kissing sparrow

Lu Xun carefully took a picture of the corner, opened the cabinet door to look, then turned on the light, and turned off the phone casually.

"It's okay, come in."

"What's going on?" Lu Heyang walked in with a frown and looked around.

"The door lock has been moved."

When going out, Lu Xun generally only locks the lock once, and then drives the keyhole back to the horizontal position.

"It may be more than that." Lu Heyang stepped across the restaurant and stood in front of the desk, looking at the messed up photos and documents, and the schedule on the wall was also crooked.

He knew that his real information must have been leaked. Since netizens and the media can find his mobile phone number, they can naturally find his house number as well.Is this someone who came to do justice for the heavens?Turns out he wasn't at home.

For a moment, Lu Heyang didn't know whether to be angry that the most private and safest area was invaded, or to be thankful that he was fine. He rubbed his brows and felt that all the strength in his body had been drained.

But Lu Xun was thinking about another thing at this time.

"Check your belongings." Lu Xun said, straightening the schedule and putting the mess back into place one by one.

"It's okay." Lu Heyang palely and awkwardly raised the corners of his mouth for a wry smile, unable to hide his frustration, "It's as long as the computer is still there, and I don't have any cash at home."

"I'm not safe here, you can live outside, it's better to stay away from me." After speaking, he walked into the bedroom, slammed the door behind him, leaving Lu Xun standing in the living room, as if he was the only one who cared about this house.

Lu Xun looked at the closed door, and picked up the overturned photo frame. In the photo, Lu Heyang stood barefoot on the beach, with a large blue sea behind him, which was in line with the translucent sky.He smiled brightly, didn't wear glasses, the arcs of his brows and eyes were exposed to the sun without any cover, and the sea breeze lifted his sleeves and black hair.

He had seen this picture before.

Seven years ago, on New Year's Eve, he stayed in school alone for the New Year.The school is very humane. For the students staying in the school for the Chinese New Year, dumplings are prepared, and red ribbons and banners are hung. Everyone gathers to eat the New Year's Eve dinner and watch the Spring Festival Gala.Yes, there were steaming meals and radiant faces, but it was different from the time when there were Su Mei, Lu Bingwen and Lu Heyang.

They are a family that is tense and forcibly pieced together, but they also maintain a delicate balance.

They will be the same as countless other families, with window grilles and blessings on them. When he steps up, Lu Heyang will hold the edge of the chair below, and raise his non-smiling and indifferent face.Lu Bingwen would say that the postings were too crooked, dislike things, pick and choose, while Su Mei was arranging food in the kitchen, screaming when caterpillars fell out of the food.

But now, he is used to it, almost numb.Holidays, for the homeless, are just as embarrassing as any other day.

He ate a little casually, and walked out of the cafeteria breathing white steam. The sound of crackling fireworks was heard from the sky, followed by small crackling sounds. Colorful petals, all of which reflect the emptiness of the huge campus.Fine black soot fell to his shoulders, and before entering the dormitory, Lu Xun raised his hand to brush it off by the porch lamp.

He lay down under the quilt, turned on a small lamp beside the bed, raised his mobile phone, and clicked on Lu Heyang's foreign social account.

This person rarely leaves traces, but fortunately, he is not completely traceless.

The first photo on the home page is this one, taken at Hapuna Beach, Hawaii, USA.

He enlarged it with his index finger and thumb, and looked at Lu Heyang's forehead, eyebrows, eyelashes, nose bridge, and lips almost greedily inch by inch.Lu Heyang's skin is a few shades paler than his own. Under the sunlight, the bare shoulders and neck still show a fair color. The muscles on the forearm are beautifully contoured, and beautiful calves and ankles extend out from under the shorts.

He frantically turned off the phone, threw it aside, and made a shallow hole in the quilt, but his body couldn't help becoming hot.

Lu Heyang's overly dazzling smile and light set off his loneliness, causing him to breed a kind of difficult hatred, but he reached the peak in this hatred.

He suppressed his panting, wiped it off with paper, and suddenly felt ugly.Like an invisible insect in the dark, it absorbs nutrients and steals light from Lu Heyang's body bit by bit.

After many years, seeing this photo again, Lu Heyang is still the irreplaceable Lu Heyang, and Lu Xun clearly knows that he is not a substitute for the dove occupying the magpie's nest, and he does not want to be a light-stealer anymore. He wants to be Another beam of light that goes hand in hand.He can be condensed here and now with him and become a hot burning point; he can also go to a long distance beyond countless light-years with him.

He picked up the photo frame and stroked Lu Heyang's smiling face with his thumb.He took out his phone and hung his fingertips above the screen. After two seconds, he made up his mind, tapped the screen, and clicked send.