Sugar Blueberries

This is a willful and extremely irresponsible trip, Lu Xingchuan knows better than anyone else.

He shouldn't have been emotional at this moment, flirting with Si Ke, he shouldn't have rebelled at this moment, and left those things in Beijing behind.

This kind of disregard, no planning, is not like him at all.But he couldn't control himself, his mind was full of her.

Miss her, want to be with her.

Even if the time is limited, even if the time is short.

All impulses have a price.

Maybe it's the news of the present world, maybe it's a long time to come, or maybe it's a fluke that is too good to be true.

On the third day of coming to Qingdao, Lu Xingchuan received his price, perhaps, it was only part of the price.

At 06:30 in the morning, the call from my mother Fang Ying came first. She said on the phone: "Shouldn't you be preparing your luggage at this time? What are you going to Qingdao for? Xiao Chuan, you have never let your mother worry about you since you were young. How did you suddenly become so human?"

"You... No, are you in love?"

"At this time, what kind of love are you talking about?!"

Lu Xingchuan didn't answer, he just listened to his mother's one-sided scolding and earnestness, and after 10 minutes, he finally ended the call by reassuring her.

The second call was from my grandma. Fortunately, I just asked him where he was and when he would return. Be careful outside and take care of yourself.

He opened the hotel door and stuck it on the door stopper.Because he missed Keke, he felt that his Keke must also be thinking about him.

Then she should be on the way.He just opened the door and waited for her to come, then sat down at the desk, looked at the laptop on the desk, and continued to present various topics for his graduate graduation.

The hotel is a small suite. The door of the room faces the floor-to-ceiling windows. Along the main entrance is an "L" shape. You have to turn around to see the desk and sofa.

The phone beeped on the desk, it was Professor Huang.Lu Xingchuan turned on the speakerphone, and Professor Huang's voice came from inside: "Have you finished the PPT for the project's results presentation? You need to compile all the files before going abroad. Professor Wu from Germany came to ask me about your progress today. He is very happy. I look forward to seeing your research direction."

"Are you still running out at this time? Did something happen at home? Do you need my help?"

Lu Xingchuan: "I'll go back tomorrow, Professor Huang. The progress is as usual, no problem."

Huang Shizhong knew that Lu Xingchuan was a relatively low-key person and seldom talked about his personal affairs, so it was inconvenient to ask further, "Is the ticket to Berlin or Stuttgart? When is it? Is it settled?"

"Stuttgart. September 9rd, booked."

"Okay, come back quickly. Before you leave, Master will treat you to a meal." Among the students that Huang Shizhong taught, Lu Xingchuan was the most talented person, bar none.

The key point is that he is very humble and indifferent, with an open mind. Huang Shizhong has lived most of his life. A person with such a personality will not fight or grab, and he has real skills. If he concentrates on car research, his future will be limitless.

China's auto industry started late and has a low starting point, but if there are generations of people who are constantly proficient in R&D and innovation, and constantly replace new forces, it may change the pattern of China's car manufacturing.

Due to the limitations of his birth time and the current situation, Huang Shizhong failed to become a real automobile engineer. He hoped that his students, standing on the shoulders of their generation, could become the backbone of the field of automobile manufacturing in China.

"Okay, thank you, Master." Professor Huang regarded Lu Xingchuan as a closed disciple, and taught him everything he had learned all his life, how could Lu Xingchuan not know.He could feel Professor Huang's high hopes for him, and he respected him very much in his heart. The phrase "Master" was sincere.

He raised his hand and frowned, the time to leave was imminent, but he didn't have the courage to tell Si Ke about it.He thought, today, no matter what, he has to speak.

"Click!" Suddenly the door was closed heavily, and Si Ke walked over with a puzzled face, "September 9, fly to Stuttgart? What does it mean?"

What should come, will always come.In the face of fate, no one has ever won.

Lu Xingchuan got up and walked towards the sofa, "Ke Ke, come here. I have something to talk to you."

Just now at the door, I wanted to scare Lu Xingchuan and tease his Si Ke. At first, I was a little puzzled when I heard the conversation between Professor Huang and Lu Xingchuan, but now, Lu Xingchuan's serious expression made Si Ke feel that she just followed the phone call. It is correct to understand the literal meaning.

Lu Xingchuan is going abroad, and he will leave immediately.

He's going to a place far, far away, and maybe he won't be seen for a long time.

"You want to go abroad?" Si Ke asked.

Lu Xingchuan pulled Si Ke, who was stunned in the middle of the room, to the sofa and asked her to sit down.The two faced each other, and he wanted to have a good talk with her, talking about the things he had thought about for a long time, "Yes, but I will be back."

Si Ke was only taken two steps by him, and then stopped, "You are going abroad? You have been preparing for a long time? Then why didn't you tell me? You...why did you come to provoke me?"

"I..." Si Ke said what Lu Xingchuan wanted to say, and he suddenly didn't know what to do.

"Then why did you provoke me?" Si Ke repeated.

She felt that all the strength in her body was suddenly drained, and her head was buzzing non-stop.On the way here, she was like a cheerful bird, humming a song, feeling that with Lu Xingchuan, the world was sweet.

But within a few minutes, she suddenly felt that no, with Lu Xingchuan, the world was gray.

Tears hit the skirt of her clothes, and she realized that she was crying, "Lu Xingchuan, you are a big liar."

She suddenly remembered that when Lu Xingchuan confessed secretly for the first time, he told her that there must be a destination, there must be an end, it may take a long time to arrive, are you willing to wait for me.

What this sentence meant, she suddenly understood.

"Before you met me, you planned to go abroad?" Si Ke asked.

Lu Xingchuan held her hand and refused to let go, "Yes."

Si Ke had tears in his eyes, "I'm the variable in your plan, it's not important, right?"

Lu Xingchuan looked at her, his heart was suddenly disturbed by something, and he felt uncomfortable, "You are very important, the most important thing in my heart."

Everything comes first, doesn't it? Si Ke was speechless for a while. Compared with his going abroad, she only appeared later. Based on her understanding of Lu Xingchuan, he was a person who devoted himself to reading sage books, and never thought about it. people in love.

It was because I liked him and caught a glimpse of his admiration for me, so I forced him to confess to me.

Perhaps, reality is like this.

This feeling is too bad. I am the instigator, leading him to change the principles constantly, and then questioning him here, why did you provoke me?

Si Ke has always been like this, whenever something happens, he always finds the problem from himself.This is how she was educated since she was a child. Her cheerfulness and positivity all come from such open-mindedness-no matter what she did wrong or what bad things happened, she looked for her own problems and faced them happily. Accept it, and then make a change.

This is also the reason why the elders like her, not because she can please others, but because she has an optimistic and easy-going attitude no matter what happens.

But for the first time, she didn't want to look at the problem that way, she wanted to be more selfish.

The little girl's voice was cold and cruel, "So, you came to me and asked me to be your girlfriend, but gave me the right to choose. Let me tell you before you leave Qingdao, whether you want to be your girlfriend. "

She said, "Lu Xingchuan, you are good or bad."

"You come to provoke me and make me like you. You come to Qingdao and let me indulge in your favor. Then tell me, I want to leave you, you wait for me, okay?"

"You said that you like me and let me be your girlfriend, the kind that will never be apart if you stay together. That's what you mean..."

Si Ke clearly knew that Lu Xingchuan was not like this, but when he was angry and desperate, he was the easiest to speak rudely, and it was the easiest to consider human nature at the lowest level.

The tears in the corners of her eyes were wiped away by her, Si Ke sneered slightly, and said, "No. I don't want to wait for you. I don't want to be your girlfriend either."

The sadness in Lu Xingchuan's heart was revealed on his face, which was extremely indifferent and deep. He looked like a deep cold pool, which made people shudder.

But when Si Ke rejected him clearly, he felt that his heart was pinched by Si Ke, and it was broken, broken, and blood spilled all over the floor.

For the first time, he felt that he was annoyed. The anger of being misunderstood was not anger, but he wanted to try his best to keep him, wishing to put his heart back together and show her that there was her installed there, and he couldn't let go of others. people.

Lu Xingchuan put the hand holding Si Ke on his heart, and said, "You came to provoke me. You stay in my heart and make me think of you all the time." Lu Xingchuan's empty hand Hand, go to pull her one, "I only go for one year, and I will definitely come back in one year. I originally wanted to wait for me to come back before chasing you. But I can't wait. The few days when I can't find you, For the first time, I felt that I was crazy. It seemed that my heart was empty, I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep. I knew at that time that I like you very much. It’s the kind of person who will be with you for a lifetime and never want to be apart. That kind of liking."

"I...do you understand what I said?" Lu Xingchuan's voice became weaker and weaker, he didn't want to let go.But he also felt that his request was very unreasonable.

He clearly knows how much he likes Si Ke, and he also knows that he can't ask a little girl who is exploring the world of flowers to calm down like him.

This is a false proposition, who likes who is more of a false proposition.

If "like" is something, if it can be materialized, then it has weight.At both ends of the balance of love, everyone and everyone pays differently. When the people on the other end of the scale are different, the weight of "like" will also change.

Obviously, he thinks that he likes Si Ke more.

"I don't understand, and I don't want to understand." Si Ke cried and said: "If you like someone, you should say it early, talk about it early, and be open and honest about everything. It's you, not sincere."

Lu Xingchuan: "We are not the same kind of people. Didn't you already know that? If I like you, you have to think twice before acting. It's just that we consider different things, not because I'm insincere. On the contrary, I'm more sincere than you."

"False! You are a liar!"

"I gave you the initiative, didn't I?" Lu Xingchuan looked at her sincerely, "As long as you nod your head, you will want me. I will give you my future." He tried to make Si Ke understand what he meant , but when words meet emotions, the enthusiasm and hotness of emotions are revealed in words, no matter what, they are shallow.

How should he let her little girl understand that the "later" he said is something called "forever".

He didn't finish his sentence, and the following should be, if you don't want it, you are still the original you, and we are just passing by each other.

He didn't want to say this sentence.

"But I don't want your future," Si Ke said, "I don't want you anymore, Lu Xingchuan." I don't want to start a long wait just after falling in love with someone.

Because I like it so much, the bitterness is predictable.It's better to wake up earlier and cut the mess quickly.

The back of her white hand wiped away the tears under her eyes, Si Ke calmed down for a moment, and let go of the warm palms that were holding her.

Those hands were still pulling her down the street yesterday, making her feel like the luckiest girl.

But today, I have to say goodbye.

She let her excitement sink down. In this state, people can see that it is a choice after thinking. She said in a calm tone, "I'll give you the answer. Not good. I'm sorry, I don't want to do it." your girlfriend."

In the next second, Si Ke turned around, and Lu Xingchuan hugged her from behind.His hands were tightly wrapped around her shoulders and waist, making her breathless.

"Let me go..." Si Ke's voice was flat.

"I regret it," Lu Xingchuan said, "I shouldn't have given you a choice, you are my girlfriend."

Si Ke opened Lu Xingchuan's fingers one by one, left his embrace without speaking, turned around and walked out of the hotel.