Can't fly

The filming location of "Fresher" is in one of the most famous cultural neighborhoods in Hongshi. It used to be a concession a hundred years ago, and is now famous for its bungalows, parasol trees and retro style.

Yang Yuanyi followed half a meter behind him, walking in unison, and both of them walked steadily.

Twilight closes, the sun sinks into the gaps between the tall buildings early, but the night is late, only dusk is hazy for a long time, the sky in the spring night is blue and deep, but the edge is bright, as if to see the light of the universe from somewhere of.

Insects are dormant in the grass and corners, and the occasional sound is a preview of the arrival of summer in the world.

It was another corner, the street lights in warm colors were flickering on and off, Fang Fei stopped under the signal light and waited for it to turn red.

Appropriately, the shadow at his feet no longer approached Fang Fei.

The right earlobe was hot because of the scorching gaze. Fang Fei stood for a while calmly, trying to ignore him, but Yang Yuanyi's sense of presence was too strong, even if he only breathed, it kept reminding him that they were only a hug away now.If he wanted to, he turned his head away, Fang Fei had no doubt that Yang Yuanyi could hold his hand.

But is holding hands over?

Yang Yuanyi didn't say anything, so he didn't guess anything, whoever has the patience to be that person who is always suspicious.

Another car drove by, and after a countdown of three seconds, the signal light showed green traffic.

Fang Fei continued to walk forward. He saw the sign of the subway, and it was 100 meters away, and the next intersection would be there.

He decided to take the subway instead of taking a taxi. Apart from the consideration of the evening rush hour, it was also because Fang Fei didn’t understand his popularity at all—in his opinion, he was just an actor who had acted in two movies and participated in some magazine shoots and interviews. .When you go out, you can wear a mask to avoid trouble, and you don't have to be fully armed to attract suspicion.

So Fang Fei was a little surprised when he was stopped by two girls at the entrance of the subway station with a little anxiety.

"Is that Fang Fei...?" The tall one spoke first, wringing his fingers uneasily.

Fang Fei blinked.

Before he could say anything, another girl robbed him: "I, we are all your fans!"

She kept her voice low, lest she would attract more people's attention: "I've liked you since "Time Is Like Fire", she was earlier, and remembered you after watching Ah Hui... We all like Zhou Chi's character, The acting was really good... Later, I went to see "Suddenly It's Too Late"...Actually, I saw Reuters filming your new drama near here today, and I just happened to pass by and wanted to try my luck—"

Fang Fei is not good at responding to fans' enthusiasm. Compared with their long-winded praise, a simple "thank you" is too pale.He looked around, and there were several well-decorated beverage shops across the road.

"Do you... want something to drink?" Fang Fei asked, "Coffee, milk tea?"

As expected, the eyes of the two girls suddenly lit up, their expressions were incredulous for a moment, and then they were ecstatic.

Finally, they bought milk tea and satisfied the other party’s request for a group photo. The two girls said many words of “thank you” and signed Fang Fei’s Polaroid.

After seeing them off, the sky was darker than before.

The flash light dazzled his eyes when taking pictures, Fang Fei was in a trance for a while, and did not leave here immediately.

The light footsteps approached him carefully, and the person who had been ignored for a long time had no temper at all. After observing that Fang Fei did not show any disgust, he called out his name:

"Afi?"

The inside of the mouth where I was just bitten still smelled of blood when I licked it, but it was no longer painful, but the touch was subtle and completely different from the surrounding area.Just like feelings cannot be easily cleared quickly in a short period of time, but they cannot be let go immediately.

Yang Yuanyi stood in front of him, Fang Fei didn't look at him, but looked at the exit of the crowded subway station for a while.

"It's better not to take the subway after meeting fans." Yang Yuanyi asked, "If you don't mind, I'll see you off?"

In the past, he mostly spoke to Fang Fei in a firm tone, because he knew how Fang Fei would answer, so he didn't give him a choice, and even if he had occasional doubts, it was still forceful.

Now, Yang Yuanyi's uncertain tone made it easier for Fang Fei to accept.

He only said to break up, but he didn't mean not to meet him. It is impossible to let Yang Yuanyi go when everyone is in front of him.

For ice cream's sake.

Fang Fei convinced himself, and nodded slightly after a while.

The car was not Yang Yuanyi's own, maybe it came from Shuotian's branch or Jiashang, Fang Fei didn't ask.During the days of separation, Fang Fei gradually realized that Yang Yuanyi was really not a simple film director, if he wanted to, he could become capital itself, which gave Yang Yuanyi a lot of confidence to pick and choose.

So he became more and more sure that Yang Yuanyi wouldn't be too sad even if he wasn't with him.

There are too many people who like Yang Yuanyi, whether they like his appearance and talent, or his background, Yang Yuanyi will never lack admiration, and it is no big deal if he is missing.

In time, he can meet more obedient and more sensible people.

Yang Yuanyi has never suffered setbacks, and now she is looking for him to play with her old love, maybe it is just a trick of unwillingness, just like writing the script of "Suddenly Too Late" after being rejected by Yu Nuo, it just needs to vent.

He's just a supporting role, don't take it too seriously.

There is a faint smell of perfume in the Bentley, and there is a full-time driver.

This road is destined not to pass quietly.

As soon as he turned onto the main road, Yang Yuanyi took out a bottle of purified water from the side and silently handed it to him.Seeing that Fang Fei picked it up, he started chatting with him: "I'm filming in Hongshi during this period, is there any inconvenience in life?"

"Very good." Fang Fei said lightly, his gaze still fixed on the street scene outside the window that was rapidly receding.

Yang Yuanyi smiled, not forcing him to talk to him.

The volume of the car audio is not turned up high, it is faintly a piano piece, and the notes flow like flowing water.On Friday night, urban roads are always under great pressure. After getting on the elevated road, traffic jams began, and the driver turned down the volume even more.

Fang Fei heard Yang Yuanyi's breathing.

The air was getting restless, he lowered his head, and sent a message to Xiaoai to tell her not to worry.

"I thought I would meet you today anyway, so I came to the film crew in the name of Director Zhang." Yang Yuanyi said suddenly, cutting off the unfinished text, "Tomorrow I'm going back to Rong County."

Fang Fei didn't raise his head, and made a nasal sound suspiciously: "Do you want to shoot again?"

"Of course." Yang Yuanyi said.

"It's not..."

Haven't found an actor yet?

Yang Yuanyi slightly raised his head and leaned against the back of the chair as if giving up: "I have met several people one after another these days. Anyway, the casting is also like a blind date. The photos and videos look good, but when I actually meet someone, I start to feel inappropriate anyway. …Sorry, it’s getting too far, but in the end I decided to try Shen Yao, but he didn’t rush to sign the contract, so I guess it might not be the end of the filming.”

The industry has more or less heard that Shen Yao is not short of money, and he is very capricious in choosing scripts. Even Fang Fei knows that he is proud of his talents and basically does not make films that are too commercial.

The other directors couldn't ask for someone, but in Yang Yuanyi's mouth, it seemed that they could only make do with it.

"Even Shen Yao..." Fang Fei was a little amused, "He is a rare genius in China."

"I didn't say he was sorry, but—" Yang Yuanyi paused, but he didn't say anything, "Everyone needs to adjust."

Because it is not his No.1 choice.

He has said this sentence to many people. In front of Fang Fei, he said it once and got no response, so it is always stuck in his throat.

Fang Fei said "hmm".

"The script has been changed, the starring role will be re-shot, and the director's style may be different." Yang Yuanyi didn't mention the difficulties he encountered, "Just treat it like a new movie and take your time."

The car moved two steps forward slowly, the red taillights in front were like a pair of crying eyes.

Fang Fei said very little, and Yang Yuanyi said everything he said was like falling into cotton.

He knew that Fang Fei no longer liked to chat with him, so he tried his best to find topics in his mind.When talking about movies, Fang Fei's expression seemed to have nothing to do with him, and when talking about relationships, he didn't have enough stance.

That day he was standing at the door of the infusion hall, and Fang Fei looked away after a short moment of contact. Yang Yuanyi only saw him talking to the young man afterwards. He was wearing a mask, but his eyes were clearly crooked, probably smiling.He suddenly felt like he had been hit in the back of the head, and his vision quickly shrank to only the two of them.

I want to ask Fang Fei if the person who accompanied you to the hospital that day likes you, and if he treats you well.

Yang Yuanyi seldom experienced the sourness and embarrassment of being jealous of people who are so much younger than him. After going back that day, he felt aggrieved all night.

It didn't get any better the next day, and Xiao Ai's words kept ringing in her ears.

So I didn't hold back the consideration of whether it was suitable or not. I wanted to go to the film crew and walked around the surrounding area several times.Cheng Shu thought he had chosen an actor on the set, and made a small joke.

Fortunately, he finally met someone before leaving, and his trip was completed in another way.

"Director Yang." Fang Fei spoke for the first time, "You don't want to rent an ice cream truck anymore."

Yang Yuanyi: "You ate it last time and said you liked it."

Fang Fei doesn't quite remember how long ago this "last time" was.

"During the filming of "Absurd Tales." Yang Yuanyi said, "There is also this store in Pingzhou, and the business is very good. One night we went out for a walk, the weather was too hot, and I bought you ice cream balls once. Then..." Hug At that time, I originally thought that after the end to try my luck, I would revisit the old place.”

The results were disastrous, and no one could think of any ice cream.

But he really couldn't remember, did Yang Yuanyi have a deep impression of what happened five or six years ago?

"Didn't you go abroad later, remember this?" Fang Fei said, trying to pretend it didn't matter.

And it was going to Germany to attend Yu Nuo's wedding.

Yang Yuanyi did not hide his instantly cold expression, and continued: "I started studying film at the age of 23, and I have been to many places, the United States, Europe, Africa... At that time, I had several opportunities to contact Yu Nuo, but I never really did that. But at the age of 30, my sister said she was getting married and wanted to see me for the last time. I thought I could make a clean break, and seeing her get married seemed to be liberated, so I got a plane ticket to Germany."

The corners of Fang Fei's eyes swelled, and his slightly moving heartstrings were instantly tightened and violently vibrated, and then returned to a pool of stagnant water.

"...you are cruel."

I don't know whether he is talking about Fang Fei or himself.

"But what I remember that time was not the wedding and the church, but the ice cream truck by the square." Yang Yuanyi stared at him, even though Fang Fei didn't respond, "I regret it very much."

"What does it have to do with me? That's your business."

"A Fei, I returned to China at the age of 29 and started making my own movies. I met you, and then we separated and met again. You had already left when I was filming "The Secret Lover", and I couldn't find you."

"..."

"You know that I don't have to maintain a relationship with someone to survive." Yang Yuanyi said softly, "I was thinking about confessing to you after I came back from Germany, but you didn't give me this chance at that time."

Fang Fei's throat suddenly hurt a little, and he hurriedly took a sip of water.

He never thought that Yang Yuanyi was actually planning to be with him when he collapsed.But he only cared about fleeing, and hurriedly said to Yang Yuanyi, "I want to get back together with my ex-boyfriend, I'm sorry."

There are too many mistakes in the world, and it is not surprising that they meet once.

But why do you know now?

"I'm sorry, Alpha."

"..."

"I didn't hear about it until a long time later when you were in a bad state." Yang Yuanyi laughed at himself, "Maybe I also thought things too simply at that time, thinking that you liked your boyfriend more, so I didn't ask anything."

"Why did you say it now?"

His throat was itchy, as if something was about to break free from his body and fly out.

"Did you believe it before?"

"So I believe it now?" Fang Fei said hoarsely, "Yang Yuanyi, you will always be like this, helping me make decisions without authorization."

Yang Yuanyi raised his hand, wanting to touch his side face, but retracted halfway.

"That's right." His voice was as soft as a feather. "So I won't do it now. I'll just tell you everything I thought was unnecessary. Believe it or not, but if I don't say it again, I'm afraid I won't have a chance this time."

"..."

"If...one day you meet someone you like again, go for it. I won't ask any more questions. "

"But until that person shows up, I won't give up."

If there is such a day, he will be jealous of the person Fang Fei loves, but he will not do stupid things and insist on tying Fang Fei by his side.Regardless of the starting point, he agreed to Fang Fei's breakup.

The big deal is to wait.

Just as if you were 30 years old and planned to meet Fang Fei and Xia Huai after they broke up, continue to wait for him.

The longest left and right is a lifetime, not longer.