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Yan Yeran wanted to stay in R City with Li Miaomiao, so Jiang Qi also wanted to stay in R City with Yan Yeran.

Jiang Qi did this very well.

Every day, he followed Yan Yeran and Li Miaomiao less than two meters away, like a ghost behind the scenes.But he has a much stronger sense of existence than the spirit behind him.

Tall and straight, with big strides.

Yan Yeran was having a heart-to-heart conversation with Li Miaomiao, and suddenly sneezed while talking, Jiang Qi must have appeared immediately, touched his hand, and checked the temperature of his forehead.

Yan Yeran walked with Li Miaomiao, stepped on a rock and staggered, Jiang Qi was terrified and immediately picked him up, as if he was facing an enemy and wanted to send him to the hospital.

Yan Yeran said no, really no.

Jiang Qi also knew that he was making a fuss out of a molehill, so after putting him down, he continued to follow.

He has been like this recently, cautious to the point of nervousness.

Recently, because of Li Miaomiao's presence, the two of them didn't find a suitable time to sit down and chat.The only better time is to sleep at night.

But Yan Yeran said politely and softly: "Can I wait a little longer?"

In fact, Jiang Qi would not do anything to him, he just wanted to stay with Yan Yeran, and it would be best to solve some historical problems.

But Yan Yeran didn't want to sleep with him, so he could only agree.Wait patiently.

The guilt and pain in Jiang Qi's heart were sentenced to death with an indefinite reprieve because of this long delay.

If Yan Yeran just told Li Miaomiao about her, Jiang Qi would still be calm.

But once the topic came to Yan Yeran, Jiang Qi became tense.He was most afraid of hearing Yan Yeran talk about the past ten years in that nonchalant tone.

——I used to work in a bar, day and night turned upside down, that's really not a human life.

——I have been to W City, where there are a lot of snacks.But I haven't eaten much, and I was busy moving goods for others at the time.

Every time Yan Yeran mentioned it superficially, Jiang Qi felt a kind of Lingchi torture.

He said sorry to Yan Yeran helplessly, and when he saw Yan Yeran waved his hands in a panic, he said don't be sorry.

Jiang Qi's lungs seemed to contain a stasis that was about to come out, and it became very difficult to breathe.

He wished to have a clear chat with Yan Yeran countless times, and let Yan Yeran tell him what he should do to make up for those shortcomings.

At first, Jiang Qi felt that the matter of Yan Yeran taking care of Miao Miao should be resolved within a day or two.

As a result, it went on for a week, and there was still no result.

In fact, Yan Pingqiu approached Jiang Qi two days ago.

This seemingly strong woman began to give in as soon as she spoke, showing weakness to Jiang Qi, saying that they were ready to communicate with Miao Miao, and this time they would really open their hearts to their daughter.

I just hope that Jiang Qi can coordinate with it.

Because Yan Yeran looks like a good-tempered person, but he is actually quite principled.

As long as Miao Miao said no, he would not let her go.

So today Jiang Qi also went to Yan Yeran and talked about it with him.

Jiang Qi asked Yan Yeran: "When do you want to solve this matter?"

He was asking about Li Miaomiao.

As a result, Yan Yeran panicked, misunderstood his meaning, buried his head and said, "Give me a little more time."

Jiang Qicai finally knew what the problem was——

It wasn't Li Miaomiao's appearance that caused the delay in the conversation between them.

But Yan Yeran was deliberately avoiding getting along with him in private, and refused to chat with Jiang Qi to understand.

In fact, Jiang Qi has been with them for so many days, and he also knows that Li Miaomiao's mood has almost recovered.

Her biggest problem is that she has no interest in medical university.She didn't want to study hard for the exam, but in the end she learned a major she resisted, and took a path she didn't love at all.

Yan Pingqiu has also made full mental preparations after self-reflection these days.The two mothers and daughters can talk.

But Li Miaomiao didn't mention it, and Yan also didn't remind her.

On the one hand, Yan Yeran wanted to give Yan Pingqiu more space to speak, on the other hand, it was hard to say that he was not avoiding Jiang Qi's fiery gaze.

So it dragged on for another day.

Because it is a weekday night today, there are not many people in the riverside park.

Yan Yeran took Li Miaomiao for a walk.

Jiang Qi didn't want to force Yan, so he had no choice but to hold back and continue to follow behind the two.

"It's there, see?"

Yan Yeran pointed Li Miaomiao in a direction, saying that he used to like to walk in that place.

Then he pointed to another place for Li Miaomiao and said, "I used to read there every weekend, and sometimes I would come here alone after school to watch the sunset. It looks beautiful from this direction."

Jiang Qi originally just followed quietly, with a conniving and helpless smile on his face—knowing that Yan Yeran was giving himself a buffer time, he waited patiently.

But after hearing Yan Yeran's words, Jiang Qi suddenly couldn't laugh anymore.

For a long time, Jiang Qi thought that Yan Yeran, as the young master of the Yan family, grew up in a honey jar.

Because of this, at that time, no matter how close Yan Yeran was to him or how he made friends with him, he always treated Yan Yeran coldly and asked Yan Yeran to stay away from him.Because they are people from two worlds.

When school was over, Yan Yeran followed behind him, saying that he would do homework with him.Jiang Qi felt very incomprehensible.Isn't Yan's mansion not enough for him to rebel?Why do you have to pester yourself?

The 16-year-old Yan Yeran is a small one, like a bouncing rabbit, circling around Jiangqi, annoying him to death.

Jiang Qi didn't do his homework, let alone stay with Yan Yeran after school, so he coldly refused, saying, "You write it yourself."

He didn't know until now that Yan Yeran, who was driven away by him back then, actually didn't go home after school.

The young Yan Yeran used to linger in these places alone.

He did his homework on the grass, watched the sunset on the stone bench, waited until it was dark, and walked back to school quietly with his small schoolbag on his back.

Jiang Qi couldn't remember how many times he had rejected Yan Yeran.

Therefore, he couldn't figure out how many times Yan Yeran had seen the sunset by himself.

In front of the viewing platform by the river, Li Miaomiao asked Yan Yeran on a whim: "Brother Ranran, what major do you study?"

Jiang Qi's footsteps that he wanted to approach paused.

From a distance of one or two meters away from them, he suddenly pulled away.

But Yan Yeran's voice could still be heard.

Very relaxed, without any sadness or regret, said: "I never went to college."

Jiang Qi has been feeling heartache or shortness of breath very easily recently.

At first he thought it was a psychological effect, but at the moment the severe stinging pain seemed to happen for real.

However, Li Miaomiao could not feel the weight of these words.

In her opinion, Yan Yeran is full of optimistic and happy factors, so she subconsciously thinks that it is not a big deal, and even asks Yan Yeran: "Then you didn't have a major you wanted to study before?"

Yan Yeran told her: "You may be a little stressed if you say it. I used to want to go to a medical university."

Jiang Qi knows.

At that time, Yan Yeran had good grades and clear goals.

He has always wanted to study medicine, and he has been working hard on it for three years in high school.

"Then why didn't you go?"

Jiang Qi wanted Li Miaomiao to shut up.

But she doesn't know anything, so it can't be blamed on her.

Yan Yeran also has a big heart, as if those old scars from the past are not his, he just opened his mouth and said, "Ah, because I—"

Jiang Qi suddenly took two steps, grabbed Yan Yeran's hand, pulled him into his arms with some force, and said to Li Miaomiao who looked surprised and confused:

"Excuse me, can I interrupt you a little bit?"

"You have already interrupted..."

Li Miaomiao is actually a little afraid of Jiang Qi, partly because of Omega's rejection of Alpha's opposite sex, and another reason is that whenever she wants to hold Yan Yeran's hand or get closer, Jiang Qi will He looked at her with a deep gaze of unknown meaning.

Made her a little nervous.

Now being asked by Jiang Qi, she didn't dare to refuse. Although she was a little unwilling in her heart, she still asked cleverly: "Then, do I want to avoid it now?"

Jiang Qi didn't say good or bad, but said directly: "Thank you."

So Li Miaomiao took the few banknotes Jiang Qi gave her knowingly and went to the only coffee shop in the park to avoid it.

Only Jiang Qi and Yan Yeran were left on the viewing platform.

For a week, Jiang Qi let Yan Yeran avoid him because he didn't want to force Yan Yeran too tight.

He didn't want to ask any questions now, he just felt that if he didn't hold Yan tightly immediately, his body would be split into pieces.

I can only find some completeness from Yan Yeran.

"Jiang Qi? Are you unhappy? Is it because of what I just said? I'm actually fine, because Miao Miao asked, so I just said it, I didn't think so much..."

Jiang Qi sometimes wants to ask Yan Yeran how to say these words lightly.

Wouldn't he feel sad?Doesn't he really feel pain from regret?

"Sorry, I didn't know that before."

"Don't be sorry. Why are you here again?"

"But I always wonder why..." Jiang Qi felt at a loss for words at this time, but he still tried to say, "If I were you, I would never like Jiang Qi in my life. When you needed him, he never stayed by your side, he did so many things wrong, he is a complete bastard, what do you love him for?"

Jiang Qi's voice was as rough as if it had been poured by hot magma, and every word was heavy, squeezed out of his throat, burning unbearably.

But Yan Yeran laughed heartlessly.

"Why do you say that about yourself?"

Jiang Qi had expected this.

He hugged Yan Yeran tightly, not wanting to hear those nice words from him.

"I'd rather you cut me into pieces once, and stop laughing at me like that. However, why don't you blame me?"

"Jiang Qi, I can't breathe anymore."

Yan Yeran deliberately made a pitiful voice, coaxing Jiang Qi to let go.

But this time Jiang Qi didn't let go, clasped his shoulders tightly with his palms.

Occasionally, people who took a walk after dinner passed by them, but they didn't look sideways.

Maybe there are many lovers embracing each other in the sunset, but they are not special.

It's just that the falling red sun sprinkled a dazzling glow on them. The picture was so beautiful, so someone quietly took out a mobile phone to take a picture.

In the usual way, Yan Yeran would definitely rush up immediately and ask the other party to send him the photo immediately.He wants to keep it as a souvenir.

But at this moment, his attention was all on Jiang Qi.

Yan Yeran used to be able to put on airs and act nonchalant about everything.

But today Jiang Qi's attitude is very clear, and he will never let him escape again.

Yan Yeran hesitated for a moment, and could only sigh in compromise: "Jiang Qi, you used to be like this, I really don't know what to do..."

Yan Yeran has known Jiang Qi for many years.

From a very early age, some of Jiang Qi's paranoia and stubbornness had quietly surfaced.

It was less than half a semester since they became tablemates.Yan Yeran didn't like Jiang Qi yet.

At that time, he was just a fool who was interested in everything and full of curiosity. He thought his deskmate was so cool, and he always liked to run after Jiang Qi.

Jiang Qi wanted to play basketball after school, so Yan Yeran ran to join them.Among the group of betas, Yan Yeran was the thinnest, and no one was willing to pass the ball to him.

Jiang Qi always shows disgust, but he always throws the ball to Yan at some insignificant moments.

The little beta was dumbfounded holding the ball. He couldn't run for a long time, and was snatched away in the next second.

Someone yelled at him for fouling, Jiang Qi took the responsibility and said, "Mine."

Yan Yeran likes the way Jiang Qi is taking care of him fiercely. He inexplicably believes that Jiang Qi will not let him suffer, so he intensifies and follows Jiang Qi.

But once, Jiang Qi was stopped by someone outside the school, and he suddenly started a fierce fight with him.

Three people beat him, which is a disadvantage no matter how you look at it, Yan Yeran was so frightened that he even forgot to call the police, and rushed in with his head depressed.

Originally, Jiang Qi didn't want to make a big deal out of it, and thought that if he was convinced, he could stop.

As a result, watching Yan Yeran, who had thin arms and legs, joined the battle, was beaten down with a stick, and he shrank in pain, so his anger was ignited, and he killed those people on the spot.

That was Yan Yeran's first time watching Jiang Qi fight.

Seeing the blood splattered all over the ground, he was so scared that he didn't dare to cry.Finally, the pain was unbearable, so I yelled "Jiang Qi, my hand seems to be broken".

Jiang Qi came back to his senses and hurried to the hospital with him on his back.

In the end, Yan Yeran was right. His hand was broken and his ankle was sprained.

Jiang Qi didn't speak from the beginning to the end.

It wasn't until after dressing up from the hospital and carrying Yan Yeran back to the school dormitory that Jiang Qi said solemnly, "I'm sorry."

At that time, Yan Yeran didn't blame Jiang Qi at all.In the end, he was the one who ran away with Jiang Qi, it was he who wanted to rush into the fight, and it was his inability to help.

But Jiang Qi is very concerned, and must be responsible to the end.

After that day, Jiang Qi's attitude towards Yan Yeran changed a lot.

Jiang Qi, who never listened to lectures, started to read the blackboard in class, not because he loves to study, but because he wants to help Yan Yeran take notes.

Yan Yeran was going to the bathroom, Jiang Qi got up from his seat faster than him.He guarded Yan Yeran every step of the way, Yan Yeran was embarrassed, Jiang Qi turned around silently and said, "I don't want to see you." But he was determined not to leave.

Yan Yeran eats fish, Jiang Qi helps him pick thorns, Yan Yeran drinks water, Jiang Qi helps him twist the cap, all Yan Yeran's homework is dictated by him, Jiang Qi writes, what Yan Yeran wants to do, Jiang Qidu Silently helped him to take it, even Yan Yeran's schoolbag has never been on Yan Yeran's back since that day.

In fact, Yan Yeran's injury was really not that serious, but Jiang Qi always frowned, stared seriously and heavily at the place where he bandaged, and asked dozens of times a day: "Does it hurt?"

Jiang Qi's apology is very powerful, and he must do it until he thinks he is worthy.

If he can't make up for it a hundred times, he will stare at Yan Yeran with that stubborn look until Yan Yeran "issues" new instructions to him.

Yan Yeran has always known Jiang Qi's temperament.He used to think that it was Jiang Qi's gentleness.

But this time is different from that time.

"You are too good at blaming yourself and trying to make up for it, but some things really can't be made up for. Say sorry ten thousand times, but the past is the past. Why don't you understand?"

Yan Yeran's voice was right next to Jiang Qi's ear, without any hint of resentment, just a statement.

Jiang Qi seems to have finally ushered in his execution time.

Of course he understands, he knows better than anyone else that he can never make up for Yan Yeran's ten years.

So every sentence of sorry he said was not to ask Yan Yeran to forgive him, but because he was poor and clumsy in words, and he couldn't think of any good solution except that sentence of sorry.

Jiang Qi wanted to say something, but felt a tearing pain in his throat, opened his mouth, but couldn't make any sound.

Yan Yeran raised his hand as if feeling something, and hugged Jiang Qi back.

With a thin and small body, he made an appearance of comforting Jiang Qi, while patting Jiang Qi's back lightly, he said:

"I know, you are sad because you feel that you can't change the past. But Jiang Qi, I am not sad precisely because of this. I am sure of one thing-that is, no matter how unsatisfactory my past ten years have been , but they are in the past."

Jiang Qi subconsciously folded his arms, hugging Yan also hummed in pain.But Yan Yeran knew that this was a sign of his uneasiness, so he didn't disappoint, and leaned on Jiang Qi's shoulder.

"I did have tough times, but I got through them. So I'm not going to kill you because I never thought those things were your fault."

Yan Yeran's hands climbed up Jiang Qi's neck little by little, and leaned on him with some attachment, with a desperate and free and easy face, as if no matter what the result was, the next words would be his last confession:

"I know, you will blame everything on yourself. If I don't hide, will you say sorry to me ten thousand times every day? If you didn't die for me once, this matter will be forever Can't make it through."

On this point, Yan Yeran did understand him better than Jiang Qi.

When Jiang Qi knew nothing about the past, he would feel that Yan Yeran left him because of his wasteful life.He attributed this to the fact that he was not good enough, not worthy of Yan Yeran's love.

When Jiang Qi investigated to the end and finally knew everything, he immediately convicted himself of a new crime.He was the one who harmed Yan Yeran's life. He pushed a carefree person to the corner of his life.

Jiang Qi has a hundred ways to find guilt for himself.

But the problem is that the crimes he found have no chance of being released.

He can't change Yan Yeran's past, so such self-blame will never be solved.

No matter how much he loves Yan, there will be a whole decade of painful memories between them.

So Yan Yeran would also be afraid when Jiang Qi said that he loved him.

I am afraid that Jiang Qi will have to say sorry ten thousand times before saying "I love you".

"But we all know that being sorry is useless. I'd rather you say you love me ten thousand times."

After Yan Yeran finished speaking, she suddenly felt a distinct heat on her shoulders.

He froze for a moment, then jokingly said as gently as possible: "Jiang Qi, are you crying? Then let me see, if you cry enough, then offset [-] times I'm sorry, okay—"

Yan Yeran said so, turned his head to look at it, and then froze.

The scarlet in the corner of his eye made him gasp in fright.

When he wanted to take a closer look, Jiang Qi turned his head and hugged him tightly to block his sight.

"Jiang Qi, what's wrong with you? Are...are you sick?" Yan Yeran wanted to check if Jiang Qi's blood was left on his shoulder.

Why is this happening?

"Let's go to the hospital, go to the hospital—"

"I am fine."

"You have something to do! You vomit, vomit blood!"

Jiang Qi himself was also surprised.

He wiped off the remaining blood from the corner of his mouth, and hugged Yan Yeran stubbornly, refusing to let him see it.

"Why is this... What are we doing? No, aren't we already together? Isn't everything settled? I said I'm not sad, really! I'll tell you, Jiang Qi , I’m just worthless, I’m worthless as a person, as long as I’m with you, I don’t care about anything. So what if I’ve been in jail or not? So what if the Yan family has been punished? I’ve survived everything Why do you care about these things!"

Yan Yeran was angry and impatient, but he couldn't push Jiang Qi away, so he could only curse uncontrollably, and all his emotions exploded in an instant, "You are really a bastard, just make me mad. Silly gourd, except I’m sorry, I don’t know anything, I already said I don’t care, I don’t care, you just don’t listen. How long do you want to hold it in your heart? Well, if you want to remember, you can remember it for the rest of your life, and you can vomit blood all your life and think about those ten years, I don’t know I'm with you, I don't care if you die or not, let go, let me go—"

"No, I didn't think so. But..."

Jiang Qi was at a loss, but he was actually a little innocent.He hasn't had time to say anything yet, but Yan Yeran knows him too well, as if he knows all about his unspoken thoughts.

Jiang Qi himself BY Yudi.Unexpectedly, because of the unchangeable past, he would blame himself to the point of suffocating.

In the end, Yan Yeran seemed to have expected it in advance, and quickly accepted this reality, and then threw the manuscript that had been prepared long ago at Jiang Qi.

The blow made Jiang Qi stunned.

"I'm sorry, I just want to know what else I can do for you. The case is already being reopened, and I won't let them go with the Yan family. But I know it's meaningless and far from enough..."

"You said it!"

"Of course, don't be angry, I'm not, I don't mean to be entangled with these...I want to hear you tell me, what should I do?" Jiang Qi almost begged, and asked him, "Teach me, I am very fool."

Yan Yeran bit her lips, she was really anxious, so she simply broke the jar and said, "Just, love me, will you?"

"Yes. I love you."

"It's not just talking about it. It's about loving me truly, like other people fall in love. Don't always look at the past, but love me now. Jiang Qi, we are only 28 years old, this life is so long, you have to love me My 38, 48, love all my future."

"Yes, I—"

"Don't interrupt me!" Yan Yeran showed his aura and said forcefully, "Jiang Qi, just remember, from today onwards, you have to smile at me every day, make me happy, and don't stop talking. Take things that I don’t even care about and ask me why why why every day. If you really want to give me a sense of security, do something meaningful for our future.”

"Okay, I promise you."

"Then you kiss me."

Jiang Qi was taken aback for a moment.

There was still a fishy taste in his mouth, and he didn't dare to look at Yan Yeran.

As a result, Yan Yeran said, "Liar."

Jiang Qi immediately let go of him, kissed him on the cheek, and said seriously: "Let's go back, shall we?"

"Where to go?" Yan Yeran was startled and frightened when he saw his pale face, and said, "Go to the hospital!"

Jiang abandoned.fable.For the second time, I saw Yan Yeran's gentle strength.

It was even more aggressive than the way he showed Yan Pingqiu that day.

He felt unprecedentedly relaxed, perhaps that mouthful of blood was just the stagnation of Jiang Qi who had been spitting up for a long time.

He was willing to be driven by Yan Yeran, and when he heard Yan Yeran scolding him, he felt a certain kind of real peace of mind——Yan Yeran's emotions were finally not separated by a layer of protection.

Jiang Qi nodded and said, "Okay, go to the hospital."

The nearest hospital to Jiangbian Park was not too far away, they went there quickly, and they were called to the emergency department.Fortunately, there were few people today, and soon it was Jiang Qi's turn.

They did a test and prescribed medicine.Yan Yeran repeatedly confirmed with the doctor, assuring that Jiang Qi really didn't have any serious illnesses in his body, he was just out of breath—it was him who was angry, and Yan Yeran was the one who was anxious.

Yan Yeran finally breathed a sigh of relief.

It was completely dark when they walked out of the hospital.

Jiang Qi asked Yan Yeran if he was hungry.

Then he found that Yan Yeran suddenly stopped moving.

The next moment, Yan Yeran let out an "ah".

"It's over, it's over. Jiang Qi, I'll just miss you."

Yan Yeran was about to cry, and while taking out her mobile phone to make a call, she kept walking in place,

"Why did we forget Miaomiao in the park alone?"

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感谢在2022-05-1721：42：59～2022-05-1900：00：43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 rabbit nest;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Liang Shangyan; 1 bottle of Mojiyin;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!