Psychological suggestion

"Fu Hongxue, have you ever thought about who your parents are?"

"No."

"Think about it, don't you want to? Let me help you think about it. By the way, your father is probably the same as you. He likes to keep a straight face. Is... how about a teacher? I always feel that a teacher should be like this."

"boring."

"Fu Hongxue."

"Cui Nong."

"kindness?"

"You want to see your parents so much?"

"...Well. Don't you want to?"

"..."

Me too.real.

At the age of 16, Fu Hongxue was taken away by Hua Baifeng.

Before he got in the car, he saw Cui Nong, who was teary, but still smiling hard.

Two years later, Cui Nong was also found by her father.

Ma Kongqun.

The following year, she died.

Poisoned.

The Ma family is too big and has too much property to allow a girl who suddenly appeared to divide it.

After Cui Nong died, Fu Hongxue felt for the first time that he wanted to die too.

Originally, he didn't care about living, but he wasn't attached to death either.

He originally thought that he didn't care about her as much as Cui Nong thought.

That nagging girl has been by her side for so many years, she is used to it.

Even when they are separated, it is not so painful, because they will definitely see each other again.

But he didn't realize the sadness in his heart until the person really died.

Suffering in pain, feeling hopeless for a while, this life is a pile of rubbish.

It's okay to die.

But Hua Baifeng didn't let him die, Hua Baifeng didn't even give him this choice.

"You are my son, if you die, do you know how sad I will be?!"

Well, can't die.

Fu Hongxue really didn't want to make his mother sad.

They've been separated for so long, they can't just reunite and be separated.

So he followed the general procedure of this society, and it really didn't matter what the result would be.

This year, Shangguan Jinhong died, Li Xunhuan resigned, and the police chief was officially replaced by Ding Chengfeng.

The money gang collapsed, and the whole city was turned upside down.

This year, Fu Hongxue graduated.

Hua Baifeng asked him, do you want to do something for her?

Fu Hongxue shook his head, his pale face filled with depression and hostility.

So, can you do something for her?

Fu Hongxue nodded.

Don't even care about death, other things naturally don't matter.

Hua Baifeng said, you can avenge Cui Nong and kill Ma Kongqun.

Fu Hongxue didn't say anything on the surface, but in fact he didn't want to.

He knew that Cui Nong would not be willing to let him kill the father she had longed for.

No one knew this girl better than him.

She doesn't hate people, and she doesn't hate life.

In this messy place that seems to be full of rubbish, such innocent people are really rare.

Fu Hongxue liked her, so he didn't want her to change.

Sometimes Fu Hongxue would wonder if he had killed her.

Because he should have done his duty to tell her how complicated people's hearts really are.

But he didn't, he didn't even have a good talk with her the day before she was poisoned to death.

This is, about the previous dream.

Fu Hongxue opened his eyes, the dream was over.

He often "sees" Cui Nong recently, as soon as he closes his eyes, that face will emerge.

Never has it been more stark than this one.

Even if he just squinted in the smoky Internet cafe all night.

After Fu Hongxue left, he didn't go back to Ye Kai's place. Instead, he found an Internet cafe and started a random computer.

After typing some words, he has nothing to do. After all, he is not a real netizen, and he is not very interested in games.

A girl next to her is watching an American blockbuster, in which the superhero who can save the world is arguing with his girlfriend.

Even if you are a superhero, you have to worry about housework. Saving the world is a trivial matter.

By the time the superhero who saved the world returned triumphantly with his sister in his arms, Fu Hongxue had already fallen asleep on the sofa.

It smelled like smoke all night.

Just after leaving the house, Fu Hongxue crouched by the side of the road, throwing up in the dark.

The smell of smoke is too strong, dizzy.

Sitting in an Internet cafe all night is no different from smoking cigarettes all night.

Fortunately, today's weather is very good for Fu Hongxue, because it is cloudy and there is no sunshine.

A sunny day is good weather for him.

Just as Zhou Ting's flower shop opened, she saw Fu Hongxue walking over.

"Come to chat again?" Zhou Ting was wearing a pink short-sleeved shirt, dexterously shuttled among the flowers, with a red and bright smile.

Content.

Compared to her, Fu Hongxue was a dead person who crawled out of the coffin without being dug by the grave robbers.

Fu Hongxue shook his head slowly: "Buy flowers."

A carnation, a lily, a chrysanthemum, a rose, a hyacinth, a jasmine.

What kind of flowers should I use to go to the grave?Who knows about this kind of thing.

Anyway, Fu Hongxue didn't know, and when Zhou Ting asked him why he bought the flowers, he didn't say anything.

Whichever flower looks pleasing to the eye should be chosen.

When paying, Fu Hongxue handed Jasmine to Zhou Ting, "I'll see you off."

Then he avoided the girl's happy look.

After walking a few steps, I sneezed a little.

hay fever.

He went to the cemetery.

Although he knew the address, this was his first visit to her.

Cui Nong's tomb was deserted, as if no one came to see her after she died.

Fu Hongxue put the flowers in front of the grave, sat down leaning against the tombstone, and stared at the gloomy sky in a daze.

There is the sound of wind all around, the wind blowing past the ears, whirring, whistling, pouring into the ears.

Such a lonely grave.

The petals were blown away by the wind, and the ground was stained with dirty colors.

The flowers that have not been blown away are swaying, as if they will catch up at any time.

Finally, Fu Hongxue turned around and looked at the tombstone, still crying.

The nails of his hands were clasped tightly on the tombstone, and tears fell into the dirt on the grave.

I miss you so much, can you come to me?

I can avenge you soon, can you wait for me?

Let's go together, shall we?

The grief in the chest overflowed and almost exploded, and the old scars would still be painful to cry after being torn.

Cui Nong did not show up.

She will never appear again.

All questions about her have become an unrepeatable luxury.

This was Fu Hongxue's first and last visit.

bid her farewell.

I am sorry.

Goodbye.

Don't lose your life for your lover because you don't know what will become of him when you die.

No matter what it becomes, it is a pain.

Although you can't feel it anymore.

The author has something to say:

Some girls I know don't like Cui Nong, but I just want to say, after all, Fu Hongxue loved someone, so please be more tolerant^__^