Curve driving

When Ji Sinian said in the morning that he wanted to go home, he really wasn't fooling Xie Hang, he was indeed planning to go home.

After all, it's a bit naive to always run away from home.

The embarrassment he was struggling with was a bit hypocritical. He really didn't have the confidence to talk about it with a pair of conscientious and excellent parents. This... was something that they couldn't accept.

Yin Bo seemed to be out of touch, he didn't answer the phone calls, he didn't reply to the messages, Ji Sinian put the nursing home for a while, thinking all the way how to chat with Nian Xia later without falling apart.

I have to apologize first, it's definitely not right to stay out at night every now and then.

Unexpectedly, he didn't think of a second choice all the way to the door of the house, so he decided to adapt to the situation.

Ji Sinian took a deep breath, silently recited "Don't lose your temper" twice, took out the key and opened the door.

Nian Xia was sitting on the sofa, meeting his gaze.

"mom……"

"Where did you go last night?" Nian Xia interrupted him with obvious anger in her voice.

Ji Sinian was taken aback, and blurted out that he wanted to say that he was at a friend's house, but then he thought about what he said before leaving that day was going to Yin Bo's house, so he said along the way: "Yin Bo's house."

Nian Xia stood up abruptly, and stepped in front of him: "You were not at Yin Bo's house yesterday!"

"Did you ask him?" Ji Sinian sighed, trying to explain, "Yesterday I..."

"The two of you are wearing a pair of trousers, and he still hides it for you! Where do you need someone to hide it for you?" Nian Xia excitedly turned up the volume, but she still tried her best not to show anger.

"I'm at a friend's house. I stopped in after dinner with my friend yesterday..."

"After eating a meal, you go with him? What kind of friend, you have a better relationship with Yin Bo, why don't I know?" Nian Xia tried her best not to get angry, and she was swallowed when she asked her questions. I have done ideological construction for myself, and I have to hold back and not lose my temper.

Ji Sinian didn't understand why she was so angry all of a sudden. He broke his foot three or four days ago when he was away from home, and Nian Xia wasn't so angry.

"Mom, why on earth do you think I have... As I said, I haven't been in a relationship, not now, and never before." Ji Sinian felt a little headache, and suppressed every word, "Sit there and say, don't be angry. , I really don't."

Nianxia only felt dizzy for a while, panting for breath and a little lack of oxygen.

She just suddenly felt flustered - she once thought she knew everything about the family, but now she found that what she knew about Ji Sinian was just the tip of the iceberg, and she never knew about most of her son's life.

All growth is imperceptible, just like Ji Sinian grows one centimeter a year, and reads a book in a few days. The daily changes are almost negligible, but after so many years stacked up, she already wants to look up at him.

She never taught Ji Sinian how to face the world outside of school, how could he handle it?

Nian Xia stared at the second hand as it circled around.

"Is Mom not doing well all the time?"

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, there was a burst of sore nose that could not be suppressed. She admitted that the frequency of losing control recently was a bit high.I can't help not getting angry, but I can't help the tears welling up in front of my eyes.

"No." Ji Sinian couldn't see her like this the most, but he was stuffed with a thousand words and didn't know which one to say, so he grabbed her shoulder and patted her, and let out a long sigh.

In fact, he would rather Nianxia lose her temper with her.

The only thing that can be relieved is that Nian Xia's attitude gradually becomes clear, and he can feel that her entanglement point is no longer his sexual orientation.

He has a pair of... very good parents.

"The transfer procedures are all over." Nurse Lin stood beside the mountains and flowing water, flipping through the medical records in her hand, "Xie Cheng hasn't left yet, you will meet him now when you go up."

Xie Hang sat on the wooden chair with his waist bowed, clasped his hands and stared at the pool in a daze.

Nurse Lin handed back the medical records to him, and closed her clothes: "I'm not worried about Ms. Shen, I'm more worried about you. If you go upstairs soon... at least don't make trouble in the corridor."

"I have nothing to worry about." Xie Hang stretched out his hand to take it, and turned aimlessly with his head down.

"You just keep holding back, and when your emotions reach the threshold, you won't be able to hold back." Nurse Lin was so sunburned that she felt her entire face was blackened, and she turned around, "I'm on shift right now, let's go first Already."

"Doctor Lin." Xie Hang called out when she was about to leave, rarely looked over seriously, "Thank you for taking care of me for so long."

Still insist on calling the doctor.

Nurse Lin waited for a while, seeing that he had just shut up, she couldn't help laughing and said, "It's gone?"

"Yeah." Xie Hang also smiled, but this smile seemed a bit forced.

"Okay." Nurse Lin didn't care, put the signature pen back in her pocket, turned and left, "It doesn't matter if you transfer to another hospital, you have my WeChat, you can find me anytime you want psychological counseling. I still say that In other words, your affairs are essentially different from your family affairs."

Xie Hang closed his eyes: "Thank you."

The air smelled of tobacco. I don't know who had sat in this position and smoked.Xie Hang turned on his phone and slowly stood up.

Shen Rong is not here today, he has to go up and have a look, he is worried about leaving Xie Cheng here alone.

He couldn't say whether he hated Xie Cheng or not, it was more of some stress reaction deliberately covered up with hatred.

If Xie Cheng hadn't been there back then, he might not have had such a big problem with genetic diseases.

The smell of disinfectant water in the nursing home swarmed up, and the air conditioner was so cold that people's hands and feet were icy cold. When Xie Hang walked up to the third floor, he saw Xie Cheng standing at the end of the whole corridor at a glance.

With just one glance, the heart seemed to be pinched and twisted.

"What are you doing here?" He choked up in his throat, swallowing down the surging discomfort.

Xie Cheng was still the same as before, with his hair pomaded and pulled back, wearing an ironed shirt, exuding a successful career from the inside out.

Shen Rong said that he didn't look like her.Xie Hang himself knew that his face was more like Xie Cheng.

"Come and see your grandma." Xie Cheng looked him up and down, "He's so tall."

Xie Hang couldn't bear his gaze like this, especially when his gaze stayed on his ankle.

"My mother told you very clearly yesterday that we have no relationship at the legal level." Xie Hang forced himself to stare into his eyes.

"But you are my son." Xie Cheng sneered, and flicked the report card pasted on the door of the ward with his fingers in disdain.

you are my son.

A piece of raving suddenly came from Shen Xiuqin's ward, the illogical and vague words made Xie Hang tremble, as if some switch had been pressed.

A sense of suffocation that was difficult to break free filled the air, fear broke out, Xie Hang took half a step back trembling.

He is afraid of Xie Cheng.

Even if Xie Cheng just stood there calmly at this moment, he would still be entangled in the fear seeping out of his bones. Anxiety crawled all over his body like vines along the soles of his feet, and his tentacles would cover his eyes. He said I can't see, I can't see clearly, and I have to do my best to even breathe.

Nausea, as if being strangled by the neck.

Black and white shadows flashed in front of his eyes, and the world was distorted into an undeveloped film. He seemed to have returned to Xie Cheng's home, to the toy room that had long forgotten the whole picture.

A dark, windowless toy room filled with teddy bears, pickup trucks and chains on ankles.

They were so obsessed with turning him into a normal kid.

It's never the kids who should be normal.

Xie Hang blinked hard, took a few steps back and sat on the chair in the corridor.

"I'm just here to see. After all, I had a big fight with your mother yesterday, so I'll leave in a while. If you look at me and feel uncomfortable, you can leave." Xie Cheng said.

What a lofty gesture.

Xie Hang's voice was a little fuzzy, he wanted to speak, but when he opened his mouth, he felt nauseated and rampant.

The raving in the ward continued, and suddenly the voice became sharp.

What could be considered a sharp tone distorted in his ears and pulled into a sound, which matched Xie Cheng's figure and coincided with his countless nightmares.

He finally couldn't help it, and ran into the bathroom.

"Cough cough... vomit... cough cough cough!"

Xie Hang retched in front of the toilet, but he didn't vomit anything except stomach acid for a long time.

But this vomit woke him up. He wiped the corners of his mouth. Since he hadn't eaten or slept since last night, it's strange to be able to vomit.

He wiped away the tears seeping from the corners of his eyes, and took out his phone with shaking hands.

Ji Sinian sent him a message 10 minutes ago.

"I just found your house key in my pocket. I took it by hand yesterday. I'll give it to you tomorrow?"

Xie Hang sniffed, coughed a few more times, couldn't help but feel like vomiting again.

"Cough...cough...cough..."

His breathing was so messed up that he couldn't adjust at all, and his throat hurt like a pinprick.He knelt down and typed a line of words several times: "I'll get it now."

Ji Sinian replied almost instantly: "Don't! My mother is at home, don't come over."

Probably because he thought this reply was a bit nonsensical, he quickly sent another one: "Anyway, I don't want to stay at home, so I'll send it to you. Your home?"

Xie Hang rubbed his nose, thought for a long time, and then said: "Come to Qiushi Road, last time it was here at Snack Street."

He washed his face, supported the sink, and heard Xie Cheng's voice in the corridor.

"...The family is mentally ill, and the two children can't be saved."

Xie Hang was suddenly a little dazed, suddenly unable to perceive emotions.

He went out, and Xie Cheng paused when he saw him.

Xie Hang didn't give him a chance to speak, and walked up to him.

"Who are you talking about?" His eyes were not focused, and they fell lightly on the collar of Xie Cheng's shirt. The shirt was washed very white, but the collar was a little black.

It should be his current wife on the other end of the phone, who seems to be asking vaguely, "What's wrong?"

Xie Cheng frowned, didn't hang up the phone, turned around to continue answering, but Xie Hang grabbed his wrist.

He finally raised his eyes and looked at him, his eyes were as calm as stagnant water: "Who are you talking about?"

Xie Cheng pointed at him with the other finger, and said indifferently, "Don't think that I don't know that you dare not, let go."

The pulse was expanded infinitely, Xie Hang only felt the whole body resonate, he didn't know if the heartbeat was his own, or it was Xie Cheng's that came from the palm.

Deep fear took root in his heart, and at this moment he had no time to think about other things, and instinctively chose the same extreme expression of extreme fear and anger as he did in the toy room ten years ago.

He punched up.