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From this day on for the entire midsummer, Xizi Bai almost stayed in Zhou Mei's simple house on stilts, acting as a full-time nanny and servant, in charge of rubbing Zhou Mei's back and legs, scratching the rash on his wrists, To coax her to sleep, basically when Zhou Mei went out on business, she obediently bought vegetables, cooked and cleaned the room. When Zhou Mei had a social event at night, she called Lao Cheng and drove early to pick her up at the gate of the clubhouse. The two quarreled occasionally. Xie Zibai slammed the door and went back to the Tang mansion, where he would be a rich wife comfortably for a few days, and after she had buffered, he would come back with a playful smile and be abused.

They didn't mention the future any more, and it seemed like they never had this one. They had a very pleasant summer vacation.

In August 1933, the Japanese army had invaded North China in an all-round way, and the Chinese nation was in jeopardy. At the same time, Jiang established the Chairman's Camp in Nanchang and opened a training group for officers to suppress bandits in Lushan. The names of Tang Xiangwan and Jing Yuan were named Among them, they studied theoretical knowledge day and night with the military advisers hired by the Kuomintang. The confrontation between the two parties became increasingly severe. Arms, intending to wipe out the Red Army in one fell swoop.

In the major mailroom, Lao Zeng, who pretended to be a newspaper delivery man, and Zhou Mei, who was pretending to be looking for letters here, had a very simple rendezvous. When Zhou Mei returned to the lesson preparation office, he opened the envelope and received a letter from the organization. During the super task, her heart, which had already recovered its temperature, immediately cooled down.

The so-called first-level missions are assassination missions, and they are related to human life. How can you not let her feel cold.

The whole day, she was out of her mind. She burned the sealed letter full of Morse code, looked at the remaining ashes in the firelight, and her sharp and indifferent eyes gradually returned to their original state.

And Xi Zibai, who doesn't know about all this and is still cooking vegetables and rice in Yanziyan, is completely in a different state of mind from Zhou Mei. Although she also has her troubles, those things can't hinder her good mood, because soon She just received a telegram a few days ago that Tang Xiangwan would come back for a short break in a few days. After being separated from him for nearly three months, Bai Yuan was naturally happy in her heart. The fragrant mapo tofu is poured out of the pan, and the tender green onion on the cutting board is evenly sprinkled on it.

Xi Zibai's troubles, of course, come from the very difficult hot pot Xi Shi in Shibati. I have to say that Xi Zibai has really caused a big trouble this time. In the past, her women were either allowed to be promiscuous, or resigned to her fate. Get out, just spend a few bucks and you can settle everything.But this time is different, in order to cut off the relationship with Ding Zijun, Xi Zibai has lost countless times of money, and Ding Zijun always takes advantage of her weakness in treating children, and uses Ni Gan as an excuse to bind Xi Zibai and Xi Zijun. The relationship between the two, the toys that I dare to need today are too expensive, and I will borrow a car to go to the hospital when I am sick tomorrow, and I will miss her the day after tomorrow and want to play with her, not only need time, but also need money, although It's all small money, but in essence, it's like a bottomless pit with no end in sight.

Although Xizibai is helpless, she doesn't want to be too ugly unless she has to. Besides, she really likes sensible dares, and she doesn't want to do things that hurt Ding Zijun too much, so it's not convenient for Jing Luo to intervene in this trouble. , she could only wait for Tang Xiangwan to come back to solve it for her.

Although Xizibai has experienced a lot, she is essentially a child at heart. She doesn't like intrigue and sophistication, and she won't really hurt anyone. She does things based on her own happiness. If she has the ability to solve it, she will try her best. Yes, she waited for Tang Xiangwan with peace of mind.

Tang Xiangwan was the only source of her sense of security, and she was also someone she wanted to rely on for life. She had imagined how sad it would be to lose Zhou Mei, but she felt that she could bear it, and the premise of bearing it was that Xiang Wanhui would always be there.

After filling the tofu, Bai Yuan lowered her body to get the rice wine in the cupboard. When she bent down, she found that the cheongsam around her waist was a bit tight, and she couldn't help rolling her eyes. She has started to grow flesh, so it won't work if she continues like this, she has always been as light as a swallow, if she and Zhou Mei eat and drink like this every day and become a big fat person, how can she act.

Opening the bottle cap, Bai Yuan sniffed it, and the pungent smell of distiller's grains hit her face. She immediately frowned, and quickly put the cap back. She covered her stomach and retched twice. While vomiting, she cursed in her heart , if it wasn't for Zhou Mei who likes to have a drink or two while eating, she wouldn't drink this kind of horse urine in disguise.After everything was settled, she wiped the sweat from her forehead, and saw that it was getting late, but Zhou Mei hadn't come back yet, so she lay down on the bed and took a nap, who knew that when she squinted, and opened her eyes again, it was already dark , the chirping of insects outside was extremely ear-piercing, and Zhou Mei hadn't come back yet.

Ever since she found out Zhou Mei's true identity, she has always been worried. Fortunately, the past few months have been a smooth transition without any accidents. Going to meet Zhou Mei at night, she didn't think about it. The moment she got up, her mind was spinning. Sweating all over, Xi Zibai stopped to rest for a long time, and he couldn't help wondering what was wrong with his body, why he was so weak recently, she has always been lively, panting like this after walking a few distances, it is not normal, so, When she passed a pharmacy with a warm lamp still hanging, she stopped in and asked the doctor to have a look.

The old Chinese doctor put his fingers on her veins, and stroked her long beard, which was rare after the Republic of China, with one hand. After a long time, he raised his eyebrows, and a few smiles appeared on his face.

"What are you laughing at, Mister? I think I'm worrying unfoundedly. There's nothing wrong with it." Seeing the doctor smile, the actor Bai naturally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Of course Miss is fine, but I want to congratulate Miss, happy event." The old man said with a smile while going to the counter to get a pen to prescribe medicine.

The actor's white smile froze.

"These medicines were fried at home and taken on time, which can relieve the discomfort in the body"

"Sir, what do you mean, I'm pregnant?" Xie Zibai asked in disbelief, his face turning pale.

"Never wrong." The old Chinese doctor's affirmative and experienced eyes made Xi Zibai's heart completely cool down.

Walking out of the pharmacy, she squeezed the kraft paper in her hand, Bai Yuan thought carefully, she did have her period in the next two months, but since she was a child, she often practiced dramas, and it was common for her to catch a cold and get injured. , she never took it to heart, but this time, she really won the lottery.

The surprise that I had thought about now seems to be a big joke. It is not fun at all. She dangled in the night in a daze. Tired of walking, she stopped under an old tree, raised her head, and looked at the dense trees. Branches, hands caressing the damp bark.

I don't know how long she wandered outside before returning to Yanziyan in a daze. When she opened the door, she found that Zhou Mei had already returned, leaning against the bedside, closing her eyes and knitting between her brows. It seemed that she had also encountered troubles. Nothing moved.

Bai Yuan felt a little sad in her heart, but she adjusted her mood within a short period of time, and said softly, "I'm back, I'll give you hot food"

"No need, I'm not hungry." Zhou Mei replied immediately, obviously awake.

"...then go to rest early." Bai Yuan put down the medicine and turned to the stove to boil water.

"What are you holding in your hand?" He didn't bother to open his eyes, and squinted to see the thing in her hand.

"..." Bai Yuan paused and bit her lip, "It's a medicine for Gan'er."

"Oh, I'm sick again." Zhou Mei sneered, with a bad tone.

Knowing that she was in a bad mood, if this continued, the two of them might quarrel again. Bai Yuan took a deep breath and didn't say anything else. She just boiled the water silently. When the water was ready, she brought the basin and put the towel Wet, slowly wiped Zhou Mei's face.

As long as Zhou Mei is in a bad mood, she will look like this, and don't want to move, just waiting for her to serve her.

But there are some things I have to say, at least during this time, she can no longer accompany her, she needs someone to think about what to do in the future, she can't give up this child, but she can't give up because of this child Zhou sleeps.

It wasn't until she wiped her body clean and put the thin blanket on her lower abdomen that Bai Yuan said in a low voice, "Xiang Wan is coming back, I have to go back and stay for a while."

Just in time to collide with the trivial things in his mind, Zhou Mei opened his eyes instantly, and the knife in his eyes shot directly at Bai Yuan, "Okay, actually, you don't have to come back."

Don't come back, stay away from me, because I will destroy everything about you, I am your enemy in essence; Don't come back, stay away from me, because every time you get closer to me, I change, I become Be soft-hearted, but there are some things that cannot be soft-hearted.

The focus of the first-level secret order is to add resistance to Chiang's deployment of troops in various districts and provide buffer time for the Red Army's strategic shift. The underground parties in various places are carrying out assassination missions against the corresponding garrison commanders and commanders. The main target of Chongqing is , namely Gao Jianqin and Tang Xiangwan.

These words made Bai Yuan's heart broken like glass even more embarrassing, "I'm just going back for a while, what do you need? You go to Jing's house, when did I ever make fun of you?"

Zhou Mei turned around impatiently, facing the wall.

Gritting her teeth, Bai Yuan rushed towards Zhou Mei, and hugged her into her arms from behind.

"What are you doing, let go!" Zhou Mei yelled, but she was very surprised. Normally speaking, Xi Zibai would not do this.

"Be honest!" Bai Yuan was trembling all over, a little powerless, and her eyes were a little red.

Zhou Mei turned around vigorously, approaching Bai Yuan's cheek, and found the abnormality in her eyes, she couldn't help being stunned for a while, she didn't try to break free, but frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

The corners of Bai Yuan's mouth and eyebrows were trembling, her throat was choked, and she said incoherently, "I warn you, I warn you! Don't mess with me again! Otherwise, I won't talk to you anymore!"

Her posture was frightening, but the words she said had no deterrent effect, on the contrary, they were a little childish, which made Zhou Mei even more confused, so she didn't speak to her anymore, but just silently looked at her who was out of control.

Bai Yuan's face turned red, and she tried hard to swallow the bitterness in her throat. She wiped the corners of her eyes that were already wet with her hands, and tentatively buried her head in front of Zhou Mei. Hair, can be thought about, still as quiet as a rock, indifferent.

After a long time, Zhou Mei said calmly, "Go, go and see Gan'er, and then go to accompany Tang Sheng, I don't need to worry about it."

"But I love you"

Zhou Mei thought she had heard wrong, her eyebrows that had never been loosened all of a sudden twitched together, she got up quickly, picked up Xie Bai's collar, and almost lifted Xie Bai away from her body. Seeing the actor with tears in his eyes, he seemed to have lost his soul.

"I say I love you, do you dare to listen and believe it?" The actor Bai's eyes were blank, as if he was talking in his sleep.

"What are you smoking today!" Zhou Mei raised the tea bowl beside her, took a big gulp, and dropped it back on the table with a bang.

"Did you know that you drink water when you are nervous, drink water when you want to cry, you are really smart, the water goes down your throat, your throat, your heart, your stomach, it doesn't feel so sour, right? Even if it affects you a little bit, you have to dilute it with water."

"..." In just a moment, Zhou Mei's eyes turned red.

Seeing that her eyes were red and the actor's pale face was desolate, she shook her head mockingly, stood up, straightened the folds of her clothes, took a deep breath, carried the medicine on the table, and walked towards the door, walking lightly Said "Forget it, I won't force you, it's boring"

When there was only the noise of summer insects left in the room, Zhou Mei put one hand on her temple and the other hand on the bed, habitually touching the smoke, but it took her a long time to realize that the actor Bai wanted to control her She is so addicted to cigarettes that she actually hid her cigarettes on the beams of the house, and was even scolded by her.

Zhou Mei covered her mouth, not wanting to let herself cry out, she is not ruthless, she is just too rational, just like her direct and never devious expression, she said she loves Xi Zibai, it is true love, she likes her Touching myself, I like to see her soft figure, like her bright smile, like her to hold her in my arms, like her to follow her without hesitation knowing that her embrace is fragile and cold-tempered.

Yes, she is such an idle person, she said that she loves you with tears on her face, if something happened to her, would it be like this, what can you do if you coax her?Zhou Mei is so smart, she felt something strange, but she hated herself for not being able to do anything. If it was the last parting just now, even if it was parting, it could obviously be a little bit warmer, but at this time, she still chose to drink a glass of water. The water dilutes it.

Two people get along without knowing each other, it is impossible, and if they know each other too much, it is also impossible.Walking on the road, the actor Bai, who was extremely calm at this moment, suddenly had some feelings. Maybe it was because she knew Zhou Mei too well, so she couldn't bear to ask her any more.

What does it mean for a person who walks on the tip of a knife to fall asleep with her wrist in your hand every day? She walks side by side with death, but gives you all the hope of life. What else do you want?

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The author has something to say:

To record the national crisis at the beginning of 2020, I hope it can be concluded smoothly when the foot is banned.