Curve driving

"Sweaty and windy after playing, I have to stay in bed tomorrow." Ji Sinian said.

Xie Hang parked the car in front of him: "Take you out to play."

"Where are you going?" He reached out and rubbed Xie Hang's face, pulling the scarf a little higher.

"walk around."

The Christmas atmosphere in Jinzi Square is even more intense. The pedestrian street is crowded with people, and the shops along the street are pasted with colorful decorations. It is so lively that even the cold wind cannot blow in.

The definition of this casual wandering is really casual wandering in the literal sense, but Ji Sinian likes this kind of aimless wandering very much.

You can mix in the crowd unscrupulously, put your hands in Xie Hang's pockets, and bump your shoulders and legs while walking.

Taking the street full of people as a space to escape, all anxiety becomes negligible emotion.

In the middle of the pedestrian street, there are several small jewelry shops lined up in a row. The decoration is exquisite. The shop on the farthest side is very small, and there is a huge Christmas tree at the door.

Hui Cun memory.

It sounded like some kind of experience hall, Ji Sinian turned his head to look, the small shop was empty, only a narrow staircase leading to the second floor.

He squeezed Xie Hang's hand in his pocket: "Go and have a look."

When I got closer, I found that the first floor is not empty. The left wall is embedded with a layer of glass shell, which hangs newspapers from the 80s to the present. The right wall is covered with post-it notes. The decoration is very similar to a milk tea shop. .

The stairs are very narrow, and there is a line of crooked small characters written on the wall at the corner.

"At the beginning, it is extremely narrow, but only then can you understand people. After walking for dozens of steps, you will suddenly become enlightened."

Ji Sinian walked up again, and the second floor suddenly opened up.

The walls and floor are made of smooth marble, and when the lights are turned on, it looks extraordinarily bright under the radiance.There is a peach tree reaching to the ceiling at the top of the stairs, which really seems to be imitating the story of Peach Blossom Spring.

The small counter was placed under the peach tree, and a little girl smiled at them: "Welcome to Huicun Memory Experience Hall."

On the second floor, several young couples are strolling, and the wall on the first board says "Send to Tomorrow".

Below is a row of cabinets, and the time is posted on each small cabinet.

"Do you want to write one?" Ji Sinian wanted to open a small cabinet to have a look, but found that it was locked and couldn't be opened.

"Scan the QR code to pay." Xie Hang pointed to the tip next to the cabinet, "You can scan it any day you want to send it to."

"Damn, the romance is greatly reduced." Ji Sinian smiled and took out his phone.

Although he felt that this thing had a certain IQ tax component, he really wanted to send something to tomorrow.

"When do you want to send it?" Xie Hang looked at him.

"I don't know." Ji Sinian thought about the small cabinet for a while, "Choose a good day, the week before New Year's Eve, January 1th. Do you want to write too?"

"Yeah." Xie Hang and he swept the same cabinet.

After paying, the door of the cabinet popped open with a snap, and there were already several written letters inside.

"Actually, we can only pay once." Ji Sinian said, "Miscalculation."

The letter paper is a platinum color, with silver flower buds printed on the edge of the paper.The music box next to the small cabinet jingled to music, and Ji Sinian wrote stroke by stroke.

"Xie Hang in twenty days' time: hello."

The pen stopped here, Ji Sinian turned his head to look, Xie Hang was filling in the address on the back of the letter paper.

He retracted his gaze and slowly wrote "I miss you very much".

Yuyue Longmen Community, [-]th Floor, Unit [-], Building [-].

Putting the envelope into the cabinet, Ji Sinian sighed.

He didn't know whether the two of them were still together when Xie Hang received this letter, and if they were no longer together, would Xie Hang still be willing to read this line of writing.

The experience hall is not big, but each section is very interesting, and there is even a coffee corner for afternoon tea. Before leaving, the girl at the front desk gave each of them a small bell with a bow.

Going shopping is a good way to spend time. The joy of passers-by is very contagious, making people smile when they see it.

Accompanied by Christmas songs and reindeer stands everywhere, Ji Sinian smiled unconsciously all afternoon.

It's just that occasionally he will be hit by a sudden sense of detachment, and the surrounding voices will fade a lot in some moments. He holds Xie Hang's hand, and his heart hurts like being pinched.

The pedestrian street became more and more lively as the night wore on. They drove through the crowd at a slow speed in a parade car, and when they reached the end, they turned around and found the street of Longding Hotel.

Ji Sinian took a baked sweet potato with cheese that he just bought, and turned to look at Xie Hang.

"Huh?" Xie Hang showed a pair of eyes from the scarf, and lowered his head slightly.

"I won't go back tonight." Ji Sinian said.

Xie Hang just looked at him, and said after a while: "Okay."

He walked in front and pushed the revolving door of Longding Hotel. The lobby was lit with resplendent ceiling lights, and he looked more majestic than the last time he came.

This time there is no VIP, so I can only open the standard room honestly, but maybe the last time the thief was caught was so memorable, the girl at the front desk still remembered them and gave a coupon for entertainment in the hotel.

Ji Sinian stood a few steps away, watching Xie Hang chatting with several waiters at the front desk.

There are obviously many hotels on this street, but they all walked into this five-star hotel by coincidence.

When he said "I won't go back tonight", I could see some emotions in Xie Hang's eyes changing.

Although he didn't want to admit it, he could feel that most of that emotion was sadness.

Xie Hang guessed what he was going to do tonight, Xie Hang was sad.

The location of the room is very good. When you open the curtains, you can see the pedestrian street with neon lights under your feet.

Ji Sinian ate the cheese sweet potato bit by bit with a small spoon, watching the man shrunk into a black dot quarrel with another woman with a small black dot.

It should be arguing, after all, the actions are very rude.

It wasn't until the two parted ways that the sound of water behind him stopped. Ji Sinian squinted his eyes and saw Xie Hang coming out of the bathroom from the reflection of the glass.

From the moment he stepped into this room, his whole body automatically froze, cutting off all random thoughts, and letting his thoughts float in the air.

As long as you don't think about it, everything that is not practical can be attributed to empty meditation.

He walked up to Xie Hang, dragged him to lie down on the bed without saying a word, and kissed him with his eyes closed.

His heartbeat lost his sense of existence, Ji Sinian didn't dare to open his eyes, today's kiss had no skill at all, it seemed that it was just to hold back the tears that gushed out.

He didn't expect to shed tears, but when he actually got to this point, most of his emotions were very uncontrollable.

Rubbing the corners of his eyes lightly with one hand, he realized that closing his eyes could not stop the tears at all.

Xie Hang pressed against his ear and sighed.

Ji Sinian hugged him tightly, and the game coins on his chest hurt a lot.

"Don't cry." Xie Hang opened his mouth, as if his throat was tightly blocked by cotton.

Every drop of tear fell heavily on his heart, and he couldn't feel any emotion for a while, only the uncontrollable heartache under the numbness.

Ji Sinian stood up and looked at him, tears still hanging on his chin.

"You know what I'm trying to say, right?"

Xie Hang was silent.

But Ji Sinian didn't need his response, maybe he was more afraid of hearing the answer, and immediately followed up with the last sentence: "Xie Hang, are you tired?"

Tired?

Xie Hang didn't know what to say, but the current situation seemed irreversible no matter what.

Ji Sinian did not miss this answer.

"You said before that it will take some time." Ji Sinian said, "But... our way is wrong. Xie Hang, what we need is... time to separate."

He spoke very hard, every pause was like a blunt knife, and when it was pierced into the heart, it hurt even the limbs.

"Can you understand what I mean?" Ji Sinian gritted his teeth and insisted on finishing in one breath, "It's not that I want to break up, it's that we... need to break up."

He himself was in a fog, and wanted to add a few words but didn't know where to start.

Xie Hang remained silent, but Ji Sinian knew he would say "yes".

Just like when he said "give it a try", Xie Hang also said "yes".

"What about waiting until you don't need it?" Xie Hang asked.

Ji Sinian moved his fingers and loosened the bed sheet that was twisted into a flower.

He even froze for a moment before trying to understand what he meant.

They "need to break up", they need to re-open the distance, squeeze in some sense of proportion, and start to run in from scratch.

This is the "time" Xie Hang needs when walking out, instead of pulling him out with one hand and the other leg stuck in the hard shell, the progress that the seedlings encourage is all false prosperity, radiant bubbles It breaks with one poke.

A little bit of grievance that Ji Sinian suppressed in his heart rushed out unconsciously: "When I need it and when I don't need it, I have the final say?"

It's not that he has the final say, he doesn't know when he will "not need it", or even if there is such a "no need".

He was afraid that Xie Hang would shrink back into the shell, and he was also afraid that Xie Hang would go further and further away after earning it out.

"Then when I don't need it, can I chase you again?" Xie Hang reached out to wipe the tears on his face.

This question made Ji Sinian's head hurt, so he nodded.

Like the time in the dark backstage lounge, Xie Hang hooked the necklace around his neck and pulled it down.

Ji Sinian was dragged and leaned down behind him, pressed the back of his neck and kissed him.

Only then did he realize that although the crying just now was not intense, there was also some lack of oxygen, which became more obvious during the kiss.

Xie Hang kissed very seriously, his lips slowly slid down to bite his Adam's apple, then slid to his collarbone, and took a hard bite.

This slight pain made Ji Sinian feel hot all over, he dazedly wiped his eyes, thinking about breaking up.

Xie Hang let him go after biting, and said in a low voice, "Okay."

I took advantage of the last minute of catching the title of boyfriend.

Talking about breaking up is indeed a very energy-consuming thing, and Ji Sinian even felt a little relieved after saying it.

How to face Xie Hang in such a relationship is a big problem, but his mind, which has been floating in the air all night, no longer has the strength to deal with excess emotions, so he just lay down beside him, not even knowing when he fell asleep. Do not know at all.

Xie Hang covered him with the quilt, pulled the pillow under his head, and turned off the lights in the room.

The neon lights outside the window shone in and reflected on the wall. It was almost midnight, and Christmas was coming.

He went to the bathroom, closed the door, and looked at himself in the mirror.

The nerves that had been tense slowly relaxed, like a rubber band that had been stretched for too long lost its elasticity, and I was confused and at a loss.

A large tear fell with a patter.

He still made Ji Sinian sad.

Xie Hang squatted down slowly, shaking his hands and hugging his head.