Curve driving

Sometimes people are unlucky enough to drink cold water and stuff their teeth. Ji Sinian was hit hard on the bridge of the nose by Bai Ben, which made his nose sour and almost shed tears.

Today is a day of shame in every sense of the word.

Seeing his tearful appearance, Nian Xia couldn't bear it anymore, and stood a few steps away, feeling a little at a loss when she thought about it, Ji Sinian looked at her, and couldn't care less about the pain: "It's okay."

After he finished speaking, he felt that these words seemed to be covering up, and even this injured leg seemed to be pretending to be miserable, but Nianxia just followed suit and said on the spot: "It's okay to let you go out alone, except to cause trouble. If you still cause trouble, you will come back to live today, those things... and then slowly figure out a way, you are not allowed to go out and run away!"

Think of a way, what can you think of?

Ji Sinian let go of his strength, slowly straightened his legs and sat on the sofa, without answering the words.

A fluffy head came to his hand, and Ji Sinian touched the head of the hoe casually. The puppy wagged its tail and looked at him eagerly.

Ji Sinian hugged the little golden retriever.

He has to do something with his hands now, such as holding the dog, or flipping through the book, and he clearly knows that he is escaping again.

That day Ji Jianan said: "You are, are you really responsible for your life? Do you think you are a great adult after taking the college entrance examination? This road is not as easy as you think, isn't it? Two jokes blurted out during the rebellious period!"

Ji Sinian really wants to ask, why can't my life and my sexual orientation be parallel, but must choose one of the two?

In the end he didn't ask.

In fact, he didn't expect their reaction after coming out to be so big.When they were in high school, the three of them took a taxi and heard the taxi driver talk about a gay love triangle in the high school next door. Ji Jianan and Nianxia kept their expressions from the beginning to the end. Si Nian always thought that their acceptance was high enough to accept the fact that he came out.

Things are always different when they happen to you.

The dispute that day ended with Ji Jianan's "Calm down yourself".

Ji Sinian didn't close his eyes all night, Ji Jian'an asked him to calm down, but he clearly made the decision after calm consideration, coming out after the college entrance examination was the best time he could think of, if he waited for college Besides, according to Nianxia's temperament, she would definitely want to think wildly that someone in the university had brought him into trouble, and the more she thought about it, the more she blamed herself, thinking that it was her, a mother, who didn't spend much time with her children.

Maybe at that time he had enough time and capital to fight this tug-of-war, without having to go to Yin Bo's house for refuge, and he didn't have to be a tutor to make money, but he wanted to minimize the damage to his parents as much as possible.

"Your mother is talking to you!" Ji Jianan said to him.

Ji Sinian couldn't avoid it, he stared at the ears where the hoe was buried in the white hair, and whispered, "Got it."

Ji Jianan cleaned up the dishes with his back to him, the dishes were stacked together and clattered, and he didn't know if it was intentional: "First raise your legs, if you can't see you for a day, you can't do it."

Every time, Nianxia would build a step for the father and son by herself, and her own dead duck was stubborn.

This time Ji Sinian wanted to save face but couldn't go on anymore, dragging his injured leg, he really had nowhere to go if he didn't go home.He originally thought that he would at least have a cold war with his family until August, but he didn't expect that the fall would be a blessing in disguise, and his financial problem would be solved directly from the root.

This development was really unexpected and disrupted all his plans.

The most important thing is...he didn't go to the part-time job in the haunted house even once, if he quit directly, it would be too disrespectful to Yin Bo if he didn't say anything else.

Ji Sinian sat on the edge of the bed with one leg crossed, and typed a line: "Hello, Boss Wang, I regret to inform you..."

The educational level of the graduates of the college entrance examination has dropped precipitously.

After thinking about it, he still called Boss Wang. Sometimes words can't convey the emotion he wants to express in detail. Don't let Boss Wang misunderstand that he is passive and sabotage.

The bell on the opposite side rang several times before someone picked it up. Listening to the loud background music, Boss Wang should be looking at the shop in Wanda: "What's the matter, Xiao Ji?"

Ji Sinian tried his best to briefly summarize his injured leg in a regretful tone, then listened to the other side's silence for a while, and said: "It's okay, let's forget it, I also recruit hourly workers here, you can come to me again when you need it. "

Ji Sinian thanked him, but still keenly noticed that Boss Wang seemed to have something to say.

"Is there any inconvenience?" He asked.

Boss Wang didn't stop this time, and replied politely, "No."

If not, there will be none.

Ji Sinian tapped his cast leg, feeling a little upset for no reason, and called Yin Bo again, and told him about the matter.

Yin Bo's voice fluctuated from time to time, and he didn't know what he was busy with: "It's okay, that Boss Wang is a client of my father's nursing home. His grandfather was hospitalized these days, and he begged my father to change to a single room, so I introduced him to him. He will accept any number of part-time workers."

"I'm really honored." Ji Sinian smiled, "Why are you so busy?"

"There is an old lady who is difficult to deal with. If she is going to die these days, she has to notify her family members in advance, and the family members are also very difficult to deal with. I won't mention it. I have a chance to meet and talk—hey!"

Ji Sinian heard a crackling sound from the opposite side, and he immediately sat up straight: "What's wrong? Yin Bo!"

"Hey... ouch, thank you, it's okay... hey, hello?"

Hearing that his voice was normal, Ji Sinian probably wouldn't be hit by a car like him, so he breathed a sigh of relief: "Hurry up and be careful."

"I'm talking with my phone on my head tilted. I didn't step on it when I went downstairs, and my phone slid out when I moved my arm. Okay, I'll hang up, chat on WeChat." Yin Bo put the file box on the ground and responded casually , hang up the phone.

He knelt down and hugged the file box again, and looked up at the person who helped him pick up the phone: "Thank you."

"It's okay." The man was wearing a peaked cap with the brim pulled down to cover his eyebrows and eyes, a medical mask, and a crossbody bag outside his black shirt, which looked full.

Xie Hang went straight to the single room on the third floor.

The corridors are so quiet that you can hear needles drop. This nursing home likes to grow green plants very much. The outer walls are covered with creepers along the water pipes. In the small courtyard, gravel is used to create a scene of high mountains and flowing water. However, the mountains are not high and the water is stagnant. Thank you Air doesn't like to watch.

Grandma's room faces the sun, but when he stood outside the door and looked in through the glass, the room was still dark and unclear. The curtain seemed to be firmly welded to death. At first half a year later, when Xie Zhou came, he would open it easily. They found that grandma was a little afraid of light, so no one moved the curtain.

Xie Zhou was sitting by the bed. Grandma didn't talk to her, but stared at the painting on the bed without moving.

Originally, Xie Zhou was the only one who came today, but he was worried, so he came over to take a look.

He couldn't judge his grandma's state at this time through the glass, so he had to send a WeChat message to Xie Zhou first: "I'm here, can I go in?"

The phone in Xie Zhou's hand should have been muted, but the moment the news came, she and grandma looked down at the phone screen at the same time.

Xie Hang suddenly felt tightness in his chest.

He took off his peaked cap and mask, and the smell of disinfectant entered his nostrils. He took two deep breaths, letting the pungent smell pour into his lungs, as if he could wake up a little more. When he looked up, he saw that Xie Zhou had come over to give He opens the door.

"Brother, she can't hear me." Xie Zhou said in a low voice, "But it doesn't look like she is hallucinating, she hasn't talked to herself all the time, what's going on."

Xie Hang let out a long breath, and walked slowly to grandma's bed.

The ward was tidy and tidy. There was a finished bowl of soup on the bedside table. Grandma was sitting upright on the bed, with a haggard figure, forming a terrifying silhouette against the background of the light curtains.

"Grandma." Xie Hang called out, only to realize that his voice was trembling.

Xie Zhou tugged at the hem of his clothes, and he closed his eyes forcefully. A cloud of indescribable emotions crowded his throat and chest, making him unable to breathe or exhale.

He does this every time he visits grandma.

He couldn't tell whether it was because he saw his mother's shadow from his grandma, or he saw himself and Xie Zhou's future.

It seemed that he was the one who was shackled and imprisoned in this dark ward, trapped in a treacherous illusion that could never escape.

"Xiaohang." Grandma said.

It seemed that he hadn't heard his grandma's voice for a long time, and the short words were fleeting. He was a little slow to recover, but he didn't hear anything clearly.

"It's me." Xie Hang said.

There was a faint pain in his ankle - two circles of old, long-growth scars, and when he closed his eyes, he seemed to be able to see the dark toy room when he was a child.The toy room, the shackles in Xie Cheng's hands.

Grandma slowly turned her eyes to look at him. Her face was well maintained, without any creases or wrinkles. At first glance, she couldn't tell that she was an old man who was nearly eighty years old. A smile was brewing in her eyes: "Have you applied for college?" ah?"

It's the same as the old people in ordinary families care about their grandchildren, there is no difference.

There is no difference.

Xie Hang couldn't feel himself talking, and his throat seemed to be covered with a layer of glue: "I applied, I applied to Ancheng University."

"Good boy." Grandma giggled, went to get the soup that had already been drunk by the bedside, and drank the empty bowl unconsciously, "Ancheng University, a good school, your mother graduated from this school."

Seeing that Xie Hang's fingertips were trembling, Xie Zhou leaned over and patted the back of his hand lightly.

Only then did she realize that she was already sweating in the palms of her hands.

"You're tired, talk to me all afternoon." Grandma put down the bowl, passed Xie Hang, and stared at her hand, "Go back and rest, grandma is fine."

Grandma is fine.

For so many years, Xie Hang has watched his grandma gradually become what he is now.

At first, it was just nightmares, but within two years she developed auditory hallucinations. After her first uncontrollable seizure, Shen Rong sent her to a nursing home.

In fact, Shen Rong should have sent her here long ago.

Xie Hang sat on the chair in the corridor, propped his elbows on his knees, held his head and tried his best to calm down his breathing.

Every time he thought his grandma was getting better, he would be beaten back to his original form by the surveillance video provided by the hospital. This small ward made it impossible to escape, and the screams could not be diffused, hovering in it for a long time, and the curtains blocked him. Cut off all light.

He couldn't escape, and neither could Xie Zhou, no matter how calmly Shen Rong hid the medicine she was taking, no matter how Xie Zhou played an ordinary high school student who needed to go to cram school, they couldn't escape.

How can the things that flow in the blood be wiped clean?

he does not know.

Xie Hang's hands and feet were cold, and the nursing home made him feel terrified. It was the fear of the established fate where he could see his head at a glance. He was terrified of seeing himself who would repeat the same mistakes at some point.

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(not bloody)