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The smell in the car was not pleasant, and He Nian was slightly stunned after hearing his question.

"What's the matter?" Yan Ruizhi still held the cigarette with sparks between his fingers, just like that night, he smiled at him indifferently, "It doesn't matter if you regret it."

His tone was almost brisk: "You can understand that what I saw before was not real, but what you see now is not real."

"Not so glamorous, not so honest, you see, there are relatives who are entangled endlessly. My own brother came to tell my father that he was sick, but I was still too indifferent to respond. At most, I would give a little treatment fee."

As Yan Ruizhi said, he wanted to find cigarettes again, but he was not allowed to smoke a second one this time during the New Year's greetings, and he hid the cigarette case slightly: "Boss Yan, smoking more is not good for your health."

He didn't have any addiction to cigarettes at first, so he hesitated for a while and let the New Year go.

They parked the car at the gate of the park, and outside the window was the emerald green and bright red reflected in the warm summer, but the car was still air-conditioned.

"I haven't felt this way for a long time," Yan Ruizhi said as if lost in memory, "Speaking of the first time I smoked, Yan Xue secretly handed it to me."

It was the first year of high school at that time. Although Yan Xue was in the same class as him, he was the youngest and most popular student in the whole grade. Everyone praised him for being smart and smart, and everyone valued him. He gave a speech on behalf of the freshmen when he entered school. Everyone seems to like him, saying that he must be a very powerful person in the future.

Yan Xue was not so obedient. When Yan Ruizhi gave a speech as an outstanding student representative on the flag raising platform, his brother, Yan Xue, was notified and criticized as a representative of bad deeds.

But even so, the other party would still come to pick him up from school every day, and he would rather skip class to pick up his younger brother, so no matter how stubborn he was, Yan Ruizhi still thought he was a good brother.

Once Yan Xue came to pick him up as usual. Students at that time didn't like to be disciplined. As soon as they left the school gate, Yan Xue secretly took out a cigarette to smoke.

Yan Ruizhi was curious, but didn't dare to try.

In the end, Yan Xue took the initiative to come over, brought him a new one, and lit it for him with his own sparking one: "I'll teach you. Remember to pay attention to inhaling and exhaling."

In the end, Yan Ruizhi was still choked and coughed, and he didn't try to say anything: "I don't want it, brother, I can't learn it."

"Don't you learn everything easily?" Yan Xue said.

Yan Ruizhi knew that he only had a little talent in learning, so he was embarrassed: "I can only study hard, and my mother asked me to teach you the unit exercises when I go back."

Yan Xue sneered with a cigarette in his mouth, and walked to the front.

Knowing that he didn't love this all the time, Yan Ruizhi was a little helpless, but he still followed quickly.

It doesn't matter if my brother is not good at studying, anyway, my mother cares about them, and if I work harder, I can take him with me.

Everything else is innocuous.

He thought he would go on like this forever.

"Smoking is not a good habit." He Nian whispered something, interrupting his memory.

Yan Ruizhi heard it interesting and turned to look at him.

The other party also looked at him through the skylight outside, his eyes were very clear, with a bit of clarity that hadn't come out of the ivory tower.

After looking at it for a long time, he said softly, "Come here."

Greeting the New Year, he unbuckled the seat belt of the driver's seat and approached him.

Seeing the face that was full of heart and eyes only for himself slowly enlarged, Yan Ruizhi felt that his heart, which was originally disturbed by Yan Xue, was slowly calming down.

He stretched out his hand and gently stroked the other person's hair.

He Nian narrowed his eyes slightly because of his actions, but he wasn't angry at all, and didn't ask what happened just now, but said firmly, "You must have your own reasons for not wanting to contact them."

"Don't think I'm comforting you." Afraid he would think too much, He Nian added, "What I'm saying is my true thoughts!"

"Really, you have to believe me. Miss You said everything today, saying that I am Yu Yuyong... No, I am the mascot of Yu Yu!"

Knowing that he was trying to make himself happy, Yan Ruizhi followed his words and said, "Is it because of your fallacy before?"

He was referring to the homonym of "more than every year".

"That's not unreasonable, it's destiny." After realizing it, He Nian said confidently.

"it is good."

Knowing that he couldn't break up with the other party, he simply agreed and let him have a little sweetness.

Yan Ruizhi stared at him, and after a moment, the corner of his lips curled up: "Niannian."

"Hey!"

This time, He Nian still responded loudly.

He was still pleased by the other party, smiled lightly, and said half-jokingly: "You even have your name linked to the company, so how about I give you the company?"

"It's better to give you to me." He Nian said quickly as if he couldn't hold back.

"You asked just now, will I always like you?" Yan Ruizhi's hand was still on his hair, and He Nian didn't mind, and even took the initiative to rub it, maintaining the current posture, looking up at him, "I Of course I would, but I also know you must think I'm too young to be trusted."

"Actually, that night in the amusement park, when you hugged me, I also wanted to cry, but I felt unwilling." I don't know if it was intentional, but He Nian added the word "you" to this sentence, as if he had spied on A little bit like Yan Ruizhi's mood at that time.

"But crying is just an emotional vent for me, but I don't want to just vent. I just like you and don't want to give up. It's just that occasionally I don't know how to do it better."

The words that were more blunt than last time were presented before his eyes again. Compared with the panic before, Yan Ruizhi tried not to avoid it this time, but just looked at him and said softly: "Hi Nian, I am older than you a lot of."

"So what?" He Nian asked unwillingly.

"How will you love me?" Yan Ruizhi's voice trembled, "Are you going to tell the whole world, are you going to engrave my name on your body like those meaningless oaths, are you going to be in some Write an oath on the software, do you want to be the only one who likes me in the lyric song?"

"Because you think I'm younger than you, do you think I'm unstable?" He Nian asked.

Yan Ruizhi was forced to question and retreated: "I just think that if you want to find a stable...sex buddy, then I think I'm pretty good."

He didn't even use the word "bed partner" on purpose, and continued: "But if it rises to a romantic relationship—I've passed the time when I can be passionately in love, and I don't want to fall into indifferent entanglements during the rising period of my career."

"Yan Ruizhi, why do you always like to belittle yourself?" He Nian looked at him with burning eyes, but he was not as angry or disappointed or indifferent as Yan Ruizhi thought.

Even if he said such exaggerated words.

What's more, he didn't expect that he would be seen guilty by a person who was much younger than him: "I..."

"Mr. Yan, do you still remember what I told you when I was in an employment relationship with you?"

"I said at the time that everyone likes you, how normal." He Nian smiled, "You were stunned for a moment, as if you thought I was joking."

"But this is the fact. Although many people in the company think that you are not friendly enough, everyone admires you and praises you. Miss You said that you are the best boss she has ever met. Mr. Hao said that you are actually a good boss. A man with a very good heart.

"I really don't know what you went through back then, but with your character, you definitely wouldn't take the initiative to hurt others, and you might have to bear it yourself, but as long as you don't take the initiative to tell, I will definitely not ask more questions. .”

"But Mr. Yan..." He Nian boldly reached out and hugged him, "Obviously there are many people who like you."

"Your colleagues like you, your friends like you, your students like you..."

He blinked and whispered in his ear, "I like you too."

The smell of smoke dissipated, and Yan Ruizhi smelled the fresh smell of He Nian's body, with a breath of heartbeat.

"Brother, I don't want to be your girlfriend, I want to be your boyfriend."

Even though Yan Ruizhi didn't move, He Nian, who always liked to climb along the pole, didn't make any progress, hugged him in a proper manner, and said.

"I want to love all the corners where you are not confident, love the places where you will become better because of me."

After saying this, he let go, and said as if showing off: "I'm a bit of a mouthful in the literature appreciation class. You see, I listen to the class well!"

Yan Ruizhi was dizzy from being hugged by him, but he was a little nostalgic for the warmth.

He wanted to deny that he was not unconfident, and he didn't promise him now.

It's just that the words are still piled up in his belly, and the roots of his ears are red, and he can't lie now.

"Do you want to go down for a walk? Or go back to the company?" He Nian finished talking on his own, but suddenly changed the subject.

He seemed to have always known how to measure, but even though he knew how to measure, he still confessed passionately.

Now that they were all at the gate, Yan Ruizhi followed him into the park.

This place is newly repaired, and there are not many people, but the facilities are very new, and the green plants are lush, giving a refreshing summer atmosphere.

He Nian followed behind him, occasionally chatting about the company or his own school.

Yan Ruizhi originally thought that after he rejected him, the relationship between the two would drop to a freezing point, but he didn't expect that it would be considered natural now.

In fact, his initial depression disappeared long after He Nian said those words, and Yan Ruizhi knew it well.

When the two got back into the car, He Nian, who was the culprit who kidnapped the boss to skip work, said, "Do you want to go home or go back to the company?"

"Anyway, Mr. Hao is not here today, you won't blame me for skipping work, will you?"

Yan Ruizhi nodded: "Anyway, you will lose your full attendance this month."

"Then I'll take you home?" He Nian said.

"it is good."

Their atmosphere is somewhat similar to before, but there are obvious differences in many places.

He didn't hum along the way, but turned on Bluetooth and played a collection of Rubinstein's Chopin Nocturnes.

The car stopped downstairs, and He Nian got out of the car too: "Then I'll take the subway back, Mr. Yan, you should go to bed earlier."

His tone was very natural. Yan Ruizhi thought about the music for a long time just now, hesitated, but felt too guilty: "Happy New Year."

And the other party seemed to have known about his swaying, walked over and gave him a light hug, only stayed for a second before letting go.

"It's okay, Mr. Yan." He smiled at him frankly, "You don't have to give me an answer so quickly."

"I am very happy to be able to finish what I want to say today."

"It's not a confession," He Nian winked at him, "I hope you will be happier from now on."