their ten years

There is one more thing, I didn't intend to tell you, but I just couldn't help it, I know I definitely won't have the chance to tell you in person.In fact, after I came out of the closet this time, I was locked up at home first. My dad even nailed the windows of my room to death. I know that they are determined to keep me locked up until I am willing to marry a woman. I also realized that if I don't compromise, I will definitely never go out again, I will never see you again, I am very scared when I think about it, so I like to sneak out, and I end up in the car and go back When I was in Yangshi, I was chased back by my dad, and he beat me severely, and then I was sent to my hometown to be locked up in my grandfather’s house. I knew it would be even more difficult for me to escape this time, so I pretended to have a cold, and my mother brought me dinner and went home to get me medicine. I took this opportunity to escape again. I succeeded, but it rained heavily that day. Do you know that my hometown doesn’t even have roads? , I walked alone in the woods in the dark under heavy rain, and sometimes I heard thunder and strange calls. , I will have a chance to see you, so I try my best to muster up the courage to continue walking, I always think, when I find you, all the bad things will be over, with my childhood memory, I walked up the hillside, But because of the heavy rain, the road was too slippery and steep, and I couldn't see clearly. When I was walking uphill, my feet slipped and I fell down. My leg hit a big rock. The sound of bone fractures was excruciatingly painful. While trying to stand up, I murmured: "You must hold on, Xiao Qi is still waiting for me to go home, Xiao Qi, I will definitely go back to find you!"As a result, I felt a terrible pain when I moved. I endured the pain and before I could stand up completely, I fell down again, and my leg hit the stone again. It was still raining, and I kept crying. I couldn’t tell whether it was rain or tears on my face. I was really desperate. I was afraid that I would never see you again if I died here. If I am disabled, then I am even less qualified to be with you. I know that even so, you will not dislike me. If I am disabled, you are willing to take care of me for the rest of my life. However, I don’t want to be your burden and burden. I I want to be whole, healthy, and I want to care about you and take care of you instead of dragging you down. I hope I can go through the wind and rain with you instead of hiding behind you and watching you work hard for me. Do you know that? I have already thought about it. If I can see you again, I will be with you forever. I want to go to Sweden to get married with you. We need to be socially recognized and recognized by everyone as a model couple for a lifetime. We also need to adopt Two children, one with your surname and one with my surname. I have already decided on a name, so I just need to tell you, Xiao Qi, do you know that I really love you, and I really want to see you again, I can't bear you!

Thinking of this, I gritted my teeth tightly, let the sweat pour down, and climbed up step by step. The whole body rubbed against the ground, and my hands and face were bleeding from the stones. I never knew that I could endure pain so much. One step is as difficult as reaching the sky, and I have to drag my broken leg. I can feel the pain from the nerves every second. It is really painful. It seems that every step I climb is like dying. This hillside is very Few people come, especially at the bottom of the mountain. If I don’t climb up, no one will find me, so I must climb up, I don’t want to die, I haven’t seen you yet, how can I die, let the pain torment me Almost fainted, I told myself while crying, "You must climb up, Xiao Qi is still waiting for me to go home, Xiao Qi, Xiao Qi, believe me, I will definitely come back to find you!"

Finally climbed up, the rain did not know when it stopped, and it was dawn, I breathed a sigh of relief, couldn't hold on any longer, and passed out.