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Jiang Qi had never been so scared.

This kind of fear is somewhat similar to the fear of not being able to find Yan Yeran ten years ago, but it is not the same.

At that time, Jiang Qi's uneasiness came from the disappearance of Yan Yeran.

He will repeatedly attribute the problem to himself to confirm the result——

Could it be that Yan Yeran finally chased him, so he started to get bored,

Could it be that during their short time together, Yan Yeran found that he was not as good as he thought.

Could it be that one time Yan Yeran acted like a baby, but he didn't respond in time.

Did they do it the night before?Love, he didn't make him happy.

The coldness and rebelliousness that Jiang Qi has always shown, and the casual and casual attitude towards everything, can't be counted in Yan Yeran.

Because he fell in love with Yan Yeran, he became sensitive and paranoid. He could obviously not care about anything, but he took Yan Yeran's every word, every movement, and every look seriously.

He believed that he knew Yan Yeran, he felt that love, so he dared to bet everything to be with Yan Yeran.

At that time, Jiang Qi was a real tightrope walker.

And Yan Yeran's love is his balance beam.

Jiang Qi's conflict at that time came from his desire to be loved by Yan Yeran, but also his fear of not being able to live a life worthy of Yan Yeran.

Now, the steel cable is gone, and Jiang Qi has a smooth journey under his feet.His material life is sufficient enough to allow Yan Yeran to live the best life.

But he still had the illusion of falling at any time.

Because what Jiang Qi feared the most was confirmed——

Yan is also true, because she loves him, what she got was a frustrated ending.

Their past did not end well, their ten years were full of scars, and they made themselves into a mess, all because of Jiang Qi.

……

The car continued to accelerate along the way, and the wind pierced through the gaps in the windows, piercing Jiang Qi's eyes like razor blades, causing bursts of dry pain.

But at such a time, Jiang Qi was distracted thinking, if Yan Yeran was beside him, would he look at him with that serious look again and say to him: Jiang Qi, you can't speed.

So Jiang Qi really slowed down.

Less than two kilometers away, Jiang Qi dialed Yan Yeran's phone, and the loudspeaker amplified Yan Yeran's soft smile, filling the entire car.

"Hello, Jiang Qi."

It seems that hearing Yan Yeran's voice, Jiang Qi's panic was comforted.

"I will arrive soon."

Yan Yeran seemed very quiet there, and Jiang Qi could hear him walking: "Then shall I wait for you at the door? Ah, you have to go to the parking lot. Then I'll go home, I've bought the groceries, you wait Come help me."

"Okay, together."

"Are you tired?"

"Not tired."

"Oh……"

Yan Yeran walked very slowly, with his heels rubbing against the ground slightly, and the slight sound through the phone scratched Jiang Qi's eardrums.He said to Jiang Qi, "Did you just get off the plane? I saw that you called me a lot. I didn't answer it on purpose. I... I didn't see it."

"Well, it doesn't matter."

Jiang Qi is very cautious now, he is afraid of talking too much, no matter how frightening Yan is.

Yan Yeran hid the past very well, he didn't want Jiang Qi to know.

But Jiang Qi couldn't completely conceal his emotions, so he could only speak less.

As time passed, Yan Yeran heard the sound of the elevator door opening.

"Jiang Qi."

"Ok?"

"Aren't you going to hang up the phone?"

"That's it." Jiang Qi said, "I want to hear your voice."

"But there is no signal in the elevator, and it may hang up by itself later."

"It's okay, I'll call again."

Jiang Qi went back very fast. If the floor was not too high, he was not sure if he would run up directly.

Because of the few seconds he waited in the elevator, he felt a sense of urgency.

It seemed that unless these legs were running wildly in a certain direction, there was no way for him to be at peace.

Before opening the door, Jiang Qihe paused for another moment.

Take a deep breath, restrain your expression, and pretend that everything is stable as usual - this is what Yan Yeran hopes.

Yan Yeran wanted to live as if nothing had happened.

It was Jiang Qi who forced him to face it.

When he opened the door, Jiang Qi saw Yan Yeran who was busy in the kitchen.He seemed to have fully noticed everything about Yan Yeran at this moment.

No longer just staring at Yan Yeran's eyes, wanting to confirm his authenticity from it, or testing whether Yan Yeran's feelings for him are still the same.

Jiang Qi can now see the complete Yan Yeran, the Yan Yeran that belongs to this moment——

He was wearing a light pink hoodie, which had been washed and faded, and the huge rabbit print on the chest was also mottled and cracked, and one ear could only be seen in outline, which was grotesquely broken.

Yan Yeran wears it like this every day, and everything he wants to hide has already been exposed.

If Jiang Qi thinks about it, he can actually remember——

Yan Yeran said that he was going to work that day, so he bought him a formal suit.At that time, Yan Yeran's surprise and caution were not all for the interview.

When Jiang Qi said it didn't fit, Yan Yeran looked in the mirror nervously.

He's actually not afraid that Jiang Qi will say it's not good-looking, he doesn't care if it's good-looking or not.He was just afraid that Jiang Qi would take it back.

He wants to look brand new.

In order to go to work, put on a new set of clean and tidy clothes, and don't worry about it getting dirty, because the place he is going to stay is the kind of spacious and bright office.

At that time, Yan Yeran felt that the distance between them was getting closer, and also felt that ten years had not deprived him of much future.

But Jiang Qi didn't know.

At that time, Jiang Qi only cared about whether Yan Yeran's smile was sincere, and only worried about whether Yan Yeran would run away.

They are each restless in different crises.

"you're back."

Jiang Qi was in a daze for a moment, but Yan Yeran called him back to his thoughts.

Seeing him come back, Yan Yeran raised her head and greeted him with a very happy expression.

The water in the pool didn't listen, and Yan Yeran's hands were still busy, and he buried himself to continue working after saying hello.

He is no longer the same as before, like a master waiting for a late return, he will obviously wag his little tail and throw himself into Jiang Qi's arms.

But Jiang Qi didn't regret it.

This time it was him who rushed towards Yan Yeran.

Jiang Qi's body was full of travel and dust, and there was a faint circle of tired stubble around his lips, but his eyes were free from the depression a few hours ago.

When he finally hugged Yan Yeran, Jiang Qi didn't dare to use any force.

He restrained himself not to hurt Yan Yeran, when his arms were about to tighten several times, Yankee tried his best to stop in place.

The hug seemed less intense.

But Jiang Qi's heart was beating like an explosion, scalding sparks flying everywhere.I just don't know if Yan Yeran can feel it.

"Of course, I miss you very much."

On the way, Jiang Qi also thought about how to talk to Yan Yeran, how to tell Yan Yeran that he already knew the hidden past, and how to let go of Yan Yeran's defense against him.

Jiang Qi lost Yan Yeran's trust in him.

Now he is accepting the price.

"I miss you."

Since he didn't get an answer, he repeated.

His eyes were scarlet with pain, but his tone of voice fabricated the illusion of softness and calmness.

Before going abroad, they were not very happy with each other.

Jiang Qi didn't want to let the atmosphere cool down again so quickly, so he chose not to mention that conversation for the time being.

Yan Yeran seemed to have received his hint, so she raised her head from her arms, looked up at Jiang Qi with her chin up, and said, "I miss you too."

He still smiled at Jiang Qi.

But there was nothing in sight.

At that time, the ups and downs of the glimmer, nervousness, fear, excitement and anticipation... everything has been smoothed out to the calm and breezy at this moment.

Jiang Qi was stared at by those eyes, and felt strong uneasiness rising.

"Of course, I—"

"Did you take too long a plane, you look so tired."

Yan Yeran interrupted him, and suddenly stretched out a finger, poked Jiang Qi's chin, then smiled and rolled his eyes, and said, "You have a beard, and your hands are tight."

Jiang Qi's words stopped on his lips.

Then he said, "Then I'll go clean up first."

"Yeah." Yan Yeran nodded and said, "Xianxiangxiang."

Jiang Qi laughed, he remembered that he had not stopped all the way, and his body was a little tired: "Okay."

The water temperature was low, and Jiang Qi finally regained his senses when the water poured down his head.

He can only feel lucky now.

Because Yan Yeran is still here, no matter what the reason is, Yan Yeran gave him a chance.

He rinsed quickly, as if a second later, there might be an accident.

The result still did not catch up.

Before drying his hair, Jiang Qi suddenly heard a noise coming from the kitchen.

There were several ping-pong-pong bangs, and there was the sound of pots and pans being smashed on the ground.

Jiang Qi's nerves tensed, his heart beat uncomfortably fast, and he rushed out of the bathroom.

Yan Yeran fell to the ground, her limbs curled up, her face pale, and her body trembling finely.

"Ran Ran!"

Many things flashed through Jiang Qi's mind at that moment, and he couldn't grasp the details.

When Chao Yan ran away, Jiang Qi found that many things were scattered in pieces.

He always wanted to investigate, always wanted to understand, and wanted everything to be in front of him before he dared to make a decision.

But in fact, he is very clear that no matter what the result is, he has only one answer - he can't let go of Yan Yeran.

He picked him up and brought him to the sofa. When he sat down, he didn't let go of his embrace. Finally, he dared to close his arms, rubbed him tightly into his arms, and asked, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

Yan Yeran slowed down for a while, then poked his head out, supported his arm and panted: "It's okay."

After speaking, he shivered again.

He was in obvious pain, his lips were bloodless, and his brows were tightly furrowed.

Jiang Qi's heart skipped a beat, and he finally regained his lost sanity.

He grabbed Yan Yeran's hand, and clinging to him tightly, at the same time, he finally released enough pheromone without hesitation, and the strong and turbulent Alpha's love was hidden in it, and the air was full of his smell.

Jiang Qi's hand also moved towards Yan Yeran's glands, rubbing and rubbing gently, and when he spoke, it was as gentle and intimate as when he was coaxing a child to sleep: "Is it better?"

Jiang Qi heard a lot from the doctor.

It is about Yan Yeran's physical condition over the years, and about all the decisions Yan Yeran has made.

Every time Jiang Qi understood more, he felt his soul being scorched hot.

It was he who tied himself to the rack, but it was Yan Yeran who suffered after the execution.

After a long time, Yan Yeran's complexion gradually improved.

Jiang Qi lowered his head and asked again, what he got was not asking for help, but Yan Yeran smiled politely and said, "Thank you, I really trouble you."

Jiang Qi's lips and throat were dry and sore.

"I'm much better, don't worry about me. You go to the kitchen and see if our dinner is gone."

Yan Yeran carefully pushed him away while talking.

In fact, Yan Yeran, who reunited after a long absence, has always grasped the limits of proportion to the extreme.

He will not ask Jiang Qi to do anything, if he is sure that Jiang Qi wants to give, he will ask for it, and if he gets Jiang Qi's favor, he will immediately return something.

There is no way to enjoy all this unilaterally and with peace of mind.

Those cautious actions he made were never for Jiang Qi to see, but Jiang Qi's inadvertent scrutiny all the time, which made Yan Yeran afraid.

Who made Yan Yeran so timid, like walking on eggshells?

It's time, or Jiang Qi.

Jiang Qi suddenly exerted some strength and hugged Yan Yeran tightly. The violent panic in his eyes almost drowned himself: "Of course, I'm sorry. I wasn't here when I should be by your side."

"It's okay." Yan Yeran patted him on the back and said comfortingly, "It's my problem, I wish I had made it clear earlier. If I told you that I need you, you would definitely not leave, right? "

Jiang Qi didn't understand why Yan was like this.

Why is he not angry, not angry, not hated or disgusted.

Why did he hide all his emotions so easily, as if he didn't believe that Jiang Qi would stand by his side.

At this moment, Yan Yeran suddenly said, "Do you want me to help you?"

Jiang Qi paused.

The pheromone he released excessively just now implicated his body.So there is some momentum of desire.

But Jiang Qi's mind is not on that.

He just kissed the tip of Yan Yeran's reddened ear, and said softly: "No, let's go eat."

"But there is no food, I spilled the soup." Yan Yeran was very sorry.

"I'll get it." Jiang Qi rubbed his hair, "Wait for me."

Yan Yeran sat cross-legged on the sofa, watching Jiang Qi busy in the kitchen, he seemed very curious, tilted his head and stared for a long time.

Jiang Qi put the last dishes out of the pot, and Yan Yeran hopped over to help. The two of them brought the dishes to the dining table. The atmosphere was harmonious but always revealed a strange imbalance.

Jiang Qi didn't know where this weirdness came from at first.

They still sat and ate together as before.

Yan Yeran told him some cold jokes, and Jiang Qi laughed with him.Yan Yeran said that he saw a movie recommendation and heard it was good, so Jiang Qi said, "Watch it tonight."

Yan Yeran asked: "Have you encountered any interesting things abroad?"

Jiang Qi said no.

Yan Yeran pouted: "Oh."

"But I went to the island." Jiang Qi seldom talked about these daily trivial matters, and there were not many interesting things he could pay attention to, so he could only try his best to piece together a nonsense, and then said, "It's beautiful."

"Right! The sea in Country K is the most beautiful and clean sea I've ever seen." Yan Yeran twitched the corners of her mouth, as if she was very happy that Jiang Qi could respond, even though it was just such a meaningless trifle.

To say it's weird, Jiang Qi doesn't seem to be able to find a specific reason.

Yan Yeran smiled so happily, just like every day before.

Even like that year.

But this calm was still broken.

When dinner was about to end, Yan Yeran suddenly put down his chopsticks.

He looked at Jiang Qi and said, "I didn't cheat other people's money."

Jiang Qi's eyes froze, he slowly raised his head, and Yan Yeran looked at each other.

"Actually, I came here the first time I left Yan's house, because this is the largest and most prosperous city. I thought there would always be more ways to live here than elsewhere. It didn't take long before I was deceived. They said they had a job and money. More work, less work, and simple. I was stupid and inexperienced at the time, so I just believed it."

Yan Yeran was a little embarrassed, pinched her feverish earlobe, and said with a smile, "In the end, they tricked me into going out of town and wanted to sell me. It scared me to death. But fortunately, I'm smart, so I'm going to lose my way halfway." I ran away and went to call the police. The police said that because it was an out-of-town case, it was best for me to come back here. I came back right away.”

Jiang Qi listened quietly.

His breathing became heavier with Yan Yeran's words, but he didn't dare to interrupt.

"When I came back to call the police, the police said it was fine at first, and then called me suddenly, saying that it was a civil dispute and asked me to mediate with them. I think because it was many years ago, the law of the New Deal of the Union may not be So perfect, there is no clear rule saying that you can’t open that kind of underground club. But human trafficking is definitely not allowed, right? I ran to fight with them. When I knew it, they bit me back, saying that I was in the The people who worked there cheated the clients out of money and wanted to run away, but they were caught back, so the thieves shouted "Stop the thief."

"Wow! Thinking about it makes me mad." Yan Yeran rubbed her eyes while talking, quickly wiped away the tears that were almost full inside, she looked really angry,

"I didn't understand anything at that time, and I didn't know that the boss was very powerful. He said what he said, and I couldn't explain it. In fact, he didn't want to arrest me at first, but I was very angry at the time. I thought why They don't know who is good or what is bad? So I'm going to make trouble every day, I want to let everyone know that they are breaking the law... And then, I'm like, I don't know why I was locked in, I didn't cheat money, and I didn't work there. "

When he said this, he suddenly looked up at Jiang Qi and said, "...do you believe me?"

Jiang Qi seemed to be in a plastic-enclosed space, and he couldn't find any air to breathe even when he opened his mouth.He realizes now how wrong he was.

Why did he have to force Yan Yeran to speak out.

Seeing Yan Yeran say these things to him now, is he satisfied with telling him the past and telling him about it lightly?

When Yan Yeran was hugged by him, he didn't intend to cry, he just had red eyes, and then said: "Jiang Qi... hold me so tight."

"sorry."

"It's okay, I'll just show my nose to vent my anger." Yan Yeran was still smiling.

Jiang Qi wanted to be sorry, of course not this.

But Yan Yeran seemed to know, so he didn't give him a chance.

When Jiang Qi was about to speak, Yan Yeran suddenly kissed him, kissing him very hard.

Jiang Qi didn't think it was a good time, but Yan Yeran hugged his neck, kissed him and said, "There's a lot more, I can tell you what you want to hear."

"The same thing about getting married, that was outrageous. I really didn't know anything at the time, and I was sent to the plane in a daze. When I opened my eyes, I found myself in a strange place. I was so scared to death. I was still Think about it, my boyfriend is so fierce, if he knows, he will kill the Yan family."

He smiled, bit Jiang Qi's neck, and said happily, "It's a good thing you didn't kill them, otherwise you wouldn't be a big boss."

"Ran Ran……"

Whenever Jiang Qi could speak, Yan Yeran immediately kissed him.

Jiang Qi really wanted to know how Yan Yeran brought up the bloody past with only an understatement.

But he couldn't ask.

Because Yan Yeran teased him very hard and very earnestly, and kissed him relentlessly until his goal was achieved.

He put his hand into Jiang Qi's clothes, poked every muscle in him, and said, "You don't want to fight now, you can't. You are stronger than before, it's very dangerous."

In the past, Yan Yeran was very afraid of Jiang Qi fighting.

Outside of school, every time I fight with someone, I don't stop.At that time, Jiang Qi was not afraid, and every time he had the determination to die with others.

Jiang Qi has no worries, so whatever he does is cool, and he can be ruthless.No one can control the wildness in him.

Later, when he met Yan Yeran, he was suddenly at a loss.

In fact, Yan also knows it all.

This night, Jiang Qi fell into it under Yan Yeran's first provocation.They have no time to stop, they are stronger and more emotional than every hug.

From dusk to late night, and then to dawn.

This entanglement became infinitely long.

Jiang Qi may not know why he was sober this night, and he clearly wanted to see Yan Yeran clearly, but finally fell into a stalemate of consciousness.

Stimulated by Yan Yeran, he finally tasted the feeling of losing control under the pheromone for the first time.Without reason, there is only constant demand.

"Of course, I will always love you."

Jiang Qi seemed to say this before losing consciousness, he has lost the ability to speak, he can only pour out the only thing he remembers.

But Yan Yeran didn't answer anything.

At last they fell into a deep sleep, and the next morning the sun continued to shine.

Around noon, Yan Yeran opened his eyes.

He didn't sit up immediately, but just stared at the ceiling for a long time.

He did it too hard, and he was not without pain, but this pain was not as good as one tenth of the past.Yan Yeran blinked, and slowly regained control of her hands and feet.

He turned over and lay on Jiang Qi's body.

Jiang Qi is still sleeping.

There was no way, because it never ended, Yan Yeran called a stop midway, and poured Jiang Qi a glass of water mixed with sleeping pills.He sleeps fast.

He had thought it would be a bland farewell.

In fact, he should have thought earlier that any entanglement with Jiang Qi would not end peacefully.

One has to be hurt.

Yan Yeran actually remembered very clearly that Jiang Qi said he was sorry countless times.

But he doesn't need to be sorry.

"It's okay, it's not your fault." Yan Yeran answered Jiang Qi's sorry, bit his chin, and said with a smile, "Jiang Qi, we are all right."

Then he got out of bed and changed his clothes.

He put away everything related to him in the house and found that there were not many.From the very beginning, he never thought about how long he would be with Jiang Qi, so he never dared to leave too many traces of him in the house.

Yan Yeran leaned against the door of the room and watched Jiang Qi for a long time. He had the urge to kiss again, but felt it was meaningless.

The last farewell, Yan Yeran said with a smile: "You don't have to love me forever, but I will always love you. Goodbye"

He never abandoned Jiang Qi.

This time he didn't want to either.

But since it wasn't him or Jiang Qi who was at fault, there must always be someone else who has to bear the price.

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