The kid next door looked at me on the window sill again

"I told you not to be greedy, but you didn't listen, are you okay now?"

After taking a bath last night, Cen Yue was extremely hot. The air conditioner was turned to the lowest temperature. He lay on the bed with his shirt on and his back on his back. He accidentally fell asleep like this. After taking the temperature, he even developed a low-grade fever, and was scolded by Cen's mother for a while.

"Even if you go to school like this, you still have to sleep on your stomach. I'll call your class teacher and ask for a leave of absence. You take the medicine and sleep, and see if you feel better in the afternoon."

Before Cen's mother left, she turned off the air conditioner, opened the window, and only left a small electric fan for Cen Yue. The hot air blew on her body, and Cen Yue was so uncomfortable that he couldn't sleep. It would be better to memorize philosophy to hypnotize yourself.

"Matter determines consciousness, and consciousness is the response to matter. Neither the existence and development of nature nor the existence and development of human society depend on human consciousness. This objective reality that does not depend on human consciousness is Materiality..."

Sure enough, Cen Yue was feeling drowsy, maybe it was because of the effect of the medicine, but just as he was about to throw away his book and go to sleep, someone suddenly shouted outside.

"Jiang Jinxing—"

It was a delicate, girlish voice.

Cen Yue woke up in a jerk, dragged his sick body to the window, and squatted with his chin on the window sill to look out, like a pitiful puppy.

"Here we come." Jiang Jinxing came out not long after. He opened the courtyard door to let the girl in, and then said, "Wait here for me, I'll get two bottles of water."

"Okay." The girl stood in the yard waiting for him.

It was the first time Cen Yue saw a girl coming to Jiang Jinxing, maybe there were girls before, but Cen Yue didn't see her.

The girl was dressed very fashionable, with long dyed chestnut hair, off-the-shoulder loose short sleeves, and a pair of ultra-short jeans underneath. Because the hem of the short sleeves was so long that it almost covered the shorts, it looked like something was underneath She wasn't wearing any clothes either, revealing her white and slender legs, which were particularly eye-catching.

It's outrageous, how can a girl dress so revealingly?

Cen Yue secretly evaluated in his heart.

He saw the girl standing and dangling in Jiang's yard, looking around curiously, and trying to pull the ivy on the wall. Cen Yue felt that she was very rude, and just wanted to yell at her not to touch other people's things. Jinxing came out of the house, holding two bottles of drinks in his hands, and handed one of them to the girl.

Cen Yue was very familiar with that beverage bottle, it was his favorite lemonade.

"Thank you, how do you know I like lemon-flavored soda?" The girl looked up at Jiang Jinxing and smiled sweetly.

Cen Yue didn't catch Jiang Jinxing's answer, maybe it was "as long as you like it"?

Jiang Jinxing turned his back to Cen Yue's direction, Cen Yue wished that he could turn his head to look at him, but he didn't.

They walked side by side, talked and laughed, and left Jiang's house together.

The sun above his head was still very strong, and the scorching heat was stinging on his body, but Cen Yue only felt cold.

Suddenly, the girl's appearance overlapped with a figure, and Cen Yue suddenly remembered who she was, she was the waitress who worked with Jiang Jinxing in the dessert shop.

In an instant, Cen Yue remembered many details of that day at the dessert shop. At first, these details were covered by Jiang Jinxing's light, but now that Jiang Jinxing's light source is covered, the surrounding situation finally gradually becomes clear——

That morning, when Cen Yue passed by the glass wall for the first time, Jiang Jinxing was mopping the floor while the girl was cleaning the table; when Cen Yue was ordering food at the dessert shop in the afternoon, she settled the bill for Cen Yue. "The Kiss" was just sold out, and she asked Jiang Jinxing to bring cakes from the kitchen; Jiang Jinxing kept joking with her when there were no guests; when Jiang Jinxing was taking a break, she even tried to ask him out for dinner dinner……

Cen Yue left the window sill in a daze, and sat back by the bed, feeling empty.

He subconsciously touched the political book next to his pillow and continued to read it louder and louder.

"Material determines consciousness, and it is an objective reality that exists independently of human consciousness..."

The existence of Jiang Jinxing determines that Cen Yue likes him, but his existence is objective and has nothing to do with Cen Yue's liking.

"Material is independent, independent of human will..."

Jiang Jinxing is independent. He likes girls, has a girlfriend, and will marry and have children in the future. These are all independent of Cen Yue's will.

"Consciousness is a reaction to matter, and wrong consciousness hinders the development of things..."

Cen Yue only saw Jiang Jinxing's kindness and Jiang Jinxing's smile, but actually thinking about it carefully, all these tenderness did not belong to Cen Yue alone.

When Jiang Jinxing went out for a morning jog in the morning, he would smile at every acquaintance passing by, even at the stray cats on the side of the road. These smiles were no different from his smiles at Cen Yue. With qualifiers attached, these are false reflections of consciousness on objective reality.

Cen Yue read the book aloud, his voice became hoarse as he read.

He finally found out what the problem was.

In the beginning, his request was very simple, as long as Jiang Jinxing showed his face in the Jiang family's yard from time to time, he would be able to give him enough happiness.If possible, he hoped that Jiang Jinxing would stay well in the cool and comfortable glass cover, and put it in Jiang's yard, so that Cen Yue could just take a look from the window when he wanted to.

But gradually, he began to ask for more. He wanted to see Jiang Jinxing often, to talk to him face to face, to be alone with him, to be praised by him, to be treated specially by him, to be his only he alone...

Just because Jiang Jinxing didn't refuse.

Everything is Cen Yue's fault, he misunderstood Jiang Jinxing's tenderness without authorization, he was greedy and greedy.

Cen Yue couldn't read the words clearly, and couldn't hear what he was saying.

"Cen Yue, Cen Yue? Let you take medicine and sleep well. What are you doing? You don't study so hard...why are you still crying? Are you suffering so badly? Come on, hurry up and go to the hospital with your mother. "