Who says therapists can't carry the whole game [Esports]

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Your pain in the past, I will bear it with you in the future.

"Not so good," Feng Yuan laughed dryly, and couldn't help clenching his fingertips on the doorknob, "It's too disrespectful to invite only one person for dinner. Come and invite everyone, how about a gathering after the game?"

"Yeah Gu Shen, it's not good to just leave us like this."

Hearing what Feng Yuan said, other people also echoed. In short, they didn't want Ji Ling to go alone.

"Brother Feng," Gu Yanheng put his palm on the side of the door and lightly tapped the door frame, saying inexplicably, "We can get together anytime, but I'm here today because I have a private matter to discuss."

"That's not quite right, Ji Ling is our PAC's therapist now, of course..."

"I go."

Just when Feng Yuan wanted to say something to refute, Ji Ling suddenly stood up and accepted Gu Yanheng's invitation.

"It's just a meal, why are you so nervous, or do you feel unbalanced if you only invite me but not you?"

Ji Ling laughed and teased everyone, and pushed Feng Yuan's arm blocking the door: "They can't eat me alive and have a meal for nothing. I'm still happy. Let's go, let me see the food." What.."

Before the words were finished, Ji Ling followed Gu Yanheng and left the PAC team's room.

The rest of the team members looked at me and looked at you, and in the end all their words were reduced to a sigh, hoping that nothing would happen.

In the box of the private restaurant, Ji Ling sat at the dining table, staring at each other with the VK team members, Xiao Gu, Lao He, Wu Jing, Zhi Zhi, and Ning Zhi.

For a while, no one spoke, and it was not until the waiter served the food that the strange atmosphere of silence was barely broken.

"I'm here, you can ask whatever you want." Ji Ling twisted his neck, leaned back on the chair relaxedly, and looked at everyone with a smile, "But you can pour me a glass first Alcohol, let me be emboldened, so many people looking at me together, it's quite scary."

Hearing Ji Ling's words, Gu Yanheng glanced at him subconsciously, then opened a bottle of beer and poured him a small glass: "That's all for your drinking capacity."

"Okay, there are a lot of these." Ji Ling took the wine glass and drank it down. It didn't take long for his fair face to turn pink.

"I know what you want to ask, and I know how much you hate me all these years." After drinking, Ji Ling's tone of voice became a little more lazy and more sincere, "Back then I left without saying goodbye. , It was my fault for missing the game, and I owe you an explanation for retiring after the game without reason.”

"Actually at that time..." Ji Ling inevitably thought of the injury on his wrist, but avoided it without a trace during a pause, "I met someone sent by my father before the game and learned that my father was ill Heavy news."

"They confiscated my mobile phone, took me away as a person, prevented me from contacting you, and contacted the club privately to ask me to retire."

"But I couldn't fight with him at that time. The doctor said that he couldn't last for a few days."

When he said this, Ji Ling's expression was cold. Until his father passed away, Ji Ling couldn't understand why his father was so unwilling to let him play, and why he tried every means to keep him.

"I failed you, wasted a year of hard work, and failed to do what I promised you."

But with just a few words, the eye sockets of the team members who had experienced the events of the year involuntarily turned red, and even Wujing and Zhizhi had to drink cup after cup in order to suppress their emotions.

"Ji Shen, do you know how we got here?"

Ning Zhi sighed softly, pinched his eyebrows subconsciously, and finally opened his mouth: "At that time, we had just returned from abroad, and almost all the Internet was full of abuse, saying that we were a bunch of scum, a bunch of cancer, saying that we were not worthy to be here. In this circle."

"The team suddenly lacked a command position, and the game was played like that again. In just a few days, most of the sponsorship has been withdrawn, and even the senior bosses have the intention of letting go."

"Yan Heng had no choice but to accept the order in the face of danger and take the command position, but the rhythm of the backup sniper and other team members at that time was always inconsistent. The team struggled for a year, and finally failed to qualify for the World Championship."

"This incident has been poking at everyone's heart like a thorn, and it will cause bursts of pain from time to time."

"We all thought that you would never come back again, but we didn't expect..."

"It's just that I didn't expect that I would return to China, come back, and even switch careers to PAC." Ji Ling automatically completed what Ning Zhi hadn't finished, and there was already a little tremor in his tone, "It's me , I'm sorry you guys."

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The chair was suddenly dragged and made a harsh sound, Wujing stood up with red eyes, raised his legs and turned around to leave the box.

But as soon as he walked to the door, the steps under his feet seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't move no matter what.

The atmosphere fell into silence again.

In fact, everyone knew that Ji Ling had nothing to do about what happened back then, no one would have had a better time than Ji Ling, but it was one thing intellectually, but another thing emotionally.

A meal can be regarded as the most peaceful one, almost no one at the dinner table spoke, everyone just drank the wine in the glass, and it didn't take long for half of the people on the table to pour out.

Wujing staggered to Ji Ling with a wine glass in his hand, slapped the glass on the table, stared at Ji Ling with half-drunk eyes, but didn't speak.

Just when Ji Ling couldn't stand his eyes and was about to speak, Wujing suddenly sat on the ground regardless of his image, hugged Ji Ling's waist tightly and began to cry.

"Captain, woo, captain..."

"I thought you really wouldn't come back again, woohoo... These two years, these two years," Wujing said while sobbing, "We have played so many games in the past two years, and the events of those years have been going on forever. I can't get it out of my mind."

"I know, woo woo, actually I know, what I want most is just an explanation from you, but, but now that you have explained it, why am I even more sad, woo woo woo..."

Seeing that Wujing was going to depend on Ji Ling's drinking madness, Ning Zhi, who was still sober, rushed forward and pulled Wujing away, and looked at Gu Yanheng's eyes, and quickly dragged the drunk unconscious Zhizhi He and Xiaogu left the box.

For a moment, only Ji Ling and Gu Yanheng were left in the room.

Gu Yanheng reached out and drank the juice in the glass, then looked at Ji Ling and said, "I didn't drink, let's go, I'll take you back."

Ji Ling, who was in a half-drunk state, dropped his usual vigilance, nodded just like that, obediently followed Gu Yanheng and got into the car.

The black Hummer was driving at high speed in the dark night, Gu Yanheng looked at Ji Ling who was sitting in the co-pilot half-closed his eyes from time to time, thinking about what he said at the dinner table just now.

Ji Ling didn't tell the whole story, at least he didn't mention where the hideous scar on his wrist came from.

Ever since Gu Yanheng saw the scars when Ji Ling got drunk last time, he asked someone to investigate Ji Ling's treatment process abroad.

The most recent hospitalization was two months ago, the eve of Ji Ling's return to China.

But his scars are not recent. The only explanation is that his hand injury is so severe that although the wound has healed, he has to go to the hospital for treatment regularly to maintain the balance of wrist consumption .

How did he spend the past two years?

Gu Yanheng couldn't help asking himself this question in his heart.

Although Ji Ling usually looks like a fool and doesn't care much about four or six, he is the one who can hide things in his heart the most. He won't show that he cares about any wronged or wronged.

With this kind of personality, during the two years abroad alone, he had no friends, no one to talk to..

After an unknown amount of time, the off-road vehicle had already stopped at the gate of the PAC base. Ji Ling patted his head and slowly opened his eyes, finally seeing the surrounding scene clearly.

"It's already here...Thank you for taking me back."

With that said, Ji Ling was about to open the door and get out of the car.

But the moment the car door was opened, what the person behind him said made most of his drunk sober in an instant.

"Just now, why didn't you tell the truth?"

"What, what didn't you tell the truth?" Ji Ling laughed dryly, turned around and patted Gu Yanheng on the shoulder, "Those things have already passed, so don't be too persistent."

"What, look, it's getting late, and it's quite far from the VK base, so you should go back early."

After finishing speaking, Ji Ling was about to unbuckle his seat belt and get out of the car, but his right wrist was suddenly grabbed by Gu Yanheng.

"Really?" Gu Yanheng turned around, staring at Ji Ling with a pair of deep eyes, "Then what's the matter with the scar on your hand?"

"You don't need to cover it up anymore. I saw you drunk last time, and I also got all your treatment abroad."

"You investigate me?!"

"So, you switched from observing your hand to being a therapist because of your hand injury?"

"Also, in today's game, you have every chance to snipe me, why didn't you do that?"

Gu Yanheng didn't answer Ji Ling's shock. Various questions kept lingering in his mind now, and he just wanted to know the answer at this moment.

Ji Ling repeatedly tried to break free from Gu Yanheng's shackles, but he couldn't break free no matter what.

I don't know if it's because of the alcohol, Ji Ling looked at Gu Yanheng's expression that he was determined to break the casserole and ask the end, and suddenly felt very tired, exhausted from body to mind.

He leaned back on the seat, his other hand raised to cover his frowning brow.

Countless times of sniping failures and uncontrollable trembling emotions seemed to have accumulated in one place at this moment, and could no longer be suppressed, all of which erupted in an instant.

"Yes! It's because of the hand! I can only play the position of the healer now!"

"Don't I want to snipe properly? Why do you think I didn't snipe you in the game? Gu Yanheng, look at my hand, I can't shoot!!"

"As long as I pick up the sniper rifle now, I can't control the trembling, I can't control it!"

The more Ji Ling said, the more emotional he became, and the pain he had suppressed for more than 700 days and nights all turned into tears, flowing down his cheeks and sinking into his clothes.

"I have been holding a sniper rifle since I stepped into this circle. It has become a part of me for so many years, but now, I can no longer aim and snipe.

But I don't want to leave here just like that, I'm not reconciled, in order to play again, I can only switch careers, I practice hard as a therapist, force myself to change my professional habits, in order to be able to come back one day! "

"But I found that I can't avoid it, I just pick up the gun now, and I just..."

Just when Ji Ling was trembling and about to be unable to speak, Gu Yanheng suddenly exerted force on his hand, and pulled Ji Ling into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Heartache like suffocation spread densely throughout Gu Yanheng's body, and he suddenly began to hate himself, why couldn't he walk faster and protect him earlier.

Thousands of words were all melted into the silent hug, and Gu Yanheng turned his distressed thoughts into three short words.

"I'll accompany you."

Your pain in the past, I will bear it with you in the future.

Ji Ling didn't know how he went back, he just remembered that he seemed to be drunk, and then was sent back by Gu Yanheng, and seemed to lose his temper, and said something...

Lying on the bed, he stared at the ceiling in a daze, scratched a few strands of hair irritably, and began to regret how many times he shouldn't drink.

Just when Ji Ling recalled many times to no avail and was about to give up and get up to wash up, he suddenly received a call from Gu Yanheng.

Looking at the call note, Ji Ling almost threw the phone out of his hands.

At this point, what did Gu Yanheng ask him for?

The answer button was pressed, and Ji Ling tentatively gave a hello, and then Gu Yanheng's deep voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Pack up, I'm at the gate of the PAC base."

The author says:

Ah, the turning point in relationships has finally arrived, rejoice!