Curve driving

The door is actually neither sound-proof nor light-proof, Xie Hang leaned against the wall, chaotic human voices and faint music came in, and pale yellow light leaked through the gap of the door, reflecting on his face.

Ji Sinian held his shoulders tightly, looking at him with this glimmer of light.

On the stage, the eliminated contestants were being bid farewell, and a Cantonese song was playing.

His hands were tightly bound, and he tried his best to suppress his shortness of breath, without saying a word.

Xie Hang also looked at him, and suddenly stretched out his hand to open his collar.

Ji Sinian stood there without dodging, Xie Hang's fingers lightly brushed across his skin, and hooked out the necklace he had hidden in his white shirt.

A pierced coin hung from a thin chain.

Something was stuck in his throat, Ji Sinian saw him lower his head and stroked the game coin, and suddenly felt a little sore in his nose.

He wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say.

The light and shadow outlined Xie Hang's face with sharp edges and corners, which turned into a few fine bright spots in his eyes, and Ji Sinian tightened his hands uncontrollably in a daze.

The movement from the bottom of my heart wrapped around my body, and my ears were covered with a layer of fog, except for my heartbeat, I could only hear my own increasingly messy breath.

When his arm was a little numb, Xie Hang's hand holding the necklace suddenly exerted force, forcing him to lower his head and get closer.

A movement broke the stalemate of the undercurrent, Ji Sinian leaned over and kissed him.

This kiss became the outlet for all the restlessness in the past few days. The stamina of excitement and tension from the arena has not dissipated, so he moved a little violently.

He didn't even taste the touch, the piercing pain exploded along his mouth, and his teeth smashed hard on the ulcer in his mouth.Ji Sinian immediately took half a step back and covered his mouth: "Damn..."

Xie Hang was stunned for a moment, and was about to turn on the light when he turned back, but was stopped by Ji Sinian's arm, he gritted his teeth and said, "No, finish the kiss first."

"Is your ulcer okay?" Xie Hang slightly tilted his head when he leaned over, and asked with a smile.

"It's okay." Ji Sinian couldn't help sighing, the ambiguous atmosphere was half gone, if he didn't continue, he wouldn't be able to catch up with the emotion just now.

Xie Hang leaned forward, lowered his head and kissed her.

The kiss was carried out very hard, up to the point where the mouth was close to the mouth, and if it went a little deeper, you could feel Ji Sinian gasping in a low voice.

Finally Xie Hang smiled and let him go.

Ji Sinian propped his arm over his shoulder against the wall, and fumbled for a while to turn on the light.

His eyes, which were used to the darkness, closed subconsciously when the light came on, and he felt Xie Hang sticking close to him again.

The sensory perception that disappeared for a short time in the bright environment rushed back instantly, and the warm breath and the touch between the lips made him a little dizzy.

"Don't kiss me anymore." Ji Sinian finally stepped back and whispered against the tip of his nose, "It hurts too much."

He looked at Xie Hang, as if his mind had stopped, not knowing what to say.

There were two knocks on the almost negligible door, and then a staff member was heard saying: "The awards are ready!"

Xie Hang was still holding his hand, his eyes were downcast, his Adam's apple was rolling and he was about to speak, when another shout came from outside the door: "Queue up first, and go on stage after the line up!"

"Let's go." Ji Sinian rubbed the corner of his mouth with his fingertips, "Don't make people wait, your father is playing big."

Xie Hang looked at him, finally smiled, opened the door and walked out.

The cafeteria duo was standing at the door, seeing them coming out and saying hello, Ji Sinian touched the coin hanging around his neck, but didn't put it back into his clothes.

After a short interval of more than ten minutes, the state of mind when I came to the stage again was completely different.

He and Xie Hang stood side by side, facing the cameras and flashlights under the stage, inexplicably showing a lightness buried under the sense of satisfaction.

It's hard to say where this unreliability came from, maybe it's the intimidation of intimate relationships exposed to the spotlight, maybe it's... some kind of uneasy mood displayed by Xie Hang himself.

Ji Sinian didn't know which movement or eyes he felt it from, but he could feel it.

It was past ten o'clock in the evening when the competition was over. After the game ended, Dong Yue called the canteen duo and a few contestants to have supper, and called at the door of the lounge: "Ji Sinian, are you going?"

Ji Sinian packed up the equipment and handed it to the staff, and said to her, "I'm not going, I have an appointment with a friend."

Each contestant gave a small bouquet of flowers, Ji Sinian put the flowers in his bag, and tilted his head to Xie Hang: "Let's go."

"Your friends are still waiting for you in the auditorium." Xie Hang followed him to the side door of the auditorium.

"Yin Bo will take them away." Ji Sinian pushed the door open.

He kept walking in front, and while walking, he thought about where to go to talk about their current situation, and finally decided that sitting by the river was the most suitable place.

If the talk breaks down, you can break up on the spot.

There were not many people at Zhizhi Lake at night, and several benches were empty, so Ji Sinian picked the one closest to the lake and sat down.

"Let's have a long talk." Xie Hang sat next to him.

Ji Sinian frowned: "What's the smell?"

"Someone is smoking." Xie Hang looked at the bench diagonally behind.

A long-haired man with a cigarette was sitting on the bench, and a large bouquet of flowers was placed on the chair.

"I can run into him no matter what." Ji Sinian felt a headache seeing him now.

The man squinted at them too.

Xie Hang turned around: "The flowers given in the competition should be wholesaled from plastic branches, the boss will deliver them."

But now it looks like he is waiting for someone.

"You..." Ji Sinian finally opened his mouth, "Did you never think about falling in love? It doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman."

This question is expected. After all, if you want to start the topic, you have to spread a few words around the previous story. Xie Hang smiled: "Yes."

He didn't even have friends before, so there was no love to talk about.

Ji Sinian hesitated: "Then don't mention this to Xie Zhou, she is preparing for the college entrance examination, so don't be distracted."

"She already knew." Only then did Xie Hang understand what he wanted to talk about, "You don't have to think about these things."

"I've known what it means?" Ji Sinian took out the cigarette stick from his bag, thought about it and put it back, "Forget it, let's explain later, my mind is a little messed up now."

Xie Hang was silent for a while, and then said: "You don't need to think too much about this, the only people in my life who need me to explain to you are Xie Zhou and my mother, if you are with me..., it will put you under pressure..."

"Your words are exactly the same as that scumbag's quotations." Ji Sinian interrupted him, "You don't need to know my friends, anyway, we will break up sooner or later, you don't need to consider disclosing it to my relatives, anyway, we can't get there Yes. If you dare to say these words, I will kick you into the lake."

"That's not what I meant." Xie Hang smiled and pressed the corners of his eyes, "I meant to say..."

"You don't think we're suitable, do you?"

Xie Hang paused, he really didn't want to say this, but it was indeed a question he had thought about before.

Although it would be inappropriate to answer "yes" at this moment, he didn't want to muddle through the matter with rhetoric.

He looked at Ji Sinian, and finally nodded slowly: "Yes."

Ji Sinian raised his head and leaned on the back of the chair: "Yin Bo said the same before, and I thought so at first, but now I realize that it's not all true."

He turned his face sideways, and the wind blew a few strands of hair across his eyelashes: "It's not that we are inappropriate, but you think we are inappropriate, so we become more and more inappropriate."

The words were a bit convoluted, but Xie Hang could still understand.

It is indeed such a truth.The more he cares about it, the more he will worry about gains and losses, but Ji Sinian is a person who needs a sense of security very much.

At the end of July, Ji Sinian stayed at his house for one night. On that day, Shen Rong and Xie Cheng had a quarrel in the nursing home, which made him upset, and he returned home very late.

He's not the type to deliberately hold things back, he's just used to digesting things by himself for so many years, and he doesn't want to have so many dirty things between him and Ji Sinian, so he didn't say much.

But Ji Sinian was a little angry that day. Although he didn't show it, he locked himself in the room when he slammed the door. Even a fool could feel Ji Sinian's aggrieved feelings.

Of course, Ji Sinian didn't want him to prepare everything in detail, and he didn't really want to listen to him talk about "my day". He might just want to say "I'm busy today, so I'm late".

But no matter how many times he knocked on the door and added "good night", he didn't say it the moment he entered the door.

The difference between him and Ji Sinian is only this door, only this sentence, but there is an insurmountable difference between them, they are like a pair of mismatched mortise and tenon joints, although they are trying to get closer to each other, they still can't fit perfectly There is always a gap in the sky.

Xie Hang doesn't have the feeling of being a fan of the authorities, he can clearly understand that the problem lies with him.

Because Ji Sinian always seems to accommodate him, move a doll to see if he will not like it, talk about Lucky Beads and understand his hesitancy, even if he likes him, he can't like him to the fullest, You have to think about whether he will be disgusted and whether his sister will not accept it.

玉盐

Xie Hang felt sorry for him like this, so he tried his best to take the first step out of the cocoon-bound cage, but every step he took seemed to have thorns, he was afraid that he would stab Ji Sinian, so he could only be caught by this kind of person again. Powerless stuck in place.

Every step is accompanied by uncontrollable pain. Those worries and burdens on his body have been haunting him for too long, and he needs time to adjust himself.

"Give it a try." Ji Sinian said, "I don't want to wait until later to regret not saying these four words. Give it a try, don't think... whether it's suitable or not, don't think about anything other than feelings, just talk in love."

He was a little nervous after speaking.

The fragrance of flowers in the backpack filled the air with the evening wind, and after waiting for a while, Xie Hang handed him his bouquet of flowers.

"I didn't intend to mention this at first, but in the end you had to come here to vaccinate yourself." Xie Hang straightened the petals, "It should be me who said this, let's try it."

"Damn, you're still wronged." Ji Sinian breathed a sigh of relief, took the bouquet of flowers, stared at it for a while before saying, "With your bad temper, I thought I would be declined."

Xie Hang looked at him, smiled and said, "I wanted to talk about it two days ago, but I was delayed by other things."

Even if the unreliable feeling still exists, Ji Sinian still has a momentary illusion when looking at the lake with the wind blowing, as if all the problems in the world will be solved easily, and some friendships will last forever.

"What's the first step in a relationship?" he asked.

"Don't take the first step, I've already mentioned the first step before the confession just now." Xie Hang stood up, facing the light of the lake shore.

Ji Sinian looked at him, and his heart, which had finally calmed down, started beating fast again.

"We have to start from the first step." He also stood up and picked up his bag. "You don't have class tomorrow, then we..."

"Yes." Xie Hang said, "I have an experimental class in the afternoon."

Ji Sinian cursed, and changed his words very smoothly: "Then I will send you to class, and then pick you up after class, should this be the process?"

"Yeah." Xie Hang laughed and sighed, and walked back slowly with his arms around his shoulders, "Let's go, go back and see your fans and friends."

"They..." Ji Sinian then remembered that Yin Bo would have to talk to him in a while, and this person should have understood everything when he saw his necklace in the auditorium.

And he really wanted to chat with Yin Bo.

Before he left, he looked back and found that there was another person sitting next to the boss of the plastic branch, and he seemed to be a man.

"That person is his...brother?"

Xie Hang also took a look, "brother" picked up the bouquet of flowers, couldn't see what he said, and then threw the flowers into the trash can.

Ji Sinian opened his mouth: "Damn it."

Xie Hang blocked his sight, and tightened his arms to lead him forward.

After walking several meters away, he said, "Don't throw my flowers when you go back."

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(The story of the boss without vice cp plastic branch is next door, and the portal is in the comment area)