kissing sparrow

Lu Xun pressed him against the back of the sofa and kissed him, pouring the cream into his mouth.The more he doesn't want to eat, the more he wants to force him to eat.

……

"No, there are still people in the house." He begged him.

Aunt Ren is still there, and he can't sleep clearly, and he can't restrain his voice, at least he can't under a demon like Lu Xun.

The next moment, Lu Xun supported him and hugged him.

The feeling of weightlessness made Lu Heyang support his shoulder subconsciously. His knuckles were pale, like a magnolia petal on a branch, falling on Lu Xun's shoulder.

"There is someone in the house..." Lu Xun paused subtly, but kept walking, "There is no one outside the house."

"Lu Xun, you...!!"

"I see you like the garden in the backyard, so let's go to the bench."

The white gravel road creaked under the weight of the two, not far away was the light of the neighbor's house, across the courtyard wall, there were dogs barking, and human voices like crumbs.

The whole world seems to be able to spy on them, doing the most secret things.

The star curtain was lowered, and when I looked up, the starlight seemed to fall into the gap between the two chests.

……

This time, Lu Heyang really felt Lu Xun.He brought him joy and pain, and they are entangled, whether it is a body that grows in the same time, or a life that has been broken and rejoined.

"Enough." Lu Heyang said tremblingly, his eyes flushed.

"It's not enough." Lu Xun kissed his eyelashes, calling his name over and over again, "Lu Heyang, it's not enough."

Lu Heyang lowered his hand impatiently and sadly, and waved it weakly in the air, passing through the lavender rose bushes in a daze.

"hiss……"

The finger was scratched by the small thorn on the flower branch, and a drop of blood was stained.

Lu Xun looked at him intently and frowned briefly, then wiped away the blood on the side of his fingers with his lips, and then put his hand on his shoulder.

"Hold me."

The night breeze became a little drunk, blowing over the temples of the two of them, passing through the hall again, flipping through Lu Heyang's book on the sofa, and finally stopped on a page he had folded, which read——

"I love you too much to not be clumsy."

When Lu Heyang woke up the next day, Lu Xun had already left without leaving a single word of explanation.He lay sore on the bed, looked at the white ceiling, and calmly accepted the reality.

After doing it last night, they took a bath together. In the bathtub, Lu Xun helped him clean up carefully, washing off the cream on his body.He was too sleepy at the time, and at a certain moment, he seemed to glimpse the affection in Lu Xun's eyes other than desire.But that glance, after rubbing it until now, has become very faint again. It is an illusion and reality, and the boundaries are blurred.

He got up late, and went downstairs after washing up. Breakfast was already on the table. Aunt Ren was always considerate. Because it was close to lunch, he had Western-style coffee and toast in the morning. He refreshes himself.

"Mr. Lu Xun, I gave you a watch and put it on your shelf in the dressing room. You can go and have a look after dinner." Aunt Ren said.

Prostitution?Lu Heyang wanted to laugh.

He had imagined various relationships with Lu Xun, family members, brothers, friends, strangers, lovers, but he missed this option alone.

"Thank you." Lu Heyang said to Aunt Ren, "I will go and see."

After that, Lu Xun rarely came, and when he came, he would not stay for long. Sometimes he would have a meal with him, and sometimes he would leave after he fell asleep.

Lu Heyang found that he was suffering from mild Stockholm Syndrome, and he began to look forward to Lu Xun coming, whether he forced him, scolded him, or gave him disgusting looks, at least he could talk to him, contact him, be real and meaningful The temperature brought a little difference to his calm life like a stinking ditch.

For this reason, he deliberately undid one more button of his pajamas, walked around the place where there was a camera on the second floor, or came out wet after taking a shower without drying his hair, and picked and picked on the magazine rack of the low cabinet , Take 5 minutes to pull out a magazine, the water in your hair is like a drip glass, slowly accumulating, and then dripping unbearably on the countertop.

These "casualties" will be seen by Lu Xun, hoping to become the bait to push him down on the bed and desk the next time he comes.

Lu Heyang felt that he was gradually becoming less like himself.

If you want to destroy a person, imprisonment is undoubtedly the best way.

After two weeks of sweltering weather, a heavy rain finally ushered in. There was no loud lightning and thunder, but it was like a sprinkler passing by in the sky, unloading water continuously and steadily.The Lengxiang roses in the yard were wilted and wet by the rain, and their fragile petals fell into the soil. The fragrance of the flowers also faded, and the temperature suddenly turned cold, showing signs of early autumn.

Lu Heyang stood under the eaves watching the rain, holding a small cluster of rainwater in the palm of his hand, and the palm lines spread out, turning into wet spots spreading along the lines.For some reason, he felt that the rain in Jiayou City was always different from other places.In the United States, he has encountered all kinds of rain, pouring, fine as a cow's hair, and thunderous, but he feels that it is beyond the senses, but Jiayou City is different, it can easily mobilize his sense of smell, Hearing and touch, and then open the valve of his memory.

He also encountered this kind of rain once in high school.

That day, he and Lu Xun held a parent-teacher meeting at the same time, Lu Bingwen couldn't get away from work, and Su Mei couldn't do it all by herself.

She rushed into the corridor of the teaching building stepping on the water spray all over the floor. Lu Heyang noticed that her high heels and socks were soaked, and the hem of her skirt was also dripping with water. .

Under Lu Xun's contemptuous gaze, Lu Heyang handed over the tissue in good time.

Su Mei took it, wiped it on her body, absorbed the full moisture in her skirt, and then raised her hand to caress Lu Xun's cheek: "My brother's first parent-teacher meeting, mother will go to my brother's first, okay?"

Lu Heyang took a deep breath of the cool breeze on his face, and turned his head to look at Lu Xun. He knew that he got the second grade in the start-of-school quiz, and the parents' association wanted Su Mei to receive the praise, but Su Mei didn't choose him.

Lu Xun carried a bag on one shoulder, did not speak, showed an expression he had expected, and said with a half-smile, "Okay, you are a family."

Su Mei opened her mouth in vain, but before she could make a sound, Lu Xun had already rushed out, stepped into the rain curtain, and turned into a heavy and chaotic mass.

Lu Heyang witnessed all this happening. At that time, he had just experienced an allergy caused by "eating" honey by mistake, and had to hang himself in the hospital for three days. Now it is hard not to feel gloating in his heart.

He pretended to be sensible and said to Su Mei: "Lu Xun's class is the one at the back of the corridor."

"Good boy." Su Mei breathed out slightly, feeling very comforted. The hand that wanted to touch the top of his hair hung in the air, and finally landed on his shoulder. Through the thickness of the school uniform, he could still feel the coldness of her fingertips. It was cold, like a thin layer of fog forming on the top of a freezer.

Then Lu Xun started to lose control.

His grades plummeted like a kite off the string, he skipped classes, was repeatedly punished to stand, stood in the corridor with a book on his forehead, and glared at Lu Heyang passing by.

Originally, in Lu Heyang's poor imagination, the worst was like this.

Until one day when he came home from school, he found that the elevator was broken. He opened the door of the fire escape and saw Lu Xun kissing a girl there.

trip over tin box

*Substantial deletion and modification for unlocking

At that time, Xun was young and didn't know what he wanted. He just tried what others of his age would do out of curiosity.Stop at kissing, no further development.

In addition, I would like to explain that the setting of this article is sweet and sour, sweet and sour and astringent.There are misunderstandings and difficulties, but they will be explained clearly in the end. This process is actually a process for two people with strong self-esteem to clarify their minds.It’s even more difficult to follow. If you have a short-term myocardial infarction and a very private horse race, you can also store up the article first and then read it in one breath, because it is short and the length will not be too long. If you like it, I want to beg for some starfish (?ω ?), thank you Baoer for your support! !