paranoid dependence

Shen Nian never expected that Gu Zhi would leave. He used to do everything he could to stay here and make this place his own home. He couldn't even accommodate himself, but now he can leave as soon as he wants.

Shen Nian sensed his envy behind this unbelievable, he was envious of Gu Zhi's courage to leave as soon as he said it.

It's just envy to solve the problem, the consequences of Gu Zhi running away from home are not something Shen Nian can afford, so after confirming that Gu Zhi will not come back, he called Shen Chongshan without any delay, Shen Chongshan answered, After a long silence on the other end of the phone, he said:

"Okay, I'll go back in two days, you call the police first, and let the police look for it."

Shen Nian called the police, and the police asked many things, for example, did Gu Zhi behave strangely before he left?Did something happen at home?Does anyone have conflicts with him?where were you when he leftWhy are you not at home?It's not good to leave my brother at home.

Shen Nian said: "He is not my brother."

The policeman was stunned for a few seconds, shook his head and said nothing.Shen Nian didn't say any more, and didn't know what to say.

Shen Chongshan came back two days later, and he seemed to be on his way day and night.

Gu Zhi still didn't come back, and there was no news from the police.

Shen Chongshan was very anxious, and Shen Nian was also prepared for him to attribute the responsibility for this matter to himself. After all, there were lessons learned from the past, but what was unexpected was that when Shen Chongshan learned that Shen Nian had not been at home for nearly a week, what was wrong with Gu Zhi? After he didn't know when he left, he didn't want to slap him angrily like the car accident that year.

He just stood there in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

After a long time, he smiled self-deprecatingly: "I don't blame you, if Xiaozhi wants to leave, he can leave when you are at home. It's not your fault."

After saying this, he went out to find Gu Zhi. He might trust the police, but he definitely didn't believe that the police did their best like him.

Shen Chongshan searched almost day and night, and occasionally went home to sleep for two hours, but if he traveled far that day, it was not uncommon for him not to come back for a few days.

Shen Nian also looked for him, but he didn't know much about Gu Zhi, he didn't know where he might go, so he could only wander around the street aimlessly, Liang Qiu also helped, even though he didn't like Gu Zhi Even though he thought that Gu Zhi's departure would only be a good thing for Shen Nian, but after all, he was only a 13-year-old child, and no one could say what would happen to him if he left alone.

No surprises are fine, but what if?Even if Shen Nian wouldn't put the responsibility on himself, he wouldn't feel uneasy after all.

But even though all of them were looking for him, and even published a missing person notice in the newspaper, Gu Zhi seemed to have disappeared from the world without any news.

Shen Chongshan stayed at home for more than a month, and finally chose between staying and searching or returning to the team. He said to Shen Nian: "Xiao Zhi is gone, we still have to live. I'll just say it."

Shen Nian looked at Shen Chongshan, was silent for a long time, and finally asked him:

"Dad, isn't Gu Zhi very important to you? Are you not looking for him?"

"It is very important." Shen Chongshan said: "But you are also very important. You are going to go to college in three years. There are a lot of expenses such as tuition fees, and you can't stop. This kid Xiaozhi probably hides on purpose, otherwise he will not There will be no news at all, since he doesn't want to stay here, forget it, it's my fault, maybe I shouldn't have brought him back, maybe in that case, he has been adopted by a good family now, not I brought it back and threw it at home."

After Shen Chongshan finished speaking, he looked at Shen Nian again, as if realizing something, he said with a somewhat ambiguous expression: "You seem to have been left behind by me."

Shen Nian looked away a little unaccustomed, and didn't say anything.

"Persevere." Shen Chongshan didn't say anything else, and patted him on the shoulder: "Just wait until you grow up, and you can make your own choices when you grow up."

Whether Shen Nian is willing to admit it or not, since Shen Chongshan had the car accident, he seems to treat Shen Nian in a completely different way. It seems that he is teaching him to be self-reliant and to be alone, but Shen Nian doesn't understand. Haven't you been alone for so many years?Since you will be alone in the future, what will be the difference from now?

But Shen Chongshan didn't intend to answer questions, Shen Chongshan left after saying this, and Shen Nian didn't see him again for a long time, and even had very little contact with him.

He seems to be very busy, busy with sports cars, busy with making money.

Shen Nian's high school entrance examination results have already come down, and the results are as expected. The number one student in the city, the middle school he is in is already the best in the city, so he chose direct admission, the school also gave a lot of convenience, exempting For Shen Nian, the tuition fee for three years is not a timely help, but it can make him relax a lot.

Liang Qiu never told Shen Nian his final decision, but Shen Nian knew that Liang Qiu would leave and had to.

The reason why Liang Qiu can stay here is only himself, but Shen Nian will not let Liang Qiu stay for him, he is not willing and will not allow it.

Two days after Shen Chongshan left, Liang Qiu moved to Jianjia Lane with his luggage, and Shen Nian asked him, "When is the air ticket?"

There is still more than half a month before the start of school, Su Xiaoxiao left a month ago, Liang Qiu still has to go through the admission procedures, and there is no longer any delay.

"Next week." Liang Qiu said.

Shen Nian nodded with a smile: "I'll take you to the airport, I haven't seen a plane yet."

"Okay." Liang Qiu didn't smile.

It was hot at night, Liang Qiu and Shen Nian couldn't sleep in the room, it was obvious that Gu Zhi's room was air-conditioned, but no one said to sleep in Gu Zhi's room, even though it was originally Shen Nian's room, it was only Liang Qiu's room. He knew Shen Nian, since he was hinted to move out and give up the room to Gu Zhi, no matter who will occupy this room in the end, it can't be Shen Nian.

He really lacks a lot, but once what he has is taken back, he won't want it anymore.

"Let's go to sleep on the roof." Liang Qiu said, "I haven't slept in a long time."

The two of them went up to the roof like this, they hadn't done this for a long time, the quilt had to be taken up again, Liang Qiu alone carried most of the quilt, and went up with the rolled quilt, saying: "Shen Xiaonian, if I let go now If you fall down, you are the one to give me a back."

"Alright." Shen Nian said, "I'm in the hospital and you take care of me."

Liang Qiu clicked his tongue, said something heartless, and went up. Shen Nian crawled slowly with two pillows in his arms. After seeing Gu Zhi's frightening grimace on the first night when he came to the house, it was a year later, in the same location, in the same sweltering weather, yet everything seemed to be different again.

Liang Qiu laid out the quilt on the roof, but Shen Nian came up with a pillow, and was really worried that he had really fallen. Standing on the eaves and looking down, he saw that he was halfway up the ladder in a daze: "Look what?"

Shen Nian came back to look at him: "It's nothing."

After speaking, he climbed up, and Liang Qiu caught him at the eaves.

The weather is fine, you can see the stars, and occasionally one or two meteors will slide by, and the plane will fly by from time to time, twinkling and twinkling, gradually disappearing.

"If you were a girl, I would think it's quite romantic now." Liang Qiu said, "Shouldn't those who look at the stars and the moon be with their girlfriends?"

Shen Nian didn't move, but kicked him with his foot: "I didn't even dislike you for not being a woman."

Liang Qiu laughed: "In the future, when we grow up and come back with our respective girlfriends, we will be in the village, in Jianjia Lane, on this roof, and watch the stars again."

After Shen Nian thought about what Liang Qiu said, he found that there were him and Liang Qiu, Liang Qiu's girlfriend, and even their children in the picture, but Shen Nian couldn't imagine how he would be when he had a girlfriend. What does it look like.

Was it because he was too young to imagine, or did he not think he would have such a day at all?

Shen Nian didn't know, but he knew that Liang Qiu would be very happy, he was born to be happy.

"Xiao Nian." Liang Qiu looked at the stars and said, "I will come back often, I will leave my mobile phone to you, and I will contact you with a new number when I arrive in Shanghai. You can call me and send me a message if you have anything to do. I am still the same as before, accompanying you every day."

Shen Nian did not refuse: "Okay."

"It's hard to know you're happy, but tell me if you're not happy. I'll make you happy. You know I can do it."

"it is good."

"Don't keep thinking about studying. You are good enough at studying. You should try to exercise. You don't want to play, but you can go to the playground twice a day, except for rainy days."

"it is good."

"Make some friends." Liang Qiu said, "I'm not jealous, I know no one can compare to me."

Shen Nian smiled: "Okay."

Liang Qiu turned his head to look at Shen Nian, the light was too dim, he only saw a shallow outline of Shen Nian: "I will wait for you when I come to Shanghai for the exam in three years."

"it is good."

"Won't you say anything else?"

Shen Nian laughed: "Liang Qiu, you are really a mother-in-law."

Liang Qiu clicked his tongue and didn't settle the score with him, but said: "I'm no longer by your side, and I will only be more mother-in-law in the future."

Shen Nian won't be obedient if he doesn't give more instructions.

The day Liang Qiu left was a cloudy day, the two of them woke up early, Shen Nian woke up even earlier, and made a bowl of noodles for Liang Qiu in the kitchen, Liang Qiu was actually not hungry, but he ate it voraciously, and sank after the meal. Nian went to the airport with him, it took an hour by bus, on the way Liang Qiu gave Shen Nian the phone, Shen Nian shook the phone at him, with a bright smile on his face, as if they were not going to separate, but going participate summer camp.

Liang Qiu looked at him for a few seconds and looked away, Shen Nian stopped smiling and looked out the window.

It wasn't too early for them to set off, and there was not much time left when they arrived at the airport, but Liang Qiu still took Shen Nian through it, where to pick up the tickets, where to check in, and where to go through the security check:

"After the security check, you can find your own boarding gate."

Shen Nian listened carefully, and wrote down one by one: "Okay, I see."

"When did you feel unhappy and want to come to Shanghai to find me, just tell me and I'll buy you a ticket."

Shen Nian originally had a temperament that would not accept anything easily, but he took whatever Liang Qiu gave him these few days, and he responded to whatever he said, and at this time: "Okay."

He knew very well what Liang Qiu was worried about. The more he accepted, the more Liang Qiu would feel relieved.

But the more he was like this, the more Liang Qiu felt distressed, but they were too young to make their own decisions, and they had to obey the arrangements even where they wanted to live.

The time was almost up, Shen Nian urged Liang Qiu to go to the security check, but Liang Qiu opened his arms: "Hug me."

Shen Nian looked at him and frowned with a smile, but Liang Qiu hugged him regardless: "Don't be too obedient, go crazy if you want to, I'll be with you."

Everyone is saying that you have to be good, obedient, and sensible, but no one has ever told him that you can be crazy or not so good. He could only smile nonchalantly and say, "Okay, I know."

Liang Qiu let go of him, bent down and picked up the backpack at his feet, turned around and entered the security checkpoint, Shen Nian stood outside the fence and looked at Liang Qiu, and when he passed the security check, took his things, waved to him and walked towards the gate At that moment, Shen Nian suddenly changed his usual style and called out to him:

"Liang Qiu!"

Liang Qiu paused to look back at him, Shen Nian smiled, waved vigorously at him, and shouted loudly:

"Brother! Safe travels!"

Liang Qiuchong's waving to Shen Nian stopped because of the "Brother", and after a few seconds he waved vigorously again, and at the end when it was too late, he turned and ran away in a hurry, but Shen Nian stood where he was, standing still. It took a long time, so long that he saw one after another planes leaving and landing outside the window.

On one of the planes that left, there was Liang Qiu.