kissing sparrow

"You don't have amnesia at all, do you?" Fu Xun said in a bad tone.Realizing that the other party worked so hard to act just to cut off the relationship so that he could get rid of him, he felt angry and ridiculous.

Having said so much, Lu Heyang was speechless, no matter how much he concealed, it would only appear to be a cover-up.

So he chose to fight back. After all, in his relationship with Fu Xun, he should never be the one who is guilty.He stood up resolutely, grabbed Fu Xun's wrist, lifted it up and placed it under his eyes, and questioned him with red eyes.

"A couple's watch, isn't it?"

There are also those equally ambiguous, birthday cakes, roses, and boat tickets.

He choked heavily in his throat, feeling inexplicably humiliated.

If he really cared about him as Xu Lingyu hinted, then how could he be willing to let him beg for this love from him here like a beggar.

"While getting engaged to Xu Lingyu, he lied to me to wear a couple's watch together; he said he was taking me out to recuperate, but he didn't tell me that Xu Lingyu was also on this boat. I will retreat again and again, and I want to fulfill you, so you can have no worries You can always be your President Fu, marry a wife and have children, you can do whatever you want. But you never let me go, and took me as a joke again and again. Fu Xun, what do you mean, you treat me as a What?!"

This sentence has been suppressed in Lu Heyang's heart for a long time, like a pile of blocks, like a boulder, and today he finally let it out with all his might.

He felt that his whole body became hollow in an instant, like a huge void, powerless to wait for the other party's judgment, waiting for a strong wind to blow in and heavy rain to pour in.He sank, sank again, like the symptoms of choking on water in the deep sea, and his mouth and nose were full of acrid taste.

Hearing his series of questions that were almost out of control, Fu Xun had a complicated expression.He was silent for two seconds, and called his name solemnly, with a deep voice: "Lu Heyang."

"My engagement to Xu Lingyu is just a deal."

"I've always wanted to tell you about this, but you ran away. When I found you, you said you couldn't remember who I am." Fu Xun also raised his volume for a while, and his pronunciation was stagnant. He paused for a moment to suppress his emotions, and finally He continued, "How do I speak, you look at me like a stranger, how do I speak?"

To this day, he still clearly remembers Lu Heyang faintly waking up from the hospital bed, and glanced sideways at him, so indifferent, as if looking at an insignificant person who was not even a passer-by.

Lu Heyang loosened his grip on the opponent's wrist, his lips were pale, and a dull pain rose deep in his chest. For the first time, he realized that his evasion was shameful and useless. He unilaterally refused to talk, which not only hurt himself, but also hurt Fu Xun .

It started to rain outside the porthole, and even though the curtains were closed, the sound of the rain hitting the glass and the sea could still be heard, noisy and violent.The cruise ship shook slightly, showing an obvious tendency to slow down.

In the long silence and blankness, the two gradually calmed down.Lu Heyang slumped into the chair as if exhausted, Fu Xun let out a heavy breath and sat down opposite.

The napkin in front of him was carefully folded and re-folded, like weeds, he tore it, and threw it aside in annoyance.

It all started ten years ago.

When Lu Heyang went abroad, Lu Xun was admitted to university.Not long after, Lu Xun discovered that someone was quietly following him. He considered himself a commoner. After thinking about it, he could only suspect that this might be related to the car accident of Lu Bingwen and his wife, so he asked a classmate whose father was a policeman to inquire about the case. specific details.

He learned that the original truck driver did not have the habit of drinking alcohol on weekdays, let alone drunk driving, but it cannot be ruled out that he drank too much that day, and then he got lucky and climbed into the driver's seat to start the vehicle.Therefore, although there are doubts, the police who lack other effective evidence still conclude the case as a traffic accident caused by drunk driving.

This matter is not a big deal, but a seed of doubt was planted in Lu Xun's heart. Thinking that he should be the one in the car, he began to live cautiously, such as living on campus more on weekdays, taking public transportation as much as possible, remembering Stay at the angle of locking the door by yourself, avoid traveling alone, and try to find friends to accompany you when you go home to pick up things.After graduation, he moved out to rent and changed his address every six months until Xu Jianzhong found him a year ago.

He told him that his real identity was actually Fu Qiaosheng's long-lost son, the legitimate heir of the Fu family.

It sounded a little ridiculous at first, but the birthmark was right, and the time was right. He even got the DNA samples of the Fu family from nowhere, and the comparison results proved beyond doubt.The most important thing is that Xu Jianzhong presented some interrelated and speculative evidence, telling him that the car accident of Lu Bingwen and his wife was the work of his uncle Fu Qiaoyu, because he also found him, and he wanted to kill him , Never future troubles, and completely monopolize Fu's inheritance rights.

This not only explains the car accident, but also explains the close or sparse surveillance over the years.The logic was too reasonable, it hit Lu Xun instantly, and almost crushed him.

Because he found out sadly that he tried his best to suppress his feelings for Lu Heyang, and hated him sincerely for many years, thinking that he caused the death of his parents and made his family feel like home, but it turned out that he was the culprit who had taken over Lu Heyang's home. The family caused him to lose his biological parents, and even Lu Heyang almost died for him.

What right does he have to hate? It's ridiculous and ridiculous. What he should do is revenge and redemption.Only by letting the person responsible for the crime get the punishment he deserves, can he truly get rid of the life of hiding in Tibet, and he can straighten his spine and walk to Lu Heyang's side.

It's a pity that Fu Qiaoyu paid the murderer to kill him very neatly, without leaving any direct evidence.Xu Jianzhong persuaded him that if he had to call the police now, the sentence might not last long, and even Fu Qiaoyu could spend some money to find a scapegoat and he would be unscathed.Rather than getting entangled in this matter, it is better to find a way to go back to the Fu family to seize power. Even if more evidence cannot be collected, it is enough to deal a heavy blow to Fu Qiaoyu.

After getting Lu Xun's acquiescence, Xu Jianzhong quickly gave him a plan. In order to get rid of those eyes staring at him, he would plan a fraudulent death case for him. They will arrange a private meeting between him and Mr. Fu, so that he can return to Fu's house and take back the family property.

What Xu Jianzhong wanted was an heir to the Fu family who could be easily manipulated.After Lu Xun mastered the family business, he had to cooperate with the Xu family and give him a share of the air transportation.In order for Lu Xun to side with him wholeheartedly, he proposed that he must marry his sister Xu Lingyu as a condition.

Of course, Lu Xun had no intention of marrying Xu Lingyu, but after learning that Xu Lingyu was also imprisoned at home for resisting this marriage, he tried every means to contact her. He helped her board a ship bound for Europe with a false identity when she was in the middle of the night. She was planning to secretly leave China behind Xu Jianzhong's back for her trip on the Oasis to further her studies in Europe.

Facing the huge amount of information, Lu Heyang's soul was shaken, and he couldn't blink for a long time. The dryness of his eyes made him have the urge to cry for a moment.

"I thought, I haven't seen you for ten years, and you hate me so much, you should have almost forgotten me. It's enough to trick you into returning to China with my death. I'll just take a look at you from a distance." Fu Xun said .

He still remembered that cloudy day, when he saw Lu Heyang who had just returned to China from a distance, tall and thin, wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, and his pale face was accentuated by the black shirt.He lightly brushed away the dust on his tombstone, and put down a bunch of dewy purple lisianthus, with a timely heavyness on his face, as if it was a routine, without any superfluous expression.This once verified the conclusion that he had long forgotten.

"But I didn't expect you to end everything abroad because of this, and I didn't expect that I would meet you who was drunk in Shenlan. I found you in pain, which made me have an irresistible urge again. I think you treat me right? There are also feelings, whether it is between family members or others, whether it is love or hate, should I not make you so painful. So I couldn't help but approach you, wanting to know what you think of me, but approached Then I regretted it later." Fu Xun frowned, his words were scattered and out of order, as if a thousand words were not enough to express his contradictory mood and regret at this moment.

"Because even though I am very careful when I go in and out, the video taken by the parents of the students still exposed me on the Internet, and therefore put you in danger."

"Perhaps you always thought that the one who pried open the door of your house that day was a netizen who wanted to 'help justice'."

Lu Heyang showed a surprised and puzzled expression: "Isn't it?"

Fu Xun shook his head slightly: "It was people sent by Fu Qiaoyu who turned your house into a mess that day. They wanted to confirm whether I was still alive."

"Maybe you don't understand." His brows became serious, and he gritted his teeth: "Fu Qiaoyu is a man of great wealth and has many lives in his hands. I have already put you in danger. Only I can return to Fu Qiaoyu as soon as possible." Only then can Fu Qiaoyu have no time to take care of him. And you happened to be in a crisis of public opinion at that time, upset, and it was indeed not safe enough. So I started the plan to get close to Mr. Fu in advance, and asked Xu Jianzhong for a safe house to lock you up stand up."

"I was meeting with my grandfather at the time, and Xu Jianzhong was responsible for taking you to the Xinting villa. I did find out later that he used the method of kidnapping, but thinking about it, it's simple and efficient. After all, you can't expect too much You, who know nothing, cooperate."

In fact, it's not that he didn't think about telling Xu Jianzhong a few words beforehand, but for a person like him who walks on thin ice, the last thing anyone should notice is his weakness.For this reason, he pretended to hate Lu Heyang in front of Xu Jianzhong, and pretended to be merciless in front of Lu Heyang.Until now, for the first time, he felt relieved like a heavy burden.

Hearing that the Xinting Villa was not intended to humiliate his cage, but a means of protecting him obtained by Fu Xun's painstaking efforts, Lu Heyang couldn't help feeling mixed with sadness and joy.His eyes were sore and his voice trembled, he couldn't help arguing: "But, you can tell me..."

"Lu Heyang, you don't understand." Fu Xun covered his face with his palm, and raised it again after a while, the bridge of the nose remained reddish with blood flowing back after being pressed, "Because I didn't dare."

"At the beginning of the plan, the chances of success in this matter were not great, and it was also very dangerous. Whether it could succeed or not depended on my grandfather's affection for my father Fu Qiaosheng. I had no idea what the outcome would be. I was afraid that if I told you this, you would Out of the mentality of helping me, I was coerced into it, and I was even more afraid that you would get too close and use too much affection. But in the end, if I fail and die, like Su Mei and Lu Bingwen, I will give you hope and end it myself..."

His usual unruly face revealed a heart-wrenching expression: "Lu Heyang, I would rather you hate me than I would do that. I don't want you to suffer like that again."

It is precisely because he has seen with his own eyes that fate has repeatedly destroyed Lu Heyang's hope, seen his torn apart and barely pieced together life, he feels his pain, and knows that the last thing he needs is irresponsible promise.

For a moment, his chest was filled with countless words, joy and sorrow, worry and fear, love and hate, all choked in his heart, Lu Heyang felt that he had become a plump apple hanging high on the branch, not only missed too much acid, but also Rich and undisturbed sweetness.More importantly, all the lumps in his chest disappeared, and his whole body was unbelievably light, as if he couldn't wait to fall into Fu Xun's palm.

He opened his mouth in vain, but he couldn't say a word. Finally, he stretched out his hand and covered the back of Fu Xun's hand with clear veins which was resting on the table.

Fu Xun turned his arm over, turned his palm up, and held him with a slightly larger palm.Fu Xun's apple fell into it firmly, and the two of them clasped their fingers tightly together, like a mortise and tenon fit, inseparable.

"My idea is actually very simple. I want to take back everything that belongs to me, not as Lu Heyang's substitute, not as a person who occupies your life, and come back to confess to you in an upright manner." Fu Xun continued, "It's also my fault, I always want to wait When the dust settles, when you are absolutely safe, I procrastinate and procrastinate until you get emotional and insist on leaving Xinting Villa. I have no choice but to find Cheng Dongxu to pick you up. I want to talk to you face to face, but unexpectedly you escaped .”

"That night, Mr. Fu passed away. I really couldn't get away. When I found you, you had an accident."

"You said you want to be with me, and you will be a stranger in the future."

Fu Xun reluctantly raised the corner of his mouth and smiled wryly, feeling the other party's fingers tremble in the palm of his hand.

"You are very resistant to me, but in order to keep you by my side and let you have a peaceful life, I can no longer lock you up, so I have to appoint bodyguards to protect you downstairs every day."

Lu Heyang's mind suddenly crashed into the black Buick that parked at the entrance of the alley every night.

He always thought that what he saw on the surface of the water was a complete iceberg, but he didn't know that the real giant was below the water surface.He was well protected by Fu Xun, and he didn't even spend a little time thinking about it carefully, so that he missed the truth of his parents' death, let alone the other party's situation.Even on the second floor of the Deep Blue Bar, seeing that he was forced to drink a glass of wine that he didn't want to drink in order to keep his business, he was still indifferent.

"That's it." Fu Xun finally said.Seeing that the end of Lu Heyang's eyes were red, like a koi tail, he raised his hand to caress his chin, lightly brushed his earlobe with his fingertips, and said with utmost tenderness, "It's my fault that things have come to this point. "

"I was too busy at the time, I was under a lot of pressure in all aspects, I had a bad temper and lack of patience. These were all my problems."

A love spanning ten years, unable to confirm, let alone respond, he simply didn't know how to love someone he thought was hating him.He was apprehensive and ignorant, afraid of losing, he repeatedly provoked, possessed, and kept away, but Lu Heyang mistakenly thought that he came with malice.

Until Lu Heyang escaped once and "forgot" him again, he finally understood that he was willing to pull out the thorns on his body for him, and become a reliable lover, a gentle lover, someone who could fight him well and someone who hugged him.Regardless of whether this person hates him, hates him, calls him a lunatic, whatever, he will never let go of his hand as easily as he did on the skating rink.

Seeing him relentlessly blaming himself, Lu Heyang shook his head frequently: "Fu Xun..."

He couldn't help but clenched Fu Xun's fingers tightly, wanting to comfort him, to say that he didn't care, and to say that he loved him.

But as soon as he uttered a name that he loves deeply, his voice was interrupted. Suddenly, there was a deafening roar from the bottom of the cruise ship, making the dull and terrifying sound of metal scratching heavily on the stone wall.

trip over tin box

Today I am capitalized thick and long, but am I unexpected again (holding my head).There are also some important foreshadowings that will be explained in later chapters.

-Two tips to help understand (of course, do not look at it or affect it):

*The flower language of bellflower: hopeless eternal love

*Lu Heyang is Fu Xun's "apple" - theappleofhiseye (Pearl in the Palm)