Curve driving

"If there were not so many people just now, I would have asked." Ji Sinian said

Xie Hang stretched his legs and looked at him with his arms resting on the back of the chair: "I wouldn't tell if I asked just now."

"Why?" Ji Sinian said back, "Your posture seems to be warning me to keep my mouth shut, or be careful not to get beaten."

"Otherwise, why do you think Song Wei didn't tell you?" Xie Hang said.

"Damn?" Ji Sinian really believed it for a second, and it took a while to realize that he was joking with him, "You're almost there, you didn't know him at all before."

Xie Hang smiled.

The cabinet-type air conditioner used in the hall, the cold wind blows loudly, and blows violently in one direction.

The corner where the two of them were sitting happened to be swept by the cold wind. They had been outside for too long just now, and they didn't feel it at first when they came in. Now they sat for a long time, as if they were in Siberia.

"He went through the back door because his aunt is the head of our grade group." Xie Hang said, "The school knows a little bit about my family's situation. It's because of a brain problem."

Ji Sinian was stunned: "Fuck me?"

Xie Hang looked at him.

As if the gas stove was ignited all of a sudden, Ji Sinian felt his anger pouring down, and he almost stood up from his chair with unbelievable anger, "Hasn't he been beaten for so many years?"

Xie Hang retracted his arms and sighed: "If I told you just now, would you have just gone straight to beat him?"

"I don't know, anyway, I really want to hit him right now." Ji Sinian gritted his molars, feeling that even the cold wind was going around him, as if he had fallen into the East African Rift Valley, "Then what? Someone Believe it?"

"I don't know, it doesn't matter." Xie Hang said, "It's not a lie."

"Is this a question of authenticity? Isn't this just telling someone about me..." Ji Sinian bit the tip of his tongue.

Isn't this the same as someone saying that I like men?

Although it is not a lie, but no one wants to be known by everyone, it is still under the condition of being forced to make it public.

Xie Hang said it lightly, if it was someone else Ji Sinian would think he was forcing a smile, but when it comes to Xie Hang, it can be seen that he really doesn't care.

He doesn't care what others think, anyway, he doesn't need to respond to the kindness or malice of the outside world, he doesn't need friends, he doesn't need to socialize.

Ji Sinian has long felt that Xie Hang's style is very different, but this is the first time that he has experienced it so clearly.

He didn't think much about this matter before, after all, he couldn't empathize with what Xie Hang experienced, and it was difficult to understand some of his thoughts, so he thought it was just his attitude towards life.

Just cool.

But this state is very wrong.

Very sick, self-enclosed from the bottom of my heart.

That shell was too hard, even though Ji Sinian had seen him when he was the most out of control, and had listened carefully to his confession, he could still feel a kind of guard against people thousands of miles away.

He doesn't want to be understood.

"Do many people know?" Ji Sinian calmed down, suddenly feeling uncomfortable.

Of course many people know, even Song Wei knows.

He doesn't speculate on others, but Xie Hang is the No.1 resident guest, there will always be a few people who can't eat grapes and say grapes are sour, even if they don't believe it, they will follow and spread a few words.

"It's quite a lot." Xie Hang said, "But he has indeed been beaten."

Ji Sinian didn't feel happy when he heard it, he was so blocked that he couldn't speak, and he was afraid that Xie Hang would notice it, so he tried to be more natural: "Who is so happy?"

"Xie Zhou." Xie Hang lowered his head and smiled, "She called a few people next door and beat him in front of everyone at the school gate."

Ji Sinian laughed for a long time, closed his eyes: "Your sister is really different from you."

"Beatings, some parents at the door planned to call the police, they ran away after the beating, and ran in three ways, and no one was caught in the end." Xie Hang added.

"Hey, I remembered, why did I seem to have heard about this?" Ji Sinian turned to look at him, "Did she find Yin Bo at the time? He had a lot of connections. I remember Yin Bo Called a lot of buddies, said to go to the experiment to pretend to be forced."

"Huh?" Xie Hang also laughed, "I really don't know, she never tells me what she does."

Ji Sinian braced his knees and thought for a while: "It should be, or how she found me to be a tutor, it was Yin Bo's cram school who led the way."

After finishing speaking, he sighed: "Then I have to thank Liu Wei, without him we would not have known each other."

Xie Hang looked at his profile, was silent for a while, and suddenly said, "Don't you wear glasses when you practice driving?"

The topic changed too quickly, and Ji Sinian's thoughts got stuck for a moment, and he couldn't tell whether he really wanted to ask or was just talking awkwardly.

He pinched the bridge of his nose: "Your topic is too sudden."

"I just remembered it suddenly." Xie Hang turned his eyes away.

Ji Sinian was not even surprised that Xie Hang found out that he was short-sighted, and said as usual: "I won't wear it after the college entrance examination, and it doesn't have much degree, so I can see clearly."

The broadcast sound in the room was relatively clear, and it was no longer accompanied by those noises. A dozen people's names were called.

People in the hall stood up one after another and walked to a small door. A staff member stood in front of the door, holding a stack of ID cards in his hand, and was meeting people one by one.

The seat in front of Ji Sinian became vacant, and he quickly stood up: "Change, this place blows my cervical vertebrae to pieces."

After going back and forth like this, when he lowered his head, he found that Xie Hang's ankle was tied with a red, black and gold intertwined rope, with a small gold bead strung on it.

"Lucky beads?"

"Huh?" Xie Hang glanced at him and saw that he was staring at his ankle, "Yeah, it's something from many years ago, it was left to me by my grandma."

Ji Sinian looked at it for a while, and saw that the texture of the transfer bead was not like spray paint, it should be pure gold, and a small flower was carved out of it, and it was hard to tell whether it was a four-leaf clover or a lotus.

I haven't seen him wearing it usually, and the rope is just enough to cover the circle of scars.

"Xie Zhou asked you to bring it." Ji Sinian said.

"Not used to it." Xie Hang nodded.

Ji Sinian felt indescribable.

This fortune bead should have a lot of background. If he had such a bead, he would definitely wear it every day. It is not superstitious. It is good for comfort. Everyone wants to make life smoother.

He figured out where Xie Hang's bodhisattva aura came from.

Xie Hang really has no desires or desires. To put it bluntly, he is half dead, and he doesn't even bother to struggle. His life is purely pushed by time. He has no goals and dreams, and he will not be distressed by setbacks or happy by luck.

Ji Sinian couldn't bear it, and after a while he said: "Put it on, it's very good. I'll fix it later, too?"

"I'll take you to buy it when I have time." Xie Hang's voice was a little weak.

When I heard this, it meant that I didn't want to talk.

Ji Sinian leaned back in his chair and watched the commercial.

It is estimated that Shen Rong and Xie Cheng didn't know their son that well, they could analyze his mood just by listening to his tone.

It's ok, at least Xie Hang's psychological bottom line has been touched, this transfer bead is the end, and it can't go in anymore.

Really tired, Xie Hang.

The advertisement showed that you have to turn on the turn signal when crossing the road. Ji Sinian looked sleepy, the days without a mobile phone seemed like years, and he was able to chat with people just now, but now he is fine, and he has lost all interest in chatting.

Xie Hang should go chat with Yin Bo, a few words can strip his underwear off.

As soon as Ji Sinian let himself go, he would think wildly, and he didn't have the energy to figure out what other people were thinking, so he drifted aimlessly along this line of thought for a while.

Yin Bo is very good at chatting. This "very good" is not very good at answering, provocative, flattering, etc., but in the literal sense.

It should be a skill evolved after spending a long time with his father and the doctors in the courtyard.

The first time Ji Sinian saw Yin Bo's ability was during the winter vacation of his sophomore year, the day he found out that he was gay.

In fact, it is not difficult to find out, but he has never thought about it. What he thinks is that he has not met someone he likes, this person is more attractive, and that person is not to his liking. In short, he can think of any nonsense reasons. Come out to explain why he is more interested in men.

During the winter vacation of the second year of high school, he was attending an English cram school in Xueersi. A foreign movie was shown during recess. When the hero and the heroine were kissing, many people in the class were booing. He watched it calmly. They almost lost control when they sniped each other with machine guns.

That's a rival in love!The kind who is so red-eyed that he runs for his life with a knife and a gun!

Ji Sinian didn't notice his abnormality at first, but Yin Bo asked him later.

"Would you like to chat?" Yin Bo said to him at that time.

Now that I think about it, I am very grateful to Yin Bo, otherwise he would have been entangled in the college entrance examination because of this matter.

The college entrance examination put him under too much pressure. If he had a layer of self-doubt and constant denial about his sexual orientation, he would probably be a mess in the college entrance examination.

"When are you going to report?" Xie Hang said.

"31st." Ji Sinian collected his thoughts, "I start school on September [-]nd."

There are still ten days left.

The three-month vacation has passed by like a stream. Now that I think about it, it's a pity. I didn't do anything. Most of the time was spent in the coach car, and the remaining half was lying on the bed to raise my legs.

It would be great if I could just close my eyes and go back to the day when the college entrance examination ended.

"Hey, you are going to college, what about Xie Zhou?" He suddenly remembered.

Xie Hang said as a matter of course: "Live by yourself."

Once again, Ji Sinian felt that he and the siblings would not be able to live together: "She is a senior in high school! She cooks breakfast, lunch and dinner all by herself?"

"Eat in the cafeteria." Xie Hang said.

Ji Sinian looked at him, and said for a long time: "You two won't live like this forever, will you?"

"Otherwise, what should I do?" Xie Hang also looked at him.

"Let's find an aunt to come. I usually save cleaning the house, and it's not that I don't have money to hire."

Xie Hang smiled and said, "Do you think that a family who will install a surveillance camera in their own home will invite an outsider?"

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Year: (He means I am not an outsider)