Thousands of silence

In the midsummer rainstorm, the night sky was almond-white in the darkness, and the smell of the soil radiated in the surrounding air. Liu Cenjin returned to live in the work shed after withdrawing the house. The sound of violent rain came from the eaves, and the cracks in the ceiling Water seeps down, and the bucket on the ground is almost full.

He was lying on the bed with his mobile phone next to his ear. This was the only medium he could use to communicate with Xi Nian, but Xi Nian hadn't heard from him for more than half a month.

He planned to come out of the work shed and go to school to try his luck.

As soon as he went out, the ribs of the black umbrella were broken by the strong wind. Liu Cenjin grabbed the edge with his hands so that it would not be blown away by the strong wind.

When he got to the station, Liu Cenjin was already drenched. He squeezed onto the bus and sat down in an inconspicuous place, but he bumped into someone he shouldn't have bumped into.

When the girl with the high ponytail led a person past him, the umbrella in her hand touched the back of his hand.

And the boy who was holding hands with her, after sending him a strange look, sat down not far from him, and the two were side by side.

Liu Cenjin opened his eyes wide in disbelief, with an expression as if he had misread it.

The girl naturally brushed the rain from the boy's hair, and helped him tidy up his hair.The boy didn't react, just looked out the window, his eyes sparkled, like a child who met his favorite toy.

The car started, and the boy's eyes suddenly darkened. He pursed his lips, still staring at a certain place outside the window reluctantly.

"What are you looking at?" the girl asked.

"I lost it." The boy raised his white hand and placed it in front of the window. The hazy water droplets made his fingers look more slender. At this moment, he saw his fingers merged with the picture outside the window, his eyes were like water, and he murmured Said: "lost..."

"What?" The girl looked out the window, but the car had already accelerated, and she could only see a piece of rain and fog. She stopped looking around, turned to look at the boy, and said proudly: "The admission result will be known in a few days, when you How do you reward me?"

The boy didn't seem to understand her words, looked down at his fingers, and said softly, "I lost it."

Heavy rain was pouring through the whole city. On the side of the wet road, outside a jewelry store in front of the bus station, there was a lonely wedding ring shining on a big billboard.

Liu Cenjin took out his mobile phone and sent Xi Nian a text message saying, "I saw Fan Ziqian."

There was a quick reply. This was the first response he had sent countless text messages and made countless phone calls in so many days. Xi Nian finally spoke. He said, "Help me."

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Xi Nian curled up in a corner of the bedroom, the books in the bookcase fell all over the floor, and a novel with a black cover lay in front of him, and he stared at the bright red on it, like a gold-plated title.

Leng Qiaochen walked in dragging his injured fist, Xi Nian flinched suddenly, his eyes were filled with fear, and his heart was full of remorse for the quarrel just now.

For the past half month, he has been locked at home by Leng Qiaochen, and the door lock has been changed. Whenever he heard the sound of locking the door when Leng Qiaochen left the house, he wished he could close his eyes and jump out of the window.When he stood in front of the window and closed his eyes, in addition to the darkness, there was also his own lonely figure in his mind.

Death becomes meaningless at this moment.

Leng Qiaochen came to Xi Nian with a burst of cold air, and ruthlessly snatched his phone away. He looked at the text message on it, frowned, turned around and threw the phone at the closet.After a loud noise, the wooden wardrobe was smashed into a hole, and the mobile phone fell to the ground.

Xi Nian closed his eyes, feeling the cold air gradually approaching.He used to be like this, walking into Xi Nian's heart with cold and tiredness, but now, the closer he was to him, the more he faded out of his heart.

Can not go back.

When Xi Nian said sadly, "Let me go," with tears in his eyes, he smashed the glass of the bookcase with his fist, and lifted Xi Nian's chin with his bloody hand, stroking his scared With a pale face, he shook his head and said, "Impossible."

"Why." Xi Nian seemed to be asking himself, what happened now?

"Because I love you." Leng Qiaochen said these words without warmth. Even though he had been doing this these days, even he himself no longer believed it.What he wants is 100% obedience, and he cannot accept Xi Nian's unbearable past and present presumptuousness.

Leng Qiaochen reached out his hand to Xi Nian, trying to lift him up from the ground, but Xi Nian didn't respond and trembled even more.

At this moment, the door slammed loudly.

Xi Nian's heart twitched suddenly. He watched Leng Qiaochen leave the bedroom, and when he heard him lock the bedroom door again, he quickly got up from the ground and lay down on the door to listen.

Soon, Liu Cenjin's roar sounded outside the door. He must have seen the blood on Leng Qiaochen's hand and asked Leng Qiaochen what happened to Xi Nian.

Xi Nian's heart was pounding, at this moment, he felt like a trapped animal waiting to be rescued, and gradually discovered in the infinite pain and forbearance that love is so shallow compared to freedom.

There was a fierce fight in the living room, the two men roared and tore each other apart, and the sound of various utensils falling to the ground was harsh and terrifying.Xi Nian closed his eyes and almost stopped breathing.

A few minutes later, the fighting sound stopped suddenly, and only one person's footsteps could be heard in the living room. Xi Nian's hands were cold, and his heart was beating so fast that it was about to explode.

Immediately there was the sound of a key being inserted into the door lock, and as the handle was turned, the door was opened.

Xi Nian's eyes were full of horror, he didn't even dare to raise his eyes to see who this person was, but when that blurred vision was fixed on a dark face, he couldn't help crying.

Xi Nian threw himself into this man's arms, this was the first time, he felt that he needed this embrace so much.

Liu Cenjin's body was stiff and his breathing was heavy.He trembled and said, "Xi Nian, I killed someone."

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