Curve driving

Ji Sinian asked him if he would regret it, and he said "I don't know".

In fact, how could you not know?He knew too well what it felt like to regret.

But he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart.

Xie Hang knew that Ji Sinian was different from him. Ji Sinian was a person who would never regret anything he did.

—He is not brave enough.

The sudden ringing of the mobile phone broke the apparent tranquility.Xie Hang reflexively crumpled the report sheet in his hand, and only when he lowered his head did he realize that it was his cell phone ringing.

Shen Rong's phone call.

Ji Sinian looked down at the phone in his hand that he hadn't picked up for a long time, and stood up: "Then I'll go first."

Xie Hang didn't answer, he was fixed in place by the caller ID, staring at the screen without blinking, until the ringtone automatically hung up, he remained indifferent.

There was only one person left on the bench, and he arched up, put his arms on his knees, and unfolded the wrinkled sheet.

The above shows Shen Xiuqin's oblique fracture of the lower part of the fibula.

When Shen Rong's second call came, Xie Hang waited for a few seconds before answering.

After the connection, the other side was silent. He stretched out his hand, watched the golden light spot from the gap between the leaves fall on the palm of his hand, and said in a low voice, "Mom."

It seemed that he hadn't heard Shen Rong's voice for a long time, and suddenly felt strange: "I know everything about grandma, I will go back tomorrow, Xie Cheng...will go back in two days."

Xie Hang suddenly lost his voice, and it took him a long time to say, "Okay."

He could feel that Shen Rong had something else to say, otherwise he would not have chosen to call him.But they hadn't had a real mother-son chat with each other for too long, and he was obviously not very interested, so Shen Rong hesitated to speak several times, and finally swallowed the words.

The conversation didn't even end with a "goodbye."

The moment he hung up the phone, he was overwhelmed with exhaustion, mixed with messy things, and he felt a deep powerlessness.

He doesn't even have the ability to handle his own family affairs well, so how dare he let himself do "things he doesn't regret".

Shen Rong should have called Xie Zhou again, and her Wechat was clicked and sent over.

Xie Zhou: "What is Xie Cheng doing when you come back?"

Xie Zhou: "If you don't want to go back, you don't have to go back. Your mother is missing him in this family?"

Xie Hang's mood, which is more tattered than a garbage bag, was amused by this sentence. Before Ji Sinian said that he was capable of cursing people, he did not expect Xie Zhou to be more capable of cursing people. In one sentence, Xie Cheng and Shen Rong scolded people.

Xie Cheng was his father, his biological father, who divorced Shen Rong when he was eight years old.

The reason for the divorce was derailment, and the deeper reason was that Shen Xiuqin was diagnosed with a mental disorder the year before, and Shen Rong was also a little distracted. He felt that his two children would also be mentally ill in the future, so he found someone for his cheating. A reason for peace of mind.

Xie Hang always felt that his father was not a good guy. Shen Rong immediately became pregnant with Xie Zhou after giving birth. He didn't think a good husband could do such a thing.

Moreover, Shen Rong's mental state deteriorated largely because of this.

He hasn't been in contact with this family for a long time, and his living expenses are only charged to a fixed account, and sometimes no one cares about him when he is short of money.

Xie Cheng knew that Shen Xiuqin was going to die. Once she died, all the properties under her name would be distributed to Xie Hang and Xie Zhou. He was planning to make a fortune when he came back.

"I have to go to the nursing home with you on the day he comes back." Xie Zhou sent another sentence, "When you two meet and fight, someone has to fight."

"Are you pulling me or am I pulling you?" Xie Hang replied.

He stuffed the report into his pocket and walked out of the garden.

Shen Xiuqin has sobered up a lot recently, and she was about to commit suicide as soon as she woke up. After two days of fighting wits and courage with an old lady like her, the nursing home still let her take advantage of her loopholes.

Xie Hang could understand her feelings, if he couldn't distinguish between reality and illusion, and was trapped in pain with nowhere to escape day and night, he would rather die.

Euthanasia is impossible, and nursing homes do not do it, not to mention it is not legal.

They didn't want to see Shen Xiuqin tormenting herself like this, but she just insisted on going her own way.Since she made it clear that she didn't want to live anymore, Shen Rong had nothing to do, and no one else could do anything.

No one can do anything but just wait.

Waiting is whether Shen Xiuqin will fall into the illusion of stability forever and never wake up again, or whether Shen Xiuqin's body will finally fail and cannot be rescued again.

Shen Rong did not accept this conclusion, but they all knew that there was no other way.

Unexpectedly, Xie Hang didn't feel sad, but just watched Shen Xiuqin's condition go from bad to worse numbly, and was forced to go to the nursing home every day with unspeakable emotions.

Sitting on the subway to the nursing home, Xie Hang touched the report card in his pocket through the cloth.

He actually didn't want Shen Xiuqin to die.

Out of a very selfish and morbid psychology, he wanted to see everything turn around, for example, Shen Xiuqin would not die, and he would not fall into the same situation one day in the future.

This kind of thought was firmly suppressed in his heart, and he was unwilling to face it squarely.

In this thought, Shen Xiuqin was not his grandmother, and was not even regarded as a "person", but was just used by him as a tool to comfort himself.

If she doesn't die, won't I be sick...?

Can't think any more.

Xie Hang held his head, not to mention the lack of oxygen in the crowded carriage.

The mobile phone in the pocket vibrated twice, it was the three people practicing driving who hadn't spoken for a long time, Ji Sinian asked: "Is it ok to start practicing driving the day after tomorrow?"

The coach patted him.

Xie Hang held the phone, his finger bones turned white with force.

In fact, he had no energy to go to the driving school anymore, but he still said almost subconsciously: "Yes."

He needs to go, or life will fall back to what it was before, monotonous, without any fun, without even a chance to smile.

He needs Ji Sinian very much.

--a friend.

It was two o'clock in the afternoon when we got out of the subway, the ground was steamed to the point of scalding our feet, Xie Hang didn't eat lunch, and felt like a thin crab that only needed to be roasted.

Entering a nursing home is easier than going home, and the mountains and flowing water in the yard are still rattling. As soon as Xie Hang entered, he saw Nurse Lin coming down the stairs.

"Here?" Nurse Lin was stunned when she saw him, "The old man just fell asleep."

Xie Hang nodded indifferently, and went straight upstairs.

At the door of Shen Xiuqin's room stood a boy in a white coat, holding a board in his hand, and was copying data.

The boy had a messy wolf tail. I don't know if he had this hairstyle because he didn't have time to cut it. He looked about the same age as Xie Hang.

Xie Hang had seen him for several days in a row, he didn't look like a doctor or an intern, but Nurse Lin had seen him and asked him, so he should be from the nursing home.

"Family?" the man asked.

Xie Hang nodded and looked at Shen Xiuqin in the glass window.

Shen Xiuqin was indeed taking a nap, but she just frowned, as if she was not sleeping well.

The boy didn't leave, but stood beside him, and asked after a while, "I see you look familiar."

Xie Hang didn't even turn his head, he didn't seem to care about this person's appearance at all, nor was he interested in this topic: "Maybe we met in the hospital."

"Ah..." The boy closed his eyes, flipped through the documents in his hand, his tone was still suspicious, "That's it."

As soon as the words were finished, the boy's cell phone rang twice. He looked down to check the text message. He didn't know what he saw, so he immediately walked aside to make a call.

The sound was not loud, but it was still enough for Xie Hang to hear clearly.

"What's the matter with you? Your legs just happened to be swept out, you're really good."

Xie Hang raised his eyes.

"Come to live at my house? It's convenient... convenient, it doesn't matter. Getting back together... doesn't matter."

Xie Hang turned and left.

As usual, he went to get Shen Xiuqin's health report, and left early without waiting.

Today the boy said he was familiar, but Xie Hang actually remembered that when he was carrying things in the stairwell, he called and dropped his cell phone by mistake, and he picked it up for him.

That evening, he and Xie Zhou met Ji Sinian on the way home, what did he say at that time?

"Stop by the nursing home to help a friend."

friend.

living together.lad.complex.

Xie Hang stood in the courtyard of the nursing home, behind him was a patch of verdant ivy.He looked through the training group, and after replying yes in the afternoon, only the coach bubbled up and made an appointment, and Ji Sinian didn't say anything else.

Suddenly, I felt that these two words were too cold.

He clicked on Ji Sinian's profile picture, and the conversation in the chat box was still a month ago.

Xie Hang looked at it for a while and then turned it off.

I don't know what to say, but I just want to.

He sat down next to the rockery, inevitably a little depressed, and found that he was actually much worse than he imagined.

Whether it's family affairs or other things, he always feels powerless, can't solve what he wants to solve, can't keep what he wants to keep, goes round and round or returns to zero, and everything will come to nothing when it comes to his head.

A few pebbles under the feet have been ground into a beautiful white, shining in the sun, which is a bit dazzling.

——"Then don't even try?"

What Ji Sinian said.

Xie Hang took a deep breath and unlocked the lock screen again.

"Think of a way, how to chat with your teacher?"

Send it to Xie Zhou.

Xie Zhou sent a voice message after a while: "Who is talking, are we talking or are you talking?"

Before he could speak, Xie Zhou followed up with a screenshot. When he clicked on it, he found that it was a chat record from 1 minute ago. Xie Zhou sent a sentence to Ji Sinian: "Teacher, congratulations on your admission to the University of Ontario. Please invite you tonight." Have a meal?"

In just three sentences, Xie Hang read it four times.After a while, he said, "You are awesome."

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I'm late!Continue tomorrow!