After the game emperor awakens

Lu Xuechao said this very calmly, it was not even a question.

In his endless memories, being sent to death in the cold palace has long been a common occurrence, from unbelievable to dull at first, and now there is not even a trace of unnecessary emotion.

He was tired of watching the controller's methods back and forth.

This method is simple and crude, and it is absolutely effective.

Lu Xuechao didn't believe in fate. When he was a child, others wanted to cling to the crown prince and fight for power, but what he wanted was to rely on his own examination to gain fame and rank as an extremely powerful minister.Destiny should be in your own hands. He can be a good bird that chooses a tree to live in, and can fly to the sky at any time.

The young master of the Lu family looked gentle and uncontested on the surface, but he was full of arrogance and ambition in his bones, otherwise, how could he become a confidant with the rebellious prince.

He firmly believes that as long as people are smart enough, hard enough, and good enough, nothing is impossible.

In every past life, in the face of sudden changes, Lu Xuechao would not sit still and try his best to find a chance.He was originally just a famous scholar with outstanding talents in reading strategies, governing the country and benefiting the people. Later, in order to get rid of the fate of being played with and applauded, he will not waste a minute and a second after awakening in every life to learn a lot of things desperately, in order to be able to fight against the hateful The manipulator has the power to contend.

Lu Xuechao painstakingly studied medical techniques, poison techniques, divination, formation techniques, and even found out that the cause of his inexplicable and sudden death might be related to witchcraft, and even got involved in Changli's strictly forbidden Gu techniques... He is a wisdom that is hard to find in the world , Learning is complex and refined.In the words of modern people, Lu Xuechao is the king of scrolls, with 360 lines, he is the number one scholar.

Except for things like martial arts that need to be laid at an early age, he was too late to be proficient in his awakening, and the skills that Lu Xuechao is lighting up now can go around Changli three times.

Countless worlds have accumulated, and Lu Xuechao has grown to a terrifying level.But even so, they failed to find out the true face of Lushan who was behind the scenes.After so many lives, he has never discovered where and who is the manipulator who caused Xie Chongjin and Lin Chanzhi's temperament to change drastically.

It stands to reason that with Lu Xuechao's ability, even if he can't find the controller, if he wants to resist death or assassination and escape from the palace, it should be easy.

However, no matter how powerful he is, every time "Xie Chongjin" orders him to die, or "Lin Chanzhi" casts a witchcraft, Lu Xuechao will inexplicably lose the power to resist, all means are useless, and he dies easily.

At that moment, Lu Xuechao deeply felt Xie Chongjin's involuntary feeling.

The two methods of granting death or witchcraft will surely kill him. This is like a truth, an iron law, and force majeure.And the efforts he has made for this are all a joke, and the struggle in every life is futile.

Later, each life died earlier and earlier, without even a chance to resist.Constant reincarnation, death, rebirth, just like an inescapable fate.

He seemed really helpless.It turns out that there are really desperate situations in the world that no matter how smart, hard-working, and excellent you are, you still can't solve them.

At first, he was full of literati's character, gentlemen like bamboo, gentle and harmless, and a cool and cold exile, and finally a trace of repressed and twisted madness was born in the tragic reincarnation of the whole life.Become as demon as a crabapple, as poisonous as a poppy, and become a high-risk creature in the eyes of players.

But no matter how high the risk is, he is still a cardboard game, and he can be sent to death with just a flick of a finger.

Now that she is reborn, Lu Xuechao has no desire to survive at all, she looks like she is lying down and killing, and she is too tired to even give a response.

The greatest pain in the world is the inability to survive and the inability to die.He once would rather die than bow his head to accept his fate, and later found that eternal death is also a luxury.

From reincarnation to now, Lu Xuechao no longer dared to extravagantly seek freedom, but only wished for eternal sleep and true peace.Don't have another life, just let him, Huaiyun, and every innocent person who was manipulated as pawns be completely freed, which is better than the endless torture in this lifetime.

But he also knew that it was impossible.After he died in this life, he always has the next life, and the next life, he will continue to repeat his sad fate.

There is no peace.

So, what is it this time?

Poisoned wine, dagger, or white silk?

Lu Xuechao thought absently.

Poisoned wine sounds the least painful, but the taste of passing through the intestines is really heartbreaking, and it takes half an hour to get rid of the pain every time, he doesn't like it.The feeling of being suffocated by Bai Ling's neck is even more uncomfortable, and the death is ugly and unsightly.In contrast, the dagger dies quickly and beautifully, but it takes courage to stab yourself with it.

...He was really, really afraid of pain.

Even after countless lifetimes, stabbing Xie Chongjin and himself countless times has almost become a routine, and every time it takes Lu Xuechao's great courage.

Seeing that "Xie Chongjin" has not spoken for a long time, it is estimated that the manipulator behind him is hesitating which way to die for him.Lu Xuechao said calmly and casually: "Although I know that your choice will not be changed because of my words, I still hope to use a dagger."

"Everything else hurts too much, I don't like it very much..."

Before he finished speaking, he was suddenly hugged tightly.

Lu Xue froze.

Did not get poisoned wine, dagger, three-foot white silk.

He gets a hug.

A warm, long-lost hug.

"...Qingshu." The man's voice was trembling, as if he was about to cry if he said one more word, "It's me."

Lu Xue trembled at her fingers, and slowly tightened the hand holding Xie Chongjin's clothes, forming a deep wrinkle.

He closed his eyes, leaned in the man's arms obediently, and said with a smile: "So it's a dream and I haven't woken up yet."

Huaiyun's dream of regaining his freedom has been fulfilled many, many times.In the dream, they are all free, everyone is free, the world is extremely beautiful, and there is no endless cycle. They will join hands for a lifetime, from the dawn of the morning to the end of the dusk, and they will truly grow old together.

It's just a little sad when I wake up from the dream.

A hot tear fell on the back of Lu Xuechao's hand.

...Strange, how could there be temperature in the dream.

Did the person holding him cry?

Lu Xuechao opened her eyes suddenly, broke free from her embrace, raised her eyes and stared at him coldly: "Who are you?"

It's not a dream, it's reality.

In reality, Huai Yun couldn't help himself, no matter how much he felt sorry for him, he couldn't cry.In countless lives in the past, "Xie Chongjin" always watched him die indifferently, and it was only at the last moment when his pupils were dilated that he caught the expression of the other party's sudden fear and despair.

The man in the crimson robe squatted down, half kneeling in front of the couch, looking at the young man with long hair scattered on the couch with a wary expression, stretching out his hand to hook Lu Xuechao's little finger like a hook when he was a child, and spoke with a hoarse voice.

"Xie Chongjin, Xie Huaiyun, your... elder brother of the prince."

Xie Chongjin didn't use his status as emperor.After becoming the emperor, he was not himself for a day.

He was taught to be a wise king since he was a child, and he has always taken this responsibility as a responsibility. Later, he began to hate this identity.If he hadn't been emperor, would everything have been different.

Lu Xuechao repeated softly: "Brother Prince?"

Only then did he seriously look at the man in front of him.

In this world, they haven't seen each other for three years.At the beginning, the boy grew up to be a 21-year-old youth, and the age difference was not much different, but he was already a different person.

The other party's face was still handsome, but he was unkempt and haggard. He obviously didn't pay much attention to grooming and complexion. He had long since lost the youthful appearance of a young man in fresh clothes and angry horses, and had become lifeless.

But this is lifeless and because seeing his sweetheart at this moment, there is a burst of vitality, and it seems that he has barely regained his energy.

"It's our Qingshu elder brother." Xie Chongjin sat on the soft couch and pulled him into his arms, trying to calm down, but he was incoherent in panic, "Brother is useless, I just got rid of the control now, and ran as soon as I was free I'm here to pick you up, I miss you very much, I think about it every day, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Qingshu... I love you, I've always only loved you, and never touched anyone else."

Lu Xuechao bit her lip, her eyes slowly turned red.

He buried his face in Xie Chongjin's chest and remained silent for a long time before his body trembled slightly.

Xie Chongjin could feel the drenched front of his chest, and the extremely suppressed sobs of the young man.

Lu Xuechao's tears dripped on Xie Chongjin's heart, burning his heart with pain.Xie Chongjin patted the man's back to comfort him, and coaxed him softly.

"It's okay, it's okay, Qingshu."

"I'm back, and I won't go away."

"Cry if you want, I'll cry with you." Xie Chongjin said with a difficult voice, "I'm also... very sad."

Lu Xuechao's subdued sobs became more and more sorrowful, as if she wanted to vent out all the grievances accumulated in so many lifetimes, and cry heartily.

Xie Chongjin couldn't hear it, and silently comforted the collapsed young man in his arms, his eyes were red, and his sadness could not be concealed.

The man did not shed tears, but he did not go to the sad place.

The sadness between them is probably the most desperate pain in the world.

"Isn't this a dream?" Lu Xuechao grabbed his sleeve and stared fixedly at him, "If it's a dream, please don't let me wake up again."

"It's not a dream, Qingshu... Xue Chao, I rarely call you by your name. If it was a dream, you wouldn't dream of me calling you that." Xie Chongjin kissed him softly, kissing away the tears on Lu Xuechao's pale face, loving and loving her Guilt almost weighed down my heart.

It is true that Xie Chongjin seldom calls Lu Xuechao by his name.From childhood to adulthood, they have called each other's characters, which is closer than their names.

Lu Xue came to a firm heart, and climbed up to kiss back eagerly.The kiss didn't contain much lust, it was a beast covered in bruises that finally found a warm nest in the jungle full of thorns, eager to lick the wound and calm the pain.

The experience of many lifetimes is too painful, no one wants to mention it for a while.The lover who reunited after a long time just wants to vent the most unspeakable pain through the most intimate and intimate love, and prove the truth of this moment by means of physical entanglement.

Xie Chongjin also knew.So he closed the window.

The sky suddenly became cloudy, the wind blew up, the flowers and trees swayed, the swallows flew low, and the palace men were busy collecting their clothes.

In the golden room, purple robes and white clothes were scattered on the ground, and the windows were closed tightly to isolate the rain of red flowers.