Can't fly

Among the three best film awards in the Chinese-speaking world, the Golden Harvest Award is the most special one.

It has the longest history and is hosted in Sing Tao, which has a glorious film history. Unlike the other two awards, the Golden Harvest Awards are held every two years, covering the leading and supporting roles with the best actor and best actress. In addition, there are only a few awards for "Best Picture", "Best Director", "Best Screenplay" and "Outstanding Honorable Mention".

Therefore, the competition is extremely fierce. In addition to superb acting skills and absolutely high-quality works, a little bit of luck must be added to be recognized by the Golden Harvest Award.

Xingdao is a city that easily makes Fang Fei feel complicated.

At the age of 19, the relationship between him and Yang Yuanyi fermented here for the first time, and then they separated before they had time to think about it.When saying goodbye, Yang Yuanyi didn't hug him, but gently shook his hand.

"A Fei, I will like you more and more."

Now Fang Fei couldn't tell whether Yang Yuanyi had broken his promise or not.

The humid and hot city, the scorching sun and the crowded streets, the low-altitude aircraft flying over the city, the entangled fingers at the airport... Many pictures were printed in the depths of his mind, compressed into a film that was stacked countless times, It turns yellow and becomes brittle, and it will be broken into powder with a little force.

But Fang Fei still kept it carefully, unwilling to look at it, and reluctant to throw it away.

Just after the Golden Week holiday, Pingjing in the far north is no longer green, and Xingdao is still hot in summer.The air is humid, and the ocean wind is carrying the sound of the waves, which is no different from the memory.

The finale of "Fresher" is about to be broadcast, and there are many activities to follow. Fang Fei almost squeezed out two days from his busy schedule to attend the Golden Harvest Awards.

Fang Fei's red carpet style has always been dominated by light colors, but this appearance surprised everyone.

He wore the most error-prone dark black.

White shirts, black blazers, bow ties and tailoring with a dovetail all reflect solemnity.The brand quickly claimed the formal suit, saying that it was specially provided for Fang Fei to participate in the Golden Harvest Awards. It was a cliché at first, but in the eyes of interested people, it seemed that he knew the winning ticket, and the words he used became more and more eccentric.

Fang Fei's popularity with passers-by has been good since he played "Time Is Like Fire", but his relationship with the self-media has not been good for some reason.Even his fans are used to this, and when they see all kinds of ridicule, they don't say a word, they just boast quietly in the super chat.

There are seven nominees for "Best Actor" in the Golden Harvest Awards, more than Golden Rose and Golden Olive. The oldest nominee this year is a well-known senior actor from Sing Tao, and the youngest has just turned 15.Fang Fei is not conspicuous at first glance, and no one would firmly bet on him to win to the end.

Just like the ending of Fang Fei's first nomination for Golden Olive, sometimes fate favors him in the most unexpected way.

Best Actor is the grand finale award.

Song Na, the leading actress of the Mesozoic Era in Xingdao, wore a long white dress, opened the list with a smile on her face, then looked at the audience, and announced calmly: "The winner of the 25th Golden Harvest Awards for Best Actor is—— —”

Fang Fei was always calm, but at this moment his heart stopped for half a beat.

The sole of the foot seemed to be stepped on empty suddenly.

Unconsciously, he instinctively reached out to grab something.

After Song Na finished her short teasing, her smile suddenly deepened:

"—"The Years Are Too Late", Fang Fei, congratulations!"

Applause came from all around, and the sound of the tide rushing to the beach rang in my ears.Fang Fei and the flustered and confused self on the big screen suddenly looked at each other, with their mouths half-opened in disbelief.

Someone squeezed his fingers a little harder.

Yang Yuanyi had already stood up, and pulled Fang Fei up with the advantage of height and holding hands.

He kept his face full of disbelief and was embraced by Yang Yuanyi, the body temperature and familiar breath wrapped him up. Fang Fei finally regained his senses and at the same time, his eye sockets became hot immediately, as if something in his body suddenly pulled away.

Fang Fei knew he was trembling.

I couldn't tell if it was because I was too excited to win the award, or because Yang Yuanyi hugged without warning.

Yang Yuanyi whispered in his ear:

"A Fei, you have to be proud of yourself."

When walking on the podium, the flashlights and lighting flashed, and Fang Fei's eyes were still stained with tears.He was emotional for a short time, and when he looked down at everyone in the venue, the inexplicable trembling just now had completely calmed down.

The applause continued until he stood in front of the microphone.

Song Na handed over the trophy and said "Congratulations" again.

The shape of the Golden Harvest Award is as its name suggests, and it is so heavy that it is almost impossible to hold it in the hand.Fang Fei experienced this weight, and couldn't remember the feeling of the trophy when he won the award last time. It was too long, and the second award ceremony he should have participated in in his life, Fang Fei was absent because of a fever and a needle.

No wonder everyone says that being in the spotlight is too good to be true, enough to disturb the mind.Even if he was originally as firm as Fang Fei, he would almost lose himself.

"I..." Fang Fei lowered his eyes slightly, glanced at the words on the trophy, and looked at every thread of discussion in the venue again, "I never thought I would win the award, so I didn't prepare my acceptance speech at all."

His honesty silenced the audience for a second, and then, good-natured laughter echoed.

Fang Fei also gradually stopped being incoherent: "Thank you to the organizing committee, thank you to the judges and the audience for their recognition of me, thank you to all colleagues present, it is my honor to work with you and sit here together. I have always felt that the role of Li Hang It is a very big challenge. To overcome it is not only how to shape him, but also how to get out of the predicament of being stagnant..."

The laughter slowly disappeared, and the venue returned to silence.

"I hadn't made a movie for five years before I starred in "It's Too Late", and I was at a critical moment to make a decision about my future. And this movie brought me not only the determination to continue my acting career, but also... I found that I can do more than I thought, and I love this job.

"I only prepared for this role for about three months, and the shooting was only four months, but it took me nearly a year to come out and distinguish between what is a movie and what is the real reality that should be grasped.

"Being able to win the Golden Harvest Award, I would like to thank all the staff of "Suddenly It's Too Late", my most important rival actor Hong Mian, and the screenwriter Mr. Xu Mu." Fang Fei said, "It is you who have made me, This award not only belongs to me, but also belongs to the efforts of all the crew."

He paused here, as if he had finished speaking.

Under the stage, Yang Yuanyi turned his head, looked at Min Hongmian and smiled.

It is impossible not to be lost after being missed out, but Fang Fei said so much earlier, Yang Yuan thought, not only happiness, but also Fang Fei's struggle - these are precisely because of his inability to see clearly at the beginning.

The two haven't really gotten back together until now.

So Fang Fei should blame him, resent him, even hate him, and exclude him from the thank you list.

In the center of the spotlight, Fang Fei pursed his lips and hesitated for a long time.Standing here, he could see everyone's reaction. Beside the empty seat, Yang Yuanyi was nodding his head, pretending to be playing with the cufflink normally.

Fang Fei clenched the trophy: "And...thank you, director."

The man raised his head, his gray-blue eyes were far away enough to revive Fang Fei's memory.

"Thank you Director Yang."

Only a short sentence was repeated to make the ending less forceful, but Fang Fei couldn't continue, and the soles of his feet began to feel light again.He bowed hastily, trying to make every step of himself steady amidst the thunderous applause.

Fang Fei has not yet realized how important it is for his second film to win this award.

At the moment, the auditorium of Xingdao was shining brightly. Fang Fei sat back in his seat, holding on to the trophy, and at the same time heard the heartbeat not slow but fast, almost jumping out of his throat.

"Thank you too." The person next to him said.

Fang Fei said "hmm", lowered his eyes, and continued to stroke the line engraved on the golden trophy with his fingers uneasily.

Finally, the chairman of the organizing committee and the famous film director of Sing Tao presented the "Best Film" award.It seems unexpected and reasonable, "Suddenly It's Too Late" lost to Maicheng with a loud voice, and failed to continue to gain in the awards season.

The director of the award-winning film broke down in tears and held up the trophy at the awards ceremony.

At this moment, Fang Fei turned his face sideways and looked at Yang Yuanyi's expression.

The man slowly raised his hands and applauded, the smile on his lips was a stylized polite distance.

It seems that being watched will always feel something, Yang Yuanyi turned his face sideways: "What's wrong?"

"……nothing."

He just wanted to know if Yang Yuanyi was not reconciled.

The Golden Harvest Awards have few awards, but they are fine. Being able to nominate two and win a trophy is not good among the shortlisted films, but it is definitely an achievement worth mentioning.

After the award ceremony, there was an unshakable media interview and after-party. Most of the media that could be included were relatively calm and did not show their positions with vicious tongues, so the questions asked were also quite satisfactory around the feeling of winning the award.When Fang Fei answered, Yang Yuanyi stood beside him to help him hold the microphone. He also answered decently and calmly.

"For me, it is a great honor that the nomination has been approved by the organizing committee. Fang Fei won the Best Actor Award, and the entire crew will be proud of him."

Because not many people from the crew went to Xingdao, Fang Fei simply showed his face, and did not really attend the party or enjoy the cold meal.

His mood has not yet calmed down, flattered and trance-like dreams intertwine and hold Fang Fei repeatedly.On the return journey, in order to make Fang Fei happy, Xiao Ai let him read everyone's congratulatory Weibo.

Fang Fei responded to the ridicule of several friends, scrolled down, and a fresh "@reminder" popped up at the top.

@杨远意: @方飞 Congratulations and thank you.

The first thing Fang Fei noticed was not the sender, but the photo attached below.

People who don’t have a deep relationship like to use the official list posters of the Golden Harvest Awards, or the movie posters of "Time and Time", and character stills; those who are more familiar, such as Shao Qingsheng, Zhao Dali, Shen Can, etc., or post a group photo of themselves and Fang Fei , or send photos of the film that was booked to support the film at that time.

Yang Yuanyi sent a film photo.

Beiwan, autumn night in Xiangshan, the date in the lower right corner is two years ago.

He was wearing the most common basic T-shirt, jeans and white sneakers. The mountain path was narrow and dark, because Fang Fei lowered his head when climbing the slope, revealing a part of the back of the neck that was dazzlingly white when exposed, and the protruding spine are all faintly visible.

There is no front, but everyone can see that Fang Fei is relaxed in the photo.

At that time, he was immersed in nondescript dating, a little excited, but also a little nervous.

He thought about seeing the night view of Beiwan soon, but he didn't realize that Yang Yuanyi secretly used his back to test the effect before directing him to take pictures.

On the uphill road, Yang Yuanyi always likes to use metaphors.

Fang Fei froze for a moment, then smiled imperceptibly, clicked on the comment and thought for a long time, and finally only left a small expression.

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