Bone

Whether it was Tan Junying in the previous life or Tan Fengyue in this life, although his cultivation level is deep and his ability is strong, he is still slightly inferior to Qin Nianjiu, who is gifted with a fairy bone and spirit, compared to mana and spiritual power.

Indeed, the five senses were blocked, and even the soul was in a daze. Even Tan Fengyue himself did not expect that now that he had regained [-]% of his immortality, he could still fall into a deep sleep.

But not dreaming.

A piece of deep black softly overturned his eyes, making him feel very stable, like a monsoon current that couldn't be warmer, wave after wave, embracing him, dispelling the deep pressure in his heart for a while. exhausted.

In the deep darkness, there is a faint halo floating in the void, not dazzling, only exuding a soft and warm light, making him unconsciously want to get closer to that halo, and then get closer until the halo embraces In my arms, I don't want to let go, and stay away.

And when he really leaned closer, and really embraced the halo——

He opened his eyes.

The sky outside the window was dark blue and translucent, and the moonlight was hazy, secretly illuminating his slightly astonished face.

Surprised to see Qin Nianjiu sitting on the edge of his bed, and not only holding his wrist tightly, but even half of his body leaning on him, Tan Fengyue's brain seemed to be dulled and rusted in an instant, and even froze in a daze. ,"you……"

And Qin Nianjiu's face was indifferent, and he didn't move at all, just half bent over like this, letting him hold and lean against him without changing his expression.

The five fingers clasped around his wrist were so tight, if he hadn't been in a fairy body now, he would have been strangled with five deep bruises—but he didn't notice it, just looked at him indifferently , asked: "Are you awake?"

Maybe it's because his voice is too soft, or maybe it's because the night is too dark, so people can't see the expression on his face clearly, Tan Fengyue stares at him blankly, the dull consciousness that hasn't fully returned, the confusion when he first woke up, the understanding of the dream. The longing for peace of mind and the unreality of being able to see him as soon as he opened his eyes turned into chaos in his heart, which made him pull his arms without thinking, and took advantage of the situation to pull the person in front of him down, turning him back pressed down.

Qin Nianjiu has been sitting in Tan Junying's room without leaving, because even though his five senses are blocked, he still seems to be sleeping extremely unsteadily, not only frowning deeply, but also always trying to struggle to get up——

Tan Junying frowned, an expression he had never seen before.

Feeling inexplicable, he got up and walked over, preparing to cast another spell so that he could sleep deeper, but he didn't expect Tan Junying to stop struggling as soon as he approached, and just grabbed his wrist, Really fell into a deep sleep.

——So he had no choice but to sit on the edge of the bed.

Until the virtual night outside the window really darkened, Tan Junying still fell asleep peacefully, only the hand that was holding him tightly never let go.

Until nightfall, until the moon hangs, until late at night.Tan Junying moved slightly. He wanted to withdraw his hand, but he didn't expect that Tan Junying pulled him to lean over, half-enfolded him, and then opened his eyes.

Suddenly being pressed under him, Qin Nianjiu subconsciously wanted to cross his arms and push him away defensively, but his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he hesitated for a moment for no reason, not knowing whether to move or how to move.

—So he didn't move.

Almost instinctively, he turned his head slightly, and brushed his cheek against Tan Junying's arm propped on the side of his neck.

There was a warm feeling on the arm, and it was the golden-red light group that had no sanity, only instinct, but also loved to be close to him.Tan Fengyue was still in a daze, she also refused to let go of the warmth based on instinct, she lowered her head and kissed his lips as if trapped.

The moonlit night is deep, and the lips meet, which can't be lighter, as if it can melt into the light and shallow pulse and breath of the fairy.

Qin Nianjiu was kissed by him in a daze, his eyes gradually filled with emotion—but it was only hesitation.

He didn't understand Tan Junying's meaning and why he did this, he opened his thin lips slightly, and let the soft tongue invade his teeth, but it wasn't to respond to the kiss, but hesitantly lowered it between his lips and teeth Ask: "... Tan Junying?"

It was as if a three-character curse that couldn't be more cruel could break the heart to wake up the mind, and Tan Fengyue let go of him in an instant.

The weight on his body left suddenly with the warmth, Qin Nianjiu's eyelashes trembled again for no reason, and for a moment he had a vague idea of ​​pulling him back again, but this idea was too erratic for him to grasp.

So he still didn't move.

His mind finally cleared up, and after he realized what he had done, he turned into a mess again. Tan Fengyue stood up in a panic, and his usual calm demeanor could no longer be found around him, only loss was revealed: " Why...don't you go back to your room..."

It's not that you said that you were afraid that you wouldn't see me after waking up——

...Why "again"?

Qin Nianjiu felt very slowly and indistinctly a few strands of emotions called "grievance" that he didn't understand, which were mixed with the "bewilderment" that he hadn't figured out yet, which made him unconsciously He lowered his eyes.

Unable to sort out the chaotic emotions in his heart, he pursed his lips, and was about to explain the explanation he had practiced and prepared in advance, when Tan Junying pulled him up.

The thoughts in Tan Fengyue's mind were also chaotic and kept cutting and chaotic, but they didn't care about other things at all. They only felt Qin Nianjiu's pulse nervously, and blurted out after asking one after another: "Have you not rested all this time? Unsteady? Is there any discomfort?... Will you be tired?"

Qin Nianjiu was taken aback for a moment, and looked up at him.

Guanshizong Qin Nianjiu, with a body of immortal bone and spirit, has deep cultivation and stronger ability. No matter how talented senior brother Xu Yanqing is, he will always be hard to beat him-"The capable is the strongest, and the responsibility lies", according to the words of the master Qin Feng , he eliminates evil spirits day and night, and never slacks off.

Because he "won't" be tired, no one ever asked him if he would be tired.

Only Tan Junying would ask him a few words in a joking tone from time to time.But now that he has cultivated into a fairy state, he will not be "tired" - but Tan Junying will still tell him that.

Vaguely, there seemed to be a voice in his head, someone said to him seriously: "Don't force it."

Although it was Tan Junying's voice, that person didn't seem to be Tan Junying.

Who is it?

talk……

A rather strange name was about to appear, but the white mist in his mind surged up in fear of not being able to make it in time, covering the name and hiding it deep, preventing him from remembering it.

So in a daze, he briefly answered all Tan Junying's questions with only two words: "No."

Stuffed by his cold and tough tone, Tan Fengyue didn't want to look at the indifferent expression on his face anymore, she took a few steps back, and responded with some difficulty: "Okay. Then..."

Not wanting, unable, daring, and unwilling to coax him to leave, he lowered his eyes in a concealed manner, turned around and walked to the table as if fleeing, and ignited all the lamps in the room with a flick of his sleeve, "I'm going to make some tea."

From the corner of the eye, I saw that familiar figure got up and followed him, and sat down at the table. Tan Fengyue stopped the trance rising in her heart in time, forced herself to calm down, and didn't dare to look at him any more, so she turned her back in a hurry Go, fetch carbon, light a fire, boil water, make tea...

Not knowing what posture he should take to face the bewildered person behind him, he abandoned all kinds of convenient spells, procrastinated to the extreme, and slowed down his movements again and again.

Unaware that he was procrastinating on purpose, Qin Nianjiu sat quietly at the table and belatedly asked, "You, why did you just—"

Tan Fengyue turned her back to him, the silver fan that was fanning the charcoal froze, and interrupted his voice dryly, "Ha——spiritual energy."

"..."

"..."

He was really perfunctory so easily, Qin Nianjiu believed it, and in the blink of an eye, he let go of the confusion in his heart, and nodded: "That's how it is."

"..."

Tan Fengyue's hand holding the fan moved again, and the fanning movement suddenly became violent, as if she was venting her anger on the innocent burning coal.

The silver fan waved by him slightly scorched his pupils, Qin Nianjiu paused for a moment, then looked at the silver light on the table beside him that he had seen yesterday and was hard to ignore.

So the room was very quiet for a while, only the crackling of the charcoal fire and the slight boiling of the tea could be heard.

The thin water vapor from the spout of the pot is intertwined and scattered by the wind. Tan Fengyue looks down, and the entanglement in her heart is also like the steaming water mist, which rises and falls and is difficult to calm down.

That day, the torrential rain was like a waterfall, and after struggling to calm down, he finally convinced himself that he could not tell Qin Nianjiu those painful pasts just because of his own selfishness, and force him to remember everything—it was he who said it himself. Yes, if it is not a blessing, why not forget it?

So, although the present Qin Nianjiu is emotionless and indifferent, at least he has peace of mind, doesn't he?

only……

It's just that he was really sad in his heart.

Obviously that person is right behind him, he just needs to turn around to see it, raise his hand to touch it, hug him, kiss him, but...it's not the person he wants.

The hot water suddenly boiled, and a long whistle sounded from the spout, cutting off his thoughts.He pursed his lips, brushed away all the unspeakable emotions in his heart, and turned around with the pot in his hand, but he met Qin Nianjiu's gaze that was staring at the silver light. , almost burning his palm.

The emotion that had just been swept away hit his heart again in the blink of an eye, twisting him tightly, so that he finally couldn't hold back, and blurted out for a while, "You—"

Qin Nianjiu turned to face him, his cool voice couldn't be more flat, "What's wrong?"

"..."

Like a bucket of cold water being poured head-on, talking about Fengyue's words paused, his heart struggled to dissolve his grief, and when he spoke again, it seemed much more difficult: "You...why don't you just ask Guan Shizong..."

Qin Nianjiu also paused when he heard the words, as if he just followed his will and asked, "Why don't you see you, Apostle Guanshi?"

Looking at his pair of golden pupils that are as quiet as a deep pool, Tan Fengyue's throat choked up, and she was suddenly speechless.

Just at that moment, his defenses suddenly collapsed, and he couldn't help it any longer, wanting to tell him everything, but the scenes flashed across his mind, and the bright boy turned into a zombie king with rotten skin and flesh, and he had nothing to do. Muttering "Master", the beautiful woman who didn't know that she was dead waited for her old friend in the ghost city. When she parted, she said "I must come back to Qingyuan again", and someone on the top of the mountain resolutely sat down and turned into a sycamore tree, laughing The warm-hearted young man in blue hunched his body, his fish-like eyes only showed endless sadness, and laughed at him, "I can't keep it in a blink of an eye"...

How should he say it, and how can he speak it?

Looking at the extremely indifferent and unpopular person in front of him, his Adam's apple rolled slightly, and finally he could only close his eyes, swallowed a bitter mouthful, and said with a wry smile, "They... miss you very much."

Reading the vaguely ominous meaning from his obscure words, Qin Nianjiu was slightly taken aback, and unconsciously pursed his lips, but he didn't intend to ask further questions at all, and just let the white mist quickly fill his mind, The mouth responded lightly: "Yes."

Those two words that couldn't be calmer, to Tan Fengyue's ears, were like wind and frost swords, gouging out his already scarred heart even more bloody, making him support the edge of the table impatiently.

It's just different from the severe pain that haunted my heart like a nightmare for the past few days, this sudden unfamiliar dark pain is soft and long-lasting, not for himself, nor for him and Qin Nianjiu, but for everyone in Guan Shizong.

I still remember that Yegong didn't get drunk and mistook Qin Nianjiu for Tan Junying at that time. Even though his drunken eyes were red, he still had to blame him, "I hate your frivolous appearance the most"...

Who said that flowers are ignorant, the moon is boring, and wine is ignorant?Alcohol ruins her heart, she clearly still remembers it.

But now, even her obsessive concern that even the prohibition can't be sealed off has become empty.

Feeling pain in his heart, he looked at Qin Nianjiu's calm expression, and was about to look away when he was startled suddenly, realizing something.

"Tan Fengyue" has a cool and cold personality, but when he met Gong Buwang by chance, even if he knew her past and ending, it was only a sigh of relief at best, but now his heart is so shaken because he also has Tan Junying's love Experience and memory, I will naturally want to talk about what Junying thinks, and talk about what Junying is sad about.

...It's so ridiculous that he didn't wake up until today——

Even if he doesn't want to admit it anymore, Tan Fengyue and Tan Junying are the same person.

And what he has always misidentified, the indifferent and ignorant Qin Xianzun in front of him is also the past of the ghost Qin Nianjiu in this life, the same person he treated each other with sincerity and made promises, but Right now he... just doesn't remember.

Outside the window, the night is slowly fading, the morning light is faint, and the shadows of the trees are hazy.Inside the room, a silver light shone softly, penetrating the eyes and entering the heart.

Laughing at being mediocre, talking about Fengyue's heart was broken, as if being gently pushed by the wind, she sat on the stool in a daze.

Looking at the silver light on the desk, he was speechless for a while, and then Jiujiu said softly, "...I used to think that if it wasn't for luck, it would be okay to forget it. But now I don't think so."

The destruction of Qingyuan, and the death of Gongbuyu Yu, is not a serious injury to him.It's not like he can't run away selfishly, leaving the whole city behind as pain, but...if even he forgets her, who else can remember her and that piece of Merlin?

His voice couldn't be softer, but it was just for himself, but Qin Nianjiu heard it, and was slightly taken aback.

He didn't understand why he suddenly expressed such emotion, and he didn't understand why the expression on his face was so complicated, so he subconsciously wanted to call him: "Talk—"

Wudi recalled that when he first woke up, he blurted out to call him Tan Junying, but Tan Junying had a strange expression on his face, and he left in the wind. Just now when he called him Tan Junying again, his complexion changed suddenly, and he pulled away, so he stopped voice.

Tan Fengyue laughed at herself again, "Tan Junying..."

He didn't turn his head to look at Qin Nianjiu, but only stared at the silver light, and said softly, "Although I'm talking about Junying, I'd rather be talking about Fengyue."

...Talk about Fengyue?

The heartstrings were suddenly plucked lightly, filling a vacancy.Qin Nianjiu was stunned for a while, but Tan Fengyue finally looked over and met his gaze.

In the previous life, Tan Junying couldn't resist the sentence "Isn't it?", so he chose to turn around and leave.

In this life, Tan Fengyue couldn't resist the past that he vaguely recalled and made him uneasy, so he chose to give up pursuing it several times.

Even that day, just now, he couldn't resist the "Talk about Junying" from the person in front of him, and he only wanted to run away...

But he finally made up his mind.

In his previous life and this life, he chose not to run away for the first time, but to face all kinds of embarrassing situations directly. He took a deep breath and smiled again. His voice was soft and heartbroken, but he said seriously: "Talk to me." Jun Ying is cowardly and has you in his heart, but he never dares to say it out. But talking about Fengyue is different."

Qin Nianjiu was even more stunned when he heard it, suddenly there seemed to be many pictures flashing past in front of his eyes, which made the white mist in his mind flutter.

"Maybe you can't remember now, but Tan Fengyue once promised you—"

Knowing that he is still unreasonable and unable to respond, Tan Fengyue didn't care at all, just looked at his indifferent eyes, and curled the corners of his mouth as if deliberately teasing and scaring him, "I will be with you in the future." You are not with your body, but with your heart."

But Qin Nianjiu was not intimidated by him, he just looked at him quietly, his golden pupils were so clear that nothing existed.

Of course not to tease him or scare him, everything Tan Fengyue said was sincere.

Smiling and lowering his eyes, he moved his fingertips lightly, spread his hands, put them on the table, and made the heaviest promise in the lightest voice, "Maybe you will remember something later, maybe you won't .Maybe you prefer me to be Tan Junying—then I will be Tan Junying. But no matter what, I will be by your side.—by your side.”

The voice of the words followed the wind, brushing the ears gently, as if they could pass through the heavy white mist and enter the heart directly.

"..."

The mist in his heart dissipated, Qin Nianjiu looked back at him in a ignorant manner, and didn't put his hand on it.

The palm is empty, Tan Fengyue's eyes are filled with a little sadness, but she doesn't feel disappointed, she takes her hand back and clenches it into a fist.

But during the gap, Qin Nianjiu suddenly said, "Are you busy getting rid of evil recently?"

I didn't expect him to respond at first, but hearing him change the topic so easily, the sadness in Tan Fengyue's eyes inevitably deepened, and the bottom of her heart was pierced again.

Let's make a cone.as long as he...

There was another wry smile on his lips, he stabilized his mind, and was about to answer, but Qin Nianjiu answered calmly: "According to what you said, I am no longer restricted by the curse, and I can go together."

In the previous life and in this life, I have never heard this heartless and ruthless "Qin Xianzun" offer to go with me, Tan Fengyue was taken aback, looked at him with some disbelief, and took a long time to react: "Of course."

It was rare to speed up his speech a little, he said: "With you, I can temporarily seal up Qingyuan and go to some farther places - but choose some temples, shrines or residential houses for the night, but you don't have one now. With two swords at my side, I..."

His voice faltered, he bit the tip of his tongue lightly, and scolded himself for being stupid. Now that Qin Nianjiu has to deal with the evil spirits in the world, how can he use a weapon... But when he raised his eyes, he heard Qin Nianjiu say calmly: "Look for the world at will!" Umbrella shop, just buy a paper umbrella.”

Tan Fengyue was stunned for a moment, and almost knocked over the teacup on the table.In his heart, there was a vague emotion similar to joy - but he didn't dare to be happy.

Still not used to having thoughts, let alone expressing his thoughts to others, Qin Nianjiu lowered his eyes slightly, his voice was still light and weak: "Recently...it seems to always feel that using an umbrella as a weapon should also smoothly."