kissing sparrow

As soon as he landed in Jiayou City, a car came to pick him up. Fu Xun saw that Lu Heyang was not in good spirits, so he did not go against his wishes and sent him all the way downstairs to the rented apartment.

In fact, it has only been a few days since they left Jiayou City, but both of them have a feeling that time has passed. Not long ago, they kissed, caressed, slept, and did the most intimate things. Now, the strangeness between the two bodies is clearly revealed. They were tacitly silent, like passers-by who just passed by, as if what came back were just two identical bodies, and they were no longer the same soul.

The twilight was thick, and there was only a golden glow line in the sky, and the buildings on the street were already lit.

Fu Xun got out of the car first to pick up Lu Heyang's luggage, intending to send him up, but Lu Heyang put his hand on the other end of the strap, carefully keeping a distance from Fu Xun's hand.

"I can go up by myself."

Fu Xun tightened his fingers, and finally let go, giving the bag to Lu Heyang.

"Okay, go to bed early." He said, "I will pick you up tomorrow and go to the hospital for an examination."

"No need." Lu Heyang said, maintaining his elder brother's empathy, "If necessary, I will go by myself. You are busy with your work."

Fu Xun didn't want to argue again, so he pursed his lips and remained silent, but his expression remained firm.

Lu Heyang was so tired that he ignored Cheng Dongxu's flattering eyes as he bid farewell, and turned around and walked upstairs.

His back looks like a doomsday building, and the back of the coat near the waist has fine wrinkles from sitting for a long time, and the light and shadow are carved on it, until Lu Heyang completely disappears from sight with those lines, Fu Xun He walked to the door and put his hand on the door handle.

"Ah." Cheng Dongxu was holding a huge luggage bag on the passenger seat, showing a pair of almond eyes from the edge, he pressed half of the car window and poked his head out and said to Fu Xun, "I think Brother He Yang has changed a lot since he lost his memory."

"Really?" Fu Xun responded lightly, moving his gaze upwards, chasing up from the green and chic flower stands outside the windows of the residents on the third floor.

"It's like a different person, very cold." Cheng Dongxu curled his lips, "Fortunately, he can't remember. You locked him in Xinting before. If he remembers, it's impossible for him to come back with you..."

Until the light suddenly came on in the window on the east side of the tenth floor, Fu Xun turned around, opened the car door and sat in.

"Although if you don't do this, Brother He Yang will be in danger, but don't tell me..." Cheng Dongxu suddenly met Fu Xun's cold warning eyes from the rearview mirror, and closed his mouth with a smirk.

It's not that Fu Xun didn't say anything, but he didn't know how to say it.

If he had had a little bit of self-confidence before, thinking that Lu Heyang would care about his life and death, his life, his relationship and marriage, but now he is not sure how Lu Heyang, who has lost his memory, will react.He might just listen indifferently, wishing him a happy relationship for a hundred years and expressing his gratitude in a distant manner.

And his explanation is not in exchange for his gratitude, what he wants is his love.

For this reason, he hunted patiently, approached gently, and started over and over again like Sisyphus pushing a stone.

Nothing he does makes sense until he falls in love with him.

"When he remembers everything, I will explain it to him." Fu Xun tapped the driver's seat with his index finger, motioned to drive, and told Cheng Dongxu again, "But before that, don't talk too much, especially what happened to Xinting before. and Xu Lingyu."

The black Mercedes slowly drove out of the community and merged into the traffic flow. Lu Heyang pulled the curtains tightly and let out a breath.Taking off the hard camouflage, his vitality was emptied, and he felt like the first yellow leaf on the branch of this early autumn, crumbling at any time and falling into mud.

In fact, when he just woke up in Liangxi Town, he did have a brief memory blur, but he remembered everything before lunch, including the cause and effect of his injury, the identity of the teacher, and Fu Xun.

Ten years ago, when he held a knife in his hand, the weakness revealed when he looked at him in the air, the concentration and depth of his eyes when he listened attentively, his taboos, his sweaty back, his habits in bed, his heels when he smoked. Eyelid gestures, and most importantly, he's engaged.

A blurred piece of glass is wiped away to reveal the luminous truth.He had to face it all.

He has thought about Fu Xun's purpose in coming to find him, whether it is possessive or not enough for revenge, driven by stimulation or feels that he is still responsible for being a "client", Fu Xun is like a wild dog, determined to kill him .But for Lu Heyang, if Fu Xun is destined to enter a normal marriage, as an elder brother, as a person with self-respect, he must end this ridiculous relationship as soon as possible and let him return to his beloved fiancée.

So he decided to pretend to forget everything, a pair of unrelated brothers, what they have is just a common memory, as long as there is no such thing, he can completely cut off the connection between them, enough to make Fu Xun gradually lose interest in him , and no longer have to bear any responsibility.

It was like an operation without anesthesia, the sharp blade cut through the flesh bit by bit, and Lu Heyang could clearly feel the dull pain of being cut.

And he hoped that for Fu Xun, all this was just throwing away a toy, as simple as that.

Lu Heyang sat down on the chair and sank into the back of the chair. A corner protruded from the inside of the pocket, which was probably the hard edge of the mobile phone against the thigh, causing discomfort.

He reached out and took it out, but unexpectedly found that it was not the new mobile phone he had changed after arriving in Qinggang City, but the one that Fu Xun had taken away before.

What was confiscated at the same time, of course, was Wen Jiyu's phone number stored in the new phone.

Probably replaced it on the plane while he was asleep.

Lu Heyang felt dumbfounded for a moment. After turning on the phone, except for a few APPs with red dots on the top, there were not many unread messages. He browsed through WeChat and found that Fu Xun was like a competent secretary, taking care of everything carefully. everything.For example, asking Dean Wang for leave, explaining to Gan Tang in Lu Heyang's tone the reason for not being able to attend work recently, and even greeting the class representative or providing an excuse for not being able to answer the question immediately.

What made Lu Heyang laugh the most was that one of the messages came from his mentor Edward in the United States, asking him in English if he was free to attend an academic exchange meeting recently.Fu Xun also expressed in English that the itinerary could not be determined for nearly a month and we will discuss it later. As a result, Edward discussed academic issues with him with great interest. Although Fu Xun's English is good, Lu Heyang still felt from the lines that he was facing The difficult professional vocabulary in psychology is powerless, such as "expectancy value model", it should be "expectancy value model", he missed "value", and "way of thinking" can be expressed by a more professional "mindset" instead of "wayofthinking" .Anyway, he clumsily misused some words and ended the conversation with difficulty.

He put the phone aside, intending to take a shower, his fingertips landed on the watch, and drew a shallow circle outlining the shape of the dial.It was indeed an expensive watch, but it was not commensurate with his value. He took it off and put it in the drawer of the bedside table.

Because the wound had just scabbed over, he just rinsed it briefly. After coming out of the bathroom, he found a bag of quick-frozen dumplings in the refrigerator. He is not very good at cooking this. scattered.When cooking this time, there were still a few "whole bodies", so he hurriedly turned off the fire.While eating, I sent Gan Tang a WeChat message, asking her about the current course progress and follow-up arrangements.

Unexpectedly, Gan Tang made a phone call, so Lu Heyang had no choice but to quickly swallow the dumplings in his mouth to answer the phone.

"Ms. Lu!" Gantang's joyful voice came over, "Are you okay? We were scared to death when we heard the news of your injury..." As she spoke, her voice began to tremble, as if she was about to cry.

"It's okay." Lu Heyang tried his best to intervene, "I made everyone worry."

"It's fine." Gan Tang stabilized his mood, "Tomorrow Friday, you can take another day off and come back to work next week. I will sort out the current courseware and send it to your mailbox. I will drop by tomorrow morning for my homework. Send it to you."

"Thank you, Teacher Gan." Lu Heyang hung up the phone and sent his home address.When he scooped up another piece to eat, he found that it was a little cold, and the smell of meat oil covered the aroma. He didn't have much appetite at first, so he sealed the rest into a small bowl and stuffed it into the refrigerator.

Throwing the dirty clothes into the washing machine, he sank into the soft big bed, closed his eyes and fell asleep quickly.The churning sound of the washing machine did not wake him up, and because of this, he missed the soft early autumn night at 10:30, and the "good night" that Fu Xun sent across thousands of lights.

In just one night, the golden osmanthus bloomed.

The head stubble is on the sunny side, with a strong fragrance and swaying branches, but it is followed by symptoms of hay fever, itchy eyes, and discomfort in the upper respiratory tract.Lu Heyang didn't want to go out, but had to go to the pharmacy to buy some medicine to relieve allergy symptoms.

He casually put on a cotton white shirt over the T-shirt, put on the mask, and walked to the pharmacy outside the community.He took a box of cetirizine hydrochloride tablets from the shelf, the phone vibrated in his pocket, he picked it up, it was Gan Tang.

"Ms. Lu, I'm downstairs at your house."

"Wait for me a moment, I'm at the pharmacy, I'll be right back." Lu Heyang hung up the phone and walked to the checkout counter.People's eyes are always attracted by high-saturation colors. A row of various colored yun condoms competes for splendor. His eyes glanced over unconsciously. His eyes were a little dry. He raised his phone and scanned the QR code for payment, and tapped Counter: "Is there..."

Suddenly forgot the name.

Sea... what?

The ending ended awkwardly, and the salesperson at the counter understood, and threw a box of sleeves from the shelf: "40."

Lu Heyang frowned, and was about to speak when the transparent glass door was suddenly pulled open, and the wind chimes hanging on the door collided with each other and made a crisp tinkling sound. He raised his head and looked over.

Wearing a thin khaki windbreaker, Fu Xun strode in, bringing in the scent of flowers. Before Lu Heyang could react, his gaze had already landed on the box cover on the counter.

"Mr. Lu, do you have an idea?" Fu Xun squinted his eyes and showed a playful smile. His fingertips were on the packaging of the carton, and they happened to be pointing at the four characters "extreme experience".In the next second, his eyes fell to the side, and he saw that Lu Heyang's wrist holding the mobile phone was empty, and he was not wearing the watch he gave him.

Lu Heyang's mind went blank for a moment, and in a flash, he turned around and said, "Hailu eye drops, do you have it?"

Following Lu Heyang out of the pharmacy, Fu Xun inspected his pink auricles with great interest. The skin there was very thin, and it would turn red when filled with a little blood. He liked to press close to his ears and squeeze there before he arrived. , use the tip of your tongue to hook it a little bit, push it up to heat up, and make it wet.

"What are you here for?"

"Take you to see a doctor."

"I dont go."

Fu Xun quickly took a few steps to catch up with Lu Heyang, grabbed his wrist, and led him to the side of a black car on the side of the road: "Don't be self-willed, your body is your own."

Lu Heyang twisted his wrists, but two such eye-catching men chatting on the street, it's really not good-looking.Lu Heyang felt the eyes of the pharmacy salesperson piercing through the transparent glass and piercing himself. He shook off Fu Xun's palm vigorously, and held the plastic bag containing the medicine and eye drops, feeling unwilling: "I've made an appointment."

"Student homework." Fu Xun reached into the car, took out a document bag from the seat and threw it into his arms.Apparently, he was angry that he remembered Gan Tang and the teaching, but not himself.

Sometimes he even wondered if it was because Lu Heyang was too afraid and hated him, so when his brain asked whether to delete him, he pressed the OK button without hesitation or even impatiently.

"I just met Gan Tang downstairs at your house, and I brought it here for you." Fu Xun let him open the door and motioned him to get in the car, "Can you rest assured?"

"You know how to drive?" Lu Heyang saw Fu Xun skillfully start the ignition, and then leaned over to fasten his seat belt for him.

"I'll do it myself." Lu Heyang turned his face away, avoiding Fu Xun's breathing, and reached down to search for it.But before he could make a move, the seat belt had already clicked into place. Fu Xun straightened his body and smiled: "Don't worry, I have a certificate."

The vehicle started steadily and entered the main road.

"I didn't bring you breakfast, thinking that you might need to draw blood on an empty stomach later." He added, "I'll eat it after the examination."

Lu Heyang looked out the window: "Thank you."

Fu Xun kept silent, and drove towards the hospital along the Fourth Ring Road.

The car finally stopped in front of the most famous private hospital in Jiayou City. The advantage here is that the environment is good, the examination is quick, and you can find a doctor on the spot for diagnosis. The disadvantage is that it is expensive. Of course, the price is not its disadvantage, it may be your own.

Lu Heyang had just finished drawing blood, and one sleeve was rolled up high. While pressing the bleeding point with a cotton swab, he walked out of the laboratory, and saw Fu Xun just paid the fee, with a credit card and various receipts between his fingers.

"I'll transfer the money to you later." Lu Heyang said, then raised the cotton swab to take a look, and was about to throw it away, but Fu Xun didn't want to care about the money, so he just said, "Press it for a while."

"It's not bleeding anymore."

"Press for a while, it won't be easy to green." Fu Xun spread his palms, "If your hands are sore, I will press for you."

Naturally, Lu Heyang would not bother him. After 3 minutes, Fu Xun took the cotton swab and threw it into the trash can.

The blood routine and trauma were all fine, and finally got the brain CT results. A senior expert in neurosurgery confirmed the previous diagnosis after seeing it. He pointed to a small shadow on the film and said: " There should still be a little bruising here, but it doesn't look serious."

"Then when can the memory be restored?" Fu Xun asked.

Lu Heyang raised his eyelashes and looked at him, he looked anxious.

"If this happens, we can only see the patient's own recovery." The expert adjusted his glasses and turned his gaze to Lu Heyang, who was sitting upright, "I think he is fine. If it is only partial amnesia, it will not affect him." Life."

He unscrewed the thermos cup and took a sip of water: "Look, I'm old and can't remember things clearly, it's the same."

"It's not the same." Fu Xun said, "Doctor Wang, think of a way."

He put on the lid of the cup and leaned down: "Then I'll prescribe some medicine, and I'll come back tomorrow and next Monday to get water. It's mainly for promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis. Let's see the effect." The tip of the pen tapped Lu Heyang: "However, as I said just now, whether it will work or not depends on him."

Fu Xun was going to pay the fee with the bill, and Lu Heyang followed him: "No need."

"What's the use?" Fu Xun stopped and looked at him.

"These medicines."

Expensive and not covered by health insurance.The most important thing is that he is not sick.

"You don't want to remember?"

"It's not important." Lu Heyang said, "Give it to me."

Fu Xun raised his arm, dodging Lu Heyang's hand who wanted to grab the receipt.

"I'll pay."

"Fu Xun!" Lu Heyang yelled, his voice a little anxious, "Are you busy?"

"Such a big company is not enough for you, so you have to take care of my business." Lu Heyang turned and walked out of the hospital, his voice was muffled by the mask, reducing the sense of sharpness, making Fu Xun underestimate the degree of his anger, and still Use your body to block his way.

"I said, we have nothing to do with each other." Lu Heyang turned sideways, bypassed him and walked straight out.

When Lu Heyang pulled away a taxi on the side of the road, Fu Xun stepped forward and opened his hand. In one hand, he held a cup of soy milk he just bought, and a bag of egg pancakes hung on his knuckles. The other free hand slammed the car door shut.

"Get in my car." Fu Xun said.Not caring about Lu Heyang's resistance, he pulled him to the side of the car with one hand. Due to inertia, Lu Heyang's back briefly hit the car door, and was immediately pulled into his arms by Fu Xun. He opened the car door and stuffed him in neatly. Go and drop the lock.

When the car was started, Lu Heyang was still panting slightly from the struggle, and the collar of his shirt was pulled aside, exposing a small half of his collarbone.

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