their ten years

Xiao Qi opened his eyes, as if thinking of something, he suddenly raised his head to look at the person on the bed, nothing changed, just like yesterday, he was still sleeping peacefully on the bed, it turned out that it was all a dream, he was still flying in the sky just now Xiao Qi couldn't help but smile wryly, the tears in the corners of his eyes were not completely dry, and new ones flowed down...

Xiao Qi stretched out his slender fingers to gently draw Lin Yu's outline, staring at Lin Yu with his tender eyes, as if talking to himself, with a gentle but sad tone, "Baby, from the first day I met you From the beginning, I knew you were a cruel person, but I didn't expect that you could be so cruel. Since you gave me such a beautiful dream, why did you tear it apart alive? Do you think I don't It hurts, don't you feel happy to see me living alone and in pain, Lin Yu, you abandoned me again, how can you be so cruel and selfish!!"

On the eve of the new year, Lin's father handed Xiao Qi a letter, which was found under the pillow in Lin Yu's room, and he asked to give it to Xiao Qi. Xiao Qi shook his hands and slowly opened the letter.

萧齐

The first time I wrote to you, the only letter in my life was given to you, I am fine, right? I know, you must hate me now, definitely, you must be blaming me for leaving you, right?

I'm sorry, Xiao Qi, I really want to finish this letter in a cheerful tone, but I found that I couldn't do it, and my tears fell like I don't want money. If you saw it, you would definitely say that I am love Crying ghost, well, I won’t refute this time, I admit that I am a crying ghost.Actually, before grandpa died, I was indeed a crybaby, but now, only you can make me a crybaby, Xiao Qi!Xiao Qi! !Xiao Qi! ! !Can you feel how much I miss you?I have a lot of things to tell you, words for a lifetime, I really want to tell you slowly in the days to come, but now, I have no chance.

I still remember the first time I saw you. At that time, just after class, you stepped on the bell and came in. The first time I saw you, I felt like I had a deer in my heart, bumping around. At that time, I realized that, I am really a "little deer bumping around". I didn't expect that you were my deskmate. At that time, I really felt that I was the luckiest person in the world, but I was so afraid that you would find out that I was gay and be like others I thought I was a pervert, so I acted very distant and indifferent to you, and I didn’t even take the initiative to talk to you. At that time, I thought, just pay attention to you silently, you know, I am very obsessed with your smile, so The sun seemed to illuminate my world. Thinking about it now, I really feel like a [-]-year-old girl at that time, but the world is unpredictable, who would have thought that so many things would happen to us later.

Do you still remember the first time I kissed you on the playground, in fact, at that time, I still had a little luck in my heart, I wish you could kiss me back and tell me that you like me too, but you pushed me away I lost my mind, and said sorry and ran away with a terrified face, do you know how sad I was at that time, at that time I hated you to death, hated you to death!Hate you why you don't like me and come to provoke me, but I hate myself more, why I am gay, why I like boys, if I am not gay, I can play with you frankly, let alone, every time It hurts me to think of these dark days for the first time.By the way, there is one thing you definitely don’t know. After we are together, sometimes I have insomnia in the middle of the night, and I will recall our things from the beginning. Sometimes I think about this paragraph, and I am still very angry (although we were together at that time) , I will secretly pinch your thigh to vent my hatred, and every time you sleep like a dead pig, you don’t respond at all, so sometimes you wake up in the morning and find some bruises on your legs (I won’t say it’s me Pinched!).