Curve driving

The hesitation on Bai Yuhui's face was too obvious, Ji Sinian looked directly at him, and waited for a long time without waiting for the next word.

The first learning task in the new semester, I have time to go to Yin Bo's class, and learn how to analyze the meaning of these people's facial expressions.

Bai Yuhui scratched his yellow hair, walked back and sat on his chair.

Ji Sinian jumped to the ground and opened the balcony door, Zhong Tao asked quickly, "What are you going to do?"

He asked too urgently, Ji Sinian even went through the dos and don'ts in his mind when going to bed, and there was no outrageous rule about not being able to enter the balcony at night.

He said truthfully: "Dry it."

Zhong Tao let out an "oh" and realized that he was overreacting a bit, but he was still nervous, so he thought for a while and said, "I'll blow it off too."

Both Zeng Yu and Bai Yuhui looked at them.

Ji Sinian finally separated a few of his tense nerves from Xie Hang's body to the dormitory, and later realized that the atmosphere in the room was a bit weird, did something happen during the time when he left from the welcome party?

He glanced around, then turned and walked directly to the balcony.

Zhong Tao immediately followed and leaned against the fence with him.

Below the balcony are several leafy tree crowns connected together, through the gaps in the leaves you can see the students walking past.

Ji Sinian tilted his head with his cigarette stick in his mouth, and the lights in the room reflected his side face.

Zhong Tao looked at him in a daze, and said with some embarrassment: "Ah, you came out..."

"Smoking." Ji Sinian put his eyes on the canopy of the tree again, and blew out a puff of white mist, which dissipated slowly in the not-so-cool late summer night, "I can't smoke indoors."

"Oh." Zhong Tao's outstanding social skills plummeted, and he seemed to be a little out of touch, so he said dryly, "It's also in the house... Anyway, atomized smoke has no smell."

Who said there is no taste, and some people think that rose flowers have a strong smell.

Ji Sinian lowered his head and smiled.

Zhong Tao's speechless state lasted for a long time, probably because he suddenly discovered that his roommate not only had a friendly appearance on the surface, but also had a cold face when he was in a bad mood, and he couldn't find a topic when he picked it up.

Although Ji Sinian's appearance on the surface is not very friendly.

"Is something wrong?" he asked.

Zhong Tao shook his head, and said before leaving: "You can take a look at our school forum."

forum?

His first reaction was that someone took a picture of him and Xie Hang handing flowers affectionately, but then he immediately denied it. No one could be so boring.

Ji Sinian took out his mobile phone and checked the forum with his tourist account. There was nothing special about it. Then he entered his student ID and changed his student path. As soon as he opened it, he saw the top-ranked hot post. There were already more than 300 posts. Replied.

A boy in Nanyuan committed suicide.

Ji Sinian looked at the title, his fingers froze in the air and he didn't click on it.

“[Small chat] When this post was sent out, I should have been gone.”

He pressed the lock screen and felt a little palpitation.

When they returned to the house, Bai Yuhui was no longer there, and Zeng Yu and Zhong Tao turned their heads to look at him at the same time.

Ji Sinian sighed: "You don't have to worry about those... I'm really fine."

It's really easy for these people to think too much. He didn't act too strange tonight, and he could think of it all at once.

Even if he jumps, he can't jump from the second floor. His left foot has just recovered.

It was not appropriate to say this, Ji Sinian chose to shut up.

That post was like a heavy weight on his heart, he couldn't explain why, but he just felt flustered.

He didn't click on the post until he was lying on the bed after the lights were turned off.

"I know there will be people who will say that I don't want to die and I want to spread anxiety, but there is a high probability that this post will be reviewed and deleted before it is made public, so maybe you are the only one of my readers. It doesn't matter, I just don't want to say something I'm holding back. For the sake of following the posting format carefully even in my last letter, don't destroy it right away."

Ji Sinian turned over.

"Actually, I shouldn't have come back to school. I regretted it just now, so I went back to the dormitory and packed up my luggage before leaving, lest my roommate feel uncomfortable seeing the relic. I apologize to my roommate here, I am very sorry."

"I can't hold it anymore. Don't feel sorry for me. Before I left, I went to eat the most expensive western food in Ancheng, which I had been thinking about for a long time but didn't have the money to eat. I was very satisfied and had no regrets."

"Actually, the doctor diagnosed me with no suicidal tendencies before, and I really didn't think much about it at the time, but it was hard to let go of this kind of thought. I couldn't help myself. I was too tired. I didn't want to be unable to eat and sleep every day. I can’t wake up, my whole body hurts, and I’m always inexplicably crying.”

The fluorescence of the phone hurts the eyes, so Ji Sinian raised his hand and pressed it.

"It's 24:27 in the morning. I wrote these paragraphs. It seems that my mind is clearest in the past six months. Since I started taking medicine, my memory has declined too much. I wake up every day and feel groggy. It's [-]:[-] soon, it's my birthday, it's too late, let's not talk about it."

"The following is the conclusion. The acknowledgment part of my undergraduate thesis quotes a somewhat clichéd sentence, which I use here to give to all my friends who are struggling in life: I hope someone loves you."

When Ji Sinian refreshed again, he found that this post had disappeared.

Instead of "Post Deleted", it's "Admin Locked".

A few very calm last words, but a flash in the pan smashed some inexplicable things in his heart.

Ji Sinian pressed his face against the pillow.

He had a messy dream. In the dream, there were lights and music at the welcome party, and there was smoking oden. The auditorium shrank and distorted into a running high-speed train. Fog shrouded it.

In the second half, Xie Hang was standing on the rooftop, holding a pink rose flower in his hand, and his feet were covered with pills, medical records and plush toys. He just looked at him like that, and then fell backwards.

Ji Sinian couldn't even take a step, his legs seemed to be filled with lead, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't catch the hem of his clothes, he kicked hard and landed on something hard, "hum" There was a loud bang that made him want to vomit, his eyes suddenly went dark, and he woke up.

Ji Sinian was panting heavily, and it took a long time for his eyes to focus. In the dormitory, only Zhong Tao's bed curtain was lit. Zhong Tao lifted a corner of the bed curtain and looked at him with a vocabulary book.

"What's wrong?" he asked mouth-to-mouth.

It seems that he really stepped on some iron pole on the bed just now, and made a loud noise.

Ji Sinian was stunned for a while, then slowly sat up, wanted to shake his head only to realize that he had slept on his stomach all night, his neck was so sore that it was about to break, so he had to wave his hands instead.

He took out his phone to check, it was six twenty.

209 usually sets the alarm clock at 06:30. After washing up and eating breakfast slowly, he can arrive at the classroom 10 minutes earlier. At this point, the other two roommates have not woken up yet.

Pain slowly appeared in the ankle bone, Ji Sinian grabbed two handfuls of messy hair, and calmed down his beating heart bit by bit.

Only then did he feel the cold sweat on his back. After a while, he climbed out of bed, found new clothes to change into, opened the door and went out to wash.

From waking up to having breakfast, to driving a shared bicycle to the teaching building, and watching Zeng Yu pick up a cup of coffee in the building with a blank expression, the last few people found the classroom together and chose a front row to sit down.

He was in a free state from the beginning to the end.

Ji Sinian is very familiar with this state. It was like this for a while before the college entrance examination. He couldn't think of anything. He watched people come and go like a revolving lantern in front of him, but he just couldn't think clearly. forget.

This is summarized by him as a protection mechanism automatically triggered by the body when he wants to escape.

But even if you restrain your main consciousness and don't think deeply about some things, they will appear in your dreams at night.

Damn it, I will go to Yin Bo tomorrow to borrow that dream analysis book.Yin Bo scolded Freud every day for being nonsensical and reasonable, and now he really wants to see what kind of nonsense it is.

Bai Yuhui didn't sit with the three of them, his girlfriend was next to him, and the two of them sat in the back row.

"That's great." Zeng Yu flipped through the textbook, "It's so touching, if I have a class that doesn't go to eight, I won't get up when the king of heaven comes."

"The most touching thing is the one in Renjia Huayuan. There are not many classes without classes." Zhong Tao held up his mobile phone next to him, recorded a small video of the lecture hall, and explained, "This is the first semester of this semester." One class, such a big classroom, that is a projection device, it looks amazing..."

chemical courtyard.

Ji Sinian lay on the table, thinking wildly that if she and Xie Hang were in the same class, maybe they could use a class schedule.

set a...

Can he ask Xie Hang directly?

Let me take a look at your class schedule—it should be a very common question.

Students came in one after another, Ji Sinian looked around, and found that there were more girls in the school.

He was fiddling with his mobile phone in boredom, and said to Zhong Tao: "Send me the video you just recorded, and I will forward it to my mother..."

Ji Sinian's words were cut off in the middle of his mouth, and a new message entered into his WeChat.

Xie Hang sent him a document.

Without even thinking about it, he clicked on it, and it turned out to be the registration form for the Six-Dimensional League.

"Have you sent it yet?" Zhong Tao subconsciously glanced at it. Ji Sinian was lying on the table with his mobile phone in his hand and didn't avoid people. He directly saw the registration form he clicked on the interface of his mobile phone.

"Ah, this, are you going to participate?" Zhong Tao asked, "Zeng Yu and I are planning to register. Anyway, the preliminary competition is online, and the comprehensive test will be added to participate."

Maybe it was hidden in the words "we formed a team but didn't tell you", after Zhong Tao finished speaking, he coughed lightly, showing some embarrassment that he tried his best to hide.

Ji Sinian felt tired because of him, and worked hard every day to maintain the harmony in the dormitory. In fact, he didn't really care about these things, and he wasn't as difficult to talk to as Zhong Tao imagined.

Judging from his incomplete observation and the limited time spent together, Zeng Yu and Bai Yuhui are both very unique, and he himself is of course also. Zhong Tao doesn't need to work hard to develop a dormitory into inseparable brothers. It is enough not to cause conflicts.

"Yeah." Ji Sinian nodded, "I'm going with my friends."

Facing Xie Hang's chat box, he sent a sentence after a long time: "When will you finish class?"

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Can't stop at this stage!Continue to rush tomorrow