happy seven years

Riemann's secret discomfort disappeared because of Yin Huaiyan's reaction, replaced by surprise and bewilderment.

Didn't you tell yourself not to make any pursuits?

How could there be such a big reaction after seeing that painting?

And the paintings are all dirty...

She took care of her emotions and tried to make what she said seem natural.

"Well, I kept it, but I plan to throw it away."

"Not only paintings, look, but also these, those, all things related to you, I plan to throw them away."

Riemann clenched her fists as she spoke, and the corners of her mouth trembled unconsciously. She tried to suppress herself.

She looked forward to seeing Yin Huaiyan feel sorry or distressed, and she was a little worried that Yin Huaiyan would not be as good as she wanted.

Yin Huaiyan didn't answer, she was still looking at the painting.He lowered his head, unable to see his expression clearly.

When they completed this painting together, it was no longer the period of passionate love.

One day Riemann made a painting on a whim, and pestered Yin Huaiyan to ask if it looked good. Yin Huaiyan happened to be practicing calligraphy, so he inscribed it on it.

Afterwards, no one seemed to pay attention to the painting.

Who knows, Riemann has treasured it until now.

Riemann didn't wait for an answer, and said: "Anyway, it's almost broken, and it's just an eyesore, don't you think?"

Yin Huaiyan finally raised his eyes to look at Riemann.

Her eyes were red, her lips were slightly pursed, and she looked at Riemann with the same expression as Riemann imagined.

Moreover, there is an even more indescribable feeling than pity and distress.

Riemann's bad mood this day improved a little because of this, she pretended not to care and kicked the glass bottle beside her feet, "Look, it's blocking my way."

The glass bottles are filled with origami stars. If Yin Huaiyan remembers correctly, he obviously took all the glass bottles related to origami stars with him when he left.

This glass bottle may have been missed somewhere, Yin Huaiyan thought.

"That..." Yin Huaiyan pointed at the glass bottle with difficulty.

Seeing her like this, Riemann narrowed his eyes and hid a little pride in his heart. Ah Yan is like this, is he reluctant?

She bent down and picked up the glass bottle.

The bottle cap was tight, and after Riemann pulled it off forcefully, he threw the bottle cap aside.

The star origami is colorful, and Riemann poured out a handful, and his mischievous thoughts kept coming up.

Yin Huaiyan finally spoke again, she cautiously asked, "Can you return them to me?"

Riemann sneered as if he had heard a joke.

"Why do you have to pay it back? Don't you want it all?"

"No, there are some... some inspirations I recorded in the origami, I thought I lost them, since you don't want them, can you give them back to me?"

Yin Huaiyan originally wanted to say that all the love words she had given to Riemann were recorded in it, but Riemann's attitude made her hesitate, so she changed the reason in a roundabout way.

"Really? Let me see." On a whim, Riemann grabbed one of the origami stars and was about to take it apart.

"Don't—" Yin Huaiyan's stop was still a little slow.

Riemann spread out the star origami, which contained a very short sentence.

[Insomnia heavy rain and majestic night, with your constant breathing by my side, everything is stable. ]

At first glance, it does look like an inspiration recorded casually.

what the hell?Riemann muttered in his heart.

She moved on to the next one.

[When I passed by the window of the dessert shop today, your eyes stopped at the tiramisu three times, so I used the clumsy excuse of forgetting to take something, went back and bought it for you, but why, you were not very happy. ]

If Riemann couldn't remember what happened to her and Yin Huaiyan during the rainy night just now, then this tiramisu is too directional.

Riemann remembered very clearly that it was a very cold winter night, because Christmas was approaching, and when Riemann passed the dessert shop, he wondered whether he should order a cake on Christmas night to celebrate the holiday with Yin Huaiyan.

As a result, Yin Huaiyan went to buy the tiramisu that Riemann liked on the ice and snow a little later.

Yin Huaiyan's health was not very good, after such a toss, the tip of his nose turned red from the cold, and he developed a low-grade fever that night.

Today, many years later, when I suddenly saw Yin Huaiyan's record, Riemann couldn't help but reflect, should he be more honest at the time, and express his concern directly and openly?

So Riemann's tone became softer, and she said, "Ayan, you are lying again."

Yin Huaiyan's apology reached his lips, but he still didn't say it.

"Suddenly I don't want to throw it away anymore." Riemann continued to unwrap a few origami papers.

"It's the first time I know that there is something written in it."

Yin Huaiyan looked over in surprise, "That book... haven't you read it?"

About star origami, Yin Huaiyan remembers writing about it in "Grass".

Riemann pouted, not telling the truth.

"What's the use of seeing it? You won't let me pursue you again, and I can't stop at the same place forever and remember the past."

Yin Huaiyan was so hurt by Riemann's indifferent words that he almost told the truth.

But rationality finally made her hold back.

Riemann added: "But these origami stars are different. These are suitable for me to use as a joke."

Yin Huaiyan didn't understand, so, "Why?"

"Because I feel that I lived like a joke in those seven years. For example, did I really feed the dog? And three years later, I became a pug again, rushing to lick you."

This is a bit harsh.

Rieman thought Yin Huaiyan would refute, but she just pursed her lips in frustration.

"Sorry……"

Riemann felt uncomfortable after hearing Yin Huaiyan's apology.

She had no choice but to divert her attention, put the messy origami back into the glass bottle, and put the cap on it.

After doing this, Riemann noticed that Yin Huaiyan was still looking at the glass bottle eagerly.

She said angrily: "Don't look at it, I won't pay you back."

Then, Riemann squatted down, threw the broken objects into the box all at once.

Seeing Riemann's rude actions, Yin Huaiyan wanted to persuade him but didn't know how to persuade him, so he moved silently to see if he could pick up a few things while Riemann was not paying attention.

She first quietly rolled up the painting, intending to ask if anyone could restore it, and took some that were farther away from Riemann.

Seeing that Riemann's violence was almost cleaned up, Yin Huaiyan hurried back to the guest room with his things in his arms and closed the door.

Li Man waited for Yin Huaiyan to close the door, and his movements immediately slowed down.

Out of the corner of her eye, she had seen Yin Huaiyan's actions a long time ago, but she just pretended not to know.

After squatting on the ground and waiting for a while, after confirming that Yin Huaiyan should not come out, Riemann looked at the objects just now with a heartbroken face.

She found several different bags and small transparent boxes, sorted the broken things according to the degree of damage, and put labels on them before repacking them and taking them into the study.

The cruel words were all for Yin Huaiyan to listen to, and Rieman's heart had already been shaken.

In other words, as long as Yin Huaiyan is still with Riemann for a day, she can't really cut off her feelings for her.

It's just that in order to keep the promise and to prevent Yin Huaiyan from seeing his flaws, he forced himself to be ruthless.

After putting things away, Riemann turned on the computer and planned to continue working.

And Luo Ran just finished reviewing the ending of "Wu Wang", and sent it to Riemann.

Riemann didn't have the courage to open it immediately, and sent a message first to ask Luo Ran what direction it was.

Luo Ran deliberately kept it secret and let her experience it by herself.

Riemann had no choice but to click open to see for himself with apprehension.

Obviously, it has been a long time since I was chasing serials on the Internet, but looking down, Riemann can still quickly enter the state, and the previous plot is vivid in my memory.

Maybe it's because of a change in mentality, or maybe it's because the past few days have been too high-energy, Riemann seems to have seen something deeper in Yin Huaiyan's words.

Riemann felt that perhaps compared to the youthful pain of "The Grass", "Wu Wang" could better highlight Yin Huaiyan's heart.

Against the backdrop of the tortuous and bizarre story, she left her delicate warmth in the sad and helpless details.

Behind the plot is a deeper idea, which is thought-provoking.

There is a sense of picture, and there is no lack of sense of substitution.

Seeing the ending in one breath, Riemann had to admit that Yin Huaiyan was really making progress on the road of her dream.

She remembered that the things Yin Huaiyan had written in her early years had been rejected by many publishing houses. Most of the comments from the editors were that the writing had spirit but lacked storytelling.

At the most difficult time, Yin Huaiyan was so shocked by the rejection that she didn’t go out for a long time. She stayed in the rented room every day and kept writing and writing. After the manuscript was rejected, she revised it and continued to submit it until the editor told her that she would not change it again. She would read it again, so she gave up and continued with a new one.

Riemann sighed: Fortunately, Ah Yan survived.

The book was published, gradually became famous, and a signing event was held.

In this regard, Riemann believed that he was inferior to Yin Huaiyan.

Before leaving, Yin Huaiyan often encouraged himself, and Riemann's goal was still firm.

After the separation, Riemann suddenly lost the meaning of struggle, and he was a little illustrator who rushed to catch orders when he had orders, and dawdled when there were no orders.

After watching the ending of "Wu Wang", Riemann felt so even more.

She even faintly felt that the book "Wu Wang" would bring Yin Huaiyan to a higher level.

Riemann didn't expect it, and later it became a prophecy.

At this time, she was also inspired by the plot of the ending, conceived several scenes, and turned on the computer to draw seriously.

However, her problem of forgetting to sleep and eat when she was working, coupled with the discomfort caused by not having enough rest, broke out completely at four o'clock in the morning.

Riemann was a little dizzy at first, so he stopped to drink a few sips of warm water, and after sitting for a while, he got relieved and continued.

As a result, it didn't take long for Riemann's stomach to start hurting.

This time it was no longer unbearable pain.

The attack was menacing, and the pain caused Riemann to break out in a cold sweat, and the hand holding the pen could not be held firmly.

Based on Riemann's experience, she didn't dare to stand up immediately, so she sat on a chair and slowly moved towards the cabinet where the medicine was placed.

Finally moved to the front of the cabinet, but the painkillers were on the top shelf of the cabinet, and I couldn’t reach it while sitting, so I had to stand up.

Riemann's face was pale and her lips were purple from the pain. She gritted her teeth, leaned on the handle of the chair, and stood up with difficulty.

Opening the drawer, there were several medicine boxes inside. Riemann wanted to identify the stomach medicine, only to realize that his vision was blurred because he was in too much pain or because he was sleepy.

She wanted to find it through the shape of the pill box in her memory, but she couldn't remember it.

The hands also started not to cooperate.

Riemann thought of the mobile phone in his jacket pocket, took it out with willpower to unlock it, and then pressed the No. 1 button for a long time.

It was the second day after the reunion, when she pretended to be drunk, she set the speed dial key for Yin Huaiyan.

Unexpectedly, it will be used at this time.

Before closing his eyes, what Riemann was thinking in his confused mind was whether the call was connected or not.

The author has something to say: See you tomorrow night!