Thousands of silence

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Book Title: A Thousand Silences

Author: Dean is also nervous

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Perhaps, from the very beginning, love was like oxygen to him. They reunited after seven years apart, and never forgot to love each other.They have been separated, despaired, misunderstood, and doubted, but they know each other better.Deep love, care, companionship, sweetness, life goes to another extreme in seemingly beautiful small changes...

Maybe one day, when trust turns to doubt, deep love turns to fear, and the night becomes long and lingering...

The wildness and cruelty of youth lie in the fact that while you are unwilling to live an ordinary life and be an ordinary person, you are overwhelmed by the ensuing reality.Each of them, with youth as the fire and love as the air, burns their most beautiful time in indulgence.

Perhaps, just to sprinkle a handful of ashes in the memories of the future.

Content tags: reunion after a broken mirror

Search keywords: Protagonist: Fan Ziqian, Han Yu┃Supporting roles: Xi Nian, Leng Qiaochen, Ren Yige, Ren Ran, Zhuang Xiaoque┃Others: None

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☆, goodbye

Flickering neon lights accompanied by flickering dome lights, the windows of the black Lexus were rolled down, a doorman rushed over, bowed and stretched out his hand towards the car door.The hand in the white glove was opened by the man in the car window. The man gritted his teeth, and a cold and sullen look appeared on his already pale face.

He got out of the car and quickly stepped into the door of the bar.

On the stage in the middle of the bar, the intertwined lights create a gathering point.The boy in the gray woolen sweater has a more delicate face than a woman. He holds the guitar in his arms, and as he plucks it with his fingertips, the sound of the piano is like the past of flowing water.

His expression was gloomy, his eyes were cold and bright, and the sadness that was ready to go flashed in his black eyes, and his singing was sad and lazy, slowly flowing in every corner of the bar.

Suddenly, a man in a black suit stepped onto the stage, breaking the peaceful atmosphere.The sound of the piano stopped abruptly, and the young man raised his head, looking at the man in front of him, his eyes became even more pale.

The man grabbed the boy's arm. He frowned, his eyes were angry, his lips were trembling but he couldn't say a word.

The boy lowered his head and lowered his eyes, and pulled out his arm vigorously.

The man grabbed the boy's wrist again and pulled him off the stage, and the two stumbled all the way to the door of the bar.The young man was powerless to break free and could only let the man pull him.

The man pushed the boy towards his car, and the boy fell beside the car.

"How can you work in a place like this?" he yelled.

The boy did not speak.

He approached him, looked at his calm face, his calm expression, his anger was ignited again, his eyes were red, he lifted the boy's chin, and stared into those dark eyes.

At this moment, how much he wished that he could push him away, even if he cursed and said, "Bastard! Get out of here!"

But after so many years, they are no longer the relationship they used to be. There are too many estrangements, too many misunderstandings, and too many things to say.

There was a faint pain in his chest, and the man suppressed the sadness in his heart. Those words, which had been accumulated for so many years, were finally swallowed back again.

He didn't tell him that I came seven years ago, but you left.

He let him go, and the boy leaned against the car with a mocking expression on his face, as if he was saying, you owe me.

There was a wry smile on the corner of the man's mouth, yes, I owe you.

I owe you an appointment, but you owe me seven years.

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The neon light illuminated the city into daylight, and there were few vehicles on the viaduct. Han Yan drove the car very fast, and those memories kept churning in his mind, as if he wanted to torture people to death.

Fan Ziqian returned to the bar, found his backpack in the staff lounge, and escaped from this feasting place.It's all because the boss insisted on asking him to sing a few more songs today, otherwise it wouldn't be so late, and he wouldn't have met Han Fang.He got on the bus back to school.At this time, the school may have closed the gate, and they have to ask Ren Yige for help.

He took out his mobile phone and dialed Ren Yige's number.

After a while of unintelligible Korean songs, a confused voice came from over there: "What are you doing?"

"Help me find the guard."

"it is good."

Plain and simple, that's how they always communicate.

The stop in front of the bus is S University, Fan Ziqian puts on his backpack and prepares to get off.At this time, a WeChat message was uploaded on the mobile phone, which was sent by Ren Yige.

"I called the guard, and he told you to climb over the wall and come in. Don't thank us, he said that you are going back to school so late, it would be fine if you didn't report to the department office."

Fan Ziqian was dumbfounded standing by the two-meter-high fence. Although some bricks on the wall had fallen off and could be climbed up by stepping on them, there was nothing on the other side of the wall to step on. What would happen if he just jumped down like this? Sample?

He didn't want to limp to class tomorrow.

"You bastards!" He threw this sentence to Ren Yige, feeling much happier.

Now it seems that he is the only one who can help him.

Fan Ziqian made a call.

Ten minutes later, a tall man in a gray woolen coat came to the gate of the school. After a while, the doorman's office was lit up.

After the man talked to the doorman for a while, he opened the door and walked out.

The man saw the boy by the fence ten meters away from the school gate at a glance, and waved to him.

Dim street lights were lit on the road to the school. Different from the neon lights shining in the city center, the lights here are warm and beautiful, full of a faint ambiguous atmosphere.

"Is it cold?" The man only asked this question along the way.

Fan Ziqian just shook his head.

He didn't ask where he went or why he came back so late, which made him very uneasy.

When he was about to reach the door of the dormitory, the man looked up at the darkness of the dormitory floor and suddenly said to himself: "At this time, the dormitory is also closed." Fan Ziqian said: "Are you going back to the dormitory, or to my place?"

Now that you have said that, what else can you do... Fan Ziqian pouted while thinking, "Go to your place." He suddenly remembered a time when he came home late in high school, when his ex-boyfriend sent him back to the door of the dormitory with tenderness. Gently kissed him on the forehead.But after his boyfriend left, he was humiliated by the aunt in the dormitory for half an hour. Those words were terrible, and he still hasn't forgotten them.

Fan Ziqian secretly glanced at the man beside him, he was completely different from Han Fang, Han Fang was a wild horse.He is crazy, unruly, decisive, and decisive.As for the man in front of him, he is calm and wise, and his powerful heart, which is as still as still water, seems to have never been aroused by any ripples.

The classroom family building is in the school campus, between the boys' dormitory and the girls' dormitory.Before this, Fan Ziqian had never been close to this mysterious apartment building. He just stood on the balcony of the boys' dormitory and looked over there with Xi Nian when he was bored.But only the closed windows can be seen.

The balcony of the teacher's building faces the girls' dormitory, and the bedrooms face the boys' dormitory, which is a good design.Because for girls, at most they discuss the brands of underwear hanging on the balcony of the teacher's building, while boys care about the size and owner.

And that is indeed the case.

Xi Nian is a guy who is not afraid of death. Apart from seducing girls with his awesome eyes, he also has a deadly hobby, which is to catch every teacher's tricks everywhere, so as to ensure that he can not fail in the final exam. .For example, wearing Ren Yige's wig once sneaked into a girl's dormitory, and secretly took a photo of the pink lace underwear of the female teacher opposite to dry on the balcony, and then sent it to the female teacher's mailbox when the end of the semester was approaching.

He scored 60 points in that subject, it is said that he handed in a blank paper.

When Fan Ziqian came back to his senses, he had already walked into the corridor.

He silently followed behind the man, and found a business card in his pocket, which was left to him by the man when he left in front of the bar.

"Call me if you need anything," he said.

Don't bother me if you have nothing to do.Fan Ziqian understood it in this way.

He rubbed the business card in his palm and stopped thinking about it.He really can't think of a person who has been missing for seven years, what meaning does he have for his life.And during this period, he had made countless boyfriends, not because the waiting made him disheartened, but because of his love for Han Fang, he was sentenced to death before he started waiting.

Life should be more realistic.

He raised his head and looked at the man walking in front. This man was his professional teacher, Leng Qiaochen, 30 years old.They had known each other since military training, and he took care of Fan Ziqian carefully, and he didn't object.

"Ziqian, you have time to come to my house."

"Do you think I dare not do anything to you? I just don't care."

"You work hard, and I will work hard too. Let's try to get a first-class scholarship at the end of the semester, how about it?"

"Your broken morals don't allow you to be late anymore, understand?"

The words he said on weekdays kept echoing in Fan Ziqian's mind.Some are joking, but they are more serious than jokes, and some are serious, but they sound like a joke.

This man is elusive.

Now, he stepped into the door full of countless possibilities, and the darkness was full of strange smells. The man did not turn on the light, took off his coat and threw it on the sofa.

"Where do you sleep?" The man turned on the light and closed the door.

The room was spotlessly clean, and everything was carefully arranged. It really didn't look like a man's home living alone.

"Let's go to the sofa." Fan Ziqian smiled, scratched his head, and threw his backpack on the sofa.

The man walked into the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed with a calm and natural face.He has quickly unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his thin upper body, ready to change into pajamas.

"Go to bed," he said.

Fan Ziqian hastily turned his head away, not to look at him.It's normal for two men to sleep together, it's not normal to refuse, but if they sleep together...

The man walked out of the bedroom in pajamas, took a white shirt in his hand, came to Fan Ziqian, and patted his shoulder with a big hand: "If you feel uncomfortable, I'll go to sleep on the sofa?" With a smile, he can pinpoint his little thoughts accurately.

Fan Ziqian was shocked all over, quickly waved his hands and said with a grin, "That's not true."

Taking the white shirt from the man, Fan Ziqian smiled awkwardly, took off the gray sweater, and put on a shirt.The clothes are big, and there is only the smell of laundry detergent on them, which makes people feel at ease.

For many years, he has never slept with another man besides Han Yan.Leng Qiaochen's bed was very clean but not very spacious, no matter what, the two of them could not lie flat.The man was lying on his back naturally and comfortably all the time, Fan Ziqian could only lie on his side beside him, if he faced outwards, he could see the ground, and he could only face him.

The moonlight outside the window became brighter and brighter. With that light, Fan Ziqian could see the slightly curved corners of the man's mouth, which was cold and beautiful.

He didn't know how he fell asleep.

The next morning, Fan Ziqian rubbed his eyes and sat up on the bed.If there is no class, he usually wakes up from hunger.

There were soy milk, milk, fried eggs, bread and fried dough sticks on the coffee table, but the man was nowhere to be seen. He had a class in the morning, which was the professional class of Fan Ziqian's class.

The bad thing is that this man actually left without waking him up.

A text message came from the phone, it was Xi Nian, he said: "Girl, are you coming to class?"

The author has something to say:

☆, memory

Xi Nian, the grandson, has called himself "Girl" since the beginning of military training, and Fan Ziqian is furious just thinking about it.Her looks were given by her parents, and Fan Ziqian didn't want to be recognized as a woman disguised as a man since she was a child.When Xi Nian saw him standing in the boys' team for the first time, he squinted his eyes in surprise and looked at him and said, "You, did you go to the wrong team?"

He smiled awkwardly: "I'm a man."

A trace of surprise flashed across Xi Nian's flaming eyes. He rubbed his tall and delicate nose and shook his head, pointing to a boy team next door and said, "Aren't you from that team? I've seen you before."

Fan Ziqian turned his head to look, and his face immediately turned green.

Depend on!It's been a week of military training and I still go to the wrong team!And he was discovered by the handsome guy in his class!Embarrassing and embarrassing!He stuck out his tongue and slipped back to his line.

From then on, every time Xi Nian saw him, he would say hello and tease him, and they knew each other.

After half a semester, the school's dormitories were restructured. Although Xi Nian didn't live on campus, he still had to reserve a bed in the school. His bed was hung in Fan Ziqian's dormitory, and he would live in the dormitory from time to time. Fan Ziqian's good friend, and called him "girl".

Every time Fan Ziqian blushed with anger, Xi Nian always smiled obscenely and said: "Just kidding, the word girl is not used indiscriminately. My girlfriend doesn't have this treatment. When one day no woman loves me, I will Use your spare tire, this is my special compensation for you."

Damn!Xi Nian is such a big idiot!

Fan Ziqian ate something casually, and returned a text message to Xi Nian: "I won't go to class." Then he turned back and fell on the bed, and continued to sleep.

The text message came again: "Lao Leng called the roll call!"

"Let him go."

I'm already asleep, so I'm afraid he won't be able to do the roll call?

"He said that those who didn't come will not have their usual grades!" Xi Nian insisted.

"If he dares to count me as absent from class, I will sue him for rape."

Xi Nian sent a "sweat" followed by two words "Okay."

Fan Ziqian turned off the phone, threw it aside, and continued to sleep.

I slept very comfortably this time, without that domineering guy taking up the space, the bed is actually quite spacious.When he woke up, Fan Ziqian turned on his phone and saw that it was already noon.Several text messages and a missed call came one after another.

The text message was sent by Xi Nian, and the missed call was from an unknown number.

"Girl, where are you?"

"See one!"

"you are dead?"

Facing Xi Nian's desperate text message, Fan Ziqian had no choice but to reply: "I'm in the dormitory."

He hurriedly got out of bed, changed into his own clothes, and prepared to sneak back to the dormitory before Leng Qiaochen came back.This is the teacher's lunch break. It would be bad if other teachers came back and bumped into me when I went out.

Fan Ziqian washed his face casually, took his backpack, and slipped out the door.

Leng Qiaochen's house was on the fifth floor, but driven by extreme tension, Fan Ziqian rushed to the first floor in one breath.After opening the door of the unit, he first stretched out his head to look around, and came out quickly when he saw no one he knew.

Just as he turned around and closed the unit door, suddenly a hand behind him grabbed his clothes and almost pulled him over.

Turning around, it was Xi Nian.

He was surprised why Xi Nian found this place, but Xi Nian was even more surprised, and this surprise, disbelief, and a trace of anger were all written on his face.

Looking at those eyes full of fire, Fan Ziqian's heart skipped a beat, it's over, there is going to be a misunderstanding this time.

"Really?" Xi Nian opened his mouth halfway, and asked this sentence in disbelief, shaking his mobile phone in front of Fan Ziqian's eyes, on which was the text message: "If he dares to count me as absent from class, I will sue him rape."

Fan Ziqian frowned and wanted to explain, but Xi Nian's eyes looked at him with fury.What should he say, if he said that he just fell asleep last night and did nothing, would Xi Nian believe it?

Xi Nian's thin lips trembled, and he clenched his fists: "This bastard, I already thought he had plans for you!"

After thinking about it, Fan Ziqian's mind was already in a mess. He wanted to explain but also wanted to appease Xi Nian first, and the words he blurted out were completely illogical: "Xi Nian, calm down, we just slept and did nothing else." After finishing speaking Later, he found that Xi Nian's expression was not disbelief, but he had expected him to say that.

"Xi Nian." He grabbed his shirt and called him in a low voice: "Think about it, you've lived in my dormitory for so long, and you didn't try to take advantage of me. It's only been one night, how could..."

After hearing this sentence, the flames in Xi Nian's eyes grew even higher. He stared at the person in front of him for a long time, and then shouted at him: "How do you know that I don't want to take advantage of you!?"

Fan Ziqian looked a little surprised, quickly withdrew his hand, lowered his head in embarrassment and bit his lower lip.

Xi Nian immediately realized that he had lost his composure, and he became angry and irritable, leaving Fan Ziqian behind and turned around and ran away.

No, Xi Nian, it's my fault, I was joking.

But before he could say those words, the hot-tempered young man ran out of the alley.He went to find Leng Qiaochen.There is a big trouble now, Fan Ziqian really regrets that he made such a joke, how did he know that Xi Nian cared so much about him.

After chasing after Xi Nian, he caught a glimpse of a figure on the playground next to the boys' dormitory.

With a dark gray plaid business shirt, neat short hair, and a suit jacket draped over his arm, his eyes immediately locked on the young man who ran out of the alley anxiously, it was him.

Han Yu came striding forward, what is he doing here?

Fan Ziqian looked at Xi Nian who had disappeared at the end of the teaching building, and panicked, because it was too late to take care of Han Fang, so he ran after him.

Han Yan followed closely behind, and after a few steps, he grabbed Fan Ziqian's arm. He pulled him in front of him, and after standing still, he looked into his eyes lightly, and said in a hurt tone, "I just don't want to see me so much. ?”

So what if we see you, we can never go back to the past.

Fan Ziqian tried her best to break free from his hand, but found that she was still as weak in front of him as before, and for him, it had never changed.

"Follow me." He grabbed Fan Ziqian's wrist and dragged him towards the school gate.

The domineering look in Han Yan's eyes told him that this is not a discussion with you.

"Let go of me, I have something urgent!" Fan Ziqian begged for mercy.

Han Yu ignored him.

"It's going to kill someone!"

continue to be ignored.

"Please, I'll come back to you later, okay." He was almost crying.

"You are kidnapping!"

"Han Yan!!..."

He no longer had the arrogance he had when he was at the bar door that day, although he once resented this man, this man abandoned him at the beginning, leaving him without a trace of dignity in this relationship.But many years later, when he met this man again unexpectedly, and his domineering, he found that he could only be like a kitten he once raised in captivity, in front of him, without any doubts. ability to fight.

Han Yan stopped, there was not much expression on his face, but there was still a trace of sadness that could only be noticed by Fan Ziqian. Seeing the anxious and angry face of the young man, he smiled dotingly and distressedly, and attributed all these small emotions to His complaints about being missing for so many years.

Han Fang put one hand on his slender waist, Fan Ziqian fell into his chest powerlessly, raised his head without any resistance, and pressed his shoulders with both hands in resistance, his eyes were full of anger and mist, beautiful and enchanting.

He leaned over, buried his head on the young man's frail shoulders, and whispered in his ear, "Follow me."

This time, the tone was so gentle that people lost their minds.

Fan Ziqian kept pushing the man, but the warmth and strength from that body surrounded him and refused to subside.The man put his arms around his waist and looked down at him, as if admiring a treasure.He looked up into his eyes, there was sadness, distress, and love in them.

Han Hao, we have been separated for too long, I can't be as pure as before, and I can't love you and rely on you as I used to.You don't know what I have been through these years, and I don't want to know what you have been doing.

I have been conquered by you, enough is enough.

Fan Ziqian pushed Han Fang away with all his strength, turned his head and ran towards the teaching building under his surprised and hurt eyes.

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Standing by the playground, Han Yan looked at Fan Ziqian who was far away from him, feeling a little lost.

Ten years ago, he was 20 years old and Fan Ziqian was ten years old.

That day, he went to negotiate business for his father.In the villa where the other party met, he met Fan Ziqian.The child was a little autistic, and didn't respond when he saw the guests coming. He just moved a small bench and stood on the balcony in a daze.

The business partner claimed to be Fan Ziqian's father, but he was an old man in sixties surnamed Ji who had never been married in his life.It was only later that Han Fang found out that Fan Ziqian was just an adopted son. He was already six years old when he was adopted from the orphanage.

Under the dispatch of his father, Han Fang often went to Mr. Ji's house, and after frequent visits, he became acquainted with Fan Ziqian.

Before this, Han Yan always thought he was a little girl.

But one day, he got drunk at Mr. Ji's house and stayed there overnight. When he slept in the middle of the night, the door of the room was suddenly pushed open, and a small figure crept in and slipped into his quilt. .

Han Yan moved away in surprise and asked him what was wrong, the child said timidly: "Daddy is drunk, I'm afraid."

He gently took the child into his arms and slept with him all night.

From then on, Fan Ziqian began to rely on Han Fang, and whenever he came to his house, he was very happy.If Han Fang doesn't come for a long time, Fan Ziqian will definitely call him every day.

Gradually, Han Fang also developed a special affection for this child. He would often pick him up at the school gate, and the two of them would go out to eat, watch movies, go shopping, and do things that all couples would do.

Life is so short, love is so long, who knows what test love will meet in the days to come, and in what direction it will extend.These two people are greedy for the day and night, and neither of them has ever thought about the future.

That day seven years ago was Fan Ziqian's 13th birthday.The day before his birthday, in Han Yan's single apartment, he gave his first kiss to the man he trusted the most.

The reason why he said it was stuffed to him was because Han Yan originally disagreed.

Han Fan and Fan Ziqian have been together for three years, and they have always taken good care of him, cared for him, and never asked him to do anything.Because he is still too young, Han Hao is not sure if doing this will hurt him.

The author has something to say:

☆、Hateful Xi Nian

Han Fan, from the moment he decided to love you, he was doomed to give everything to you regardless of everything.

But what about you, how much do you love him?

Because of you, he became like this. Now, he lives on the property left by his father, and he will lose his source of income one day.Why don't you ask him how much he has suffered all these years, ask him why he wants to work in a nightclub, ask him if he is lonely, if he is in pain, if he needs someone to rely on, but you don't have one, you are angry with him, And it was the first meeting after seven years of separation. Is this how you love him?

Han Yan dare not deny that he was selfish, but over the years, he has never forgotten to love him. During these days abroad, he pays attention to his various movements every day. He wants to come back, stand in front of Fan Ziqian, and tell him ,I miss you so much.

But he has been hesitating for seven years.It's been too long.

Han Fang packed up his memories, turned around and walked towards the school gate dejectedly.What he didn't know was that the boy who was running in the opposite direction was secretly wiping away the tears on his face with his hands.

This hug made him pick up everything he once had.Han Fang's embrace is too warm, gentle, and beautiful, like a pure child's first hope and anticipation for love. He gave him infinite hope and reverie for love. irreplaceable.

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Sitting on the chair in the school infirmary, Fan Ziqian's vision blurred intermittently, and the pain in his stomach made him feel dazed.

Xi Nian squatted beside him, besides anxiety, there was also a bit of annoyance on his face.

Ten minutes ago, at the door of the teacher's office, Xi Nian yelled like a rooster whose feathers had exploded, and kicked towards the man in front of him who looked like a nonchalant expression and looked like an iceberg for thousands of years.But after his foot kicked out, Fan Ziqian appeared from nowhere and stood in front of the man.

As a result, the battle that Xi Nian regarded as a man versus man ended with Leng Qiaochen's astonished gaze and Fan Ziqian's scream.

The onlookers were shattered, whispering about the reasons for the accident, including the love triangle version, the cheating version, and the most bizarre one is the 3P version.

Leng Qiaochen didn't have time to talk to them, so Xi Nian brought Fan Ziqian to the infirmary.

Now, a middle-aged female doctor in a white coat with a funny face came over with glasses on.She looked at Fan Ziqian who was sitting on the chair, her eyes fell on Xi Nian again, and she said expressionlessly, "It's you again."

When the school held a party last time, the girl on duty fainted because of dysmenorrhea, and it was Xi Nian who carried her to the infirmary at that time.

"You have to take care of the dysmenorrhea of ​​the girls in your class, are you busy enough?" The doctor said in a non-painful tone, looking at Xi Nian jokingly, then squatted down in front of Fan Ziqian, and removed his hand covering his stomach.

"It hurts here?" the female doctor asked while pressing Fan Ziqian's stomach.

"Doctor, it's not dysmenorrhea, I kicked it." Xi Nian said quickly.

Fan Ziqian glared at Xi Nian with a painful expression.

"I'm a man." Fan Ziqian looked at the doctor sadly and said.

"Ah? You're kidding me!" The female doctor quickly withdrew her hand and stood up with a surprised expression.Fan Ziqian not only has an indistinguishable face, but also has a soft and clean voice, making it difficult for people to distinguish.

In the next half an hour, Xi Nian managed to convince the doctor of Fan Ziqian's gender, and finally told her about the fight with the teacher. The doctor finally said "oh" to show that he understood.

"See a doctor!" Xi Nian said, wiping off his sweat and shaking his hands.

"I can't see it." The doctor pouted. "It's an internal injury, you guys have to go to a big hospital and have a B-ultrasound or something."

"So serious?" Fan Ziqian exclaimed, in fact, the pain was gone during Xi Nian's anxious explanation just now, and now he feels a little uncomfortable again.He thought in his heart that he couldn't take advantage of Xi Nian's grandson, so he had to pretend even if he pretended.

"You can't be sloppy when you get injured in a fight. You see, he has no skin trauma, which means it's an internal injury." The doctor said.

"Xi Nian..." Fan Ziqian stretched out his pale fingers, grabbed the corner of Xi Nian's clothes, looked up at him with teary eyes.

Xi Nian couldn't stand him like this the most, so he quickly helped him up and said, "OK, let's go to the hospital."

It was already night when they came out of the hospital, and the two of them stood at the bus station, waiting for the last bus.Fan Ziqian was wearing the shirt that Xi Nian took off. It was a bit windy at night, but this thin piece of clothing could already bring enough warmth to this frail body. Xi Nian was wearing a black long-sleeved T-shirt. Standing in the wind.

Fan Ziqian's face was haggard, and under the illumination of the street lamps, the contours of his face appeared softer.A pair of eyes are charming and charming, shining with resentful light.For a moment, he almost imagined Xi Nian next to him as Han Yan, and he couldn't help reaching out to take his arm, leaning his entire body weight on him.

Xi Nian turned his head, a trace of guilt flashed in his bright eyes, and he asked him in a concerned tone: "Girl, are you feeling bad?"

Fan Ziqian smiled at him in a trance, trying to bring his consciousness back.

Xi Nian put his arms around him from behind and gave him a big space: "If you feel uncomfortable, lean on me." Xi Nian exudes a youthful aura, with cold arms and a thin body, completely different from Han Yan.

There is a sense of security that only the right person can give.

Fan Ziqian shook his head: "I'm just a little tired."

From registration to seeing a doctor to paying to checking and then going to see a doctor, paying and finally taking medicine, all the procedures are long queues, and each queue takes half an hour to two hours. A total of five items have been checked. After a day, even a normal person would be sick.

Fan Ziqian shook Xi Nian's arm and looked at him seriously: "Xi Nian, I'm hungry."

Xi Nian rubbed his belly: "I'm hungry too, let's go and eat."

The two walked out of the bus stop, and when they passed the trash can by the side of the road, Fan Ziqian stuffed a test sheet in his hand without anyone noticing.

The author has something to say: This chapter is boring, well, that's it

☆, goddess best friend

In the past few days, Fan Ziqian has been looking for a job everywhere. After being found by Han Yan, he can't do the work in the bar. He must think that he will learn bad things in this kind of place, or has already learned bad things. That's why the night he found him. angry.

Even if he is a bad student, so what, over the years, Fan Ziqian has dated many men, some of them are students, some are students, some are wage earners, and some are white-collar workers.However, whenever their relationship developed to the point of going to bed, Fan Ziqian would come to rescue the soldiers to prevent such things from happening.

He has a female best friend since he was a child, and the two agreed in kindergarten that they would get married in the future.But in the process of growing up, they gradually discovered that the ones they like each other are men, and the matter of marriage is over, but there is no righteousness in the business, and the relationship of more than ten years is still there.

This person is called Ren Yige, a goddess-level figure, with long flowing hair and a charming figure, who can dress up and act coquettishly, seems to be a cheat in attracting men, can control any type except for special groups, and definitely clears the level.

Although being with such a stunner, Fan Ziqian had a headache, because for a normal man, the judgment of beauty must first be lordosis and back curl, and then look at the face.No matter how beautiful Fan Ziqian's face was, it couldn't compare to his C cup.But he is still very dependent on this woman.

Ren Yige always lends a helping hand when Fan Ziqian encounters difficulties. For example, whenever Fan Ziqian wants to dump her boyfriend, she jumps out suddenly, either playing the role of Bai Fumei who wins love with a knife, or playing the role of crying, making trouble, and hanging herself. His ex-girlfriend, or playing a poor girl with an unexpected pregnancy, the purpose is to do everything possible to make the other party quit.

Later, it became a major hobby in her life, a must-have entertainment item to regulate emotions and soothe body and mind.

In this way, with the help of Ren Yige, Fan Ziqian has always shown himself as bisexual, and every time he fell in love, he ended up unhappy.

Sometimes, Fan Ziqian would be confused, he didn't know if in this world, each person can only meet true love once, but when the truth was in front of him, he had to spit at this rotten reality.Over the years, at least [-]% of the various men he met subconsciously believed that dating that was not for sex was a waste of time and money.

How many feelings can bear the weight along the way.

How many people can live in their hearts and never want to erase them for a lifetime.

Only him.

but……

Seven years ago, on the second day of Fan Ziqian's birthday, that is, the third day after he gave him his first night, Han Fang disappeared, his phone couldn't be reached, and there was no one in the company.

A month later, Fan Ziqian finally got through to the number, and Han Fang's depressed voice came in, and he agreed to come out to meet, but Fan Ziqian waited at the agreed place for more than an hour, but he still didn't come.

Fan Ziqian sat alone on a bench by the side of the street, his heart felt as if he had been stabbed severely, it hurt so much, his whole body kept shaking, and the cold wind gushed in.His eyes were red from crying, and the cell phone he was holding tightly rang suddenly, but it was not Han Yan.

There came the cold voice of the adoptive father's secretary, who told him: "Come to the city hospital, the chairman has just passed away."

Looking at the adoptive father's cold body, the young child was at a loss. He couldn't stand such a double blow and fell ill for a month.

One day, the adoptive father's lawyer came to him and told him about the inheritance. Only then did he know that his father's company had been acquired by another company, his former partner, because he owed a huge sum of money.And the chairman of that company is surnamed Han.

From then on, he often wondered whether Han Jian felt guilty because of what his father did.