A bowl of sweet soup

It's really a good friend in success and a good friend in failure.

Ji Wei thought.

In the past, he used to use his friendship to coax Tang Xuen to go to his house—of course, without doing anything deviant—at that time, just having Tang Xuen by his side made him feel happy.

Because Tang Xuen felt that they were friends, he would not think wrong in the slightest, and he would always agree to say a few words casually.

Now, they have confirmed their relationship.

Tang Xuen knew that his intentions were not pure, so could he be as defenseless as before?

impossible.he understands.

Seeing Ji Wei's silence, Tang Xuen thought, Ji Wei must be thinking about something sordid.

The dome light was not turned on in the car, only the reading light was turned on, the dark and gloomy light shone on Ji Wei's face, it still looked clean and clean, and his appearance had not changed, but it was not as restrained as before. Very restless enthusiasm.

Ji Wei put the car with the engine on and stopped driving, straightened his neckline, buttoned his cuff buttons, and said with a dignified look, "Not only."

"I want to sleep with you after singing."

Is it so direct?

go to bed?

What kind of sleep?

Could it be that he wanted to be crooked?He didn't dare to ask, for he was afraid of hearing more words from Ji Wei's mouth that would make his ears burn.Tell me, how could Ji Wei say such shameless words?

Tang Xuen couldn't decide for a while, and stammered, "Then... If it's just lying together and sleeping normally, I agree."

Ji Wei turned around, leaned on the steering wheel with his left hand, and further said: "It seems that the sentence just now is ambiguous, Xiaoxu, I don't mean ordinary sleep, I want to sleep with you. Because I didn't have a good time last night, are you enough?" Yet?"

Why is Ji Wei like this?

Tang Xuen thought, he was carefully avoiding the minefield, but Ji Wei exploded the mine knowingly.In the past, they would tacitly talk vaguely between each other, and they would not clarify the ambiguous issues.

It made his brain rumble and his face was red.

How did Ji Wei play hooligans with such a gentlemanly and polite face?

Being stared at by Ji Wei, Tang Xuen even felt nervous about being called out by the teacher to answer questions when he was a student, and he couldn't just pretend he didn't hear it.

If they were still friends, he could pretend to be deaf and dumb.

But they should be considered lovers now.

Tang Xuen said with difficulty: "I don't know..."

"I didn't have sex before, so I don't know if it's good or not?"

In fact, he originally wanted to keep it secret, but couldn't hold back: "Besides, my butt, my butt hurts..."

The more Tang Xuen spoke, the lower the volume involuntarily.

For him, being raped by a man is still an extremely shameful thing.

He never thought that he would be raped by a man, or by his good friend.

Even though I fell asleep.

Last night, he was able to acquiesce in a strange manner, and it was also because Ji Wei behaved well in the past few times. Touching and kissing made him feel very comfortable. knee door.

A little pain.Can't say it hurts either.

I don't know how to put it, it's just weird... Anyway, being raped by a man is still too weird to him.

Tang Xuen didn't want to continue talking about this matter anymore. He changed the subject stiffly and said, "Besides, I didn't sleep much today. I just took a nap for two hours before you came. Have you rested? Are you not sleepy?"

Ji Wei looked at him for a while, Tang Xuen looked away uncomfortably, and then heard Ji Wei sigh in compromise: "I've had a rest today, I'm not sleepy."

He took his hand and stroked it, as if to comfort him, and said in a gentle manner: "I was too hasty, Xiao Xu, you didn't sleep much today, and you are working in the store again, you must be very tired. I'm sorry. "

Ji Wei said, "I'll take you home to rest."

"You can talk about it another day if you want."

How strange.Tang Xuen felt.Ji Wei has always been gentle to him, but the gentleness of a friend is different from that of a boyfriend...

Tang Xuen was quite surprised that Ji Wei gave in so quickly.

Thinking about it carefully, it’s actually not surprising, Ji Wei is very respectful in the first place.

The car hits the road.

The neon lights on both sides are sparsely lit.

A bit far from home, nearly half an hour away?

Ji Wei took a neck pillow so that he could take a nap.

Tang Xuen calmed down and slowly fell asleep.

He dreamed of an old event that should have been forgotten.

……

It was high school at the time, and after school, he and Ji Wei went to the stationery store to buy paper and pens.Opposite the shelf happened to be his classmate, who didn't notice him, and was discussing him blatantly.

At that time, everyone privately commented on the most beautiful school flower and the most handsome school grass, in addition to the most beautiful, they had to rank 23456 down.

Tang Xuen did not expect that she would almost be nominated.

"Speaking of which, if you don't think that if you look at it seriously, does Tang Xuen actually look good? The facial features are all well-shaped, and the skin is clean."

"Although he is not particularly tall, he has a good body proportion and looks quite tall. When I first saw him, I really didn't expect him to be just over 1.7 meters."

"Let's forget it... I don't know why, he doesn't look ugly at first glance, but when put together, the whole person feels ordinary, ordinary, and not manly at all."

"Hey, you seem to be right when you say that. He doesn't feel Su. That's why I didn't notice him before."

"Then how did you find out now?"

"Haha, didn't the teacher ask me to accept a one-inch photo a few days ago? Everyone's photos are crooked, but Tang Xuen's photo looks weird. I just realized that his facial features are really correct, and there is nothing ugly about it."

"It's just too ordinary, and the temperament is not good."

Tang Xuen lowered his head.

"Deng Deng."

Tang Xuen raised his head.

It was Ji Wei who came out, knocked on the glass counter and made a sound to remind the people opposite.

The other party saw Ji Wei with an ugly face, and then saw a person next to Ji Wei, blocked by a tall counter, and he could really see the top of his black head, but who needs to say that?

It must be Tang Xuen.

It's so embarrassing.

The two classmates said sorry and fled in a panic.

Now that they left, Tang Xuen stayed to buy a pen.He habitually chose the most common style directly, which is cheap, durable, and without any fancy decorations. After holding it in his hand, he suddenly thought, is this just like himself?

Ji Wei said: "Don't listen to what they say, I think you are good-looking and have a temperament."

Is this comforting him?He didn't think there was anything wrong with being ordinary.Tang Xuen asked, "What kind of temperament do you have?"

Ji Wei said: "A temperament that makes people feel very warm."

Tang Xuen smiled lightly: "Really? Are you saying 'beautiful me, private me'? Thank you, classmate."

Ji Wei could also see that he shouldn't care about it anymore, so he relaxed a bit, and hooked the corners of his mouth with a sly smile, as if half-jokingly said: "No, Xiaoxu, if we're not friends, I think you are too." The best looking boy in our school."

How did he react at that time?Tang Xuen recalled.

Yes, he took it as a humorous joke and rolled his eyes.

——Tang Xuen woke up from the dream.

still on the way.

Trapped in traffic on the viaduct.

Ji Wei asked: "Are you awake? It's still more than ten minutes, you can sleep a little longer."

Tang Xuen shook his head: "It's okay, I just woke up."

Tang Xuen heard the slight sound of wooden beads colliding, looked down, and saw a string of Buddhist beads in Ji Wei's hand, hanging on his left hand, flicking them one by one in boredom.

Tap, tap, tap.

what.

What is this doing?

Ji Wei didn't look at him, but stared at the stagnant traffic ahead submerged in the night, and asked: "Is it because you are afraid that I will take you home when you are asleep, so you don't continue to sleep?"

Yes!There is still this possibility!Tang Xuen panicked, but after noticing that it was indeed the way home, she calmly said, "No."

The Buddhist bead in Ji Wei's hand stopped and handed it to Tang Xu'en.

Tang Xuen stretched out his hand subconsciously, and the bead string warmed by Ji Wei's hand was safely placed in Tang Xuen's palm. Ji Wei said, "My mother bought it, the beads of small leaf red sandalwood, and I give it to you."

"I'm sorry, the more I think about it, the more ashamed I become."

"I seem to be too aggressive today. I scared you."

"I hope you are not afraid of me."

Tang Xuen immediately denied: "No, no, how could I be afraid of you?"

"I just don't know how to get along with you as a lover. I'm not used to it. Can you give me some time to relax?"

Ji Wei asked, "How long will it take?"

Tang Xuen: "...at least not ten seconds."

Hearing this, Ji Wei smiled: "Okay, then I'll give you a week. What do you think?"

Although Ji Wei didn't say that, Tang Xuen always felt that what Ji Wei said was more than that, he said, "One week...it's a long time."

Ji Wei asked: "Then how long have you been talking? I also think that a week is too short to make you change your mind."

Ji Wei's words are always very reasonable.

Tang Xuen also thinks the same way today, indeed, he doesn't know how to change himself.

"I'm sorry." Ji Wei apologized again, lowered his head slightly, and stared for a while. Tang Xuen didn't think it through, but felt that Ji Wei cared about his answer very much.

"Since last night, I feel like I'm dreaming. I really didn't expect you to agree to fall in love with me. I'm always afraid that when I wake up, it will be another shadow under the sea."

"I just want to reconfirm that we have become lovers, and I want to get closer to you."

Tang Xuen, who was not enlightened, also blushed because of coaxing.

Ji Wei continued: "I hope, you don't think I'm thinking about that kind of thing, I'm just too happy today."

"Xiao Xu. I'm so happy that I don't know where to put the feelings that keep pouring out. I just said that when my brain got hot."

Seeing Ji Wei feel so guilty, Tang Xuen couldn't help comforting him: "No, I don't feel that way."

"Also, it doesn't matter, isn't that what falling in love is all about. Sleeping, sleeping, sleeping is definitely still necessary, and there is nothing wrong with food and sex."

Instead of going to the parking lot, Ji Wei sent him to the side of the road outside the alley.

Tang Xuen turned on his phone to check the time, it was only eight o'clock, and their shop probably wasn't closed yet.

Tang Xuen said, "Then I'm leaving?"

Ji Wei didn't nod, just leaned on the steering wheel, looked at him a little down, and when he was about to open the door, he asked, "Can you let me kiss you before leaving?"

Tang Xuen felt that it was impossible to simply leave, and he refused to go to Ji Wei's house, so giving him a kiss was not too much.

Tang Xuen turned around and said, "Kiss me."

Tang Xu'en was ready to kiss, but Ji Wei only placed a gentle kiss on his forehead, then let him go and said, "I kissed you well, Xiao Xu."

This made Tang Xuen feel slightly taken aback, and this unemotional kiss made his heart soften all of a sudden.

He felt that he was loved and cherished by Ji Wei.

He thought, maybe it was because he was not used to too close physical contact, so he thought too badly of Ji Wei.

Isn't Ji Wei still very gentlemanly?

Besides, he was afraid of being heard by his younger brother last night, so he asked Ji Wei to be quieter and quieter, and the whole conversation was vague and flustered.

Ji Wei is right to want to get close to him.

"Goodbye." Tang Xuen said.

He got out of the car.

Ji Wei also got out of the car, and walked behind Tang Xuen silently, half a step behind, causing Tang Xuen to have an inexplicable hallucination, as if he had a thread in his hand, and he was holding one end, and Ji Wei was leading the other.

Tang Xuen looked back at him and said, "What are you doing getting out of the car?"

Ji Wei said, "I'll see you off. The road is so dark."

"No need to send it off." Tang Xuen said, "Parking is not allowed there, and the traffic police will deduct your points when they catch you."

Ji Wei stopped after listening to his words: "Yeah."

Tang Xu'en didn't expect that Ji Wei would act like this when he was not drunk.

Tang Xuen walked seven or eight steps, but still felt that he was being watched. He endured and endured, but he still couldn't help it, and looked back secretly.

Ji Wei didn't move a step, standing under a street lamp, the light draped over half of his shoulders.

Seeing Tang Xuen turning his head back, Ji Wei couldn't help smiling, as if he was satisfied with his response of looking back, and said, "Goodbye, Xiaoxu, see you tomorrow."

Tang Xuen actually felt that Ji Wei, who was reserved and reserved, looked a little silly at the moment, making him feel stupid too, so he was taken aback, and said, "...goodbye."

As if fixed by Ji Wei's smile, Tang Xuen couldn't help but continue walking in the direction of home.

It's so annoying.

He touched the prayer beads wrapped around his wrist, took another step, stood still, and after a second, turned around and walked back.

Going back is much faster than leaving.

Looking at Tang Xuen standing in front of him, Ji Wei pretended not to know and asked, "What's wrong? Did you leave something on the car?"

Tang Xuen's eyelashes trembled, he didn't look at him, his hands were in his pockets, if he was wearing a scarf in winter, he would have buried most of his face in it, shook his head and said, "Didn't you say you wanted to sing to me? "

"Anyway...it's quite early now, so it's okay for me to go to your house and stay until ten or eleven o'clock before going home."