Sugar Blueberries

【the next day】:

I didn't sleep well last night, not because I was afraid of drooling, but because I was holding my phone and looking at Lu Xingchuan's dialog box, and I lost sleep.

Why insomnia?

Yes, why am I insomnia?

It's not that it's okay to be in love secretly, but not to be humble!Si Ke!Si Ke! !You wake up! ! !

At 10:30 in the morning, grandma placed a teapot and refreshments on the stone table in the yard. Lu Xingchuan was holding a book and reading it while drinking tea.He seems to be able to read books all the time and on any occasion.Be a bookworm!

This... Well, it's not a shortcoming, I'll take another look.

The uncle who collected the waste rode a three-wheeled flatbed into the community, and the neighbor next door sold the radiator that was replaced last year to the uncle.In the storage room under the stairs, the two moved out a radiator that was as tall as one person.

The sound of metal scraping across the ground was very sharp, Lu Xingchuan frowned slightly when he heard the sound, I thought he would put away his books and go into the house.Unexpectedly, he put down the book, went to the neighbor's house, and helped them move the radiator.

I know this kind of radiator. It was uniformly distributed by the property management when the house was collected for the first time. The thick and old iron container used many years ago has poor heating performance, and many people have to replace it.All the rooms together, at least a dozen pieces.

He is really young and strong, and he moved for 10 minutes with the elder brother of the neighbor and the uncle who collects waste.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Lu Xingchuan drove out the door, and I thought this week's observation would end here.In order to avoid rubbing against his car, I have to take a step first, and I don't want to see him until I analyze the real ingredients of this strange emotion.

I met my grandma downstairs, she asked me why I didn't wait for Lu Xingchuan, I lied and said, I have a friend to pick me up, let's go first.

Grandma also complained a few words, saying that Lu Xingchuan couldn't stay in the house recently and always ran outside, as if he didn't think the sun was too bright.

Um?Did he come outside on purpose?why is that?

In the end, it's not the same as me, I'm also peeking.

I asked grandma, is he in poor health and needs to bask in the sun to supplement calcium?Grandma smiled and said, Xiao Chuan said, the scenery outside is beautiful.

【the second week】:

[Saturday, the third day of observing Lu Xingchuan]:

This is already the third time that Lu Xingchuan invited me to go with him, but I refused. I don't know what excuses I can make up.

It turns out that lying does not require talent. When a lie is needed, it is easy to come by.I turned out, hey, I turned out to be an ordinary liar genius too.

The roses have left their tails in bloom, and the wisteria in the yard is very lively.Lu Xingchuan was holding a watering can, and he didn't know if it was spraying insect repellant or washing tree trunks.Hehehe, there is no such thing as washing the trunk.

The resident opposite usually lives in the city and only comes back once a month or two, but the fruit trees in his house are not inferior to others who water them every day, because there are people like Lu Xingchuan who hold a water gun and water them conveniently. The fruit tree of the neighbor's house on the opposite side.

A water pipe in the community burst. Several people from the property management company came to open the manhole cover to find out the reason. After a long time, they didn’t know what happened.

Lu Xingchuan was really free. He went to the trunk of the car, took out the roadblock tripod, put it around the manhole cover, warned passers-by, and called the property management to remind them of this dangerous operation.

He is kind and honest.

However, isn't this the most basic requirement we should have for ourselves when we were educated?

I also specifically asked my grandma, if I only comment on one person, he is very kind and upright, is it true that he is just like that?

Grandma said that my question seemed simple, but in fact it was complicated, and it was a peep into human nature.

Grandma also began to become unpredictable.

She said that integrity and kindness are basic requirements of human nature, and she is right.But everyone likes to think about things from their own standpoint, and no one thinks that they are at fault, even if they do something wrong, as human beings, they seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and they can always find all kinds of excuses to excuse themselves , so that no bad person feels that he is a bad person.

From the point of view that no one thinks he is a bad person, if someone looks upright and kind to others, then this person should be shining.

I don't doubt that what grandma said must be right, because I thought about life for an hour, and I found that it was so.

This is the shining point of Lu Xingchuan's humanity.

I think he is more pleasing to the eye, with a halo behind him!

But what should I do?

Did not find his shortcomings, but found his many advantages!

It's over, I can't help but like him.

……

This day was Sunday, the last day Si Ke gave himself to observe Lu Xingchuan.After all, two weeks had passed, and she didn't find anything bad about Lu Xingchuan, so she let him go, but felt that he held more weight in her heart.

Damn, it has gone from a simple liking to an inextricable obsession.

She knew that it was time for her to stop what she was doing now and stop observing him secretly.Because if you continue, you may become a voyeuristic pervert.

After nearly half a month of observation and thinking, Si Ke came to a conclusion: I have a crush on Lu Xingchuan, I like Lu Xingchuan, and I can't help falling in love with Lu Xingchuan.

This conclusion is progressive, and it is increasing day by day, oh my god, it's terrible...

At first, he thought that his secret love would never be humble, but he was denied by himself.Because she thought about not being humble, this matter should be simple, but it seemed that as long as she was still secretly in love, she would not be humble.

It's not equal to have a crush on this matter.

Because his heart is full of him, but he doesn't know, then he occupies 100% of himself, and himself only occupies 0% of his heart. The unequal areas, how can you not be humble?

There are even more exaggerated things that Si Ke did not expect.I don't know since when, whenever she saw Lu Xingchuan, even if she only saw a figure from a distance, her heart beat faster and she suddenly felt shy!

This... I'm afraid it's not a secret love, but a sickness, right?

How can you be nervous when you see someone?I didn't have any unreasonable thoughts.

Then, when seeing Lu Xingchuan again, Si Ke would involuntarily want to back away.

That night, Si Ke secretly went back to school alone.

On Monday, Si Ke and Wang Mengmeng went to the cafeteria for dinner. She was busy catching up on a drawing in the afternoon, and she went downstairs wearing a fat T-shirt and elastic shorts, thinking about seeing what she wanted to eat, and packing some to go back to the dormitory eat it.

When she and Wang Mengmeng were considering whether to buy raw porridge or potato flour, they heard someone calling her from behind, "Si Ke."

The most embarrassing Murphy's Law in the world is that when you are dressed as a princess and put on full makeup and no one is around, and your face is unkempt, you meet the male god you have a crush on.Si Ke pretended not to hear, and whispered to Wang Mengmeng: "Don't look back, get out quickly!"

"Ah? What's the matter?" Wang Mengmeng asked with her head down like a secret agent.

OK, that's fine.This shows that Cai Cai's voice was only recognized by himself as Lu Xingchuan, Wang Mengmeng didn't hear it at all.

With their backs to Lu Xingchuan, the two walked quickly towards the side door of the cafeteria. Lu Xingchuan caught up and stood in front of them.

Right now, Lu Xingchuan is sure that he has been wondering about the matter for two weeks, and the answer is ready, and Si Ke is avoiding him.Lu Xingchuan lowered his head slightly: "Keke, are you avoiding me?"

Wang Mengmeng was taken aback. The plot below this line should be the woman denying it, and the man confirming the woman's liking, so he confessed.

Sure enough, Si Ke denied it flatly, "No. Why should I hide from you?"

Lu Xingchuan: "Where's my shirt? Haven't washed it yet?"

Si Ke: "After washing, just... the situation is a bit complicated. When you are free, I will bring it to you, let's talk about it."

Wang Mengmeng has long seen that there is something wrong between the two of them. Recently, Ke Ke talked less about Lu Xingchuan.Wang Mengmeng lied, saying that she was going to queue for an Internet celebrity coffee, and fled away.I was still thinking silently in my heart, the CP I knocked must be successful.

"I'm free today." Lu Xingchuan seemed to be in a good mood, and waved goodbye to Mengmeng.He really is not the same as before.

"But I'm not free." Si Ke said.She kept looking away, not only because her hair was messy and her clothes were even more sloppy, but the main reason was that her heart beat fast again when she saw Lu Xingchuan approaching her.

She thought to herself, Lu Xingchuan, don't look at me again, or the redness on my face will burn to my ears.

Lu Xingchuan seemed to have sensed Si Ke's heart, and raised his hand to touch Si Ke's head, "Okay, then wait until you are free."

Si Ke didn't know how long he had been in the cafeteria in a daze, and he didn't remember what he ate at night, or whether he ate it or not.

She walked back to the dormitory in a daze, until a few hours later, the lights in the dormitory were turned off.

Reluctantly, she secretly smiled in the dark.When she noticed that the corners of her mouth were raised, Si Ke, who was already lying on the bed, suddenly sat up.

Wang Mengmeng was the only one in the dormitory that day. Hearing the sound of sitting up in the dark, she was so frightened that she hurriedly asked, "Ke Ke, what's wrong with you?"

Si Ke was confused, and asked, "He touched my head, does he like me too?"

"Yes." Wang Mengmeng yawned and said.I thought to myself, fortunately it wasn't a ghost, it was scary.

"I'm talking about Lu Xingchuan." Si Ke explained.

"I know." Wang Mengmeng took it for granted.

"how do you know?"

"You've finally come to your senses." Wang Mengmeng scratched his head, "How do you say it? The last time I went out to play on May Day, I felt that you and Lu Xingchuan looked at each other differently. But I am also a solo mother. , I’m worried because my aunt’s smiling eyes see everything as CP, I’m afraid I’m wrong, and I’m not sure, so I want to leave the growth to time.”

Si Ke got out of bed and stood at the head of Wang Mengmeng's bed, waiting for her to continue.

"You said he touched your head, then I think it's a sure thing. If a man is not a hooligan, he must be interested in you to do this."

"Huh? Touch your head if you're interested in me?"

"I like you, and I can't help but want to touch you." Wang Mengmeng said with a smile.

"Lu Xingchuan likes me..." Si Ke whispered, "Is it possible?"