Can't fly

One was patting and the other was lying down. Fang Fei didn't move and Yang Yuanyi kept going. It was a stalemate for a while.

He was not breathing well, and there was a loud sound when he sniffed slightly.It sounded embarrassing, Fang Fei couldn't help sniffing his nose fiercely, and when he was hesitating whether to wipe it under the bed, he heard the person outside laughing.

"Do you want a tissue?" Yang Yuanyi rubbed Fang Fei twice through the quilt.

The quilt was opened a crack, and Fang Fei stretched out his hand.

Yang Yuanyi couldn't bear it this time. He turned on the desk lamp, smiled, took out a tissue from his coat pocket and stuffed it in - and thoughtfully tore open the package to take a piece - then spread his hands: "When you run out, give me a tissue. Me, don't get angry and eat paper."

The person in the quilt replied in a low voice, "I'm sick!"

"Isn't it? I'm sulking here because of a video in the middle of the night."

The seam was stretched open again, and Fang Fei came out this time, with disheveled hair, reddish eyes, holding a crumpled piece of paper.

A copper-yellow desk lamp with a retro shape was placed beside the bed. The range of warm light was limited, only illuminating the lower half of Fang Fei's face.Tears in his eyes filled with two uneasy flames, the tip of his nose was a little red, his jaw was trembling, as if he was angry, but more like he had been wronged by the heavens. Comforting critters.

Yang Yuanyi helped him throw out the trash, dried his palms, and held Fang Fei.

A set of words lost their power, and it was useless to say anything. He looked at Fang Fei and thought: "The eyes are so beautiful."

I don't know if he has cried, or if he is holding back, but no matter what, Fang Fei's current appearance has a kind of complicated beauty.Fragile but strong, like a repaired glass bottle, the cracks are bumpy, but the brilliance inside is still shining.

"So you've seen it all." Fang Fei said in a low voice.

Yang Yuanyi said "Yes".

Fang Fei lowered his eyes, and the eyelashes were precariously hung with water: "I called him and asked him why he did this..."

In fact, Yang Yuanyi didn't like to hear Fang Fei mention that ex-boyfriend—he was malicious to Xia Huai to some extent—but finally Fang Fei wanted to talk, so he listened silently.

"I...you can also see that he hinted that I stole his audition. Indeed, I did not audition for "Absurd Stories", and I did not take the initiative to fight for it, but what benefit did I get from it? He will follow him when filming begins. I broke up, saying that the crew liked me so much that he had a sense of crisis, and that I ignored him and was cold and violent. I explained that I was too busy, and I hoped to do my best when I acted in a movie for the first time, so I left my personal affairs to the public. After the release, he didn’t believe it, and I never stopped him from coming to watch the show. I still don’t understand how it turned out that I was cold and violent?…”

It seemed that he was really suffocated, Yang Yuan thought that the more he talked, the more he was out of breath, and he turned a corner with "Okay, okay": "It's okay, cry a little, scolding is also fine."

Fang Fei didn't scold, but lowered his head, the soft light illuminated the graceful arc of the back of his neck.

"Even if it's all my fault... If he wants to break up, I have to be like a licking dog and throw everything away to get him back. Why?" He spoke a little anxiously, with a loud voice mixed with sad cries, "I do What did I do wrong, what the hell, what did I do wrong?! I was just with you... just met you during that time!"

The reflection in the eyes of the man who was close at hand shook, and he was stunned.

Fang Fei didn't realize it, and just continued: "Isn't it right for me to sleep with you? I just like to do it with you, and I want to be with you at that time! Why should he point me at me after breaking up? Guess what he means? Is it true? Do what you love... Okay, if this is a mistake, I have already paid the price, right? He just refuses to let me go, for several years! I like others, can’t I? !—”

Uncontrollable tears, illogical and chaotic words, all ended in a sudden warm embrace.

Yang Yuanyi kissed his red hot ears: "Shhh, stop talking."

Fang Fei was still breathing heavily and his heart was beating fast.

The strength of his limbs is not enough to support him to hug back, he didn't remember every word just now, he only felt the coldness of the evening wind in the embrace, but the heat kept rushing towards him like a tide, enveloping him and containing all of his sorrow.

Yang Yuanyi whispered: "Calm down first."

Some words were completely uncontrollable, Fang Fei murmured: "Why calm down, I just like you..."

"Fei, look at me."

He raised his head in confusion, weeping.

"We are far behind. You said before that it is good to keep the current state. Why do you go back on your word? Was it because you were stimulated by Xia Huai?" Yang Yuanyi held his shoulder and looked directly into those dark eyes, "on a whim , or thinking about it, have you thought about it? Do you know what you are talking about?"

Every word had a vibration deep in his bones that resonated with him.

Fang Fei suddenly asked: "Teacher Yang, can't I like you?"

It sounded so hopeless, as if he had given up, dropped everything, and got no reward.

"Didn't I want to give you time?" Yang Yuanyi still calmly analyzed with him, "Now it seems that you have been stimulated by your ex-boyfriend, but you haven't reached that level. You will regret it when you wake up."

They were close to each other, but at a certain moment they became far away, until Fang Fei saw Yang Yuanyi's expression.

He is a little sad.

For some reason, Fang Fei was suddenly extremely relaxed.

What is "repentance", and why do you say "don't like it".

He had been deceiving himself and others for too long, and finally he couldn't go any further.

At first, he didn't want Yang Yuanyi to feel the emotions accumulated in his heart, but this night was too chaotic, and he suddenly decided at a certain moment: From now on, he would no longer hide from him, even if there was only one tenth of hope that Yang Yuanyi would respond to him.

From Yang Yuanyi's attitude towards Cao Xinran, Fang Fei could sense that the other party might not be willing to express his love frankly, but after brainwashing himself for a long time, he still couldn't be a qualified pet lover.

It doesn't matter if there is no result. People don't necessarily have to find answers to all questions while they are alive.

At the moment when he joined the group, or earlier, he had deviated from the possibility of continuing to be with Xia Huai.Fang Fei clearly knew that it would not last long, and there would be others without Yang Yuanyi.

When she meets Yang Yuanyi, it is destined that there will be no other people.

Give him some time.

"But time doesn't wait for me." Fang Fei said.

Yang Yuanyi stopped patting his shoulder fingertips for a while.

Fang Fei: "You don't wait for me, don't talk about it, will you like someone else to go after the movie?"

In Yang Yuanyi's quiet gaze, the gray-blue winter is melting a little bit.

The hand holding him was a little loose.

Fang Fei grabbed Yang Yuanyi with his backhand, and he held out his young and fiery heart.

"I'm sober, but also blind. I just love you. If you don't want to hear it, just kick me out of the crew, or ignore me. It's fine, but don't worry about whether I will go back on my word."

The bedroom is very narrow, but he seems to be announcing it to the whole world.

Time seemed to slow down, Fang Fei heard Yang Yuanyi breathing longer and longer, and his exposed skin felt cold.He wanted to shrink back, but he was holding on, he had to wait for the answer of yes or no first.

Yang Yuanyi's eyes flickered: "What if you find it's not worth it?"

He always thinks a lot, Fang Fei choked, and shook his head honestly: "That's better than hiding all the time."

"Sometimes too much honesty is not necessarily a good thing."

"I know."

Yang Yuanyi was silent for a while, and sighed to himself: "...It's nice to be young."

Fang Fei didn't hear clearly, and made a nasal sound in doubt.

"Go to sleep." Yang Yuanyi smiled, and pressed him into the bed, "Be careful of catching a cold."

Suspended mood suddenly lost weight, and fell heavily.

Fang Fei understood Yang Yuanyi's hint almost instantly. The blood-like knife cut in his throat made him unable to make any sound, and his whole body felt cold, so he could only lie down with the force of the opponent's push.

The bed turned into a swamp, and he seemed to be lying in a patch of mud.

Then Yang Yuanyi stood up, probably about to leave, his figure covered the desk lamp.

Fang Fei slowly closed his eyes, this night was indeed a joke, he got nothing but lost everything.He should think about what to do tomorrow first, or quit voluntarily, but I'm sorry for Liu Shanni and Tang Ao's intentions, he still can't have too much hope.

That sentence is very old-fashioned, but without hope, you will never be disappointed. Expectation is a cruel thing.

The result was expected, but he wanted to cry again.

The mattress beside him sank heavily, Fang Fei was taken aback, opened his eyes, and saw the darkness.

The desk lamp was turned off, the cold wind brushed lightly on his body, the shadow leaned towards him, and the sound of rubbing in his ears ended with a sigh.

The slightly cold body temperature approached him with a strong smell of tobacco, Fang Fei stretched out his hand hesitantly, and was grasped.

Yang Yuanyi approached him and kissed him vigorously.

The first ray of sky light penetrated through the crack of the window, and when Fang Fei was shaken to open his eyes, he found that he had slept in an extremely chaotic state: his head was at the end of the bed, but his feet were on the pillow, half of his arm was exposed in the air, and his other hand was covered by The other heat source was tightly tucked into his arms, and when he moved a little, he was hugged even more presumptuously like a warning.

Fang Fei turned his head with difficulty, Yang Yuanyi's forehead rested on his shoulder, his slightly curly hair covered his eyes, half of his face was sunk in the shadow, his lips were slightly parted, and he was still asleep.

Last night's absurdity kept replaying in their minds. From that kiss onwards, they seemed to have gone crazy, hugging each other, biting, the hickey and tooth marks overlapped repeatedly, and rolled from the head of the bed to the end of the bed.Yang Yuanyi kissed him all over, as crazy as wanting to eat him.And he didn't get any better, the previous passive acceptance turned into active seduction, he just wanted Yang Yuanyi to occupy him more thoroughly and invade him, wishing he could die together, it was unclear whether he passed out or fell asleep in the end.

"Hmm..." Fang Fei snorted with a headache, his nose was blocked, and he felt a blockage when he swallowed.

He seems to have a real cold.

But that's not the most important thing.

Fang Fei struggled to break free from Yang Yuanyi, got up, put on some clothes and started looking for his phone all over the floor.Finally, he picked up the phone on the floor near the bed, Fang Fei glanced at the time, his whole body was energized, and his exhaustion suddenly disappeared.

"Teacher Yang! Teacher Yang! Teacher Yang... Teacher Yang...there is still filming today!" He pushed the sleeping person, and after waking it up to no avail, he turned to the gallbladder. , "Yang Yuanyi!"

Someone sniffed, moved his fingers slightly, and reacted to this sentence.

"Yang Yuanyi!" Fang Fei rubbed him.

The closed eyes slowly opened a little bit, and then quickly closed again.

Fang Fei glanced at the time again, and chose to abandon this new boyfriend who couldn't afford it.He grabbed his trousers and put them on in a hurry, and he was still thinking: "We still have to film today! It's over, I have to go to the scene to put on makeup at [-]:[-], and I will be scolded to death by Teacher Jing. If you don't go, I will go..."

With someone hooping her waist to the back, Fang Fei used to wear socks on her own, but now she fell straight down on the bed.

Before allowing him to recover, Yang Yuanyi leaned against the side of his face: "Today is a holiday."

"……Eh?"

"I'm the director, so I have the final say." Yang Yuanyi aimed at a bruised bruise behind Fang Fei's ear, covered it again, picked up a small piece of skin and sucked a kiss, "It's just seven o'clock... How long have I been asleep? Lie down with me for a while."

Fang Fei: "... You usually wake up at this time, Director Yang."

Yang Yuanyi stretched a finger into the waist of his trousers and fumbled around dangerously.

He said confidently: "I'm old and I can't stand stimulation. I was woken up by you yelling early this morning. If I don't sleep well, I will easily suffer from dementia."

Fang Fei: "..."

Such a wayward old man.