Can't fly

"What if I don't accept it?" Li Xiaoqin asked back, "Will you separate from him?"

Fang Fei didn't expect his mother to say that, and Fang Fei was also stunned.

His reaction was expected by Li Xiaoqin, she sighed, and took the kitchen knife and a few pieces of sweet potatoes from Fang Fei's hand again: "You don't go home these years, you say that money is tight, but in fact I know it... Listen Now that you’ve said that, you’ve figured it out a bit, why did you make a 30-year-old promise with me.”

"..."

"A Fei, you don't think about getting married at all, do you?"

As if his tongue was being rubbed by a small stone, Fang Fei could feel the bloody taste in his mouth when he spoke: "I don't like girls, and I have been like this since a long time ago."

Li Xiaoqin was silent for a long time: "Before, didn't you tell me?"

"..."

"Now you dare to confess to me. To put it bluntly is nothing more than stiff wings. It's useless for me to strongly object."

"mom……"

"Afei, if you are an upright and kind person, your parents will be very satisfied." Li Xiaoqin turned his back, his voice was almost hidden under the movement of chopping vegetables, "Mom just wants someone to treat you well and accompany you. Everything else is really not that important to me."

Having been obedient for more than [-] years and never doing anything out of line, Fang Fei blurted out on impulse, and he didn't expect Li Xiaoqin to think about it after a brief daze like a reasonable and broad-sighted parent.

As a woman who retains traditional ideas in her bones, Li Xiaoqin must have thought about enjoying family happiness in the future, living in her son's big house, helping him with the children, and planning where to go on vacation as a family.Happy old age, children and grandchildren around the knees, this is the blueprint for the future that Li Xiaoqin can imagine.

But just as she didn't understand the entertainment industry at all and supported Fang Fei as an actor to make movies, Li Xiaoqin couldn't accept it, couldn't understand why her son suddenly said that he was gay, and finally said: "I only hope that someone treats you well."

Fang Fei cruelly broke her fantasy, he guessed that Li Xiaoqin was a little sad after all.

"...I'm sorry, Mom."

The woman didn't answer, she was concentrating on the housework in her hands, her movements were quick and crisp.

Fang Fei stood still: "He treats me very well."

"Okay." Li Xiaoqin handed him a pot of cut sweet potatoes without looking up, "Add it to the soup and cook together."

"Okay." Fang Fei followed suit.

The smell of meat was already wafting from the casserole, Fang Fei stirred it a few times with a spoon and tasted the saltiness.

I thought this topic was over, and both sides took a step back.He concentrated on looking at the casserole, and Li Xiaoqin, who was close by, wiped his hands, and suddenly asked helplessly, "Why don't we sell that house in Puzhou?"

"Huh?" Fang Fei didn't understand, "A house in Puzhou?"

"It was originally prepared for you a few years ago... for your future marriage, but now it's useless." Li Xiaoqin finally said angrily, "You can really save money for Mom."

His heart was beating for joy, Fang Fei wanted to laugh, but he still had to hold back: "Then the house is sold, where will you live in the future?"

"Yeyang. Your father and I have lived in Yeyang all our lives. We are not used to changing to a big city at this time." Li Xiaoqin chattered, as if talking to him every time, "Your father is not healthy now. It’s much better, the old people are also healthy, and I’m going to hand over the store to Yuanyuan slowly, and take them to play around..."

"Then I invite you to go." Fang Fei said quickly, "Mom, don't save me."

"Little bastard! I know you are promising!" Li Xiaoqin made a gesture to hit someone, raised his slap high, and finally landed lightly on his back, "Parents are rich, you take good care of yourself, you can't rely on anyone Live forever, you know?"

There was something in her words, probably because the impression Yang Yuanyi left behind was still like a superior person.

Fang Fei said "hmm".

"Got it, thank you Mom."

This seemed to be the most reasonable and best result he could think of.

I stayed with my parents for one night, and took my family to see the Great Wall the next day.The weather is beautiful, the winter sun hangs high, dispelling the smog of the previous few days, the sky is blue and clear, and you can see through thousands of miles of rivers and mountains at a glance.

But on the third day, Li Xiaoqin refused to let Fang Fei accompany him. She was afraid that Fang Fei still had a job, so she kept chasing him away.

Fang Fei couldn't hold back her, so he had to ask them to call him if they had something to do.He added money to the driver of the nanny car and accompanied him all the way, so that at least the traffic problem could be solved.

Maybe Tang Ao arranged Fang Fei's work too tightly that day, and it would be a crime for him to take a day off.But in fact, Fang Fei was not really busy during the period when he just finished filming "Falling into the Water".After the Lantern Festival, the annual event of "WR" sent him an invitation, other than ordinary magazine shooting, interviews and a few auditions.

There was Yang Yuanyi's big G in the garage, and Fang Fei started it by accident, and when he came back to his senses, he was familiar with the way and got on the expressway heading for the Xincheng Mansion.

Fang Fei hasn't been here for almost a year, and he still knows how to get around every fork in the road.

Just like he remembered all A Jiang's lines.

He has never completely let go of it. He has acted in too many movies, and he always feels that reunion sounds simple, but as long as there is one person who is not firm, it will only become a crack again, and it will not heal.

Walking into the elevator room, Fang Fei was just about to test whether Yang Yuanyi had changed the password, when he raised his head, the electronic voice suddenly broadcast——

"Dear A13 owners, welcome home."

The facial recognition information he had entered was not deleted.

When the elevator entered the house, he raised his hand and pressed it, and the fingerprint lock was unlocked smoothly.

Fang Fei was at a loss for what to do by this little thought that was expected but couldn't help but feel a little bit sore when it happened.

Enter through the long hallway, and the guest room door on one side is locked.The furniture in the living room has not changed. Maybe Yang Yuanyi is not here during this period of time. The already deserted flat floor is becoming more and more empty. The balcony door is closed and the curtains are half closed.

Fang Fei put the car keys on the island, walked two steps, and stopped at the door of the study.

The door was ajar, Fang Fei hesitantly pushed it open.

Because the curtains were tightly closed, the daytime also sank into darkness, and the natural light did not illuminate the room, so only some silhouettes could be seen indistinctly.Fang Fei walked over without turning on the light, and took a while to get used to the darkness.When he saw Yang Yuanyi's appearance clearly, he almost couldn't help but laugh.

Beside the desk, the familiar dark brown head is buried in the crook of the arm, the computer is still on but has automatically locked the screen.There is a large projection screen in the study room, which is probably used by Yang Yuanyi to see the shooting effect. At this time, it is slightly bright, and it freezes in the dark indoor scene. Fang Fei stops slightly and recognizes it at the beginning of "Falling into the Water".

Judging from this, it is estimated that Yang Yuanyi stayed up all night again.

Fang Fei frowned slightly, walked behind the desk, and leaned closer to him: "Yang Yuanyi?"

"……Um?"

Sleeping lightly, Yang Yuanyi immediately reacted to the voice. He slowly opened his eyes, followed by a sore arm.He hissed, and found that the person in front of him was stunned at first, and then woke up.

"How did you come?"

Fang Fei suddenly didn't know how to explain his motive.

He started the car, and by the time he realized it, he had already walked two intersections here.

"I came to see you." Finally said honestly, "I haven't seen you for two days."

Yang Yuanyi realized a trace of dependence after knowing it, and the physical discomfort caused by the sleeping position disappeared.He stood up, neatly picked up the table full of papers for drafting, and turned on the desk lamp.

All the red bloodshot eyes were illuminated, and Yang Yuanyi was the first to see Fang Fei's distress.

"No more editing." Yang Yuanyi went to rest before he could ask, "I couldn't sleep last night, so I wanted to watch all the shots of the first conversation...the result was more shots than I remembered."

"Go to bed and sleep." Fang Fei said helplessly.

Turning around to leave, someone grabbed her waist and pulled her back, her back pressed against her chest, the temperature was scalding hot.

The kiss fell on the ear, and Yang Yuanyi hugged him tightly: "A Fei will accompany me."

After all the tossing, Fang Fei hugged the pillow and lay on the bed regretfully, thinking that he really believed in Yang Yuanyi's evil, so he thought he was talking about "pure sleep".

The roots of the ears were still hot, and with someone's hand on his waist, the occasional touch of the sore muscles with the fingertips felt as if small sparks had shot through.Fang Fei half-closed his eyes, always feeling his breath lingering around his lips, the tip of his nose, and eyelashes. Yang Yuanyi likes to kiss him, and also likes to bite him. Canine teeth stab a few times.Cooperating with the movement of his waist, he felt that he was completely controlled by Yang Yuanyi, unable to break free, and fell heavily like hugging a rock.

Turning his head, the sky outside the curtains gradually dimmed. Yang Yuanyi looked lazy, but he didn't sleep. His gray-blue eyes locked on him without blinking, and there was a light flickering in the depths of his pupils from time to time.

Looking at each other, Fang Fei wanted to ask him "Why don't you rest", but his body leaned forward uncontrollably.The words were so powerless at this moment, the bitterness and grievances were magnified several times, Fang Fei just wanted to find a place to heal quietly.

Chests pressed together, they couldn't wait to start kissing again.

Yang Yuanyi hugged him tighter and tighter, but just kissed him as before.They didn't have any plans for the next step, but it felt so good to be so lingering, Fang Fei pushed him away a little, panting.

Yang Yuanyi chased after him, her lips attached to Fang Fei, tracing his jawline.

Lack of oxygen, the brain can't direct his emotions, and his reason is completely out of touch.From the long talk to the meeting with Yang Yuanyi, the accumulated complicated emotions ran amok, and finally found a breakthrough in the continuous kisses.

Fang Fei's arms around Yang Yuanyi's waist suddenly tightened, like a reminder.

As expected, the other party raised his head and asked in confusion, "What's wrong?"

"The day before yesterday, I told my mother. We are already together."

Yang Yuanyi moved his body as if he was about to get up but was held down by Fang Fei. Regardless of Yang Yuanyi's astonishment, he continued: "You don't have to bear any burden, they didn't say anything. But I think it's better for both of you not to meet. "

Yang Yuanyi has lived for more than 30 years and never imagined that he could still face the embarrassment of "meeting his parents". He has no experience, let alone what he can do. The age difference between the two makes him feel inexplicably scared and embarrassed about this scene, even funny.Hearing Fang Fei say "no meeting", Yang Yuanyi was actually relieved.

"...But I didn't expect that." He smiled helplessly.

"what?"

"Such as...to disclose the relationship?"

"Not sure, at least until it won't delay you."

The domestic environment is a little looser, and Yang Yuanyi has enough capital to support every decision.Now that we are together, it will be a matter of time until the relationship stabilizes, and we should not just avoid talking about it.

But Yang Yuanyi didn't know that Fang Fei thought so.

Those worries about the "secret lover" hit him inappropriately, Yang Yuanyi still couldn't figure it out, so he chose a euphemistic way: "I thought you wouldn't tell your parents."

"If you and I...we don't separate." Fang Fei felt the pain in the twisted fingers, "The future will be photographed and forced to be made public, or we will be prepared not to be afraid of any rumors... until then One day, I don’t want my parents to know about it from the news—Yuanyi, I’m not only for you, I’m also very selfish.”

It was the first time he called Yang Yuanyi's name, without any identity, status, or title, it was just the two of them leaning together to keep each other warm after being tender, and chatting about the most private topics.

Fang Fei finally confided, grabbed his palm, and buried his whole face in it.

"But I regretted it. Looking at her forced smile now, I realized that I was really self-willed. This should be a very beautiful New Year. Should I not do it?..."

After a long silence, Yang Yuanyi said in a low voice, "I don't know."

He really doesn't know how to deal with it to get the best solution, telling or concealing is always a lose-lose.Yang Yuanyi has never experienced it, and probably will not have the opportunity to face similar situations in the future.

"You also have something you don't know." Fang Fei seemed to be smiling, and the ending sound floated up briskly.

"Yes." Yang Yuanyi pinched his fingertips, "I'm very bad at dealing with family issues, otherwise I wouldn't have been stubborn with my mother until now, as if we were enemies and had to wait for the other party to bow first."

"So Teacher Yang has no right to speak." He joked.

Yang Yuanyi didn't smile, but stared at him seriously: "But no matter what, I will accompany you. Ah Fei, your parents love you, so you have to give them time, okay?"

Fang Fei sobbed and didn't respond, but moved closer to him.

The palm was hot and humid, Yang Yuanyi sighed, put his other arm around Fang Fei's shoulders, in a completely comforting posture, he held Fang Fei in his arms, and kissed his hair from time to time.

Time slowed down, and cuddling might bring people back to calm gradually. Feeling that Fang Fei stopped shaking, and his breathing slowly returned to normal frequency, Yang Yuanyi pulled up the quilt, bringing the two of them together into the darkness of peace of mind.He looked at Fang Fei persistently, and asked Fang Fei to let go of his hand, revealing his red eyes from crying.

"feelling better?"

"It's because I thought about it too simply."

His thumb brushed the redness in the corner of his eyes, and Yang Yuanyi asked distressedly: "During this time... come here?"

The distance was too close, and Fang Fei's sadness and grievance could not be hidden.

He saw himself appearing in gray blue, as if standing in the middle of a lake, about to be swallowed immediately.But the water is always gentle, wrapping around his ankles and swelling with waves. He needs to sink to the bottom of the lake to be quiet for a long time before he can be freed from bad emotions.

After a while, Fang Fei nodded and hugged Yang Yuanyi again.