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"I want to eat Lao Ma Chao Shou, I want to eat Dan Dan Noodles, I want to eat hot pot, I want to eat rice noodles" Xi Zibai's eyes sparkled, and he began to chatter non-stop.

"..." Could it be that the starving ghost came to collect debts...

"I want to eat glutinous rice balls, I want to eat Yeerba, I want to eat, I want to eat! I want to eat everything!" Xie Bai licked his lips, and then looked at Zhou Mei pitifully, "I, I don't have any money on me. , can I pay you back in the future..."

The last sentence, the voice is smaller than a fly...

"..." It's not that Zhou Mei doesn't want to talk, she really doesn't know what to say, but she doesn't know what's wrong with herself, and she can't say anything else, so she just said "Why didn't you go find you?" Those confidante?"

Can this local woman in front of her still have a confidante?After saying this, Zhou Mei wanted to laugh, and it was difficult for her face to return to the usual lukewarmness...

"Who wants me like this..." The actor Bai is also self-aware, and smiles frankly, "You hate me anyway, so it's okay to hate me a little bit."

"You're still smart," Zhou Mei said lightly, then turned around first, and strode out of the classroom...

"Hey, hello!" The actor Bai followed up from behind angrily, "You really don't care about me!!"

"Stop!" Zhou Mei turned around abruptly, the coldness on her face still made the actor Bai, who was always in the wind and rain during this period of time, shiver in shock, "Ten steps away from me, the distance Don't miss a step, it's too embarrassing to walk with you, you go back to the store with me to take a shower, change your clothes, and then eat as you like, whatever you want to eat"

"You think I'm ashamed, just give me some money and I'll eat by myself, what else to do..." The actor Bai looked at her puzzled, with a puzzled expression on his face...

"Stop talking nonsense! Either eat or eat shit, choose yourself!" Zhou Mei glared at her again, and left like the wind...

Bai Yuan rolled her eyes, and could only follow her quickly. Before she walked out of the classroom, she accidentally scanned the words written by Zhou Mei on the blackboard. , didn't take it to heart, and tried her best to chase Zhou Mei. This way, she really controlled her pace carefully, for fear that her long legs would inadvertently shorten the distance between Zhou Mei and Zhou Mei. Who would have thought that this woman seemed to have forgotten her existence, and when she reached the gate of the school, she blocked the sliding pole, and two men carried her down to Datong Street in a hurry. Xie Bai was so angry that she could only Clutching her growling stomach, she trotted along as passers-by looked at her strangely.

Zhou Mei, who was sitting on the sliding pole, had her back facing her, Xie Bai couldn't see her, she sat on it relaxedly, the emerald green silk scarf swayed with the cool wind, her fair face looked refreshed, her whole face There was a rare, warm smile...

When it came to "Fake Sleep", after Zhou Mei paid the money to the ganfu, he walked into the shop without waiting for Xi Zibai, and said to Awang who was wearing a scarf at the counter, "Awang, the door is closed today, you go to the backyard Boil two buckets of water, pack up and go back to rest."

"Good boss" Awang immediately put down what he was doing and went to the backyard to boil water. At this time, Bai Cai, an actor like a beggar, jumped into the doze room out of breath. Sitting on the guest chair unceremoniously, grabbed the teapot and poured it into his mouth...

"What does it look like?" Zhou Mei looked at her with disgust, but didn't stop her...

"Thirst..." After Bai Yuan drank enough, she raised her head and glanced at the almost completely new "Fake Sleep" with a faint fragrance. Although the layout is similar to before, the color tone and decoration generally look much higher. Self-consciously laughed, "Wow, it's newly renovated, it's so beautiful, that dress looks good, I've only seen gringos like this in Shanghai, and this is the first time I've seen it in Chongqing."

No matter how ugly she looks now, she still has good eyesight, just because she fell in love with the sweater that she had been using as a shop sign for three whole months but was still reluctant to sell...

Zhou Mei glanced at her with a half-smile, "Go take a shower, turn right at the back door and you will find the laundry room."

"Okay!" The actor got up briskly. Who would have thought that when she turned around, she bumped into A Wang who had just returned from the backyard. She, who was always as light as a swallow, fell straight to the ground this time. When I got up, I only felt that my eyes were turning black, I kept holding my forehead, and my breathing was a little short...

Zhou Mei frowned, it seemed that she was really weak... I don't know what she went through during this time...

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Awang hurried to help her, he couldn't recognize who the person in front of him was, and he wondered why his boss let a beggar in.

Actor Bai sat up in a daze, thanked him all the time, then leaned on the wall and walked towards the backyard step by step.

Zhou Mei sighed softly, and after sending Awang home, she picked up the clothes rail, took down the twist-striped wine-red turtleneck sweater hanging on the high place, and took it from the bamboo basket next to it. A pair of black trousers that were supposed to be thrown away, she shook the trousers in her hands, knowing that they must be fat, so she sat in front of the sewing machine and changed the waist and legs of the trousers very skillfully. Finally, she picked out another pair of shiny trousers. Leashes, poked a few new holes in the back with an awl, folded them together in my arms, walked to the backyard...

Just as she was about to raise her hand to knock on the door, she heard melodious singing coming from inside...

"Night Shanghai, night Shanghai, you are a city that never sleeps

The car lights up, the sound of singing and dancing raises peace

I saw her smiling face to greet her, who knew that she was depressed

Nightlife is for basic necessities

Alcohol is not intoxicating, people are self-intoxicating,

Hu Tianhu wasted his youth~

Dawn is hazy and sleepy

Let's all go back, our hearts follow the spinning wheels

a new world

Don't have a new environment

Reminiscing about nightlife like waking up from a dream

It's like waking up from a dream, like waking up from a dream..."

This song originated from a dance hall in old Shanghai. It has become popular all over the country when it first came out. Zhou Mei, who likes to listen to the news on the radio, can always hear it. At the door, it was rare to finish listening to the whole song...

Hu Tianhu wasted his youth, just like the confession of this playful and dissolute guy...Zhou Mei smiled, raised her hand and knocked on the door of the laundry room...

She seemed to understand without explaining anything. A bamboo pole-shaped arm stretched out. The lower part of the forearm is wheat-colored, while the part above it is extraordinarily fair. The clear dividing line can be seen after being exposed to the scorching sun. Yes, there are some things buried in her heart that she doesn't want to think about. Although she has always been good at forgetting, she uncontrollably picks up the memories of the previous period. In the heavy rain, her arms are protruding like they are about to burst Zhou Mei blinked his eyes, just like the lyrics sang, like waking up from a dream...

The heavy pressure of work and the pain of sex made her unwilling to recall the more sad things. She deliberately missed these three months. If she hadn't recovered for a while, she is now sober.

She hates dreaming, and even more hates waking up from a dream...

She handed all the clothes in in a daze, and she went back to the store to sit quietly, but she couldn't sit still, finally Zhou Mei gritted her teeth, got up directly, and went out of the store. Locked the door firmly, and went straight to the shoe store not far away...

Why did she lock the door? She was really afraid that Xi Zibai would disappear after she came back, but she didn't dare to wait there any longer...

Strong people like to do unnecessary struggles the most. This sentence refers to Zhou Mei...

According to the size of Xizibai in her eyes, she chose a pair of delicate and retro moccasins, touched the quality of the leather with her hands, paid the money with satisfaction, and went back to the door of her shop, took out the key At that time, she was a little nervous, but she has always been decisive, she opened the door three times five times twice, took a deep breath and walked in...

The noise inside told her that everything was not a dream, Zhou Mei was relieved and at the same time laughed at herself, when did she care so much about gains and losses...

It's true, she didn't die, she...

Bai Yuan was wearing the outfit she had chosen for herself, standing tall and thin in her shop, with bare feet covered with scars, gently wiping her short hair that was dripping with water with a towel. His eyes were crystal clear, his brows and eye corners were peaceful and peaceful, and when he saw Zhou Mei came back, the corners of his mouth curled up, and he asked himself in a relaxed tone, "Where have you been?"

Zhou Mei was silent for a long time, biting her delicate lower lip, until she calmed down the soreness in her throat, then handed her the shoes, forcing the usual arrogance in her slack smoky voice, "You are from the mountains So, come out barefoot in such a cold day?"

"I think the shoes from before are dirty." The actor Bai chuckled, and took the pair of leather shoes from Zhou Mei's hand unceremoniously, "Who did you choose? It must be the same~"

A woman like Zhou Mei is definitely not short of money, but she has always advocated self-sufficiency, because her business has been sluggish recently, and she has to plan to buy a new residence for herself, so her life is not too rich, and she is even more frugal on weekdays. Man, this pair of shoes cost her three months' salary as a teacher at the school...just because she doesn't want the person in front of her to make a fool of herself...

She is cold and cold, but she is not merciless towards some things she understands...

"Stop being silly, put it on quickly, and go eat after you put it on," Zhou Mei urged her.

"Okay~" After actor Bai put on the pair of leather shoes, she seemed to stand tall again, stretching the legs of her trousers to make them thinner, and the slightly small lady's sweater was tight Sticking to her waist, she stood there with some embarrassment, which made Zhou Mei think that she still seemed to be living abroad, and met a tall and gentlemanly British girl in a quiet coffee shop...

Zhou Mei looked at Xizi Bai carefully for a while, picked up the dark gray woolen coat that was laid flat on the edge platform, kicked the small bench beside her with her feet, stepped on it, stood in front of Xizi Bai, and put on her clothes for her. Putting on the coat, she put her fingers through Bai Yuan's hair, and helped her shake the hair on both sides. The actor's white hair was soft, and after shaking for a while, it gradually dried up a lot. She piled the collar of the sweater down again. , During the whole process, Bai Yuan stood upright, with her arms outstretched and her head raised to cooperate.

This feels a bit like a lifetime ago. A few days ago, she was still on a cargo ship. She was almost thrown into the water by the guys because she was found smuggling. In the morning when she came back, she asked about the date, but she couldn’t remember that it was Laba today, but she only remembered that Zhou Mei had a class today, she rushed all the way to the university, and nestled in the classroom to wait at dawn, trying to scare her so that she couldn’t speak well, Who knows that he fell asleep...

"Does it look good?" The distance between the two was so close, Bai Yuan looked directly at the pair of beautiful and energetic eyes without any shyness, and asked softly.

Zhou Mei didn't back down either, she looked straight into her eyes, her voice was still emotionless, "It's okay"

"Your hair has grown too." Xi Zibai seized this opportunity to get close to Zhou Mei, and observed every detail of Zhou Mei, because she knew that Zhou Mei would slap Zhou Mei if she didn't know what she said wrong in the next second. He called her three feet away and couldn't get closer...

"You're tanned." Zhou Mei saw the shallow scar on her left face, remembered her bloody cheek before parting, and added, "Otherwise it would look better."

After that, she jumped off the bench and walked straight out of the shop, "Let's go, let's eat"

"It's windy outside, your silk scarf." The actor Bai grabbed the silk scarf and followed it out...

"Thank you" Zhou Mei took it over and didn't look at her again, and the silk scarf was also held in the palm of her hand...

It still makes people feel so cold and ungrateful, Xie Zibai rubbed his cold hands, and walked carefully beside Zhou Mei... The two of them didn't fight much, and they only fought together between life and death , I haven't seen you for so long, but I really don't know where to start talking...

The two walked aimlessly like this for a while, each was speechless... The clothes of the two were very eye-catching on the street, Xi Zibai fastened the buttons of his coat, put his hands in his pockets, and caressed them very preciously. clothes on...

"Eat hotpot?" Zhou Mei turned her head as she passed by a hotpot restaurant, as if asking for her opinion.

"No, no, new clothes, it won't taste good if you eat them." Bai Yuan swallowed her saliva smelling the fragrant and spicy taste, but she still refused...

"I'll wash it for you." Zhou Mei said something expressionless, which surprised Bai Zibai, "From now on, you can wear whatever clothes you want in my shop."

In the last sentence, she meant the truth. Who would wear her beautiful and trendy clothes to someone with a standard model figure like Xi Zibai? Could it be for those landlady wives who are fat as pigs?It's not accidental that her business is not doing well. Who told her to be so noble, she will never give up her principles when she looks at people who are not pleasing to the eye, and she would rather not have money than do something tacky and ugly. When I'm in a good mood, I talk nonsense, anyway, she doesn't touch the spring water with her ten fingers, she has Awang, and Awang can wash her for her.

She said nonsense, but she couldn't be moved by Xie Zibai, but in the end they still didn't eat hot pot. Zhou Mei looked at Bai Yuan with a stiff face. When Bai Yuan wanted to order a steamed steamed bun, Zhou Mei resolutely stopped her, "Don't eat it, it's a waste of money if you eat too much, and if it breaks, I have to pay for your medical treatment! "