belated antidote

"You have added TJan as a friend, let's chat now."

Whenever the screen was about to go dark, Qi Dongqing poked lightly with her thumb again, and her skin seemed to still feel the body temperature left by Zhong Huaiyuan's brief contact just now.

Back then in the library, Zhong Huaiyuan always sat in the middle of the second floor by the window, his shoulders and neck line hidden behind the half-person-height materials were smooth and fit, and the movements of writing or flipping books left a thought-provoking impression in the air. radians.

Qi Dongqing was afraid of disturbing him, and also afraid that he would be exposed because of his perverted "peeping" unprepared, so he chose to sit one or two rows away from Zhong Huaiyuan.

The most recent time, they were facing each other, but there were two human-shaped barriers in between, which were thousands of waters and mountains that Qi Dongqing could have crossed but chose to give up.

Qi Dongqing was always looking forward to a plot that was just as good as a novel. For example, when she arrived one day and found that there was only the seat opposite the person left, then she could logically use this "accident" as an excuse for her willfulness.

But he can never take the initiative to sit down in that position, because he knows that his eyes are sticky but without depth, and he can't hide any emotions, let alone secrets.

This is a very bad thing. It is the degree to which you can say "you like him" without thinking about it after being smashed by someone. Qi Dongqing doesn't know how he should protect Zhong Huaiyuan if he is pierced by an unimportant person. Under the premise of quickly ending.

He didn't want Zhong Huaiyuan to be hurt by more rumors because of his inability to look indifferently, so Qi Dongqing always accurately grasped the physical distance between the two, but he never missed any moment about Zhong Huaiyuan.On the stands of the school sports meeting, during the commendation meeting, and under the green shade of the graduation photos, his strong love is everywhere, which disperses in the air without a trace in an instant.

Qi Dongqing stared straight at the empty chat interface. The contact information that so many people dreamed of in college was lying quietly in his mobile phone. For a moment, he felt like he was in a dream.

If this is posted on the university's internal forum, it can make a lot of money.

"Look, can you see the flowers?" Xia Zelan, who was watching the whole process, finally couldn't help but stepped forward and twisted Qi Dongqing's ears, "Everyone has been gone for a long time, can your silly mouth Concentrate a little?"

Only then did Qi Dongqing come back to her senses: "It hurts, take it easy."

"I don't use heavy hands, can you wake up?" Xia Zelan actually didn't use much strength, it was just an intimate gesture in the eyes of others, "Spineless thing, I heard your abacus outside just now like playing mahjong card, I thought you and that so-and-so were missing one of the three."

"I'm nervous." Qi Dongqing smiled softly, "You know me too..."

"Okay, when you're nervous, you have to play tricks and calm down." Xia Zelan helped her forehead, "Just after the lunch break, I saw who was coming, and I sent you a warning message. If you read it, you will panic Like that?"

Qi Dongqing really didn't pay attention to the message he sent, even if he did read it, seeing the person he likes again after many years, his frantic heartbeat can't be stopped with patience.

Qi Dongqing's defensive mentality came up again, and she couldn't help saying in the usual tone of educating children: "Don't always call him so and so, he has a name."

Xia Zelan was afraid that the delicate sour smell would infect other patients, so she hurriedly pushed Qi Dongqing back to the Yuanxiang room, and kicked the door shut.

"Who doesn't know that he is Zhong Huaiyuan, but I just can't understand him!" Xia Zelan said.

Xia Zelan's attitude towards Zhong Huaiyuan is definitely not friendly. He always felt that this lonely and self-admired elder brother lived quietly in Dongqing's memory, and he could barely praise him as a mascot. It's no wonder that he appeared in front of people now He said the plague god.

The ghost lingers, and it is his poor friend who suffers badly.

Qi Dongqing is pure and unscheming, and treats anyone she likes with all her heart and soul, but such a kind character always attracts a bunch of garbage that she doesn't know how to cherish.In high school, he jumped into a pit of ill intentions and was bullied by others, and he couldn't escape being tossed about in college. It's not good to like anyone, but it's the one who is controversial and has a face of "I am me, no one can understand me" Zhong Huaiyuan.

Like all geniuses, Zhong Huaiyuan had an enviable opening, and his existence like the light of tomorrow touched the nerves of everyone in the National Medical University.But he personally added a shocking turning point for himself, and the rewritten climax caused too many malicious comments, but Zhong Huaiyuan didn't care about those harsh voices, living in his new twisted life track, lonely and courageous. indifferent.

His story stops at the palm of the statue in the atrium of the teaching building. New decorations follow the arrival of flowers in the graduation season every year, and are swept away by ruthless brooms a few days later.It is as mysterious as an unfilled blank left in the history of medical development, and no one knows the answer except himself.

For so many years, his shadow is still active in the leisure time of the National Medical University, and has become the subject of debates for generations, even after working in Renji.

Xia Zelan's hostility towards Zhong Huaiyuan has nothing to do with these silly gossips, after all everyone has the right to choose their own life, and he doesn't bother to gossip about such unclear rumors.The main reason why Xia Zelan didn't want to see Zhong Huaiyuan was because of his influence on Qi Dongqing in various aspects, such as coming out to open a branch library, but these changes can't be said to be good or bad.

Fortunately, Qi Dongqing is not the kind of person who loses his own life when he is trapped in love and love. He will not be moved by his secret love, and he will not be angry with the other party because his feelings are not responded to.Xia Zelan could tell that Zhong Huaiyuan's existence was more like a sustenance to live in the spiritual world for Qi Dongqing.

When he was still in Renji before, Qi Dongqing would pester him to ask for news about that person. Although Xia Zelan was speechless, she still gave him some news with the mentality of doting on a child.It's a pity that Zhong Huaiyuan has a personality that doesn't like to get involved and doesn't take the initiative to socialize. Even Xia Zelan, who has a net of friends covering the entire Renji, can't do anything.

What kind of food did you eat at noon today, what kind of clothes did you wear in the nurse's uniform, what kind of strange disease did you receive in the emergency center... all the news came and went, and Xia Zelan was so bored that he yawned when he told it, but Qi Dongqing listened Finally, there will always be a very happy smile, as if I really saw that person.

But not long after, the shallow indirect connection between Qi Dongqing and Zhong Huaiyuan was completely broken because of Xia Zelan's sudden resignation, but Qi Dongqing didn't seem very disappointed.For a long period of time, Xia Zelan even had the illusion that he had let go, but very occasionally, he was startled by Qi Dongqing's eyes staring at the Yuanxiangshi signboard, the fact that Qi Dongqing has always been in love.

Xia Zelan knew that there was no one to blame for this matter, but every time he saw Qi Dongqing's lively appearance when he liked Zhong Huaiyuan, he couldn't bear to scold him, so he had no choice but to vent his anger on the unaware party.If possible, he really hoped to hang a sign saying "Zhong Huaiyuan is not allowed to enter" at the door of the store, so that Qi Dongqing would not miss it if he couldn't see it.

Qi Dongqing looked at his resentful expression, and couldn't help stretching out his hand to stroke his hair: "Okay, look, I'm fine."

"You lovesickness just happened to be seduced by that person again, are you okay?" Xia Zelan shook her head to escape from the hand stroking his hair, completely disbelieving the nonsense she heard just now.

"I'm really fine!" Qi Dongqing knew that no matter how Xia Zelan put on a bad face, the original intention was to be good to herself, so she hugged his arm and sent an intimate post, "It's rare to be happy today, I'll treat you to a drink after get off work .”

"It's only you who are happy!" Qi Dongqing looked at the little one, but it was actually quite strong, and Xia Zelan couldn't shake off the soft brown candy, "Bring me a drink? Don't be upstairs again. Make me a pot of Tieguanyin in the tea room!"

When Qi Dongqing opened the shop, he bought the entire single building. In addition to the traditional Chinese medicine cultural experience hall where classes are usually held upstairs, there is even his own tea room and piano room. He usually goes up to sit after work.

Although Xia Zelan's name is full of poetic and picturesque, but she was born unable to do such a set of elegant things.As a wanderer who has been in the gay circle for many years, he stabs others at work, and begs others to stab him after work, so happy.

"You can decide the place tonight, okay?" Qi Dongqing glanced at the computer screen, and saw an acupuncture appointment at four o'clock under Xia Zelan's name, "Go ahead, the guests will come later."

Xia Zelan said "good boss", and ran a long way before turning around and shouting, "I've decided on the place, don't run away when you get there!"

At night, Qi Dongqing found out why Xia Zelan didn't allow him to run away.

"I still can't..." Qi Dongqing stood at the entrance of the nightclub and heard the loud music inside, "I feel that my ears can't bear it."

"It's all here, don't play tricks." Xia Zelan threw the car keys to the doorman, dragged Qi Dongqing and entered.

He still took into account that Qi Dongqing was not used to it, so he specially chose a private box on the second floor. The inside of the box was a transparent glass, so he could clearly see the central dance floor downstairs.The two of them had to go to work the next day, so they both ordered a glass with low alcohol content. Xia Zelan was afraid that Qi Dongqing would be bored, so she specially ordered Die Nut to drink it for him.

"How is he, isn't he good?" Xia Zelan pushed his shoulders to the people around him, pointed at the man who was stripping on the stage, and became excited.

"This abdominal muscle must be as strong as Tin Ding Candy when knocked up. If this strong and healthy forearm can hug your waist, it must be the concentric lock rusted on the top of the mountain-it will not be opened in this life... ..."

"Are you even watching?"

Of course not, Qi Dongqing was focused on competing with a macadamia nut, and there was a pile of melon seed husks on hand.

Xia Zelan was speechless, took out the fruit opener from the pile of nuts, and pried it open with a click.Qi Dongqing said "You are so kind" and she ate it beautifully.

"I brought you here so that you can see more people, don't keep thinking about that one." Xia Zelan took a sip of wine angrily, and then made the old mother's heart trouble again, "I know you can't let him go, but you can't let him go. You need to expand your social circle to find other opportunities.”

Qi Dongqing immediately retorted: "I usually have a stable social life."

"Are you referring to the group of children in the medical clinic with no teeth, or the elders and aunts in the community contacted by the free clinic?" Xia Zelan patted the glass wall several times, and almost threw Qi Dongqing into the crowd. The subject's age value is too extreme, can't we take more averages?"

Qi Dongqing pushed the peeled nuts in front of him, her tone was very gentle, but her attitude was firm: "Lan Lan, I'm fine now, don't worry about this matter, I will look for it when the time comes."

"Smelly Xiaoqing, don't call me by my nickname!" Disgusted by her nickname, Xia Zelan lost her attention in an instant.

The two chatted for a while, and the topic came back unconsciously.

Xia Zelan moved closer: "To be honest, you really don't intend to provoke him?"

Qi Dongqing's alcohol capacity is not bad, but she is easy to get on her face and burns out quickly.He held the cup against his hot cheek, recalling Zhong Huaiyuan's appearance today.Zhong Huaiyuan was wearing a very common brand of loose sportswear, and when he lowered his head in advance to talk to himself, the bangs on his forehead were full of restrained politeness.

He still didn't smile, not even when it came to grandpa, the only time Qi Dongqing saw him smile was when Zhong Huaiyuan was in front of the camera for a few seconds on the day of graduation.It was a grand splendor that Qi Dongqing couldn't describe in words, but it was fleeting but he saw it alone.

Want to provoke?I want to.Zhong Huaiyuan had dimples when he laughed, Qi Dongqing really wanted him to smile more, instead of keeping a cold face and hiding all his emotions very well.

Can you provoke me?Qi Dongqing didn't know.He has seen too many people eager to try on this road, but in the end they all ended up without a problem.

"If you really like him that much, go after him. The two of you can still meet again, because God is creating opportunities for you." Although Xia Zelan was not very happy in her heart, she finally compromised, "I used to be in Renji At that time, I didn't accept any ambiguous wind from him. If you dare to go up, you will be the first one."

In fact, without Xia Zelan's encouragement, Qi Dongqing had already made up his mind.The self who has been timid for many years, the moment Zhong Huaiyuan appeared today, has never been so eager to get hurt.

He wanted to love him, to be hurt, to shed tears only about him.

Driven by alcohol, Qi Dongqing made the most thoughtless and happiest decision in so many years: he must hurry up and go to Zhong Huaiyuan's side from the shadow.

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* Zelan: promoting blood circulation and regulating menstruation, dispelling blood stasis and eliminating carbuncle, diuresis and detumescence.

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