Can't fly
Chapter 50 "We broke up."
The bright lot did not attract Fang Fei's interest. From a distance, he saw Yang Yuanyi lowering his head, chatting with the lady beside him with a solemn expression.
But at first, Yang Yuanyi's eyes met with him made Fang Fei frightened for a moment, and immediately went to Zhao Dali to pretend to have a pleasant exchange.When he looked away, Fang Fei couldn't pretend anymore, he got up and said to Zhao Dali, "I'm not feeling well", he didn't care about the afterparty and cold meals with the celebrities, and went straight out of the hall.
He took out the phone, and Shen Can asked him teasingly, "Is there anything you like at the scene?" Fu Yicheng was worried but also interested in hearing who he met.
Even my mother, who has always been uninterested in these things, sighed loudly at the photos he posted, and finally forwarded them to the family group to show them how promising her son is.
His relatives and friends feel that he is walking on a bright road full of flowers, and that his life has finally reached a turning point, and everything will be beautiful and happy in the future.
It's as if the suffering in the early years has been gradually offset now.
The spring night in Pingzhou was too hot, Fang Fei loosened the first button to release the excessive dull tension.But this didn't make him feel better, his heart sank heavily like a puddle of mud.
He made a call.
"...Sister Tang Ao, I think it's okay to end early?...No, it's just that I suddenly feel uncomfortable and may not be able to participate in the next party. I'm sorry...Okay, I'm sorry, I'll wait for you by the river."
Putting down the phone, Fang Fei breathed slowly.
After leaving the meeting place, he was at a loss and could only walk along the lit riverside.
The clothes were still too conspicuous compared to ordinary people, so Fang Fei found a bench in front of the flower bed and sat down with his head down to play with his mobile phone.This area is located in the fashion district of Pingzhou. Although he is a bit strange here, fortunately, he will not attract crowds.
Fingers mechanically swipe across the interface.
He seemed serious, but his eyes were out of focus, empty and numb.
He was thinking about Yang Yuanyi's last gaze.
Clearly regretting it, she seemed to ask Fang Fei silently: "What's wrong with you?"
In fact, Fang Fei knew in his heart that he and Yu Nuo might not be the same, but at that moment, seeing Yang Yuanyi pushing Yu Nuo away in panic, Fang Fei suddenly figured it out.
It doesn't matter whether you are jealous or not, Yang Yuanyi is very good, and everything he does is giving.
But that's about it.
All along, Yang Yuanyi has no demands or expectations on him, and it doesn't matter whether he is serious about his relationship or not.
The paradox is that love is giving, but also longing, taking, and possessing.
Indispensable.
There is no reward for keeping pets.
He was blinded by Yang Yuanyi's support for a short time, thinking that this was "love".
He thought he was an empty bottle with cracks still in it, but he dared to say a lot to Yang Yuanyi, he likes you, loves you, and I want to be your only one.These words are stones one by one, packed in his body, supporting him to continue to speak next time until it is level with the mouth of the bottle, and then give Yang Yuanyi all his complete love.
It's a pity that no matter how small a stone is, there are still gaps. Yang Yuanyi's response is water, which pours into him and completes him.
Yang Yuanyi is like a selfless devotee, unconditionally gave Fang Fei everything he likes to the other party, and then said, "You don't need to make changes for me, and you don't need to sacrifice for me."
They don't need each other.
He said that Yang Yuanyi was really sad about the separation, but did he hurt Yang Yuanyi?
Probably not.
He has no doubt that what he said was so absolute and he walked away, Yang Yuanyi will feel uncomfortable for at least one night.
Fang Fei didn't want to guess Yang Yuanyi's heart anymore.
It is too tiring to repeatedly find possibilities close to reality from so many "ifs". One day he will torture himself crazy, exhausted, and lose all enthusiasm and trust.
He couldn't help falling in love with Yang Yuanyi.
So after getting promise, pampering, care and tenderness, if you don't get love, it's better to have nothing at all.
The time spent waiting for Tang Ao was enough for Fang Fei to completely regain his composure. The high-intensity work and non-stop shooting for more than a year allowed him to learn how to calm down in a short period of time.
It's just that his complexion is still not very good. Seeing him, Tang Ao asked worriedly: "What's wrong, do you need to go to the hospital?"
"Maybe I have a cold and feel dizzy." Fang Fei deftly made excuses.
Tang Ao did not suspect him: "Then I will take you back to the hotel."
"Sister." Fang Fei paused, with a hint of pleading, "Can you find another hotel?"
"Why?" Tang Ao's habitual rhetorical question made him guess, "You don't live in the same room with Director Yang, is it because you are afraid of being photographed or you have a conflict?"
Fang Fei: "We may have to break up."
"possible?"
"we broke up."
After he finished speaking, it was as if the old blood stopped flowing, and his whole body floated in a sense of weightlessness for a second.
It's not a separation, it's a breakup.
It turns out that it is not so difficult to confess.
There was an eerie silence in the car, Fang Fei twisted a button on his cuff, and it took a long time to hear Tang Ao sigh heavily: "A Fei, I don't want this decision to be made out of willfulness, to offend Yang Yuanyi, for your current There is no benefit in career advancement. Even for me, there are many places that can’t help you.”
"I know." Fang Fei said, his body temperature rose a little, "so I plan to quit the crew of "Falling Water"."
The atmosphere that had been relaxed just now was almost frozen again. The driver in the front seat turned a deaf ear to their conversation, but the speed of the car slowed down. Even he was not sure of the destination.
Gradually leave the city center, late at night, there are few pedestrians, and the shops are either closed or are doing final finishing work on the edge of closing.Occasionally, insomniacs who can't stay at home are still in a daze on the street, squatting, sitting, smoking, talking on the phone, and crying loudly with their arms buried.
The night wind blew into the window, whistling in the ears, as if trying to suppress a roar.
When the car drove onto the overpass, Tang Ao said, "Are you sure?"
"I will pay the liquidated damages myself."
"That's not the problem. Director Yang will check the resources of "Falling Water" for you. It's a friendly price, and the liquidated damages haven't reached the point where you can't afford it." Tang Ao gradually calmed down, "A Fei, my feelings for you have actually changed. Not sure...but can I ask? Did he mention it this time or—”
"I mentioned it." Fang Fei leaned wearily on the back seat, "Sister, he has someone he cares more about."
"But he dotes on you very much, he treats you so well." Tang Ao said softly, "You may not know that he often asks me about you through Liu Shanni. A... At least in my opinion, he is a qualified lover, and the person who cares more is only in his heart, is it really important?"
Fang Fei closed his eyes and let out a "hmm".
Tang Ao couldn't continue, she couldn't understand, but she wasn't very surprised.
Fang Fei is a pure canary, and she can still persuade him in terms of interests, but they "break up".Emotions are different from planning and projects, and do not tolerate careful calculations, and do not accept detailed analysis.
She is neither Fang Fei nor Yang Yuanyi, outsiders will never be able to tell.
And what she can do is to minimize the impact of this matter for Fang Fei.Fortunately, Yang Yuanyi did not intervene in most of Fang Fei's work, nor did he use his contacts to provide him with resources. This made Fang Fei's related work not too affected by this incident after they really separated.
Even if Shuotian no longer cooperates with Fang Fei, she can continue to plan for Fang Fei.
Furthermore, Yang Yuanyi is different from Liu Chengjin and his like, and should not be a vengeful person.
There are too many feathers in the circle, and the stories that end without a problem are like countless stars that cannot be counted clearly. If Fang Fei and Yang Yuanyi can really stop caring about each other in the future, at least they will get together and break up.
"I see." Tang Ao regained her composure as a professional woman, "Do you need a rest?"
Fang Fei said without hesitation: "No, sister, I want to continue working."
Use busyness to forget the wound, and when you look back, it will heal.
He may still miss Yang Yuanyi in the future, but he is no longer obsessed with getting his love.
This is the best result Fang Fei can imagine.
Fang Fei temporarily rescheduled the flight for the next morning, instead of going back to the production team in Rong County, the destination was Pingjing.
Yushan Road, Shuotian's building, he did not know how many times he came, but this time his heart was heavy.After receiving the news from Tang Ao, Cheng Shu waited for him in the office. The two parties needed to communicate on some issues. Cheng Shu didn't want to go so serious about changing roles, so he asked Fang Fei a question repeatedly.
"Really have to quit?" Cheng Shu wrote puzzlement on his face, "If you have any difficulties, you can tell us, and we will find a way to help you solve it. "The Time is Too Late" is a very pleasant cooperation, and there are other projects in the future Everyone loves you too."
"I'm sorry, Mr. Cheng." Fang Fei was also having a hard time, but he could only repeat, "It's my fault."
Cheng Shu saw that he didn't want to mention it, so he took a sip of strong tea: "Have you told Director Yang about this?"
Fang Fei remained silent.
"Well, it seems that there is not." Cheng Shu pursed his lips, "I don't want to say too much, but Fang Fei, this movie was basically given to you by Yang Yuanyi. With your qualifications, you can compete with Shen Jue, and I think you understand how difficult it is for these staff to cooperate, and how much loss you have to bear if you give up such an opportunity, I think you should have counted it?"
Of course Fang Fei knows.
Withdrawing from "Falling Water", he may never have the opportunity to be a "leading star" with an actor of Shen Jue's level in his life; he will most likely not cooperate with the project invested by Shuotian again, and he may return to the beginning In the stage of running announcements and making background boards for variety shows, waiting for the next favor of fate——
Maybe next month, maybe not until he stays away from this circle.
It's a pity that he has just realized a little bit of the joy and value of acting in a movie.
Fang Fei is still determined to go his own way.
Compared with all kinds of uncertainties in the future, he really can't accept being with Yang Yuanyi day and night.
I don't even want to owe him favors.
Leaving directly, the way of self-damage can at least alleviate his guilt a little.
So Fang Fei narrowed his eyebrows and eyes slightly, and still said, "I'm sorry, Mr. Cheng."
"Hey..." Cheng Shu shook his head noncommittally, he couldn't tell if he was stubborn or dissatisfied or helpless, "You young people are all self-willed, so stop doing things!"
Changing the protagonist after filming started is a setback that cannot be digested in a short time for any crew.At least it will delay the schedule and increase the cost of shooting, and at the worst it will directly drag down the entire project. There are no precedents.
"I can--"
Before the compensation can be said, Cheng Shu interrupted him with a wave of his hand: "We will announce to the public that you quit the film crew because of your health. Go out first, and Shanni will come to hand over the rest."
Fang Fei couldn't say anything except "I'm sorry" and earnestly pay liquidated damages.
Tang Ao and Liu Shanni took care of the handover, Fang Fei felt guilty and apologized to Liu Shanni.
The woman was able to think about it, and instead comforted him: "It's okay, if you don't feel well, you don't have to hold on. This movie was really hard to shoot, and..." She turned her eyebrows and swallowed the words that she didn't say, " In short, rest well! Don’t worry about who will be the substitute, speaking of it, it’s a good thing the filming was slow before..."
Tang Ao: "Lucky among misfortunes, thank you Wan Dao for being a fluffy Virgo."
Fang Fei twitched the corners of her lips, unable to make any expression.
Fang Fei is no stranger to the fact that a successful career may be cut short.It's just that last time he was forced to be helpless, this time he cut his own future, but he only had the joy of Nirvana.
But at first, Yang Yuanyi's eyes met with him made Fang Fei frightened for a moment, and immediately went to Zhao Dali to pretend to have a pleasant exchange.When he looked away, Fang Fei couldn't pretend anymore, he got up and said to Zhao Dali, "I'm not feeling well", he didn't care about the afterparty and cold meals with the celebrities, and went straight out of the hall.
He took out the phone, and Shen Can asked him teasingly, "Is there anything you like at the scene?" Fu Yicheng was worried but also interested in hearing who he met.
Even my mother, who has always been uninterested in these things, sighed loudly at the photos he posted, and finally forwarded them to the family group to show them how promising her son is.
His relatives and friends feel that he is walking on a bright road full of flowers, and that his life has finally reached a turning point, and everything will be beautiful and happy in the future.
It's as if the suffering in the early years has been gradually offset now.
The spring night in Pingzhou was too hot, Fang Fei loosened the first button to release the excessive dull tension.But this didn't make him feel better, his heart sank heavily like a puddle of mud.
He made a call.
"...Sister Tang Ao, I think it's okay to end early?...No, it's just that I suddenly feel uncomfortable and may not be able to participate in the next party. I'm sorry...Okay, I'm sorry, I'll wait for you by the river."
Putting down the phone, Fang Fei breathed slowly.
After leaving the meeting place, he was at a loss and could only walk along the lit riverside.
The clothes were still too conspicuous compared to ordinary people, so Fang Fei found a bench in front of the flower bed and sat down with his head down to play with his mobile phone.This area is located in the fashion district of Pingzhou. Although he is a bit strange here, fortunately, he will not attract crowds.
Fingers mechanically swipe across the interface.
He seemed serious, but his eyes were out of focus, empty and numb.
He was thinking about Yang Yuanyi's last gaze.
Clearly regretting it, she seemed to ask Fang Fei silently: "What's wrong with you?"
In fact, Fang Fei knew in his heart that he and Yu Nuo might not be the same, but at that moment, seeing Yang Yuanyi pushing Yu Nuo away in panic, Fang Fei suddenly figured it out.
It doesn't matter whether you are jealous or not, Yang Yuanyi is very good, and everything he does is giving.
But that's about it.
All along, Yang Yuanyi has no demands or expectations on him, and it doesn't matter whether he is serious about his relationship or not.
The paradox is that love is giving, but also longing, taking, and possessing.
Indispensable.
There is no reward for keeping pets.
He was blinded by Yang Yuanyi's support for a short time, thinking that this was "love".
He thought he was an empty bottle with cracks still in it, but he dared to say a lot to Yang Yuanyi, he likes you, loves you, and I want to be your only one.These words are stones one by one, packed in his body, supporting him to continue to speak next time until it is level with the mouth of the bottle, and then give Yang Yuanyi all his complete love.
It's a pity that no matter how small a stone is, there are still gaps. Yang Yuanyi's response is water, which pours into him and completes him.
Yang Yuanyi is like a selfless devotee, unconditionally gave Fang Fei everything he likes to the other party, and then said, "You don't need to make changes for me, and you don't need to sacrifice for me."
They don't need each other.
He said that Yang Yuanyi was really sad about the separation, but did he hurt Yang Yuanyi?
Probably not.
He has no doubt that what he said was so absolute and he walked away, Yang Yuanyi will feel uncomfortable for at least one night.
Fang Fei didn't want to guess Yang Yuanyi's heart anymore.
It is too tiring to repeatedly find possibilities close to reality from so many "ifs". One day he will torture himself crazy, exhausted, and lose all enthusiasm and trust.
He couldn't help falling in love with Yang Yuanyi.
So after getting promise, pampering, care and tenderness, if you don't get love, it's better to have nothing at all.
The time spent waiting for Tang Ao was enough for Fang Fei to completely regain his composure. The high-intensity work and non-stop shooting for more than a year allowed him to learn how to calm down in a short period of time.
It's just that his complexion is still not very good. Seeing him, Tang Ao asked worriedly: "What's wrong, do you need to go to the hospital?"
"Maybe I have a cold and feel dizzy." Fang Fei deftly made excuses.
Tang Ao did not suspect him: "Then I will take you back to the hotel."
"Sister." Fang Fei paused, with a hint of pleading, "Can you find another hotel?"
"Why?" Tang Ao's habitual rhetorical question made him guess, "You don't live in the same room with Director Yang, is it because you are afraid of being photographed or you have a conflict?"
Fang Fei: "We may have to break up."
"possible?"
"we broke up."
After he finished speaking, it was as if the old blood stopped flowing, and his whole body floated in a sense of weightlessness for a second.
It's not a separation, it's a breakup.
It turns out that it is not so difficult to confess.
There was an eerie silence in the car, Fang Fei twisted a button on his cuff, and it took a long time to hear Tang Ao sigh heavily: "A Fei, I don't want this decision to be made out of willfulness, to offend Yang Yuanyi, for your current There is no benefit in career advancement. Even for me, there are many places that can’t help you.”
"I know." Fang Fei said, his body temperature rose a little, "so I plan to quit the crew of "Falling Water"."
The atmosphere that had been relaxed just now was almost frozen again. The driver in the front seat turned a deaf ear to their conversation, but the speed of the car slowed down. Even he was not sure of the destination.
Gradually leave the city center, late at night, there are few pedestrians, and the shops are either closed or are doing final finishing work on the edge of closing.Occasionally, insomniacs who can't stay at home are still in a daze on the street, squatting, sitting, smoking, talking on the phone, and crying loudly with their arms buried.
The night wind blew into the window, whistling in the ears, as if trying to suppress a roar.
When the car drove onto the overpass, Tang Ao said, "Are you sure?"
"I will pay the liquidated damages myself."
"That's not the problem. Director Yang will check the resources of "Falling Water" for you. It's a friendly price, and the liquidated damages haven't reached the point where you can't afford it." Tang Ao gradually calmed down, "A Fei, my feelings for you have actually changed. Not sure...but can I ask? Did he mention it this time or—”
"I mentioned it." Fang Fei leaned wearily on the back seat, "Sister, he has someone he cares more about."
"But he dotes on you very much, he treats you so well." Tang Ao said softly, "You may not know that he often asks me about you through Liu Shanni. A... At least in my opinion, he is a qualified lover, and the person who cares more is only in his heart, is it really important?"
Fang Fei closed his eyes and let out a "hmm".
Tang Ao couldn't continue, she couldn't understand, but she wasn't very surprised.
Fang Fei is a pure canary, and she can still persuade him in terms of interests, but they "break up".Emotions are different from planning and projects, and do not tolerate careful calculations, and do not accept detailed analysis.
She is neither Fang Fei nor Yang Yuanyi, outsiders will never be able to tell.
And what she can do is to minimize the impact of this matter for Fang Fei.Fortunately, Yang Yuanyi did not intervene in most of Fang Fei's work, nor did he use his contacts to provide him with resources. This made Fang Fei's related work not too affected by this incident after they really separated.
Even if Shuotian no longer cooperates with Fang Fei, she can continue to plan for Fang Fei.
Furthermore, Yang Yuanyi is different from Liu Chengjin and his like, and should not be a vengeful person.
There are too many feathers in the circle, and the stories that end without a problem are like countless stars that cannot be counted clearly. If Fang Fei and Yang Yuanyi can really stop caring about each other in the future, at least they will get together and break up.
"I see." Tang Ao regained her composure as a professional woman, "Do you need a rest?"
Fang Fei said without hesitation: "No, sister, I want to continue working."
Use busyness to forget the wound, and when you look back, it will heal.
He may still miss Yang Yuanyi in the future, but he is no longer obsessed with getting his love.
This is the best result Fang Fei can imagine.
Fang Fei temporarily rescheduled the flight for the next morning, instead of going back to the production team in Rong County, the destination was Pingjing.
Yushan Road, Shuotian's building, he did not know how many times he came, but this time his heart was heavy.After receiving the news from Tang Ao, Cheng Shu waited for him in the office. The two parties needed to communicate on some issues. Cheng Shu didn't want to go so serious about changing roles, so he asked Fang Fei a question repeatedly.
"Really have to quit?" Cheng Shu wrote puzzlement on his face, "If you have any difficulties, you can tell us, and we will find a way to help you solve it. "The Time is Too Late" is a very pleasant cooperation, and there are other projects in the future Everyone loves you too."
"I'm sorry, Mr. Cheng." Fang Fei was also having a hard time, but he could only repeat, "It's my fault."
Cheng Shu saw that he didn't want to mention it, so he took a sip of strong tea: "Have you told Director Yang about this?"
Fang Fei remained silent.
"Well, it seems that there is not." Cheng Shu pursed his lips, "I don't want to say too much, but Fang Fei, this movie was basically given to you by Yang Yuanyi. With your qualifications, you can compete with Shen Jue, and I think you understand how difficult it is for these staff to cooperate, and how much loss you have to bear if you give up such an opportunity, I think you should have counted it?"
Of course Fang Fei knows.
Withdrawing from "Falling Water", he may never have the opportunity to be a "leading star" with an actor of Shen Jue's level in his life; he will most likely not cooperate with the project invested by Shuotian again, and he may return to the beginning In the stage of running announcements and making background boards for variety shows, waiting for the next favor of fate——
Maybe next month, maybe not until he stays away from this circle.
It's a pity that he has just realized a little bit of the joy and value of acting in a movie.
Fang Fei is still determined to go his own way.
Compared with all kinds of uncertainties in the future, he really can't accept being with Yang Yuanyi day and night.
I don't even want to owe him favors.
Leaving directly, the way of self-damage can at least alleviate his guilt a little.
So Fang Fei narrowed his eyebrows and eyes slightly, and still said, "I'm sorry, Mr. Cheng."
"Hey..." Cheng Shu shook his head noncommittally, he couldn't tell if he was stubborn or dissatisfied or helpless, "You young people are all self-willed, so stop doing things!"
Changing the protagonist after filming started is a setback that cannot be digested in a short time for any crew.At least it will delay the schedule and increase the cost of shooting, and at the worst it will directly drag down the entire project. There are no precedents.
"I can--"
Before the compensation can be said, Cheng Shu interrupted him with a wave of his hand: "We will announce to the public that you quit the film crew because of your health. Go out first, and Shanni will come to hand over the rest."
Fang Fei couldn't say anything except "I'm sorry" and earnestly pay liquidated damages.
Tang Ao and Liu Shanni took care of the handover, Fang Fei felt guilty and apologized to Liu Shanni.
The woman was able to think about it, and instead comforted him: "It's okay, if you don't feel well, you don't have to hold on. This movie was really hard to shoot, and..." She turned her eyebrows and swallowed the words that she didn't say, " In short, rest well! Don’t worry about who will be the substitute, speaking of it, it’s a good thing the filming was slow before..."
Tang Ao: "Lucky among misfortunes, thank you Wan Dao for being a fluffy Virgo."
Fang Fei twitched the corners of her lips, unable to make any expression.
Fang Fei is no stranger to the fact that a successful career may be cut short.It's just that last time he was forced to be helpless, this time he cut his own future, but he only had the joy of Nirvana.
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