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The New Year's Eve party is very lively, but there probably won't be too many people to see it. There are activities everywhere in Ancheng today, and you can watch fireworks on the South Bank.

But he couldn't ask Ji Sinian to go now, and even if he did, he probably wouldn't.

Breaking up is breaking up, even if they often get together to eat and run, but these are all based on the fact that he has not crossed the line that both of them know well.

Ji Sinian's always agreeing to his invitations is not a compromise, but a response.

You want to tell me you haven't left yet, I know, and I won't leave either.

But that's all. Ji Sinian has his own bottom line.

Xie Hang waited at the gate of 209, looking down at the calendar.

Since that phone call, Zhao Changqing hasn't looked for him again, and Xie Cheng disappeared from his life again.

I don't know if their divorce is complete or not, but he will always unconsciously think of the child Zhao Changqing mentioned.

The child is estimated to be ten years old this year, and he was about the same age when he was manipulated by Xie Cheng's strong desire to control.

That day Zhao Changqing said that it was because the child was found playing truant, which didn't sound like a lie.

So even if there is no genetic disease, Xie Cheng will still get sick when he should.

Xie Hang leaned against the wall and closed his eyes.

He's not in the same situation as this kid.At that time, he knew about Shen Rong, and the little fear in his heart was infinitely magnified, and he didn't dare to speak out or resist.

But this child will only become more violent and rebellious, and the age of ten years old is limited by many factors. There is also an upper limit for rebellion. If it really breaks through the upper limit, I am afraid that the result will be bad.

"Let's go." The door of 209 opened, and Ji Sinian walked out.

There are more people staying on campus tonight than expected. When they went to the auditorium, they had already missed several programs. The front row was full, and only the back row had sporadic seats.

On the stage, a man and a woman are holding a guitar and playing and singing.

Ji Sinian froze for a moment, they were singing Zhang Zhenyue's "Intersection".

He once sang this song in KTV on Xie Zhou's birthday.

The lights in the auditorium were turned off, and the stage lights focused on the two figures in front of the microphone, and there were fluorescent sticks shaking under the stage.

The boy's voice is very gentle, and the tone is eloquent, and the singing tells a story.

"Love is a black hole, distorting everything I have, I want to love you but lost myself."

Ji Sinian suddenly felt that this song was very suitable for kissing, but unfortunately he just missed this opportunity when he heard it twice.

He sat down slowly and loosened his scarf.

Learning to love is really a difficult subject, he didn't learn it well, and neither did Xie Hang.

"Deep in the mud, no one can save me, and the phone is full of messages you once left."

He turned his head and looked at Xie Hang's hand that was hanging down casually, his knuckles were a little red from the cold wind outside.

If Xie Hang hadn't taken the initiative from the very beginning, they would probably lose contact naturally from Christmas day.

He should shed tears, just like on Christmas Eve in that hotel that smelled of cheese and sweet potatoes, he could cry and wet a pillow towel in one night.

It is strange to say that a person who seems to be peaceful in love forever, and who seems to agree to start a relationship just because he confessed his love, is more like a lover after breaking up.

Someone touched his arm, Xie Hang leaned over, his voice was very soft, but it was not covered by the sound of music.

"Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year." Ji Sinian smiled and asked in a low voice, "When will you go back?"

"It's not decided yet, let's go after the exam, No. [-]." Xie Hang said.

Ji Sinian said: "Then we have to wait another day, Yin Bo will pass the exam on the tenth."

"Yeah." Xie Hang looked at the stage, propping his head on his arms.

Ji Sinian resolved a very embarrassing question very naturally.

The tickets to go back are about to be booked. At first they came together, but now it is an unavoidable question whether they should go back together.

No matter when to ask, it would make the scene a bit difficult to describe, so Ji Sinian simply arranged it directly and unilaterally made the decision for Xie Hang.

It was only after nine o'clock when the party ended, and they were destined not to stay together until midnight this year, so they bought some supper at the commercial street and went back to their respective homes.

When he returned to the dormitory, Bai Yuhui was alone in the room, wrapped in a down jacket, standing on the balcony and making a phone call.

Ji Sinian sat down, pulled down his collar and took a look.

Xie Hang took a bite on his collarbone on Christmas Day, and it has been red for four days, until now the traces are gradually disappearing.

Scratching him with a hoe will make him heal within a day, but Xie Hang can gnaw him like this!

The balcony door was pulled open, and Bai Yuhui was stunned when he saw him.

"Didn't go out for the New Year's Eve?" Ji Sinian sighed seeing that he looked uncomfortable.

"Well, she's home." Bai Yuhui hesitated to speak.

Ji Sinian glanced at it when he remembered filling out the form before, and he was indeed a local.

"You...you didn't go either." Bai Yuhui still asked, but he was very uncomfortable, and immediately got busy after speaking, trying to disperse the silence in the room with his busy voice.

Ji Sinian listened to him jingling for a long time, and suddenly said: "I broke up."

I don't know what kind of basin fell from the cabinet all of a sudden, and it hit the white tile floor with a crisp sound, followed by a series of splintering sounds.

Bai Yuhui even ran after Pot for half a step, and the room regained a deathly tranquility.

"Did you just...separate?" Bai Yuhui squeezed out every single word.

Ji Sinian said, "Christmas Eve."

It was only at this moment that he realized that he had always wanted to say it.

No matter how much the two of them whitewashed their faces, something was always changing, and he couldn't really pretend that nothing happened.

When they were together, he was doing the mending alone, and when they broke up, it was Xie Hang who was doing the mending. They both knew that there would always be an end to such days.

What will we do when that day comes?

"Christmas Eve?" Bai Yuhui turned to look at him in surprise, "But I've seen you two often stay together these two days."

"Hmm." Ji Sinian rubbed his face, not knowing how to explain to him.

But Bai Yuhui didn't seem to want to hear his explanation, and he was caught in a tangle by himself. After a while, he said, "Can I ask a question? If you don't want to answer, you don't have to answer it."

"Ask." Ji Sinian took a sip of water.

"Is Luo Yan chasing you?" Bai Yuhui lowered his voice, as if he was afraid of being heard by the opposite door.

Holding the water glass, Ji Sinian was stunned, and it took a long time before he said, "Who is Luo Yan?"

Bai Yuhui was silent.

Ji Sinian looked at him standing in place with a basin in his hand, and felt that it was necessary to add an explanation to the above: "We broke up not because of relationship problems."

"I know, that's not what I meant." Bai Yuhui cleared his throat, scratched his faded yellow hair, "That's the one, the one from the Chemical Institute, the one who always looks for you, boy."

Ji Sinian was really interested this time. In the past two days, his whole heart was almost flattened and he rolled up Xie Hang. He really didn't pay attention to other people: "I don't remember this person, who is it?"

"In their experimental class, every time you went to find Xie Hang, the boy who came out to give you a schoolbag." Bai Yuhui said.

"Ah." Ji Sinian remembered, "But isn't that Xie Hang's schoolbag?"

Bai Yuhui sat next to him with a stool: "I didn't talk about bags, I just talked about that person."

"Damn." Ji Sinian had a big question mark brewing in his eyes, "How did you know about this?"

"Isn't my girlfriend the monitor of their class?" Bai Yuhui said, "Luo Yan made it public...well, it's made public. My girlfriend said that she was sure about this kind of person, and Luo Yan did it on purpose."

Ji Sinian's heart of gossip has overcome the shock of eating melons and eating his own head, so he leaned closer and asked in a low voice: "What kind of public law, everyone knows?"

"Those who add him on WeChat should know that, sometimes they send some chat records, which are suggestive." Bai Yuhui also moved his head closer, as if plotting something, "Have you seen him again these two days? "

Ji Sinian lowered his voice again: "I haven't noticed it, I haven't looked carefully every time. But when he came here two days ago, he seemed to say a few words to me... Fuck me!"

He suddenly remembered something, raised his head and met Bai Yuhui's eyes, and was about to speak when someone knocked on the door suddenly.

When Xie Hang opened the door, he saw such a scene.

The heads of Bai Yuhui and Ji Sinian were almost touching, and they immediately threw their heads back, and Bai Yuhui almost fell off the back of the chair.

The two looked at him in unison.

Xie Hang nodded to Bai Yuhui, walked in calmly, and put a pair of gloves that Ji Sinian left on him on his desk.

Then turned away.

No matter how hard Ji Sinian exerted himself, he would have lost his waist, and cursed silently at the closed door.

The distress that has never appeared since the breakup permeated at this moment.

Xie Hang can naturally see what Bai Yuhui's girlfriend can see.

He probably knew that Luo Yan thought of him a little differently, but he never told him.

Xie Hang's non-stop brushing his sense of presence these days is not for this reason, is it?After the breakup, there was no reason for being jealous about it, so I could only use Zhou Yingfan's banner every time.

The more Ji Sinian speculated, the more he felt that this was not something Xie Hang would do.

But if you think about it carefully, it is indeed his character.

Xie Hang's possessiveness is very strange, sometimes he can't even see the slightest clue, and sometimes it is so powerful that it makes people afraid.

For example, I like to give him necklaces, bracelets and various things that can be worn on the body, such as kissing or sometimes like to grab people's hair.

But he quite enjoyed the possessiveness.

He likes the feeling of being needed.

After New Year's Day passed, it was time to accelerate into the winter vacation. The exam week was a bit long, and I was soaking in books every day.

The book is also memorizing one book and one book is missing. The last teacher draws the key points very honestly, and they are basically memorized questions. Ji Sinian walked out among a large number of people who handed in the papers in advance, and had the illusion of walking out of the college entrance examination room .

The local Bai Yuhui packed up his things and left that night. Zhong Tao played him a Spring Festival prelude and sent him all the way to the stairs.

This year's New Year is very early, and I passed the Laba just after taking the exam, and the taste of the year that was deliberately ignored after the exam was even stronger, Ji Sinian felt that Zhong Tao was about to make dumplings in the dormitory.

In the festive and lively atmosphere of 209, Ji Sinian spent the most relaxing two days of this semester.

Yin Bo's face was haggard due to the trauma of the final exam, but he was still in high spirits because he would be going home soon for the New Year, and he worked hard to look radiant.

This was the first vacation after going to college, and Yin Bo even brought back some special products, although they were temporarily bought at the station as a pretense.

From Ancheng to Changze all the way to the south, the mood on the return trip was happier than when he came here. Ji Sinian didn't sleep, and kept looking out of the window with his chin on his hands.

He knew that Yin Bo must have seen something.

When they got in the car, Xie Hang was at the back, Yin Bo stood by the side and waited at first, thinking that Xie Hang would go in and sit in the middle next to him.

But after Xie Hang put the luggage on it, he walked away, not knowing whether he went to the bathroom or where to hang out.

Ji Sinian sat by the window and looked at him: "Sit down."

Yin Bo raised his eyebrows.

"Don't be so hypocritical." Ji Sinian said.

"I'll let you explain when I get back." Yin Bo gritted his teeth and said.

The three of them tacitly did not mention this matter all the way, and no one ate instant noodles.

It was already two o'clock in the afternoon when we arrived at the station, and Ji Sinian received a WeChat message from Ji Jianan, saying that he and Yin Bo's father were in the parking lot.

He finally remembered to ask Xie Hang: "How are you going?"

"Subway." Xie Hang pulled up the mask, "Let's go."

"Okay." Ji Sinian nodded.

He seemed to want to say goodbye, but in the end he didn't say anything.

Xie Hang stood there watching the two of them walk away before taking out the vibrating cell phone.

Xie Zhou: "Four o'clock parent-teacher meeting, I'm in the third and second class of high school, don't go wrong again, it's on the second floor, it's on the second floor!"

Xie Zhou: "Forget it, I'll call you at [-]:[-]."