I am arresting the patient in Lianzong

The next activity is to make candles.

The candle making shop is generally full of girls, but two big boys suddenly came, which immediately attracted the attention of the shoppers.

Shu Qiu pulled Zhong Jinnan and asked the boss for a small private room.

It was rare for the boss to see two boys making candles. He was still such a good-looking boy, and he was stunned for a long time before hurriedly taking them to the private room.

He handed the tools to the two of them, and gave a simple demonstration: "If you don't understand anything, just call me, and I'll come right away."

The boss is also a real person, he is very attentive in teaching, and he does not forget to wipe the tables and chairs with a towel.

When the people left, Shu Qiu looked at Zhong Xiaonan: "Do you understand?"

Finally Xiaonan was eager to try, the light in his eyes was like a summer lake, shining brightly, revealing joy.

The colorful colors are superimposed under Zhong Xiaonan's hands, like the afterglow of the setting sun, a starfish and a fallen leaf are put in, some don't match, but the color is very beautiful.

Shu Qiu asked him why he did this.

Finally Xiaonan pursed his lips and laughed, pointing at the mold of the candle, with a low voice, as if he was telling a little secret that no one else could hear.

"This is the day we climbed the mountain. When the sun sets, the sky is very complicated. You stand in this color, with the setting sun and the sea behind you."

It's like being fed a sour candy by someone accidentally, the heart is a little sour, and the sweetness surges from the back.

Shu Qiu patted Zhong Xiaonan's head, and praised him for doing so well.

Because it takes time to burn the candles to set the shape, Shu Qiu didn't want to waste time, so she took Zhong Xiaonan out.

It was only after I went out that I realized that it was already evening. During dinner time, the commercial street was full of people coming and going, and the smell of food was permeating the air.

The end of the street is orange-red, and the setting sun is slowly falling. Layers of gradual red cover the entire sky, spreading out from the center of the sun, coloring people's eyebrows and eyes.

The person behind him was very close to him, so close that Shu Qiu could smell the faint fragrance of tea on the other person's body, which was Jinnan's usual men's perfume.

"That's it. You just stand here, and I can't help but look at you. When you smile at me, I feel that you and I are left in the whole world. Even the wind becomes silent because of you."

A familiar voice rang out against his ears, Shu Qiu turned around and met the man's smiling eyes.

At this moment, he felt that Jinnan was right in front of him, and with a low and pleasant voice, he slowly beat the words buried in his heart on his heart word by word.

The hanging red lanterns lit up, and the pedestrians around exclaimed with joy.

Shu Qiu lowered her eyes and slightly raised the corners of her mouth.

"Baby Xiaonan, Happy Children's Day!"

The two settled for dinner at a hot pot restaurant, which Zhong Xiaonan had never tried before, and they had a great time eating it.

"Aqiu, can I add a bowl of rice?" Zhong Xiaonan was a little shy.

Not eating rice always feels like eating a fake meal.

Shu Qiu was stunned, he didn't eat the staple food when he ate hot pot, but he still called the waiter and asked for a bowl of rice.

In the end, Xiaonan ate more happily, and his whole face was flushed from eating.

After the meal, the two went to get candles, and Shu Qiu asked Zhong Xiaonan if he was tired and what else he wanted to play.

He talked about a few things he could still play in the evening, and finally Xiaonan shook his head: "I'm not tired, but I want to go home."

Shu Qiu agreed, called a car, and returned to Zhong Jinnan's house.

Shu Qiu was holding a bag in his hand, which was the snacks, clothes, and candles they made together for Zhong Xiaonan. Zhong Xiaonan also had a lot of things in his hand, which were full, and those who didn't know thought they had robbed the mall.

"Open the door." The paper bag in your hand was torn, and the newly purchased clothes were scattered all over the floor. Shu Qiu hurriedly squatted down to pick them up, and instructed Zhong Xiaonan to open the door, "Press your thumb on the doorknob." Go up, just press down when you hear the sound."

Finally Xiaonan opened the door as he said.

The smart light turns on, the warm ambient light illuminates the room, and the air conditioner turns on to adjust the most comfortable temperature.

After being stunned for a while, Zhong Xiaonan muttered: "Aqiu, is this your home? It's amazing!"

Shu Qiu hugged a pile of clothes, Shuai walked in after get off work, put on slippers: "No, this is your home."

Zhong Xiaonan followed behind into the room, and was stunned again when he heard the words, some images flashed in his mind, about how he opened the door and left the room from panic.

Is this... his house?

"Why are you standing still, come in quickly, close the door, it's too hot."

Shu Qiu took a glass of water, put two cubes of ice from the ice machine into the glass, gurgled down the water, and poured another glass for Zhong Xiaonan.

Finally Xiaonan took it and looked at the exquisite glass, the ice cubes were shaking in the water.

The temperature in the palm is very low, and in this hot season, it is extraordinarily comfortable. This is a completely different life from the village. It is a life he has never been in contact with, but he wants to escape.

No, it seems that I have been in contact with...

There was an instant tingling in the temple, and the people in front of him became several, illusory and unclear.

"What's wrong with you?" A familiar voice sounded, very close yet far away.

"It's okay." Zhong Xiaonan put the cup in his hand on the Nakajima platform, did not drink, the light in his eyes was flickering.

Shu Qiu looked at him strangely, Zhong Xiaonan's complexion was not very good, a little pale, he touched his forehead worriedly, wondering if he had heatstroke, or tired from walking too much today?

"It's okay." Xiaonan finally repeated what he said before, keeping his eyes on the crystal clear glass.

Seeing that he persisted, Shu Qiu couldn't say anything, she could only observe carefully, and if something happened, she could call a doctor at any time.

"Come with me." Shu Qiu patted Zhong Xiaonan on the shoulder. He didn't forget what the task was today. Unsure if he would switch his personality when he woke up, Shu Qiu had to complete the task before he could feel at ease.

Zhong Xiaonan's hanging fingers slightly bent, and scratched at the seam of his trousers.

Shu Qiu took people to the study room, which was where Zhong Xiaonan was sober and where Zhong Jinnan left his diary.

Walking into the study, Shu Qiu and others came in, closed the door, screwed on the small lock, then picked up a diary with a dark green cover from the desk, and handed it to Zhong Xiaonan.

This is what Zhong Jinnan wanted to say to Zhong Xiaonan, and it was also what he wanted to say to his past self.

Seeing this beautifully packaged and expensive-looking diary, Xiaonan finally didn't pick it up, but took a step back instead: "What is this?"

"Xiao Nan, do you always find yourself waking up in someone else's house, thinking that you broke in?" Shu Qiu looked at the subtle guard in Xiao Nan's eyes at the end, and the joy of the whole day followed. Landing, "Actually, you are sick."

Shu Qiu didn't want to irritate Zhong Xiaonan, he tried to use simple words to describe the split personality, and he had already expressed his and Zhong Jinnan's desire to communicate with him.

At this stage, although Xiaonan has not experienced the elite education in big cities, it does not mean that he is stupid. On the contrary, he is very smart. He can distinguish Shu Qiu's gentleness from the people he has come into contact with, and then entrust him with trust and companionship. .

"Then where will I go?" After listening to Shu Qiu's words, Zhong Xiaonan sees blood all the way to the core, where will he go as a sub-personality?

Shu Qiu was silent, he didn't expect that the eight-year-old Zhong Xiaonan would ask this question, and he and Zhong Jinnan didn't plan to tell Zhong Xiaonan the answer to this question for the time being, and they didn't know how to say it.

Opening his mouth, Shu Qiu subconsciously wanted to fabricate an answer, deal with it, and then discuss it after Jinnan came back.

But finally Xiaonan interrupted him: "I will die, will I disappear, as if I have never appeared?"

Shu Qiu shook her head quickly, wanting to deny it, but seeing the twinkling lights in those clear eyes, the words that came out of her mouth in the past seemed to be blocked in her throat, and she couldn't utter them.

Facing this sensitive child, he didn't know how to appease him, because what the other party said was the truth, an irrefutable fact.

Zhong Xiaonan took a step back, his eyes filled with confusion: "Aqiu, didn't you say you like me, then why do you want me to disappear?"

"..."

"I obviously exist, I have parents, grandma, the big cow in the village, Dayang and I grew up together, there is a well at the entrance of the village, the water is very sweet, and there is rhubarb, rhubarb is a dog, he always steals I remember eating my steamed buns, I obviously exist, why do you say that I was imagined?"

Shu Qiu was speechless, and could only watch the man retreat again and again, his eyes reddened, like an irritated lion cub, neighing suppressedly.

"Didn't you say you liked me, then why was I the one who disappeared? I also... like you..."

He spoke the last few words very softly, like sand blown away by the wind.

The old well at the entrance of the village, the playmates we grew up with, the river flowing in summer, and the panting rhubarb all became fragments in my mind, and what followed...

The setting sun with heavy makeup is the surge of the sea, the corner of the clothes blown up and down by the wind on the edge of the cliff, the gentle eyebrows and eyes of the person in front of him, and the smile that makes the sun dim.

"I'm sorry..." Shu Qiu said with a hoarse voice, seeing with her own eyes that a pair of eyes shining with stars became sad, and seeing the trust and dependence inside disappear, Shu Qiu's tears rolled down, "Can you take a look at the diary? "

He didn't know what to say, and he didn't even dare to get close, fearing that Xiaonan would do something impulsive to hurt himself.

Zhong Jinnan said that he wrote a lot to Zhong Xiaonan, every day, Shu Qiu can only hope in this diary that he trusts and understands Zhong Xiaonan best, which comes from Zhong Jinnan.

Zhong Xiaonan shook his head silently, and with this movement, a small piece of light was thrown into the air, fell slowly, and made a "click" sound on the ground, leaving faint water marks.

It's raining in this city, and every passerby is unspeakably embarrassed...

"Xiao Nan, I'm sorry, I really like...Xiao Nan!!"

Seeing the person leaning against the door fall down suddenly, Shu Qiu's words stopped abruptly, and with a cry of alarm, she rushed over to support him.He found his mobile phone in his pocket and quickly dialed the emergency number of the hospital.

When Jinnan finally woke up, he saw a large area of ​​white, a faint smell of disinfectant floated in the air, the hanging bottle was ticking down, and cold liquid flowed into his body along the back of his hand.

My throat is very dry and my head hurts like a needle.

After closing his eyes, Jinnan let out a deep breath, raised his free hand and placed it on his forehead to cover the glare of the sun, and sighed silently: I failed...