Reincarnation Prep

Lin Yu's life is just for him, he can accompany her.

Lin Yu knew that Qinglin didn't go back to the next door, because he had already knocked on the door three times. When he arrived at midnight, he lay behind his door and listened to the movement outside, except for the occasional footsteps of unknown people passing by. I didn't hear the door opening next door.

In fact, what Qinglin said in the car in the afternoon did not make Lin Yu unhappy. The reason why Lin Yu has been distracted since then is because he felt that he had instinctively regarded Qinglin as Gu Nanchuan, so he gave birth to such a Thinking beyond identity, wanting to be close to Qinglin, wanting to share everything about him with him, thinking that he is the Gu Nanchuan I think about day and night, but is Qinglin really Gu Nanchuan?

It's just that they look alike, they just happen to live next door, and they just happen to be nice to themselves occasionally, which really doesn't seem to explain anything.But what if, Lin Yu couldn't help but think about the details of Qinglin's body, and think of everything about Gu Nanchuan, every movement, every look, and even the tone of reprimanding himself, all too similar. It was too much for him.

Lin Yu sat on the ground, leaning his head behind the door, thinking of the day before Gu Nanchuan's death for no reason. In the urgent second semester of senior high school, the two of them rarely had to go to school on weekends. Afterwards, the room was filled with various sticky smells. Gu Nanchuan opened the window to let in air. Outside the window, there was a continuous spring rain and a breeze. The teenagers in the room hugged each other.

Lin Yu was lying in Gu Nanchuan's arms. It might be because of the rain, or it might be because their relationship was exposed at school. Lin Yu couldn't help being irritable. to death.

The topic of death is always too foreign and too distant for teenagers, even though they have both experienced the death of others.

But if you really imagine that you will die one day in your mind, you still can't put yourself in the place and feel the pain of parting.

Lin Yushou dishonestly wandered around Gu Nanchuan's waist, but was caught by Gu Nanchuan and put it in his heart. He smiled and said, "Gu Nanchuan, if I die before you in the future, I will be reincarnated quickly. You are here Wait for me for the rest of my life, and after 18 years, I will definitely find you and let you eat young grass."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Gu Nanchuan smiled softly, raised his hand to pinch Lin Yu's cheek, and said with a smile, "You won't die early, you will live to old age in peace."

"Then you must stay with me." Lin Yu looked at Gu Nanchuan and said.

Gu Nanchuan looked at Lin Yu's clear and deep eyes, and did not answer him, but said to Lin Yu: "If I die before you, I hope you can live well, and I will turn into wind, into rain, into the rain of this world. Everything is with you, but you'd better forget about me."

"Gu Nanchuan." Lin Yu sat up and looked at Gu Nanchuan, then lowered his head and kissed Gu Nanchuan's thin lips, and said with a smile, "This is the most romantic love story you have ever said since we were together."

"Huh? Is this a love story?" Gu Nanchuan really didn't understand why Lin Yu took this sentence as a love word.

"Forget it." Lin Yu lay back in Gu Nanchuan's arms, wrapped his hands and feet around Gu Nanchuan, put his ears on Gu Nanchuan's chest, listened to his heartbeat, and whispered: "But I won't Forget about you, I will love you forever, even when I die."

Gu Nanchuan smiled helplessly, and there was a reluctance and determination that Lin Yu hadn't noticed in that smile.

That is, on the morning of the second day when they discussed life and death, Gu Nanchuan fell from the roof of the laboratory building, and Lin Yu was standing downstairs. He completely forgot how he watched Gu Nanchuan fall, how he sat paralyzed Hugging Gu Nanchuan who was no longer breathing in a pool of blood, he couldn't hear all the sounds around him, he didn't even shed tears, he just gently stroked Gu Nanchuan's cheek, resting his head on Gu Nanchuan's soft hair, I kept thinking about what Gu Nanchuan said last night.

If I die, I will turn into wind, rain, and everything in this world to accompany you, but you'd better forget about me.

Lin Yu said that this was the most romantic love sentence that Gu Nanchuan had ever said, but this sentence was like a knife stuck in his heart all the time during Lin Yu's muddle-headed ten years, blood kept flowing, The wound never had time to heal, these words kept echoing in Lin Yu's mind, reminding him to care about the wind, rain and everything around him, whether it was really Gu Nanchuan's illusion.

Even with the knife, these words supported him for ten years. If he didn't think so, he might have jumped off the roof of the hospital back then and went with Gu Nanchuan.

In fact, Lin Yu couldn't remember what it was like on the day Gu Nanchuan died. It was because his memory was damaged or it might be his psychological instinct to avoid it. All he could think of was the wind in his ears at that time, which seemed to be something Someone was saying to him: Lin Yu, forget about me, live well..

But Lin Yu was still so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe, and tears burst out of his eyes uncontrollably. He beat his chest with one hand, and unbuttoned his shirt tremblingly with the other.

Even so, it couldn't relieve the pain in his heart, and he felt as if he couldn't breathe.He wondered in a daze, could it be that everything before was just a dream?He didn't die at all. Is the situation where he can't breathe now the rhythm of death?He felt wrong again, and he found that he couldn't tell whether this was the state of death or alive, and he hadn't entered this state for a long time.

Depression again?The last thought in Lin Yu's mind was that I fell ill again, and finally fell into a coma completely.

Just after the ugly hour, Gu Nanchuan appeared in the corridor on the third floor. He strode towards Lin Yu's room, passed through the door without a pause, and saw Lin Yu lying behind the door.Gu Nanchuan quickly bent down to pick up Lin Yu and put him on the bed, and raised his hand to check Lin Yu's soul. After all, living in the ghost world will hurt the soul.

Even with the protection of his soul, he would still be eroded by the Yin Qi everywhere in the ghost world. Fortunately, Lin Yu was just a little weaker. Maybe it was because he didn't rest well after returning from the mission, or maybe——

Gu Nanchuan opened his hand, and a cold blue glass bottle appeared in the palm of his hand, which contained an invisible liquid. He sighed, put the glass bottle away, and raised his hand to touch the corner of Lin Yu's eye.

Even if there were no tears, the corners of his eyes were moist. Gu Nanchuan's heart ached, and he said in a hoarse voice, "What did you remember? Lin Yu, why are you crying like this?"

Lin Yu failed to answer him, he frowned tiredly, and muttered something in his mouth, Gu Nanchuan moved closer, and heard Lin Yu repeating a sentence repeatedly: "Gu Nanchuan, I hurt, Gu Nanchuan, I hurt. .”

Gu Nanchuan closed his eyes, tightly controlled his emotions, until Lin Yu curled up sideways, and his hand touched his hanging fingers in the process of turning over, and then unconsciously grabbed Gu Nanchuan's hand, tightly Holding on tightly, Gu Nanchuan's indifference that he had persisted for a long time suddenly collapsed. He lowered his eyes and looked at Lin Yu who was in pain. The holding hand just hugged Lin Yu from behind like this, first in a vague way.

But Lin Yu was shaking so badly that he leaned close to Lin Yu, pulled Lin Yu into his arms, put the index finger and middle finger of the other hand on Lin Yu's forehead, and sent him spiritual power to repair his corroded body. living soul.

It wasn't until Lin Yu's body stopped shaking that Gu Nanchuan stopped sending spiritual power. He rubbed Lin Yu's hair, and reluctantly let go of Lin Yu.

But Lin Yu still didn't let go of his hand, Gu Nanchuan had no choice but to use inhuman means to pull it out, then got up and sat on the side of the bed, he looked at Lin Yu who was dissatisfied with his departure and frowned, looked up Using his thumb to smooth Lin Yu's frowned eyebrows, he watched Lin Yu quietly for a long time, and finally forced himself to get up and leave, otherwise this reluctance would become more and more burdensome.

When Gu Nanchuan went out, he changed into Qinglin's appearance, his black robe changed into a coat and trousers, and then he opened the door of the next room, and he just stood at the wall with Lin Yu, standing motionless, He could see Lin Yu sleeping restlessly.

But he couldn't give more, and the moment he was able to accompany Lin Yu while he was sleeping soundly was the most he allowed himself to do in terms of physical contact.

Gu Nanchuan thought about going to see Yun Ting in Lishan Mountain today. When Yun Ting learned that Jiang Li had been reincarnated and died prematurely for countless times in the past 3000 years, his life was full of ill-fated life, and he could not survive all kinds of tortures. He was so anxious that he almost fell into a demon on the spot. If Gu Nanchuan and Ning Yan were not there, it is estimated that the already crumbling Upper Heaven Realm would be destroyed by the crazy Yun Ting.

At that time, Gu Nanchuan watched Yun Ting, who had been suppressed by them, gradually regain his consciousness. It was also the first time that Gu Nanchuan saw the number one god in the heavens who was feared by the gods and demons crying like a child.He didn't know how to comfort others. When Lin Yu was alive, whenever he was unhappy, he would drink. It would be much better if he was drunk and cried, so he arranged for Yunting the strongest wine in the world.

Yun Ting talked a lot, while Gu Nanchuan and Ning Yan were listening. In the end, they didn't know why the topic was brought to him. Yun Ting put his hands on Gu Nanchuan's shoulders, bowed his head and said to Gu Nanchuan: " Second brother, you probably don’t understand the pain in your bones when you are separated from life and death, you don’t understand, otherwise you wouldn’t have died cruelly in front of that mortal, you are really ruthless, you see When he suffers day by day and desperately forces himself to live to avenge you, won’t his heart hurt? Or do you think his short life is not worthy of your infinite life, Qinglin Shenjun? But you are so contradictory, Qinglin , why do you occasionally appear by his side to help him solve problems, even let him feign death to escape the bad luck that fell from the sky, and then will you send him back to the human world? Erase his memory? Let him completely forget Is it you?"

At that time, all Gu Nanchuan could think of was Lin Yu smiling at him when he was a teenager, but in the next ten years, when he occasionally appeared, he never saw Lin Yu smiling, and he tried his best to ignore Lin Yu's life. How painful, he thought that this is how people are.

Even without him, Lin Yu might not be able to live a chic life, but if he didn't have him, Lin Yu would at least smile a lot. He smiled very beautifully.

"Why didn't you erase his memory at the beginning of the fake death? Then Lin Yu will never have you, Gu Nanchuan, in his life from now on. He will live a good life, and the bad luck that fell that day was also brought about by you. Without you, he would never have survived."

Gu Nanchuan was beaten into his heart by Yun Ting's words, yes, although he left because he was afraid of Lin Yu being hurt by Bailiyuan, why didn't he erase Lin Yu's memory after he faked his death?You feel that the life of a mortal is only a few decades, and you feel that a deep love is only so long. You feel that it is impossible for you to like a person in this endless life.

So you cut off all this in advance and withdrew from the vitality of this mortal, but why didn't you erase his memory, why did you protect him, and why did you help him solve everything?

You don't want him to forget you at all, Gu Nanchuan, you care more about this mortal than you think, you would rather he live in pain, you would rather let him get drunk, cry and commit suicide, than let him forget you, and then be happy , live a good life, you are reluctant to let him have nothing to do with you.

Gu Nanchuan did not respond to Yun Ting's accusation for a long time. He drank a glass of strong wine facing the sky, looked at Yun Ting calmly, and asked, "Why are you so familiar with my trajectory? Chong Ye, you Don't you care a little too much for your younger brother?"

Yun Ting smiled, he was a little drunk, he stood up staggeringly, drew out his long sword and stood on the ground, looked down at Gu Nanchuan and Ning Yan, and said: "We are four brothers, I am Boss, since Jiang Li left, I suddenly realized that any relationship and relationship will be broken suddenly one day, and the family relationship is the same. My soul can't get out of this mountain, I can only share a strand of soul to go out and see In the world, while looking for Jiang Li, I will also know how you are doing."

Ning Yan sneered: "It's just incidental to dare to fall in love with us."

"I know you won't even give me this big brother by the way." Yun Ting's eyes fell on the two of them, and he said with a smile: "Your second brother has someone in his heart, even if he thinks he shouldn't, he really wants it." You have been taken care of in every possible way, and you are living a carefree and unrestrained life, but you should also find a partner, otherwise, how would you survive this long time?"

Ning Yan didn't listen to Yun Ting's words, he unfolded his folding fan indifferently, and said with a smile: "I'm happy, you don't care, I won't be trapped by love like you two, it's nice to be alone, I can do whatever I want Okay, unrestrained, very chic."

Gu Nanchuan also stood up, and the glass bottle on his body began to shake, which meant that someone was crying again, and he wanted to go back and have a look, he said to Yun Ting: "Clean it up yourself, I'm going back."

Yun Ting said sadly: "Nanchuan, you must help me, okay? I can't bear him to endure those tortures anymore. I hope he can live a long life in his next life. I don't need anything else. I can give it to him, but the life It's only you who come."

Everyone's fate in the next life is determined by the blessings he cultivated in his previous life or his sins. Jiang Li has been reincarnated so many times, and every time he dies early, he has neither blessings nor sins. Now that the curse is removed for him, the next life may not be a long life.

But now that Gu Nanchuan is the ruler of this ghost world, it is easy for him to change a person's fate.

Thinking back, Gu Nanchuan looked at the dark wall and sighed. The reason why he hesitated at the time was actually because he was concerned about Jiang Li hurting his eyes. Thinking about it this way, he is not a generous person.

So it's not a fault to care about a mortal. Everyone has emotions and desires, and gods are the same. They can't avoid all emotions in this world, including love.

Gu Nanchuan raised his hand against the cold wall, looked at Lin Yu who was separated by the wall, and thought of a thought that he had never thought of, or that he had been avoiding all the time, he thought, as long as Lin Yu does not live in this life Let it be too much, in the next life, I will let Lin Yu be free in the next life. In the next life, no matter whether Lin Yu's life is smooth or happy, I will not bother him. In this life, I will wait for Lin Yu to survive the bad luck , When Lin Yu returned to the human world, he would go to accompany Lin Yu for the rest of his life. To Gu Nanchuan, these short decades were nothing more than a flick of an airplane, so he didn't need to make Lin Yu suffer so much.

Lin Yu's life is just for him, he can accompany her.

The author says:

My heart hurts so much, hey, I can't bear to write this kind of plot