stray

Yan Ruizhi let out a breath slowly and gradually relaxed.

He was actually a little afraid that He Nian would ask, he couldn't find a suitable opportunity and method, how should he tell the other party about his past.If the last time he confessed like He Nian's masochism was to push people away, now he doesn't know what to do.

But now that he was being hugged by He Nian, he couldn't think about those anymore.

The previous anger and uneasiness were calmed down, Yan Ruizhi had a real feeling for the first time, and said again: "You are back."

As if talking to myself.

After hugging for a while, he finally began to feel too greasy, and he signaled He Nian to relax a bit as if he couldn't hold back: "Okay, go back and hug again."

The other party seemed a bit reluctant, but now he was very obedient, so he just lightly rubbed his face, and then backed away.

"Hao Shuai asked someone to bring you here?"

"Well, he said that he went home first," He Nian replied in a stern manner, "He even told me quietly that if you don't want to go back to the company, you don't have to."

"He doesn't teach anything all day." Yan Ruizhi chuckled.

He pushed the lunch in front of He Nian: "Let's have lunch first."

"Oh."

He Nian took it obediently.

The food was not so hot, but it was just right in the middle of summer with the air conditioner on.

"I bought soda and drinks in the small refrigerator." Yan Ruizhi said in a very calm voice.

He Nian was startled, a little surprised: "Did you buy it for me?"

Listening to his tone, Yan Ruizhi lowered his eyes, as if impatient: "Hao Shuai asked for something to drink, so he brought some along the way two days ago."

"Then won't he be angry if I drink his stuff?"

"Would you like to drink or not?" Yan Ruizhi was annoyed.

The New Year's order is over, and I didn't say anything more. In fact, I know that Hao Shuai always tinkers with the coffee machine every time he comes, and he has already rushed over to get a bottle of grape juice.

He quickly turned back, unscrewed the tin can, touched Yan Ruizhi's cup with the steaming mouth, and said to himself: "Congratulations to Xiaohe for returning from a business trip!"

There were only the two of them in the office, and Yan Ruizhi thought it was funny: "You can talk to yourself."

"I'm speaking for you, I'm caring." He Nian boasted boldly.

Yan Ruizhi didn't intend to argue with him on such a trivial matter, and ate quietly.

He imagined what he would look like when he came back from New Year's Eve, and also imagined his own emotions, but he couldn't remember exactly what he thought about, but it was not too different from now.

I am calmer than I imagined, but I also like this feeling more than I imagined.

He doesn't seem to need to think carefully about what expression to say, what scene or what time...

Neither matter.

It seems that he can do anything with his own thoughts, like that skipping work, it doesn't matter if he skips a little bit occasionally.

Yan Ruizhi was thinking, when he raised his eyes, he saw that He Nian had already eaten most of the lunch in front of him.

With a thought in his heart, he observed in silence for a while, and then moved the half that had an appetite for New Year's greetings.

After he finished this action, he was also taken aback for a moment.

This kind of behavior is too intimate. Even if they have done other things before, they always retain some social etiquette in the details of life.

He Nian also raised his head: "Mr. Yan, why haven't you eaten?"

"It's hot, I don't have much appetite." He turned his head to cover up, "Didn't you just say you weren't hungry?"

"Just now, I was full of drinking water." He Nian opened his mouth and came.

"Didn't you eat the plane meal?"

He Nian's eyes flashed: "I'm not... used to it."

Yan Ruizhi stopped asking, and quietly leaned back in his chair for a short lunch break.

Although Zhou Hongsheng's arrival didn't have much impact on him, there were always some mood swings one after the other.

Originally, he just wanted to close his eyes and rest for a while, but it turned out to be a little sleepy because he was too relaxed.

He Nian's movements were very light, so he didn't disturb him.

After an unknown amount of time, Yan Ruizhi slightly opened his eyes, a little surprised that he fell asleep.

While half asleep and half awake, he felt someone walking lightly, and only when he focused his attention did he see that the tabletop had been cleaned up, and He Nian was squatting in front of him.

"woke up?"

Yan Ruizhi still half closed his eyes, his eyelashes moved: "...Why did I fall asleep."

He Nian looked up at him and held his hand: "Then Mr. Yan, do you want to take a nap inside?"

Yan Ruizhi sat up straight, and rubbed the space between his eyebrows with his other hand: "No need."

"How long have I been asleep?" he asked in a low voice.

"Only 10 minutes." The other party replied.

"Really." He lowered his eyes, looking at He Nian's hand still in his palm, "Why didn't you leave?"

He Nian was still squatting: "Don't chase me away, let me stay for a while."

In the quiet afternoon, Yan Ruizhi looked at him silently for a few seconds, and called him softly: "Niannian."

The other party paused, and put his face on Yan Ruizhi's hand: "Hey."

The skin felt cool to the touch, Yan Ruizhi held his face with his palm, rubbed his thumb a few times, and rubbed it.

Not knowing if it was an itchiness, He Nian narrowed his eyes slightly.

His expression made Yan Ruizhi very useful: "Stop squatting."

The smart man let out a blank "Oh" before standing up obediently.

"There's really nothing to do in the afternoon." Yan Ruizhi knew that he came all the way here just to take a look at himself, "You've seen it before, do you want to go back first?"

He Nian shook his head: "It's okay, I'll wait for you."

Just as Yan Ruizhi was about to speak, he immediately added: "Everyone is here."

"..." He frowned and let him go.

"Then go and sleep in the room." Yan Ruizhi said.

"No, I want to be with the boss." He Nian changed his serious expression, "I love work!"

He Nian has the ability to completely destroy the warm atmosphere, Yan Ruizhi twitched the corner of his mouth and withdrew his hand: "It's up to you."

He did what he said, and he really refocused on his work.

He Nian walked around him in disbelief for a while, and found that he could not get any other advantages, so he went back to his cubicle resentfully, and turned on the computer.

Yan Ruizhi, who had been working all the time, heard the sound of typing on the keyboard, and guessed that the other party should stop, so he turned his eyes casually.

As soon as he tilted his head, his eyes met with the other party.

He Nian waited for a rabbit, put his hands on the keyboard and knocked loudly, but kept looking at Yan Ruizhi's direction, as if he had calculated that he would look over, and blinked triumphantly: "Mr. Yan!"

There is a strong "got you" taste in the words.

Yan Rui didn't know whether to say that he was scheming for a while, and he didn't even think about what to say, so he just continued to put on a cold face: "Is this what you said about loving work?"

Not angry when he said it, He Nian blinked: "It was the same when I practiced the piano when I was young. The teacher set a daily practice time. At that time, I was too playful, so I developed a whole body of skills."

Listening to the complacency in his words, it seems to be proud of it.

"Okay, I won't quarrel with you this time, really." He Nian said quickly, afraid that he would continue.

Yan Ruizhi was angry and funny, but he couldn't blame him, he just said that he was not so naive when he was 20 years old.

It's just that this time he concentrated for another hour, finished the important things, stood up from the table neatly, and walked quickly towards the direction of New Year's greetings.

The other party really started working this time, so he didn't keep looking at him, and was stunned when he heard footsteps raised his head: "Mr. Yan?"

Yan Ruizhi didn't speak immediately, but knocked on his desktop, making a crisp sound.

"what happened?"

Yan Ruizhi looked at the work on his desktop: "Is this the content of the report the day after tomorrow?"

He Nian nodded: "What's wrong——"

"Let's go."

Yan Ruizhi said suddenly.

"you are not……"

"Since today's work is done, it's not impossible to leave work early." Yan Ruizhi said lightly.

"Forget it if you don't leave, you continue to do it." He only said once, turned around and was about to leave.

"Let's go!" He Nian immediately grabbed his hand, "The boss took the lead in skipping work, thanks for not leaving!"

Yan Ruizhi himself knew that he should be calmer, but there was always a voice in his heart saying that he has come to see you, and it's okay to spend an afternoon occasionally.

He pursed his lips and threw the key at He Nian: "You go first, I'll be down soon."

"It's so exciting." He Nian nodded as he took it, "Office love!"

"..." Yan Ruizhi took a breath, "What are you pretending to be in your mind all day?"

"Oh, this," He Nian said naturally, "I recently talked about some other books in literature appreciation."

Yan Ruizhi suspected more than once that He Nian's fundamental purpose of taking this course was to read rubbish books in class.

However, He Nian still has to argue with reason: "Really! I am improving my literary literacy!"

"Give me back the key and go home by yourself."

The New Year man immediately slipped away without giving him a chance to repent.

When he walked to the parking lot 10 minutes later, He Nian was already obediently waiting in the driver's seat.

"Boss Yan, where are you going?"

Seeing him coming, the other party held the steering wheel and asked.

Yan Rui got into the car, but didn't fasten his seat belt immediately: "Where do you want to go?"

"I said last time that I will give you a serious try." He didn't look at the New Year's greetings, and tried to speak calmly, "So if you have any places you want to go or things you want to do, you can do it."

In his concept, love seems to be too far away. When he suddenly possessed it and started thinking about what to do together, he lost his mind.

"I don't know what to do." Not to mention frustrated, Yan Ruizhi just felt that he was really not good at it, so he simply left it to He Nian to make the decision.

Going shopping, eating, and watching movies are all too commonplace, but if two people do it together, it can be called a date, Yan Ruizhi thinks, he shouldn't find it boring.

Now it's a working day, he thought, if he waits until the rest day, he can take a short trip together, see art exhibitions, listen to concerts, or accompany him back to school to watch him play.

The other party seemed to be really thinking, but within a few minutes, he tentatively asked, "Can I go home?"

Yan Ruizhi made all the plans, but he didn't expect that the answer of He Nian was very simple.

"Other things can be done in the future." He Nian leaned over to put his seat belt on him, and deliberately leaned closer and said, "But today is a reunion after a long absence, I always feel a little unreal, I want to spend more time with you. "

"Okay, drive where you want to go." Yan Ruizhi has no objection.

So after waiting for 10 minutes, the car stopped downstairs at his house. He just raised his eyebrows and glanced at the pretendingly calm New Year greeting.

"If you don't let me go up, I can accompany you in the car." He Nian had an expression of "I can do anything".

Before Yan Ruizhi could answer, the other party came over and opened the door for him, blinking his eyes: "Come on, I'll help you get out of the car."

Seeing his attentive appearance, Yan Ruizhi just glanced at him: "Let's go."

The two went upstairs. He Nian hadn't been here for a long time, so he was a little cautious at first.

"Can I cook for you tonight? Forget it, I haven't practiced this time..." However, this restraint lasted for less than 2 minutes, and the New Year returned to its original state, "Then what do you want to eat then?" Bar."

Yan Ruizhi looked at him amusedly and didn't speak.

"Then, if you want to buy something." He Nian glanced at him tentatively, "I'll buy some more to wash—"

"no need."

Yan Ruizhi knew that he was waiting for him here, but he didn't care, and directly gave him the answer he wanted: "I didn't throw it away."

"I knew it!" He Nian immediately put down all the things at hand, and jumped at him just like when he came in from the office today.

"Mr. Yan, Mr. Yan," he walked up to Yan Ruizhi, looking at him expectantly as if he couldn't hold back at last, "I like you, I miss you so much."

"You have said it many times." Despite this, Yan Ruizhi's voice was still a little unnatural, and he said.

However, before he finished speaking, he was hugged again, and He Nian buried him in his neck, and kissed him lightly: "In the office, I'm always afraid that you won't be able to let go. I want to get close to you, but I'm also afraid that you won't."

Yan Ruizhi's neck was itchy from being kissed by him, and he narrowed his eyes and tried to wave him away: "Don't say that."

"But Mr. Yan..."

He Nian hugged him tightly: "You asked me where I wanted to go in the parking lot, but I actually have no other ideas."

"I have no experience, and I don't know what to do or say for the so-called ceremony."

"Of course one of them is true."

"Boss Yan, I want to do it."

He Nian tightened his arms and blurted out.

"I know it's not appropriate to say this in the clear sky, but this is the most true."

In the past, the relationship between the two was not equal, most of it was Yan Ruizhi himself who brought it up, or it was tacitly agreed by one person to stay overnight, and when night fell, everything would come naturally.

What's more, on the day he promised, He Nian went on a business trip three times a step at a time, watched his video later, and couldn't hold back the ups and downs of making a phone call. He didn't know it.

"Just reject me if you don't want to, okay?"

He Nian's heartbeat was against his chest, Yan Ruizhi felt dizzy and stuffy, the other party grabbed his hand, with all five fingers stuck between his fingers.

Anxious and still waiting.

He remembered the action when the other party walked in at noon, seeing the gentle comfort after seeing the shattered teacup on the ground, Yan Rui thought on the one hand whether it was too fast, but the body's instinctive reaction to the other party has slowly risen.

This is where their previous relationship started.

Yan Ruizhi actually knew what was going to happen when He Nian said he would come back with him.

He is always emotionally passive, but the other party always wants to ask him, wanting to give him the rights he should have.

Gradually, not only the skin on the shoulders, but also the whole body began to itch. Yan Ruizhi raised his face unbearably, revealing his fragile neck.

He closed his eyes and made a swallowing movement. He obviously didn't speak, but He Nian suddenly understood and bit his Adam's apple as if he couldn't bear it.

The blue sky and the white sun always have the interest of the blue sky and the white sun, and Yan Ruizhi finally sensed the other's strong emotions until the two of them were unconscious.

He Nian wanted to treat him gently, but also wanted to cover him roughly.

They didn't need to worry about being seen by others when they opened the window, so He Nian called him while letting him watch the row upon row of traffic under the tall buildings.

When everything was over, Yan Ruizhi even forgot to finish his meal, and just leaned on the other person blindly, unable to lift his energy.

He Nian hugged him and talked, telling him everything he had seen and heard that he hadn't talked to for ten days.

He poured water for Yan Ruizhi, and thoughtfully brought a straw.

Yan Ruizhi didn't know whether his decision to let He Nian come back was right or not, he just threw away the straw, sat up and drank half a glass by himself: "What do you think of me?"

He Nian just smiled at him.

Later, the two talked about the amusement park that time, and He Nian talked with him about being forced to play the piano when he was a child: "At that time, after the teacher finished speaking, my mother asked me to practice by myself, but she was busy, but she also had to listen to the piano. To the sound of the piano."

"Then I clip the comic book to the sheet music

"Don't scold me," He Nian said hastily, afraid that he would accuse him, "My dad found out later, and he was almost beaten so hard that he couldn't get out of bed."

When He Nian told him about the past, Yan Ruizhi listened with novelty and seriousness.

"So in the end, my family didn't tell me to take art seriously, so I just took it as a hobby." He Nian said, "Fortunately, I persisted, and it will be used when chasing people."

Recalling that day, Yan Ruizhi didn't speak, but took a sip of water quietly.

"By the way! President Yan!" He Nian suddenly raised his voice, "Do you know how many white keys and how many black keys there are on the piano?"

Yan Ruizhi's intuition was not a good question, he frowned and didn't bother to answer: "What's wrong."

Although he didn't answer, He Nian gave him the answer with great interest: "There are 52 white keys and 36 black keys!"

"If you are the white keys, then I am the 36 black keys, making up for your melodic flaws—"

"..."

Yan Ruizhi was so oily that his eyes went dark. Although he didn't have much strength, he still kicked him hard: "Shut up."

"That's what I just thought!" He Nian said disapprovingly.

Thinking of what this man said before opening his mouth, Yan Ruizhi almost wanted to kick him out of bed: "Happy New Year."

"This is what you learned about literary appreciation?"

He Nian didn't feel ashamed at all: "I just had an idea!"

Yan Ruizhi pursed his lips.

"I just want to tease you!"

Probably because he was really pissed off, Yan Ruizhi simply turned over and ignored him.

He wasn't actually angry, but he just didn't want to use his strength to turn back.

He also knew that He Nian just wanted to make himself happy, even though sometimes it was too childish.

It's just that Yan Ruizhi suddenly heard the people beside him move.

He Nian seemed to have turned over and got out of bed, without approving his clothes, as if he was walking towards the table.

Although it is summer, the temperature difference between day and night is still not small, Yan Ruizhi waited for a while, not knowing what the New Year was rustling about.

In the end, he was afraid that he would catch a cold, so he sat up on his back and looked at the other side: "What are you doing—"

"All right!"

He Nian stood up from the desk, and Yan Ruizhi heard the sound of the pen cap closing.

"To show that I really don't just listen to those rustic love stories," He Nian said, "I specially wrote a poem for you."

Yan Ruizhi felt as if he was facing a big enemy. He had lingering fears from the ghostly fire and drinking enough water these days, and he didn't want to take it: "If you want to throw it away again, why don't you throw it away now."

I didn't expect that this time when New Year took a look at what I just wrote temporarily, I actually hesitated: "Actually, it's quite nonsensical..."

"But when I kissed you just now, I suddenly wanted to write to you."

Yan Ruizhiquan should have another trouble with New Year's Eve, and took it with some helplessness and no expectation: "I'd like to see what you wrote."

It's just that when he looked at the strong and beautiful fonts on the paper, he unexpectedly lost his mind.

It was a letter, or rather, a love poem.

It could be seen that He Nian had just grabbed a piece of paper and wrote it, as if he was afraid that he would be angry and wanted to coax him.

Nothing else, only a very straightforward title——

"To my favorite baby."

I'm a reckless outlaw

fled to your planet

Planetary rings are not my instrument of torture

I was entangled by you willingly

Möbius strip

I want to wander under the moonlight you gave me

Abandon the melancholy

I will kiss you long and trembling

Tonight, the river that runs through your body

I am the ship that sails between

cross with trembling

drowned in high tide

as if dawn

You should have a style of love

it blows at me

You find me