Can't fly

Fang Fei saw Yu Nuo's face for the first time.

In the photo, it looks like a proud lily, and in the glass corridor of "Embracing Spring" is a group of flame-colored roses.But the real Yun Nuo stood in front of him, unlike any established impression.

The little black dress with no brand name is soft, and it is matched with a diamond bag of the same color. When the hair is rolled up like a cloud, it reveals a slender neck, delicate collarbone and slender but not thin arms. The pearl accessories are not as gorgeous as diamonds and gold, but they complement her There is a kind of charming beauty - Fang Fei admits that Yu Nuo is beautiful, with the weakness and stubbornness that most touch men.

When she appeared, the ward seemed to be cut off from the world suddenly and the pause button was pressed.

Yang Yuanyi remained silent, but Yu Nuo spoke first: "I'll go to the bathroom and wait for you outside."

"I didn't say a word..."

Yang Wanyi blinked her eyes and watched her friend leave, she hesitated to speak, she felt abnormal in the face of Yang Yuanyi's indifference, "Don't you want her to come? I heard from my mother that you were looking for her everywhere when you went to the "WR" dinner, why? -"

"I didn't look for her!"

Looking back on Yang Yuanyi that day, seeing Fang Fei finally willing to spend more time with him, Yang Yuanyi interrupted him, lest she create a misunderstanding and make the relationship that was finally eased fall into an ice cave again.

He glanced at Fang Fei from the corner of his eye, and the other party was still eating the apple seriously, and even bent the corners of his eyes at him when he met his gaze.

Fang Fei didn't respond.

Yang Wanyi was reprimanded inexplicably, and her anger became even more aggrieved: "If you didn't look for it, you didn't look for it, why are you screaming at me?" She looked around, and when she saw Fang Fangfei, her delicate eyebrows immediately frowned, and her eyes quickly moved away. , looked at Yang Yuanyi aggressively: "Oh, Yang Yuanyi, I interrupted your date, didn't I?"

Suddenly becoming the center of the topic, Fang Fei felt that the atmosphere was tense, and he didn't want their siblings to use him as a target. He threw away the apple core and said in a low voice, "I'll go out too, you guys talk."

"Afei..." Yang Yuanyi hurriedly wanted to get out of bed, forgetting that he was unable to move and was unsteady and staggered.

"Hey!" Yang Wanyi supported him, "Why are you crazy?"

Turning a deaf ear to her words, Yang Yuanyi looked at Fang Fei persistently: "A Fei, I'm serious."

A moment of silence, time is like running water.

"I will consider what you said before." Fang Fei stood up and looked at him from top to bottom, "But just this time, Yang Yuanyi, like you, I don't have to be with someone to live on of."

Fang Fei returned the previous sentence to him.

Hearing this, Yang Wanyi was stunned, and couldn't help but look at Yang Yuanyi, but the other party's face sank like water, and Fang Fei nodded.

"it is good."

The white door was ajar, the corridor was sunny and clear, and there was no one on either side.

Fang Fei wiped off the remaining apple juice on his fingertips. The siblings of the Yang family seemed to be out of sync with each other's brainwaves when chatting, but they could continue to communicate smoothly and unimpeded. This may also be the tacit understanding of the twins.

One is confident and emotional, and the other is calm, rational and occasionally cowardly.

In the end, it's all about the same extremes.

Throwing the tissues into the trash can, Fang Fei passed the door of the ward again as he walked towards the stairs, and suddenly heard someone talking.

"...It's not that I don't know who she is."

In the ward, Yang Wanyi scolded him a few words, so he stopped because he didn't know what was good and what was wrong, and took supplements and medicines from the bag he carried with him.

"You have to eat these things carefully. You are tired and sick. People have lost a lot of weight. You must pay attention to your blood pressure and replenish your energy." The burn scar, when it’s almost healed, I’ll find you a doctor to fix it, it’s so ugly..."

Listening to her nagging, Yang Yuanyi held a bottle of health care products to play with, smiled and said nothing.

After talking enough, Yang Wanyi finally sighed: "I expected you to have such an attitude, Yu Nuo refused to listen, and insisted on coming with me, and I will see you once for everything."

"Really?" Yang Yuanyi asked casually.

"What's the use of coming now... I was angry with her for a long time when you broke your leg and couldn't contact anyone..." Yang Wanyi was indignant, "It was very pitiful in front of me a few days ago, what do you say?" I just want to meet Xiaoyuan' and 'have something to talk to him', but after taking a look at it, I just leave, playing hard to get?"

Her face was full of indignation that she had been cheated, Yang Yuanyi said: "Don't get excited, it's not that you don't know who she is."

"At that time, something happened to Yu Nuo's family. I was the one who paid her tuition, found a relationship to join the symphony orchestra as a part-time musician, and treated her well as a close friend. How did she repay me? I abused you capriciously, and treated you first. , and then refused you to throw you away and go abroad, and after disappearing for a few years, she cried and begged me to let you go to her wedding to take her away, so that she would not marry someone else. Well, you went, but she continued to pretend that she didn't know you... I Is it wrong to say that she is heartless?"

Hearing the past, Yang Yuanyi didn't feel much pain.

His concern is another matter: "Have you guys started hanging out together recently?"

"I just got divorced, and my mother made me feel so bad. These days, she has been accompanying me to relax. I don't have many friends, and Yu Nuo treats me so well now. After all, I don't want to care too much..." Yang Wanyi revealed With an apologetic expression, "Xiaoyuan, I heard that you met her before, and thought she was sincere to you this time. I'm sorry."

"I understand. This kind of plot sounds romantic. You have to use your brain to think about it and find it unrealistic, so you rush to draw a red line." Yang Yuanyi rarely taunted her, "Yang Xiaowan, can you ask me next time?"

"……All right."

"And don't mention her to me."

"I was wrong! I owe you a favor!" Yang Wanyi lost face and changed the subject, "By the way, the one who went out just now is Fang Fei, right? He came to visit you?"

Mentioning Fang Fei, Yang Yuanyi couldn't help but soften his expression: "He came to Rong County to find friends, by the way."

This little emotion couldn't escape Yang Wanyi, she raised her eyebrows, and said deliberately: "Then since I'm just doing it by the way, why do you look so satisfied?"

Yang Yuanyi gave a dry cough, and bent his fingers to wipe the tip of his nose to conceal it.

They are twins with an innate understanding.

"Yang Yuanyi, isn't it?" Yang Wanyi was surprised and delighted, "You treat him—"

"Yeah." Yang Yuanyi admitted happily, "but I let him down, so I'm trying to get him back. I like him, sister, I love him very much... It's completely different from before. If he thinks that I really will If it hurts him, I can just watch from a distance, if he is willing to let me try..."

"how?"

"I don't know, maybe it's because I've never experienced that kind of... happiness, anticipation and fear." Yang Yuanyi lowered his eyes, "I don't have any other advantages, but it's not easy to give up. He said that just now, so I will try anyway. Give it a try."

He used to think only of himself, touched and abused, tormented and grieved by himself.

But now, Yang Yuanyi is willing to be affected by Fang Fei's emotions at any time.

If he was a floating cloud, after meeting Fang Fei, his heart became heavier and heavier. When he fell from a thousand miles high, he vaguely remembered the surging river, and there was a wish beside him that made him feel at ease.

——"I hope Teacher Yang will always love me."

Yang Yuanyi fulfills his promise, the only worry is whether Fang Fei can give him a chance to try to untie the deadlock between the two.But it doesn't matter, he is ready.

Perhaps earlier, he had peeked at the clips in those wet shots, but Yang Yuanyi didn't notice it at that time.

He didn't want to fly forward alone.

He wanted to be trapped in Fang Fei's hands, even if it was just a fleeting drop of rain.

"Aren't you afraid of being rejected again?"

"Not afraid."

Yang Wanyi asked: "What if Fang Fei plays with you like Yu Nuo?"

"Fang Fei is Fang Fei." Yang Yuanyi said, "He won't."

After a long silence, they couldn't hear the slight pause of breathing outside the ward.

"Go after him, Xiaoyuan." Yang Wanyi blinked at Yang Yuanyi, "You can tell me anytime you need help, such as... your endless movie. I think the reason why you can't let it go is because Fang Fei has to Done, right?"

"I'm leaving."

After typing and clicking send, Fang Fei turned off his phone and walked towards the exit of the stairs.

Those words made him seem to be divided into two halves, and he couldn't digest it for a while. He despised the corner of the wall that he had listened to for so long, and wondered why Yang Yuanyi didn't say it in front of himself?

...Is it because he is afraid that he will not believe it?

The flower bed outside the inpatient department building is planted with hydrangeas, blue and purple. The sun has been very sunny these days, and the flowers are in full bloom, almost hanging down on the bench in front of the flower bed.Fang Fei couldn't help taking another look, and then found that Yu Nuo was sitting at the end of the bench, with a cigarette between his lips, staring at the hydrangea in a daze.

While looking at him for half a second, Yu Nuo suddenly looked directly into his eyes.

There was no sense of oppression or tension as imagined, Fang Fei did not dodge or avoid, and even breathed lightly.

If it is said that Yu Nuo was more or less a thorn between him and Yang Yuanyi in the past, it was in Fang Fei's heart, and he couldn't help but compare himself with the other party repeatedly. It was like being wiped away by the warm summer wind blowing over the body, turning into light dust.

Fang Fei didn't intend to have too much contact with this woman.

The other party didn't think so.

"Are you Fang Fei?" Yu Nuo's voice is very pleasant, and it's low among female voices, like the instrument she played. "I've heard it mentioned by many people, but I was a little surprised to see him in person."

Fang Fei stopped and looked down at her and the hydrangea behind her.

He spoke slowly, neither humble nor overbearing: "Miss Yu is an artist, and she is not in the same circle, where else can she hear about me?"

Yu Nuo put out the cigarette: "For example, Cao Xinran, you know each other, don't you?"

What an unavoidable name.

Fang Fei made a "huh" sound, as if affirmative, but more like a simple perfunctory.

"It's a bit of a coincidence that Xiao Cao and I know each other. She took the initiative to find me and wanted to ask about Yang Yuanyi." Yu Nuo paused for a moment, with a little hook in her eyes, "Sorry, can I mention him?"

"It's ok."

Yu Nuo held out the cigarette case to him, and Fang Fei put it away kindly after being rejected by Fang Fei, with a deeper smile: "I didn't expect that Yang Yuanyi's charm could make a girl in her twenties fascinated, so she came to her door and recognized me as 'Rival in love', what to say to see 'how much it looks like'...Unfortunately, she was disappointed."

"Really." Fang Fei remained expressionless, "That's not what she told me."

"Then who do you think is lying?" Yu Nuo asked back, not expecting him to really answer, "Xiao Cao is a very infatuated girl, she said she was jealous of you, because Yang Yuanyi treats you well and treats you and everyone completely. It's different. She also said that no one else can tell, only she knows that you and I are the two most special people."

Fang Fei frowned gradually.

With Cao Xinran's madness, would he tell her anything?

Seeing that he remained silent, Yu Nuo lit another cigarette: "Have you ever been with Yang Yuanyi?"

"Sorry, no comment."

"It's not a secret." Yu Nuo tilted her head and looked at him deeply, "It's just that when you were filming "It's Too Late" as the leading actor, would you feel uneasy? That movie seems to be made for me? "

"It's just a job."

"Really?" Yu Nuo laughed, trimmed her neatly trimmed nails and smoothed out the broken hair around her ears, "If it wasn't for that movie, I wouldn't have known that Yang Yuanyi was so persistent... After so many years, it would be impossible for me to be with him, but who I love him so much—just like Cao Xinran—knowing this, I’m afraid I won’t be able to eat and swallow all day long, what do you think?”

With the wind blowing, Fang Fei smelled a little smell of rotting grass in the soil.

In the romance of hydrangeas, a woman is like a flower that has bloomed for too long.

She is still fresh and bright after a few years, but she has lost her vitality a long time ago. She probably depends on what she lives on, and once her emotions are released, she will wither faster.

He keenly noticed that in Yu Nuo's frivolous provocations, it seemed that he was afraid that he would not think too much about fanning the flames.

But he probably couldn't make her wish come true.

"Since it's already impossible, why did Ms. Yu travel so far to see him? If it wasn't for seeing him, wouldn't you just want to say a few words to me?" Fang Fei smiled politely, "I'm in a hurry, so excuse me. "

"Do you hate him?"

"I don't hate." Fang Fei said, "I'm different from you."

Yu Nuo was stunned.

"Have you finished watching the movie, right? Did he really shoot it for you? Ms. Yu, sometimes being overconfident is a kind of sadness." Fang Fei suddenly wanted to get serious with her, "Or have you already discovered that this 'affectionate' script is actually Without you, can you still justify yourself? If so, maybe it’s not Yang Yuanyi who you’re obsessed with, right?”

Yu Nuo was speechless: "You..."

She found that the young man in front of her didn't care about any "substitute" at all, and he even pierced through the deep darkness of Yu Nuo.

"Miss Yu, I'm not interested in your past. Whether you love him or hate him seems to have nothing to do with me." Fang Fei raised the corner of his lips with a half-smile, "Yang Yuanyi will think it through."

When normal people hear Bai Yueguang or the deep-rooted hatred, they will shrink back in fear and fear, not daring to feel that they are unique anymore.Even if he tried to think about it, it was still an unsettled haze.

She thought that Fang Fei, like Cao Xinran, would not be able to get out sooner or later.

But this approach seems to be ineffective.

"As for that movie." Fang Fei's eyes were filled with pity, "The more you remind me, the more calm I become. Am I the most guilty character among all the characters?"

After finishing speaking, Fang Fei waited quietly for a while without Yu Nuo's follow-up text, and nodded slightly as farewell.