Inhumans are waiting for me to die

Song Zhishu saw Tao Luo let go of Bai Fuheng after talking for a while, and then he seemed to remember that there was something he hadn't said, so he continued to communicate with Bai Fuheng on tiptoe.

At this moment, Tao Luo has no worries on his face, and when talking to Bai Fuheng, he always smiles slightly.

Song Zhishu suddenly felt that he and the counselor came here today or did a lot of things.

Tao Luo is not as vulnerable as he imagined.

When the sorcery was still in operation, it was Tao Luo's most painful moment. In those dark years, what Tao Luo felt was the betrayal of his friends, the doubts of others, and the doubts about himself.

He has survived so much suffering, so what can't he survive now?

Song Zhishu sat up straight again, looking at the hot food in front of him.

But coming here today doesn't mean it's useless, at least let me know that Tao Luo is doing well.

Don't worry too much about your friend.

I slandered Tao Luo in front of other classmates, but Tao Luo obviously didn't intend to pursue it.

Song Zhishu smiled in relief.

I haven't seen it as thoroughly as Tao Luo.

In the kitchen, Tao Luo leaned on Bai Fuheng's chest and said in a muffled voice, "Brother, I don't know what to talk to them about."

In school, he can talk about learning with Song Zhi and the counselor, but at home...

Bai Fuheng comforted Tao Luo: "It doesn't matter, they are your friends."

"Just get along normally."

Bai Fuheng turned off the fire and said, "After cooking this bowl of sweet wine, we can start the meal."

Tao Luo put his arms around his waist and nodded.

Tao Luo hugged Bai Fuheng, his thoughts slowly diverged, yes, Song Zhishu is his friend, so what about He Chang and others?

Although I have already talked with He Chang and Jin Liao, I don't need their compensation...

But those men didn't seem to listen.

They are atoning, using themselves to atone.

Guilt towards "Tao Luo", remorse towards "themselves".

Tao Luo also knew very well that what Brother Bai said was not wrong until now.

Accepting the kindness of others is also a kind of kindness.

If he refuses the help of He Chang and others, this matter will never come to fruition, and it will always hang in He Chang's heart, from young and handsome to gray-haired.

He Chang's heart will always be scratched.

Every time he has spare time, He Chang may toss and turn.

Bai Fuheng also had his own thoughts.

Therefore, Brother Bai did not speak out against He Chang's mutual assistance.

Bai Fuheng has been silently looking at his past friends and his former crush expressing love.

At this moment, seeing Tao Luo lost his mind, Bai Fuheng raised his head and gently tapped him on the head: "What are you thinking? Dinner is ready."

Bai Fuheng is at his home...

Cough, Tao Luo's home is his home, and Bai Fuheng has already moved his belongings from the old Bai's house one after another.

Bai Fuheng entertained the two young men.

"I know you are not used to it, so at least eat a little."

Song Zhishu and the counselor smiled awkwardly and nodded, and finally they walked out of Tao's house after eating too much at night.

Tao Luo asked the driver to take them back.

At the door, the counselor sat in the car and said with relief: "Student Tao Luo, if you are fine, the teachers will be relieved."

The counselor said: "Believe it, we are all by your side. Look at Mr. Bai, and your former friend Mr. He, Mr. Jin and so on."

When Tao Luo heard these two names, his body froze.

The counselor smiled again and said, "Then are you coming to school normally tomorrow?"

Tao Luo thought carefully: "Well, I want to ask for a day off tomorrow."

The counselor became nervous, and Tao Luo explained with a smile: "It's just a little personal matter that I want to deal with."

The counselor patted his chest and said, "Okay."

Tao Luo waved, and the driver stepped on the accelerator and drove away.

Bai Fuheng, who was standing behind Tao Luo, bent down and put his head on his shoulder: "What are you going to do tomorrow?"

Tao Luo crossed his fingers and whispered, "I want to meet He Chang tomorrow."

Bai Fuheng snorted: "Didn't you make it clear last time?"

Bai Fuheng scratched his head again: "I guess he didn't understand it either."

Tao Luo lowered his head, looked at the ground, and tapped his toes lightly: "I can't stop He Chang from doing what he wants to do. This is also a grievance between him and Tao Zhi. But I don't want him to hug him. It's too much of a possibility for me."

People, mostly.

What I do, often just touches me.

And he will get lost in this moving, and when the final result is not as good as he expected, his heart will collapse.

He Chang may have such thoughts.

He tried to redeem himself in this way.

To be a lover, or to be a friend?

But the two of them couldn't go back.

Some cracks are broken as they are repaired.

Tao Luo sent a text message to He Chang, asking him to meet, and the place was fixed by him, so it would be more convenient to see where the busy Mr. He is.

Unexpectedly, He Chang said that he would come to pick him up at noon tomorrow.

Tao Luo agreed, then put away the phone and put his hand nervously. Seeing this, Bai Fuheng hugged him from behind, rubbed him, and said in a low voice, "Well, if you need my help, just say so."

Tao Luo breathed a sigh of relief and said with a smile, "Okay."

The next day, it was sunny.

Tao Luo stood in front of the French windows, rubbing rosin on the strings.

There is a gift box on the table in the room, the style of the box is relatively old.It was covered with dust.

This is Tao Luo's birthday present for He Chang.

It was also after that birthday that He Chang changed the password and fingerprint lock of the bedroom door lock, and Tao Luo never entered his room casually again.

It was a gift that was not given.

The gift is a pair of limited edition sneakers.

It has been piled up in the attic at home, and it is also hidden in Tao Luo's heart.

Its existence made Tao Luo understand that no one cares about those who are hated before, even for their selfless devotion.

Bai Fuheng put the shoebox into his schoolbag.

Bai Fuheng said: "Give away this belated gift."

Bai Fuheng understood that this was somewhat murderous for He Chang, but the short-term pain was better than the long-term pain.

After He Chang was influenced, he was always ignorant about bullying Tao Luo in the past few years and couldn't remember clearly.

A more appropriate way to say it is that he had a dream in a trance that his former good friend was about to part ways with him.

He doesn't want to divide.

The fact that he hurt Tao Luo was like an unreal dream.

He is not reconciled, how can he be reconciled?

Tao Luo used this gift as evidence... always reminding him that he couldn't go back.

His dream of floating life was Tao Luozhen's years of pain and despair.

noon.

Tao Luo heard the car bell at the door, and his ears moved slightly, so familiar.

Tao Luo ran to the door and saw Mr. He in casual clothes, a peaked cap, and a loose casual jacket.

He was dressed like a recent college graduate and rode a black and white bike.

It was very similar to the way he came to Tao's house every morning to pick up Tao Luo and go to school together.

Tao Luo glanced back, and Bai Fuheng handed him the schoolbag: "Call me if you need anything."

Tao Luo ran to He Chang's side: "Huh?"

He Chang's gaze was deep, he knew very well the original intention of Tao Luo looking for him, so...

He Chang said word by word, "Luo Luo, I want to go back to school."

The school the two share is the 12-year high school.

He Chang also prepared masks and hats for Tao Luo.

"It's better to cover it up, so that people won't find out and affect you again."

He Chang looked at Tao Luo who had grown up in front of him.

Before he knew it, Tao Luo had grown very tall, thin and tall, as if he didn't know what sorrow was.

But He Chang slowly frowned, he remembered that he had gone to the hospital to see pottery paper before coming here.

Tao Zhi went crazy there.

The hysteria of pottery paper seems to be ringing in my ears.

"Why is Tao Luo?!"

"Why can't it be me?! Is this fair? He is the young master of the Tao family who has been loved by his grandfather since he was born. He can learn whatever he wants, and someone will help him pave the way!"

"And me, what do I have?! He Chang, I am also human, and I will be jealous."

"In the end, I have nothing! Even you left me without hesitation! Don't I have any merits, worthy of your liking?"

"He Chang, I'm not wrong! If there is no Tao Luo, we will still be good friends, and we can still be friends in peace."

He Chang couldn't remember what he said, as if he didn't say anything.

It seems... It seems to say: "I used to be best friends with Tao Luo."

Bamboo horses and bamboo horses, we have known each other since we were very young. We wrote homework together, played games secretly at night, and went to and from school together in countless mornings and evenings.

Tao Zhi didn't take it seriously: "What's so important? If it's gone, it's gone."

He Chang stood in the ward, quietly looking at the pottery paper on the bed.

Tao Zhi didn't repent, he just regretted that he had lost, and that what he had done was not perfect enough.

If you do it again, Tao Zhi will still make the same choice.

Pottery paper ruthlessly trampled on morality and law.

He Chang came back to his senses, and forced a smile on Tao Luo: "Sit up."

"Are you still used to it?"

He Chang specially changed to a higher bicycle, and Tao Luo stepped into the back seat with ease.

Although the back seat of Tao Luo's car is a bit short, he didn't say anything, saying, "No problem, I've been used to it before."

After He Chang made sure he was seated firmly, he set off on his bicycle.

Today's sunshine is very good, there are no clouds in the sky, the golden brilliance passes through the layers of roadside leaves, and the ground is mottled with broken gold leaf traces.

The warm wind blows from the corner to the end of the street.

Passing through the long street, He Chang's words fluttered in the wind and reached Tao Luo's ears: "We haven't been back to school for a long time."

"I also... called Zhao Ling."

"Sorry, I didn't tell you, I'm afraid you won't agree."

Tao Luo shook his head: "It's okay."

Tao Luo could guess why He Chang called Zhao Ling.

As smart as He Chang, he knew that this might be the last in-depth communication and relationship between the two of them.

He Chang wanted to help him untie Zhao Ling's knot.

After all, He Chang was worried that Tao Luo would talk to Zhao Ling alone in the future.

Tao Luo looked at the back of He Chang in front of him, and this person wanted to help him.

He Chang pedaled the bicycle vigorously and climbed up a small steep slope.

He Chang seemed to be young, and his voice had the vitality of a young man: "Luo Luo, hurry up!"

After crossing this steep slope, there is a relatively gentle long downhill road with tall trees planted on both sides of the road.

This place was also the place where they met Zhao Ling and went to school together.

Tao Luo saw Zhao Ling, leaning against the side of the road, with one foot on the skateboard.

At noon, the students who did not live in the dormitory walked out of the school one after another.

He Chang was riding a bicycle, Tao Luo was sitting on the back seat with a backpack on his back, and Zhao Ling followed closely behind on a skateboard.

The broken sun in the forest fell between their hair tips, and they went against the wind, against the students who walked out of the school, and against the past youth.

He Chang looked at the long road ahead and thought to himself, in this retrograde, he is slowly saying goodbye to his past friends.

At the finish line, Tao Luo, who was playing the violin, would wave his hand, turn around and leave, gradually disappearing in his future life.

Perhaps when I was gray-haired, in my vague memory, I whispered in my mouth: When I was young, I had a very good friend.

Very good... I like it very much.

What Tao Zhi thinks is unimportant is the youth that He Chang and Tao Luo should have had.

作者有话要说：感谢在2022-03-2723：31：19～2022-03-2822：17：07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

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