the ingenious potted plants on the window sill, the warmth of home made her suddenly feel Drank a jar of century-old vinegar.

"Ju'er, you go back to your room first, I have something to talk about"

"Well..." Seeing that the woman had an injury on her head, although Ku Ju was curious, she respected Zhou Mei's work very much, so she obediently ran up to the second floor and shut herself in the room.

Chrysanthemum?I bother!Xie Zibai really regretted coming here, she was so sad in her heart, and she couldn't show too much on her face, so she could only tease Zhou Mei lightly, "This is good, I will teach and educate people like you, save the country and the people, if you are good, don't learn , learn from me, and deceive the little girl"

"Do you have a good place?" Zhou Mei's stomach began to feel uncomfortable again, and she managed to hold on, ignoring the sarcasm in the actor's vernacular, and went straight to the topic, "You are the one who sold the house on Baixiang Street, what do you want? "

"Collect some money and go to Hong Kong~" I used to see her drunken appearance before, and it was obvious at a glance that she was unwell, but Xi Zibai still told the truth.

"..." Zhou Mei wanted to explode, but she held back, "Got it, I'll ask Boshu to buy it tomorrow, how much does it cost, you ask for a price"

"Looking at your virtue, you've become a yellow-faced lady, can't you just take a break, do you have to meddle in my business?" the actor yelled angrily.

"It's not that I have to meddle in your business! I've wanted that house for a long time. Do you know how many people want to buy it and set up a bank on the South Bank to divide my business? I will never allow the site I fancy to be taken by others. Let's go!" Zhou Mei roared back.

"Oh" Xie Zibai's momentum weakened immediately, she felt that she was as funny as before, she murmured, "Yeah, yes, yes, that's how it should be, I know, I'll just sell it to you... .”

Couldn't bear to see her like this, but didn't know what to say, Zhou Mei bit her lower lip, and pushed her hair back vigorously with her hands.

"There's no more civil war now, you're under less pressure, right?" The two were silent for a long time, and the actor Bai softly spoke.

"When did you know"

“I knew it when I was in Shanghai”

"...I'm sorry" knowing that these three words are meaningless, but Zhou Mei had to say them.

"For a weak person, an apology is superfluous." The actor Bai smiled lightly, "I never spoke loudly to you before, and I contradicted you. I thought it was my gentleness, but I don't know, it is actually weakness."

"Xiaobai..." Zhou Mei's eyes were complicated.

"You know, what is your biggest influence on me?" The actor Bai compared to just now, as if he had become two people, maybe it was the familiar feeling that made her wake up immediately "Just don't be influenced by anyone, even if you move emotion"

"..."

"You are going to say again, I am stinky, you have never loved me, I am just your tool, but I don't believe Zhou Mei, I don't believe it, I am shameless like this, no matter how bastard you are, even if the upstairs is now There is a little fairy, I still think you love me, even if you give me up every time, I still think you love me"

"..." Her throat was sweet and bitter. In fact, after all these years, what Zhou Mei was most worried about was that Bai Zibai was too vacillating and weak in dealing with her feelings, which made her dare not put all her eggs in one bet. Her character It didn't help that Zhou Mei didn't have the slightest sense of security, even if she was too kind to herself, it didn't help. But what Zhou Mei heard today, she was very moved, and she was more pleasantly surprised than before.

For her, if the light does not suit her mood, she is willing to be buried in the darkness.

The actor is white in her heart, always a little bit short, she has never understood where the difference is, now, she also suddenly understands, she just wants her to use the same lonely and brave sincerity when facing the enemy. In the relationship, although it is really shameless to use it, but I need such a shameless person, don't I?

"Look at you, you and I have always been like a resentful woman, nagging, caressing, sticking to you like a dog's skin plaster, and you are always more heartless than those men, no, say heartless Lungs are too cheap for you, you are a wolf! Look at you, you still laugh when you are scolded, I really don’t know what you are pretending to be in your head! Is it shit?”

Ren Xizi cursed at him in vain, but Zhou Mei laughed heartily, she rolled her eyes, and secretly made some decisions in her heart.

"Oh, really, it's all in the past, why do I still talk so much?" Perhaps because he knew Zhou Mei too well and knew that it would be useless to talk too much, Xie Zibai ended the topic appropriately, "I will entrust all the matters of selling the house to the little girl." Luo, you can discuss it with her, I am not like you, I am in big business, money is enough for me to live in Hong Kong.”

"Okay." Zhou Mei nodded.

Damn it, after scolding for a long time without seeing you fart, when you mentioned the house, you finally opened your mouth, and Xie Bai was almost pissed off.

"I'm leaving, take care, if you die one day, you must be drunk to death." Xie Zibai gave her an angry look, and hurriedly left the Dongli mansion.

Only one day later, the Bashan Morning Post published the news that Zhou Mei had bought the Tang Mansion in Nan'an. In the future, it may be used as a branch of the Salt Industry Bank in Nan'an. This will make it more convenient for those wealthy people in Nan'an to handle related businesses. Xie Zibai was carrying the newspaper, carefully looking at the photo on the front page, Zhou Mei's indifferent and confident face printed on the newspaper was really not very pleasing, it was even a little scary with dark circles under his eyes, it had to remind people of Empress Dowager Cixi , but she has such a virtue, and the words in the report are still compliments on her appearance, and the actors who watched it are so embarrassed.

In fact, she also understands that the past few years seem to have passed quickly, but the gap between the two has widened too much. Zhou Mei's current net worth, let alone Shi Liu and Zhao Sihai in the past, cannot be compared. Even Liu Xiang, her godfather, sometimes depends on her face.But Xizibai just didn't think it mattered. She used to be a little afraid of Zhou Mei, but now she is really not afraid at all. Even if everyone changed their faces, she still dared to scold her. Anyway, last time Zhou Mei Didn't do anything to her, she was still smiling like a mentally handicapped person.

Tch, Xie Zibai rolled up the newspaper indifferently, rubbing the three train tickets in her palm, and then, she picked up the phone in the apartment.

bell bell bell.

"Hello, Mrs. Jing," Li Boshu answered the phone.

"Where is my sister-in-law?" Jing Luo asked anxiously.

"My wife is not in good health. I'm not at the company recently." Li Boshu frowned when he saw that she was anxious. "What's the matter, miss?"

"Boshu, put your work away and go to the train station immediately to see if you can block Xiaobai. I'll go find my sister-in-law."

"Okay, I'll go right away." Li Boshu put down the phone and ran out quickly.

Jing Luo searched all over Jing's Mansion and Dongli Mansion, but there was no sign of Zhou Mei. She even went to inquire about Shi Liuna, but there was still no news. She calmed down and thought about it.

When Jing Luo rushed into the doze panting, as expected, Awang was not in the store, while Zhou Mei was sitting in front of the sewing machine changing trouser legs with a cigarette in his mouth. The vigorous and resolute chairman is simply a different person.

"Oh my god, my sister-in-law." Jing Luo was speechless for a while, "What time is it, why are you becoming a tailor again?"

Zhou Mei raised her eyes and dismissed her, flicked the cigarette ash, and continued to step on the sewing machine "If you want to be it, you can be it"

Whenever Zhou Mei is overwhelmed by work or can't find the way forward, she will come to the false sleep to make a suitable dress for herself. During the whole process, she is extremely relaxed, only doing this Only then can she feel happy wholeheartedly.Fake sleep is a safe place where she can buffer her emotions, and it is her original intention that she kept in her heart when she was still a virgin. Therefore, no matter how good the location of Fake Sleep is, Zhou Mei never thought of transforming it into the same as other portals in Financial Street.

"Xiaobai bought a ticket. I will leave at 2 o'clock this afternoon. I have asked Bo Shu to stop me, but I don't know if it will be too late." Jing Luo sat down on the sofa and quickly poured himself a cup of tea to quench his thirst. .

Glancing at the clock on the wall, it was 1:53.

"Heh..." Zhou Mei spit out the cigarette butt on the ground and continued to work, the sewing machine made a rattling sound, which was extremely ear-piercing.

"Sister-in-law!" Jing Luo couldn't bear it anymore, "I really convinced you!"

"If she wants to leave, it's useless for me to stop her." Zhou Mei didn't even look at her. "What's more, if I go, if there is a real trouble, the stock market may fall by me tomorrow."

"Is Chongqing the only way to go to Hong Kong? If she wants to go, why should she go around?!"

The sound of the sewing machine stopped abruptly, Zhou Mei stopped and took a deep breath, "Then how did she let you know about her ticket purchase?"

"..." Jing Luo froze on the spot.

"I won't change." Zhou Mei stood up and threw Jing Luo out like a chicken, "Get out, I'm going to close the shop"

If the original intention of that person's change is to make himself change, then it really doesn't make any sense, why not just leave it at that.

Putting down the dark curtain on the glass window, and putting up the closed today sign outside, Zhou Mei went to the backyard to wash her hands, and walked into the cubicle in the false sleep. Just like before, with a curtain drawn, it can be used as a dressing room.

Clang, clang, clang.

The hour hand pointed to 2, and a reminder sounded.

"Alcohol is not self-intoxicating, people are self-intoxicating, and youth is wasted in a wild way." She hummed softly into the air, her singing was really unpleasant, and it was completely out of tune.

In the autumn rain that year, that beautiful woman was holding an oiled paper umbrella and watching her secretly through the glass; in the winter snow that year, that tall woman stood barefoot in the dorm room, wiping her dripping hair; that spring day , that funny woman was wearing a nightgown, looking forward to kissing her on the Huangpu River; that year Xia Chan, that silly woman helped her scratch the rash on her wrist all night, just so that she could sleep peacefully, her soft waist, her warm Her smiling eyes, her looking forward on stage, the veins bulging around her neck in the mountain torrent, her blood-red eyes when she lost a loved one...

All the memories flashed slowly, she was obviously good at forgetting.

Go, go to Hong Kong to live a happy life, live your life carefree, don't come back, don't hurt yourself anymore, stay away from me, I don't deserve it.

She opened the curtain, lay on the narrow bed, touched her hair, touched her eyes with her hands, and then bit her hand fiercely, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes. In between, he squeezed out three unclear words into the air.

"I love you"

She only said it once, and then she was afraid that she would not be able to control her, so she pretended it was a joke.

She kept suppressing herself.

Suddenly, with a bang, the curtain was pulled open.

The actor's white and cold face just appeared in Zhou Mei's sight.

She was frightened.

Xi Zibai knelt down and looked at her indifferently, "What did you say?"

She is stupid.

The actor Bai gritted his teeth, "Why are you crying? What is there to cry about? You are as miserable as I am?"

She was sobbing that she couldn't speak.

"Damn Ge, Zhou Mei, if I fucking leave, I will never see you as a bear, then it will be a big loss, I'm not good at you, I tell you, I don't love you anymore, so you cry Well, it's best to cry to death!"

Responding to Xi Zibai's "Get lost" in a strange tone, Zhou Mei pulled up the curtain again, turned around, covered her cheeks with her hands, and continued to cry.

With a bang, the actor opened the curtain again.

Zhou Mei was furious, turned around, and pulled her again, but Xie Zibai squeezed her hand with a grim face.

"I'm staying here just to see what you look like with my own eyes, I'm so happy!"

Xie Zibai grabbed her wrist and pressed her down hard, Zhou Mei went mad to resist, but because he cried too hard, he couldn't use his strength, so he had to tear her neckline, the two looked like they were fighting, tearing each other , The crib made a creaking sound.

After all, Zhou Mei's hands were more skillful than the opera singer's white clothes, and the opera singer's white clothes opened first. Zhou Mei didn't push any more, but went in smoothly, feeling the familiar softness.

Xi Zibai stopped his clumsy tearing, and leaned on her body, panting heavily.Zhou Mei's face was full of tears and snot, and her eyes were swollen like peaches. She tried and rubbed twice, and the actor's white tears spilled out of her eye sockets.

She backed away from Zhou Mei, hugged her knees, buried her head in it, and stayed quietly for a while. After a long time, she raised her head and said in an insignificant way, "Fuck you, who told you to touch me?" up"

The actor got up in vain, started to fasten his buttons, but said tremblingly, "I saw everything I should see, I'm leaving, I know, with your temperament, it's just to vent, and you'll forget it in two days, I can only be fooled by you again if I stay here any longer, seriously, you can lie to women better than men!"

Just as Xi Zibai took a step, Zhou Mei immediately got up and grabbed her hand.

"Don't go" Zhou Mei burst into tears, weakly "Don't leave me again"

She held Xizi Baibu in one hand, and tightly grasped the bed sheet with the other hand. She lay down on her body, and after a while, the bed sheet was soaked with tears.

It's really a big play, actor Bai never thought that he would be lucky enough to see it, but now that he really saw it, he felt uncomfortable.

"Okay, don't cry." Xi Zibai felt that he had passed, so he quickly lowered down to help her.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, I didn't leave, I'm here, hey, hey" Pulling her into his arms, Xi Zibai hurriedly stroked her back over and over again.

"I...I..." Zhou Mei sobbed while lying in the arms of actor Bai.

"Stop talking first"

"I support...I support you, I support you and Shishi, I support you"

"Hey, hey, it's not your turn to be a father, I haven't mixed up enough to be raised by someone, okay?"

"I..." Zhou Mei opened her mouth, she was still crying, trying her best to adjust.

"Can't you just stop crying, look at you, either you don't cry, or you cry like a dog!" The actor Bai looked disgusted.

"I'm serious, I support you, you and Shishi can live a good life."

"You, why are you more annoying than men! Do I want to listen to you at this time? Is your brain made of bean curd!!"

"Then what are you going to do?" Zhou Mei raised her head and said aggrievedly, she really didn't know what to do.

"say you Love Me!!"

Zhou Mei frowned, she wasn't frowning because of Xie Bai's request at this time, she wet the cuffs when she was making clothes today, her wrist was really itchy, Zhou Mei moved her wrist in front of Xie Bai, timidly "itch ..."

"Get out!!" The expectant actor Bai suddenly became angry.

"You have changed, you have learned to kill me..."

"... "

"You don't love me that much anymore"

"..." Xi Zibai had one head bigger than two, "You, you, you, don't fool me with this trick!"

"I used to itch and your hands tickled me all night"

"Well, that's why you're just sleepy all day long! Why are you so heartless!"

"I have you, what are the heart and lungs going to do?" Zhou Mei hung her hands on the actor's white neck, coquettishly.

"...you come less"

"Don't go, okay, I can't live without you"

"Zhou Mei" actor Bai is completely out of control, "You..."

"I can't live without you"

"Enough! You should be normal!"

"Don't you want to hear something nice?"

"Don't save a piece of it, I can't bear it"

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