I Was Wrong, Please Don't Leave Me

After Xu Shilin dropped out of school, she returned to her hometown without packing her luggage. The roommates in the same dormitory threw all her things in the corridor of the dormitory as if avoiding some bacteria, wishing they could burn them all.

The girl dragged her newly aborted body back home, but she couldn't even enter the house.

Xu's father and Xu's mother were innocent all their lives, but because of her, they were pointed out by the neighbors behind their backs. Xu's mother was even more angry and went to the hospital. The doctor said that the patient was old, and even if he could wake up, he could only spend the rest of his life in bed. down time.

Xu's father blamed all his faults on his unruly daughter. When the girl returned home, he slammed the door hard and shut her out.

Xu Shilin knelt outside the door for a whole day and night, but all she got in return was father Xu's cruel sentence that you are not my daughter.

Neighbors were silently watching the excitement, and many "well-meaning people" stepped forward to comfort her, expressly and implicitly accusing her of being frivolous and not self-loving as a girl.

Xu Shilin was numb after hearing those unbearable words.

For a day and a night, she knew that her parents really didn't want her anymore.

The chest seemed to have been torn open with a big hole, the bloody nerves were connected to the fragile heart, and it hurt when the wind blew.

Xu Shilin never thought that this place where she lived since she was a child, which she thought would be a safe haven for the rest of her life, would hold such great malice towards her.

In the early morning of the third day, the girl dragged her thin body into the thick mist.From beginning to end, I never looked back.

Alone and penniless, Xu Shilin didn't even know where she should go. When she fainted beside the trash can, she even thought in her heart: It would be great if she just died like this.

But God did not hear her heart.

When she opened her eyes, Xu Shilin looked at the blackened and peeling wall covering on the ceiling, her eyes were empty.

"Yo, are you awake?"

An indistinguishable male and female voice sounded from the side, which was the aftereffect of smoking cigarettes for many years.

Xu Shilin turned her head to look, only to see a scantily clad woman leaning against the door.The other party folded his arms around his chest, and a slender lady's cigarette was held between his fingers with bright red nails.

After seeing her wake up, the woman raised her slender eyebrows: "When you wake up, get up and eat quickly, and get out after eating."

The other party's words were not polite, and there was an unstoppable disgust on his face with exaggerated makeup.

Xu Shilin didn't move, but turned her head slowly, like a puppet that lost its soul.

The woman was a lady who worked in a bar in the red and light district of the urban area. She would never have thought that just because of a momentary soft-heartedness, she had created a trouble for herself that she couldn't get rid of.

From midsummer to late autumn, the girl she picked up from the trash can has lived in her house for two full months.

"Sister Fang, please introduce me to a job."

In the early morning, when Sister Fang returned home, smelling of alcohol and exhausted, she saw a girl in a checkered suit standing under the lamp, looking at her quietly with a pair of dark eyes.

"Didn't you work well in the cake shop?" The woman took off the black coat, revealing the red low-cut dress underneath, and her fair neck was bruised and purple.

Xu Shilin looked away unnaturally, and her soft voice could not hear any emotion: "I quit."

Sister Fang frowned, and didn't ask any further questions, but said, "I do have a job, but it's not something a good girl like you can do. Do you want it?"

Xu Shilin raised the corners of her lips lightly. The girl in her twenties seemed to have experienced the vicissitudes of her life.

"As long as I can make money, I can do anything."

Sister Fang looked at her, her eyebrows twisted into a ball.

After a long silence, the woman said, "Okay, I'll go to work tomorrow, you can go with me."

"Ah."

The next day, Xu Shilin really went to work with Sister Fang.

After living for 24 years, Xu Shilin set foot in this place that she had only seen on TV for the first time. She was so nervous that she didn't know where to put her hands and feet. She was like a puppet on a string throughout the whole process, and would only follow behind Sister Fang. .

Sister Fang took her to the manager of the bar, flirted with the man in his 40s for a long time, and then entrusted her to him.

The job Sister Fang mentioned was to let Xu Shilin sell alcohol in a bar. The basic salary was very small, but there was a commission. Every time she sold a bottle, she could get a [-]% commission from it. The more expensive the wine sold, the higher the commission. many.

Anyone can sell wine. What Sister Fang said is not suitable for Xu Shilin is not because she can't sell it, but because of her delicate and lovely appearance, she is destined to not work peacefully.

Sister Fang thought that the girl would not be able to hold on for a week at most, but she did not expect that the other party really persisted. This sale lasted for 13 years.

The people in the bar left one after another, and the manager changed twice. With more than ten years of experience, Xu Shilin has grown from a girl who can only sell alcohol to a well-rounded lobby manager. Innocence, nothing remains in such a chaotic vat of dyeing.

At the age of 35, Sister Fang met a man who treated her well. She left the bar and followed him back to her hometown. Before leaving, she gave the bracelet she had worn for many years to the man who just turned 30 two days ago. The woman told the other party earnestly that the bar is not a good place after all, so it is better for her to leave early.

Xu Shilin looked at the only woman in front of her who was kind to her, her eyes were red, and she nodded with sobs.

On the day Sister Fang left, she sent the two of them to the train station, and secretly put an envelope full of money into the other party's bag while the woman was not paying attention.

Except for a little living expenses, all the money she earned over the years was sent to her family.

Obviously living in the same city, Xu Shilin never went home to see it once, not because she didn't want to, but because she didn't dare.

I heard that my mother can now walk a few steps in the yard with a cane, and my father's body is still in good health... It is enough for Xu Shilin to still hear these news.

After Sister Fang left, the woman's life, which was originally uneventful, became even more like a pool of stagnant water.

If there was no accident later, she would resign at the age of 40, find a quiet and peaceful place to open a cake shop, do some things she likes to do, and maybe find a partner to spend the rest of her life with, if the other party Do not despise your own words.

Xu Shilin thought very well, and even made plans for the future, but accidents always come in such a way that people are caught off guard.

She didn't expect that at her mid-mature age, she would be targeted by others.

The moment Xu Shilin realized something was wrong with her body, she panicked.

She suppressed the feeling of turbulence and arranged the work in hand, then hurried away with her bag, wanting to go back to that small house that gave her a sense of security, but when she pushed the door open, she fell into the A pair of familiar eyes.